nyctophilia

Man My Life has been rough recently.

------LYRICS------
Over and over again
I thought that you loved me but now we just friends
This gun to my head as I walk through the dead
But all of these memories cut by your thread
Nowhere to go for somebody like me
I’m closing my eyes as I float through the trees
All of these faces I see but nobody for me
Cause you left me so lonely I’m down on my knees
I tell her no she be begging me please
But you tore out my heart now I want you to leave
Please give me peace I just want you to leave
And this what she told me she be telling me please

Ridin round town in the back of a jeep
As we look at the stars I can tell what she sees
Blood on the sink is the image of me
I just wanna be free baby please let me be
Look at my eyes as we fly to the sky
I just wanna love you I don’t want you to cry
She say that she hate me but won’t tell me why
Every night I’m awake you make me wanna die

the ghost and the ghoul

What Is This Feeling

Call Back

Are You Mine Yet?

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Where are you baby?
I've been trying to say your name, but I cant
Everytime I think of you i'm scared
That you gon' run away

I left you flowers by the doorstep
Kisses on your forehead
What I'm trying to figure out about you
We started fighting on the phone
Now i'm never going home
Alone, Alone, Alone

Are you gonna come to my shows?
Watch me dance on the stage
Like there's nobody home?

Or are you gonna say that you hate me?
You wanna replace me
I'm Better Alone
Alone
Better off Alone
I'm Better off Alone

Take me to the hills
That we use to play when we were younger
You said that we could run away one day
And I could never tell you the truth
That I love you
That I love you

Wake up 2am
You were crying again
Then you looked in my eyes said
"I fucked all your friends"
"But I didn't feel bad cause"
"I knew it's the end"
"If you gave me the chance I would do it again"

Again, Again, Again
Got this blunt
Mixing tears with the sink from the pain
Now i'm hiding emotions
Don't know where it is
I just wish that you wanted to touch me again
I thought that we're more than just friends?
Im crying in my bed all this pain in my chest

Take me to the hills
Where you use to play
With my hair
With my hair

Where are you baby?
I've been trying to say your name, but I can't
Everytime I think of you i'm scared
That you gon' run away

Where are you baby?
I've been trying to say your name, but I can't
Everytime I think of you i'm scared
That you gon' run away

I left you flowers by the doorstep
Kisses on your forehead
What I'm trying to figure out about you
We started fighting on the phone
Now i'm never going home
Alone, Alone, Alone

Better Off Alone

DIEMONDS

Im A Pick Me

Stay Away

---LYRICS---

Nothing feels better than home
I tried to bring you
You left me alone.
I tried to comfort you

You don't even trust me like you trust them drugs
anything better than falling in love
You've been so broken since 16
Baby, I hope that one day you gon miss me
Cause I'm only too far gone
Way too far off into somebody's arms
Quit cutting yourself 'cause I know that it's hard
But I've been too sober
I blocked out some scars

As I play this guitar
Strumming these strings just like chords on your heart
Too much for taking these drugs in the dark
Baby I know that it's hard
I fall hard but get up again
I love too much
Too far into something that should've never been

What is going on
In my head
I scream when I'm asleep
Baby
Tell me something save me
save yourself
Do you remember waking up and tearing my phone in two
Well is it so funny
Other hand I've been fighting fears
I don't need this anymore
Trying to move on
Matter of fact 
You want me back
I don't see bliss
Just diamonds in the cup

Seen too much oh
Life don't phase me
This bullshit 
I've dealt with lately

never felt worse.

Now Im Gone

--__--LYRICS--__--

Can't you just let me be
Smoke woods burning on our tree
Tell me something about your love life
And I don't care
I hope you're doing well when I call
I feel like i'm drowning but i'm up high
Your nails in my coffin to get by
2 Years in my cell
I take a couple pills
And I wish I could show you everytime
And I don't know
A couple years ago
I was left here to drain out
I hope you understand what I feel now
Because i'm too far long

Can't you just let me be
Smoke woods burning on our tree
Tell me something about your love life
And I don't care
I hope you're doing well when I call

I feel nostalgic i'm choking
20 time forces in my head of emotion
I'm deep down got me drowning in the ocean
Dead
A couple months you left me broken

Can't you just let me be
Smoke woods burning on our tree
Tell me something about your love life
And I don't care
I hope you're doing well when I call

I feel and I still know
Brainwashed
Steady feelings with the pain now
I wanted this all
Spent a couple nights
Got me talking to the walls
On God
I'm terrified
I feel alive
But i'm wishing that I didn't
I don't want a life
I don't ever feel you were ever even mine
Or the thought of you is eating me inside

What happened then?
Woke up with somebody else in my bed
It probably started with something I said

Can't you just let me be
Smoke woods burning on our tree
Tell me something about your love life
And I don't care
I hope you're doing well when I call

My body frozen on the curb
Fuck you and fuck them for having nerves
I'll be the example of coming in with the world
For having ties to a girl

letmebe.

