We love gloomybaby 
Yes we so
Gloomybaby pog

produced by xona, ruevi, & oc

big thank you to all individuals who helped make this song possible <3

@ruevi @prod-oc
@heylog
@hiraethsry
@sleepywater
@sinxi
@caspywaspy
@vilsynth
@valerii
@deadfishh

the lyrics were over 4000 characters and that's the limit for soundcloud ♥

-lyrics-
https://genius.com/Xona-avoid-ii-lyrics

xona

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avoid II w/ ruevi, heylog, hiraeth, sleepwater, sinxi, casperrr, vil, valerii & deadfish

prod by king theta
w/ @caspywaspy

lyrics:
i just want to be home
i dont want to be here
i just wanna hold close
and i feel it in my bones
u said "thats how it goes"
ur inside is where u beauty grows

i fell down 
but u picked me right up
when i have a frown
ur still by my side
when i feel low
to the point i cant go
u pick me right up
ur a one of a kind

but i know why u were kind
and i know why u were so nice
u just wanted my soul
u just wanted to take control
of everything i had left
u just wanted my blood
u just wanted my trust 
so u can ruin everything i had left

casperrr:
i thought you loved me
i was such a fool 
so i let you destroy me
u became so rude 
colder than ice
but hotter than fire
im the one u despise
and ur the one i desire

leave me here to die
alone in my bedroom
stab me by surprise
leave me when the moons full

stezzyxl w/ casperrr:
but i know why u were kind
and i know why u were so nice
u just wanted my soul
u just wanted to take control
of everything i had left
u just wanted my blood
u just wanted my trust 
so u can ruin everything i had left

eyes w/ casperrr

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(lyrics)
I sacrifice myself for you but you don't see the purpose,
sweating up a storm but you don't even seem that nervous
tired of this game we play submerged beneath the surface 
there appears to be some light that's slipping thru a crevice 


wake up and leave it
cuz you know how I get

no point in speaking
cuz I know how you get

bobbin and weavin
cuz I know how things get

lock it and throw it 
there's keys I'm not keepin

crashing and rollin
I'm killing the contest

descending I plummet
I'm crushing on pavement

bloody and battered 
all on the horizon

keepin it scattered 
dismembered and timid


I sacrifice myself for you but you don't see the purpose,
sweating up a storm but you don't even seem that nervous
tired of this game we play submerged beneath the surface 
there appears to be some light that's slipping thru a crevice (x2)

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sorry for being so inactive :') [discern & self-loathe]

winter

purpose

Self prod :) 

LYRICS 

Love stuck in my lonely ways
I gotta leave me its my only way
I cannot take it with the shit you say
I swear this town should burn in fire
And il run away

Break me take me leave a little more for me desire
Cannot tempt the fate of one that meddles with his heart
Iron melts like gold and I cant stand it when you're hot
Leave me on the phone for like hours til you're gone
I don't want this love I wanna break into your heart
Clearly nothings there all your empathy is gone
Maybe you're just scared and all this time im wrong
I don't really care I just wanna see you gone

Love stuck in my lonely ways
I gotta leave me its my only way
I cannot take it with the shit you say
I swear this town should burn in fire
And il run away

Love stuck in my lonely ways
I gotta leave me its my only way
I cannot take it with the shit you say
I swear this town should burn in fire
And il run away

Throwing nothing but stones
Oh why she tell me that she love me
When she hate me the most
I get im ugly I can't handle 10 degrees in the cold
thats why im always at home
Leave you with the best time that I ever had
Wish I had the best life that I ever had
Tripping in the next life what we never had
I don't really care I just wanna see you gone

Love stuck in my lonely ways
I gotta leave me its my only way
I cannot take it with the shit you say
I swear this town should burn in fire
And il run away

Love stuck in my lonely ways
I gotta leave me its my only way
I cannot take it with the shit you say
I swear this town should burn in fire
And il run away

THIS TOWN SHOULD BURN IN FIRE

produced by sleepwater @hiraethsry and @prod-oc

✰

lyrics:
how am i alive

lord its not fair anymore
oh its not fair anymore
oh its not fair anymore
oh its not fair anymore

i dont care about you
if you dont care about me
can someone care about me
its obvious i find it hard to breathe
your distant now and that makes me so sad
your different now and i werent ready for that
my eyes be crying, like the ocean
no birds are flying, it was only us

i want dreams with you
lets get on the stones
a day with us
is heaven on earth
i feel like more me
pacing through the sand
she stares back at us
says is this the way ?

