Ghxst Collective (december 2021)

Ghxst Collective 2022

CHORUS:
Baby Imma trash star 
Not gonna go far 
You don’t wanna know 
But i wanna see your blood flow 
Wanna see your blood flow 
Baby imma trash star 
Not gonna go far 

VERSE:
Whippin fast cars 
Like it’s nascar 
Getting so wasted 
I dont wanna face it 
Everyday I’m faceless 
Damn you so basic 
Feel like I’m aye6 

CHORUS REPEATED:
Baby Imma trash star 
Not gonna go far 
You don’t wanna know 
But i wanna see your blood flow 
Wanna see your blood flow 
Baby imma trash star 
Not gonna go far 

VERSE REPEATED:
Whippin fast cars 
Like it’s nascar 
Getting so wasted 
I dont wanna face it 
Everyday I’m faceless 
Damn you so basic 
Feel like I’m aye6

Trashstar P. Capsctrl

Lyrics:

Everyone wants to catch a break
But no one would see to care
How could you never relax at all
If you’re up and ready to go again
Times are strange and it really shows it
For the best it’s time we part ways
Don’t forget for what I’m here for
And don’t forget to who I really am

I’m a vampire, lost in the sunset
I’m a lover, lost in paradise
No one loves me for the way I look
And I guess it shouldn’t even matter now

I’m a vampire, lost in the west coast
Wanting to go home, back to the Midwest
Why’d it matter when it’s warmer here
And I really want to see the stars now

Smiles are really hard to make
When I’m always sad and so depressed
Here I am just thinking all the days
Of memories so washed in time
Here I go once again in the turmoil
Laying here to rest with my demons
Forget all the thoughts that is seen here
And really know to who I really am here

Scriptures From Vampires

Scriptures From Vampires (prod. Bytheswitch X Jkei)

fire. (feat heylee manzeron)

I produced and recorded this song with my friend @flux-aspekt. 
He wrote all the lyrics for this song, sung the bridge, and did the artwork(its also his debut as a musical artist and I'm really really proud of him)

You can pre-save it on Spotify too :D https://distrokid.com/hyperfollow/heyleemanzeron/sugar-coated-heartbreak-feat-flux-aspekt

Lyrics:
 
All aboard the sleepy time express
It’s time to put that head safely to rest 
If you have nightmares
I’ll chase away your fears
I feel so trapped inside this bed
It’s not my fault my memories are dead

I see the pain that no one understands 
But can't you see my life is at hand 
So tired of fighting 
So tired of trying 
I wish someone would pull the trigger, now I'm dying

Today I think I've had enough 
Cause all that I get is tough love
Hanging on by a tiny thread 
It is the time I finally dread 
I got that Sugar coated heartbreak 
I got that Sugar coated heartbreak

Walking down the street
Street lights on
You got me thinking 'bout you 
From dusk till dawn 
We used to walk hand in hand 
But now i’m empty handed
I'm thinking about you and the life we’d’ve landed

I see the pain that no one understands 
But can't you see my life is at hand 
I'm tired of fighting 
So tired of trying 
I wish someone would pull the trigger, now I'm dying

Today I think I've had enough 
Cause all that I get is tough love
Hanging on by a tiny thread 
It is the time I finally dread 
I got that Sugar coated heartbreak 
I got that Sugar coated heartbreak

My heart is slowly sinking 
What the fuck was I thinking 
I just keep walking past strangers
drowning in my head 
Every day I just wish that I'll wake up dead 
Go straight through the front door, what life have I lead? 
Cause it's just me, and I'm tired 

Today I think I've had enough 
Cause all that I get is tough love
Hanging on by a tiny thread 
It is the time I finally dread 
I got that Sugar coated heartbreak 
I got that Sugar coated heartbreak
X2

Most times I feel outspoken 
You always leave me choking 
On words I left unspoken
And now I'm fuckin' broken

HeyLee x Flux Aspekt - Sugar Coated Heartbreak

nothing but a headache 
hit em with a feeling 
stuck inside a box with my time
did some healing 
facetime
face time 
if im outside 
know it's sleepwalk
clear cut, real talk 
if i'm outside know it's sleepwalk
facetime 
online
logged in, clocked in overtime 

produced by 32ohzee

Sleepwalking (7ventus x synthetic)

likeaZzZombie

instrumental, vocals and artwork by me

Under the moonlight, I'm thinking of you and I 
I finally have what i need for the first time in my life
We barely see each other and it's all fine
When you'll see my growth i want you to be surprised