-----LYRICS------


They all scared you when you come around
I don't know you bring me down
I'm moving Now i'm fucking dragging
Cause they dont wanna see me now
They like "why you making music that'll make me kill myself?"
Everything they say is stupid
I don't got nobody else

So I said If I die make a suicide note
All the damage that I felt
All the battle in this time
Got me feeling so fucking faded
My demons be escalating
I don't know if i can escape them
They saying I'll never make it oh,oh,oh

I want you
She want me
Say I'm toxic on my knees
Should've got my number
Should've killed me
With the drip on with gold teeth
Feel so bad wanna make her bleed
Don't be looking away
Don't be running from me
Ice on her
give her neck cold freeze
Please don't be croaking like where did we come from to me

She down
For the free now
But that misery coming from 3 now
Girl another hey now
want to feed now
But I don't wanna be in a feed now

Everybody hating me now
Tryna get down
And i'm laying in middle with my teeth out
I don't want to deal with sober
wanna come down
but I'm worried that's not me now

They all scare you when you come around
I don't know you bring me down
I'm moving Now i'm fucking dragging
Cause they dont wanna see me now
They like "why you making music that'll make me kill myself?"
Everything they say is stupid
I don't got nobody else

They all scared you when you come around
I don't know you bring me down
I'm moving Now i'm fucking dragging
Cause they dont wanna see me now
They like "why you making music that'll make me kill myself?"
Everything they say is stupid
I don't got nobody else

So I said If I die make a suicide note
All the damage that I felt
All the battle in this time
Got me feeling so fucking faded
My demons be escalating
I don't know if i can escape them
They saying I'll never make it oh,oh,oh

It's only you and I
She don't wanna be by my side
I know it's that other guy
She bringing him over all the time
Ain't this love?
this not lil' shorty go to him now
She just be Giving up blowing up my IPhone
Let the Devil come take now
She the one writing my name in her deathnote

You Bring Me Down

ill do lyrics later <3
too much typing right now

I poured my heart and left it in my music so you got a part of me and what I think in my head

Just Give Me The Knife, So I Can Use It While You Leave

Standing In The Rain

-----LYRICS-----

All I know is that you're sad and you're alone
So Take this time to hold me closer
And now I think i'll find it better on my own
So I don't gotta deal with closure

All I know is that you're sad and you're alone
So Take this time to hold me closer
And now I think i'll find it better on my own
So I don't gotta deal with closure
With closure

I feel the fucking thunder as it rains down
And now I feel my fucking blood as it drains out
I got these voices in my head screaming too loud
And my anxiety is freaking when I feel down 
Yeah when I feel down

The End is Coming Quicker
It wasn't built to last
Your finger on the trigger
I hope you let it blast
And now I'm feeling sicker
Cause all these drugs in my veins
You twisted, psychopath
Your love got me going insane

The End is Coming Quicker
It wasn't built to last
Your finger on the trigger
I hope you let it blast
And now I'm feeling sicker
Cause all these drugs in my veins
You twisted, psychopath
Your love got me going insane

All I know is that you're sad and you're alone
So Take this time to hold me closer
And now I think i'll find it better on my own
So I don't gotta deal with closure
with closure

I hopped out with that Christian Dior my neck
New bitches all in my bed
Yeah all these drugs, my life to rest
I take that now I'll take that

And now I think that i'll find it better on my own
So I don't gotta deal with closure
with closure

Yeah I got the run up
A couple bands up
And now I count them on the comedown
Yeah I can't live without her
When I'm with you I won't surrender
Yeah Shorty got me going numb now
Got my light it's made for gun downs
Yeah if she done then i'm done
Can't put bitches at your side oh

Yeah All I know is that you're sad and you're alone
So Take this time to hold me closer
And now I think i'll find it better on my own
So I don't gotta deal with closure
with closure

The End Is Coming Quick

This song has been about how I have felt recently with people lying to me and trying to hide things from me. But I just don't know what to do or how to do it. Because she isn't mine. Yet.