under the sand
not ready to go
holding my hand
i need to make it special
feel like a strand
latched onto you
you broke my heart
you broke my heart

think im in love with you
its not fair anymore

what are about to do
cos i might burst
dont want this to end
its not fair
its not fair anymore
its not fair anymore
its not fair anymore
its not fair

https://www.instagram.com/p/CqZoY3PK0Pr/

careworn

prod acey 

lyrics:
what happened what’s wrong?
wiping the blood from your wrists and your arm
how did you know?
oh you’re in harm..
it’s late don’t go 
its not safe at home
if you didn’t know 
where would you go?
would it have been too late?
don’t be sorry 
i’m just glad you’re okay 
brown hair 
mascara down your face 
i’m sorry i pushed you away 
it wasn’t my fault
they wouldn’t let you stay 
i shoulda done more 
i regret it every-

what happened what’s wrong?
wiping the blood from your wrists and your arm 
how did you know?
you’re in harm..
you can stay with
please don’t say sorry
it’s be alright 
i’ll make sure you’re just fine
blood dripping 
it still haunts 
wish i could say sorry 

look what i have done 
what have i done

brunette

produced by me

lyrics -

its three o clock at night
now everything's alive
wasting all my time
writing songs that no one likes

im a waste of space
in my room all day
wasting life away
lifes so cliche


but i dont want to go
take it all out before i know
the easy way out feels so close
would you miss me if i was a ghost

its getting oh so loud
dambin every sound
bleeding standing ground
i cant with you around

oh my life is not mysteries
yet nobody gets it
never feel the same 
since you brought me  all this hate
pulling all the strings
to make it seem okay
the drawings on my wall 
make me seem so insane

am i just a lie to you
make me feel so high to you
this building pressure i consumed 
make it seem so hard for you
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flower petals ✾

strings

prod by stezzyxl 
guitar by michael harrison 
enjoy ^\^

lyrics:
she’s like a mystery, a puzzle i can’t solve
i try reach out but she ghostes, and withdraws
she loves to keep it to herself, silent resolve
the more that we don’t talk, the length of it evolves

she invites a side of her, a stranger i don’t know
her words and action are like poison she can’t control 
as her dark side emerges, fear begins to grow
the more I fight, the more she tightens up her hold

maybe someone else needs come and take my place
to whom i once loved to the point i’m losing faith
10 months have passed yet, you remain the same
you turned into the being, that u know i hate

oh
where have u been
no one likes me anymore (x2)

(leave me)

she makes me turn into the person that i don’t wanna be
she ripped my heart out of my chest and layed it so we can feast
her actions says it all she will not change even if she tried
but i’ll still hold on to her even if it makes me die

why would i
go ahead and ruin my life
for someone like yourself
if i didn’t even care for ur health
so tell me 
why would i
try so hard to make this work
if i didn’t even care for ur worth
but u treated me like i’m dirt 
so tell me (x2)

ive done some things that i dont like to say
i’ve been all of the the things that i say that i hate
a cheat, a lie, the smoke in the sky
i don’t want u to see, can u please close ur eyes?
but i have learned from all my mistakes
i will never go back to reside in that place
i have changed for the better and that i can say
i put that on my grave (x2)

back in time ll

guitar played by @user-374890447

lyrics:
what do you know about this
what do you know about this
oh what do you know about this
I'm sick of saying that I'm okay

I'm sick of saying no
my friends are out while i lay at home
when time ticks i pray it don't
i wanna leave but I'm all alone
i wanna leave but I'm all alone
i wanna leave but im all alone
im sick of saying no
my friends are out while i lay at home
when time ticks i pray it don't
i wanna leave but I'm all alone
i wanna leave but I'm all alone
i wanna leave but I'm all alone

say what u done to me
you open me gave me misery
you blow out the candle as i set it alight
fate wasn't kind to me
your over me were history
into someone else
erases every part of me

I'm sick of saying no
my friends are out while i lay at home
when time ticks i pray it don't
i wanna leave but I'm all alone
i wanna leave but I'm all alone
i wanna leave but I'm all alone
I'm sick of saying no
my friends are out while i lay at home
when time ticks i prey it don't
i wanna leave but im all alone
i wanna leave but im all alone
i wanna leave but im all alone

anxiety

prod by me
enjoy<3

lyrics:
i wish i weren't so kind to people i dont know
they step all over me got dirt all on my throat
and as the time flies by i think that i might choke
this rope it follows me, it follows far from home
these bones have yet to see the depth of all these trees
this forest i will go, its right beside the creek
ill meet you here again when time passes you by
ill wait for you instead of passing on my life

as i walked thru the green of the spruce i heard your laughter
please tell me to stop im afraid of the after
every time i talk it just feels like it don't matter
every time i walk i feel my bones slowly fracture
why does everybody use me then just push me aside?
babe is there a reason you cant look in my eyes?
i cant talk to anybody, not even my closest
so i had to ask myself why do i even try?

if only you would focus 
(it gets hard)
then you could see what matters most
its not that hard to notice that you've been talking to a ghost

im losing my damn mind man everyone just acts the same
you cant tell me how to feel, please dont tell me its okay
you ain my friend you ain my bro so i don't care bout what you say
i do this shit all by myself while you sit back and waste the day
my throat is getting tight, it's so hard for me to speak
these woods are dark till dawn, so how could i even see
in the morning when you come looking for me don't be surprised if you find my body hanging by the creek

brunette

gloomybaby

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