Don't look in my eyes
You'll see the abyss
The darkest of thougts 
Oh please don't look at this

Never look at this

Focus on the positive and don't ask me too much about my fights
EVERY FUCKING DAY I FEEL LIKE THEY WANT TO END MY LIFE
I'm playing with your hair, making sure you can feel safe
EVERY JOKE YOU MAKE MAKES ME FEEL IN DANGER

I SEE STRANGERS, I'M READY TO PULL OUT MY KNIFE
THEY COULD LOCK ME UP IF THEY HEARD MY THOUGTS
I CAN'T TRUST A SOUL THEY COULD MAKE ME DIE
I'M ACTING LIKE I'M OKAY WHEN I TALK TO YOUR MOM ...

T'as pas besoin de savoir tout ça
Tu crois connaitre mes secrets mais c'est bien trop grave
Si un jour tu me fuis je t'en voudrais pas
Ma psy m'a bien dit que j'étais trop dangereux pour mon entourage

On m'a menacé de m'enfermer mais j'suis bon qu'à esquiver
J'veux de mal à personne donc je m'enferme dans mes pensées
CHAQUE ETOILE DANS LE CIEL EST MORTE
LAQUELLE DE MES VOIX SERA LA PLUS FORTE ??? 

Focus on the positive and don't ask me too much about my fights
EVERY FUCKING DAY I FEEL LIKE THEY WANT TO END MY LIFE
I'm playing with your hair, making sure you can feel safe
EVERY JOKE YOU MAKE MAKES ME FEEL IN DANGER

I SEE STRANGERS, I'M READY TO PULL OUT MY KNIFE
THEY COULD LOCK ME UP IF THEY HEARD MY THOUGTS
I CAN'T TRUST A SOUL THEY COULD MAKE ME DIE
I'M ACTING LIKE I'M OKAY WHEN I TALK TO YOUR MOM ...

CHAQUE ETOILE DANS LE CIEL EST MORTE
LAQUELLE DE MES VOIX SERA LA PLUS FORTE ???

I CAN'T TRUST A SOUL

EPITOME:

i-i-i-i-i try to forget the past 
but it just keep bringing me back
n-n-n-no we didn’t  know how this would last
is it funny to you to see my life shatter like glass
t-t-t-the world around me left me broken and scarred
don’t be surprised when i’m dead in the dark
these lonely feelings that i can’t shake

oh god
when will i break

(epitome & casperrr)

all of these feelings 
what is the meaning
i struggle every day to keep on living and breathing 
at this point i’ll be dead hanging from the ceiling 

i’ve been so alone
got no where to go
not even a home
walking down this lonely road
no hands to hold
i’m really on my own
it haunts me to know 
that i can’t let 

c-c-cant let
GO
of the past

it haunts me to know 
it haunts me to know

CASPERRR:

u keep haunting me in my sleep
n u keep haunting in my dream
i thought u were mine to keep 
but nothings really what it seems 
everything is black and white 
so much shit that i can fix
the only coloured thing is lean

dirty sprite makes me feel fine
all this buzz man am so high
did i lose weight i feel light
do you still remember thst night

it haunts me to know w/ casperrr (cl6udy x yunny goldz)

Lyrics:
You said i would fall for you
I will say no, i will say no
But you won’t ever tell the truth
I would say no, i would say no to you

Let’s talk a bit, like best of times
The good old days, the brighter ones
I feel like, there’s something else
That’s burning me, way deep inside
I can’t recall if it’s all new or not
I don’t know if i did a test drive
Maybe someday we’ll get there
In a new life because this one sucks

You said i would fall for you
I will say no, i will say no
But you won’t ever tell the truth
I would say no, i would say no to you

I realize now life is meaningless
If you’re so cold deep inside

You said i would fall for you
I will say no, i will say no
But you won’t ever tell the truth
I would say no, i would say no to you

Sleepwalking (7ventus x synthetic)

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