----LYRICS----

Can't fuck around with no bitch
That try to tell me shit
Or something that I don't care about
About something that I miss
Been blowing up my telephone
I might go drown my wrists
Plus some bloods all on the Vampire with that hatin shit that I diss

She wanna give him a kiss
I wanna give her a kiss
I leak when i'm done
This over boy
Somebody's' down there
I do it again
I run up my money
So I cannot live in them bricks

A railroad inside of your mind
Well Then murder me
'Cause I don't wanna be friends anyways
I fuck around with all the money that made me
I fuck up and try it again

I like to think that I know more
It's getting bleeker
no colors
This percocet got me floating
Try not to drift
Let me sum it up

I don't fuck with these fake hoes
I put my money in the fam
Jet black is my main color
Just I've been drifting everyday

All my ice they shining
I wear it I feel like im frying
Lately got my seat reclining 
All of these hoes they be lying 
You're so
Bad for me I hate to say
If we forever
Are we still gon stay the same?

What If I love you?
Tell me would you come through?
Just tell me it isn't true
And you falling in love with me? or are you falling for someone new?
I have not been through this before
And I don't know what to do

"Take it slow bitch"
Im gone
"I'm a simple women"
I'm crying
"Split my mind open"
I'll be fine
"I'm still wishing 'bout"
You and I
I wish 
I didn't love you
oh
Love you
oh ho

Do I Deserve you?

I HXTE GXD

REVENGE

---LYRICS---

I'll be there for whenever you cry yeah it'll
Be alright i'll be by your side
Until the 
End of the night
Won't you hold me tight
Don't wanna
Pick fights
I don't want your disguise

It's only you or the X pills
Yeah everything been going down Moving uphill
Yeah why's it gotta be us
Shorty just chill
Yeah you been going for my neck
Shorty come kill
Shorty come kill

Yeah I've been comatosing
This lean it got me snoring overdosing
And now I can't feel all my face
Guess that's a really high dosage
The simple motions by the ocean
Kissing me got me floating
Everybody got me floating
I don't know which one to go with

And I can't decide 
Between you and I
Should I leave or should I just be a bitter guy
And I don't know what I took but it don't feel the same
Shit gets tough
But shorty this ain't okay

Shorty caught me bussin broads
and now i'm going blind in both eyes
Get up out my mind
Cause I don't got time
I'm so fucked up and i'm lost
You got my back so i'm long
Inside my head all along
I talk to you when i'm gone
All because I really fucking love you
Shorty really come through
Throw away the texts and get me a blue

I don't wanna chose you over X pills
Yeah everything been going down Moving uphill
Yeah why's it gotta be hers
Shorty just chill
Yeah you been coming for my neck 
Shorty come kill
Shorty come kill

It's always you over X pills
Yeah everything that you been doing
Moving uphill
And I don't ever wanna go in for the kill
Baby let's enjoy the thrill
Shorty tell me what's the deal
She been going for the kill

Yeah I've been comatosing
This lean it got me snoring overdosing
And now I can't feel all my face
Guess that's a really high dosage
The simple motions by the ocean
Kissing me got me floating
Everybody got me floating
I don't know which one to go with

Shit pick me or the X pills
(oh my god)
She pick me over cheap thrills
(thank god)
Da-da-da-da-da
Da-da-da-da
Da-da-da-da
Da-da-da-da

X Pills

---Lyrics---

These damn cold bones
Take each time
That you brace my lonely skin
Wearing this face
That says I'm fine
Waging wars that I'll never win

I'm beating my face
Til' these knuckles bleed
These ghosts that I live with
If I could bury it
I feel war at home
Inside my own skin
Im beating my face
Til' these knuckles bleed

These damn cold bones
Take each time
That you grace my lonely skin
Wearing this face
That says I'm fine
Waging wars that I'll never win

I'm beating my face
Til' these knuckles bleed
These ghosts that I live with
If I could bury it
I feel war at home
Inside my own skin
Im beating my face
Til' these knuckles bleed

Bodies breaking at home
When will I just let this go
(It's time to bury this)
(It's time to bury this)

Reliving this hole again
When will I just let this go?
(It's time to bury this)
(It's time to bury this)

These damn cold bones
Take each time
That you grace my lonely skin
Wearing this face
That says I'm fine
Waging wars that I'll never win

Inside My Own Skin

𝖘𝖔, 𝖘𝖕𝖊𝖆𝖐 𝖙𝖔 𝖒𝖊, 𝖑𝖊𝖘𝖘 𝖋𝖗𝖊𝖖𝖚𝖊𝖓𝖙𝖑𝖞
𝖜𝖎𝖙𝖍 𝖙𝖍𝖊 𝖘𝖙𝖆𝖙𝖊 𝖔𝖋 𝖋𝖊𝖊𝖑𝖎𝖓𝖌 𝖈𝖑𝖔𝖘𝖊
𝖙𝖍𝖎𝖘 𝖍𝖔𝖕𝖊 𝖎𝖘 𝖙𝖊𝖆𝖘𝖎𝖓𝖌 𝖒𝖊
𝖗𝖔𝖕𝖊𝖘 𝖙𝖊𝖊𝖙𝖊𝖗𝖎𝖓𝖌, 𝖗𝖎𝖕 𝖒𝖊 𝖇𝖊𝖓𝖊𝖆𝖙𝖍
𝖜𝖍𝖊𝖗𝖊 𝖙𝖍𝖊 𝖊𝖈𝖍𝖔𝖊𝖘 𝖘𝖊𝖙𝖙𝖑𝖊 𝖉𝖔𝖜𝖓 𝖆 𝖇𝖎𝖙 𝖒𝖔𝖗𝖊 𝖊𝖆𝖘𝖎𝖑𝖞
𝖎'𝖛𝖊 𝖇𝖊𝖊𝖓

𝖉𝖔𝖔𝖒𝖊𝖉 𝖋𝖗𝖔𝖒 𝖙𝖍𝖊 𝖌𝖊𝖙-
𝖌𝖔 𝖆𝖓𝖉 𝖇𝖊 𝖑𝖎𝖐𝖊 𝖆𝖑𝖑 𝖞𝖔𝖚𝖗 𝖋𝖗𝖎𝖊𝖓𝖉𝖘
𝖜𝖎𝖙𝖍 𝖆 𝖘𝖐𝖞 𝖔𝖋 𝖇𝖑𝖆𝖈𝖐 𝖆𝖓𝖉 𝖜𝖍𝖎𝖙𝖊
𝖎 𝖆𝖒 𝖙𝖍𝖊 𝖌𝖗𝖊𝖞 𝖙𝖍𝖆𝖙 𝖙𝖍𝖊𝖞 𝖈𝖔𝖓𝖓𝖊𝖈𝖙
𝖕𝖆𝖚𝖘𝖊 𝖆𝖌𝖆𝖎𝖓, 𝖆𝖕𝖕𝖑𝖆𝖚𝖉 𝖙𝖍𝖊 𝖘𝖐𝖊𝖙𝖈𝖍
𝖒𝖞 𝖍𝖊𝖆𝖗𝖙'𝖑𝖑 𝖜𝖗𝖊𝖓𝖈𝖍, 𝖇𝖚𝖙 𝖓𝖊𝖛𝖊𝖗 𝖇𝖊𝖓𝖉
𝖑𝖔𝖘𝖎𝖓𝖌 𝖎𝖙, 𝖞𝖊𝖙 𝖚𝖘𝖎𝖓𝖌 𝖘𝖊𝖓𝖘𝖊 𝖔𝖋 𝖕𝖊𝖆𝖈𝖊 𝖔𝖋 𝖒𝖎𝖓𝖉
𝖆𝖓𝖉 𝖇𝖎𝖙𝖙𝖊𝖗 𝖊𝖓𝖉𝖘, '𝖈𝖆𝖚𝖘𝖊

𝖙𝖍𝖎𝖘 𝖕𝖆𝖛𝖊𝖒𝖊𝖓𝖙 𝖆𝖑𝖔𝖓𝖌 𝖙𝖍𝖊 𝖜𝖆𝖞, 𝖍𝖆𝖘 𝖈𝖔𝖒𝖊 𝖙𝖔 𝖒𝖊𝖑𝖙
𝖋𝖔𝖗𝖌𝖎𝖓𝖌 𝖍𝖊𝖑𝖑 𝖆𝖘 𝖆 𝖈𝖔𝖒𝖒𝖔𝖓𝖕𝖑𝖆𝖈𝖊
𝖎 𝖆𝖒 𝖙𝖍𝖊 𝖘𝖕𝖊𝖑𝖑 𝖙𝖍𝖆𝖙 𝖇𝖔𝖙𝖍 𝖍𝖆𝖘 𝖇𝖑𝖊𝖘𝖘𝖊𝖉 𝖆𝖓𝖉 𝖈𝖚𝖗𝖘𝖊𝖉 𝖒𝖊 𝖆𝖑𝖑 𝖙𝖍𝖊 𝖘𝖆𝖒𝖊
𝖘𝖔 𝖑𝖊𝖙 𝖚𝖘 𝖒𝖊𝖑𝖉 𝖎𝖓𝖙𝖔 𝖒𝖎𝖓𝖉𝖘 𝖙𝖍𝖆𝖙 𝖒𝖆𝖞 𝖐𝖓𝖔𝖜 𝖙𝖍𝖎𝖘 𝖕𝖆𝖎𝖓
𝖙𝖍𝖊𝖞 𝖈𝖔𝖚𝖑𝖉𝖓'𝖙 𝖍𝖊𝖑𝖕 𝖒𝖊

𝖘𝖙𝖔𝖓𝖊, 𝖈𝖆𝖘𝖊𝖉 𝖎𝖓 𝖙𝖍𝖊 𝖘𝖐𝖎𝖓 𝖔𝖋 𝖒𝖞 𝖇𝖔𝖓𝖊𝖘
𝖕𝖍𝖞𝖘𝖎𝖈 𝖔𝖗 𝖒𝖊𝖓𝖙𝖆𝖑, 𝖎 𝖉𝖔𝖓'𝖙 𝖋𝖊𝖊𝖑 𝖆𝖙 𝖍𝖔𝖒𝖊
𝖙𝖍𝖗𝖔𝖜𝖓, 𝖎𝖓𝖙𝖔 𝖙𝖍𝖊 𝖘𝖓𝖔𝖜 𝖒𝖆𝖉𝖊 𝖔𝖋 𝖑𝖔𝖆𝖙𝖍𝖊
𝖈𝖔𝖑𝖉 𝖙𝖔𝖔𝖐 𝖒𝖊 𝖎𝖓, 𝖓𝖔𝖜 𝖎𝖙'𝖘 𝖜𝖆𝖗𝖒𝖊𝖘𝖙 𝖜𝖍𝖊𝖓 𝖋𝖗𝖔𝖟𝖊
𝖇𝖚𝖙 𝖙𝖍𝖆𝖙 𝖜𝖆𝖘 𝖆𝖘 𝖋𝖆𝖗 𝖆𝖘 𝖙𝖍𝖊𝖞 𝖈𝖍𝖔𝖘𝖊
𝖎'𝖛𝖊 𝖘𝖆𝖙 𝖔𝖓 𝖙𝖍𝖎𝖘 𝖗𝖔𝖆𝖉 𝖋𝖔𝖗 𝖆 𝖑𝖎𝖙𝖙𝖑𝖊 𝖇𝖎𝖙
𝖎𝖙𝖘 𝖇𝖗𝖎𝖙𝖙𝖑𝖎𝖓𝖌, 𝖐𝖎𝖑𝖑𝖎𝖓𝖌 𝖒𝖊 𝖘𝖑𝖔𝖜
𝖘𝖔 𝖑𝖔𝖓𝖌 𝖆𝖘 𝖎 𝖌𝖚𝖎𝖘𝖊 𝖆𝖘 𝖆 𝖗𝖔𝖉𝖊𝖓𝖙

𝖕𝖚𝖗𝖕𝖑𝖊 '𝖈𝖆𝖚𝖘𝖊 𝖎 𝖑𝖆𝖈𝖐 𝖋𝖔𝖗 𝖆𝖎𝖗
𝖆𝖘 𝖛𝖎𝖔𝖑𝖊𝖙𝖘 𝖘𝖕𝖗𝖔𝖚𝖙 𝖔𝖚𝖙 𝖔𝖋 𝖒𝖞 𝖍𝖆𝖎𝖗
𝖍𝖔𝖜 𝖈𝖔𝖚𝖑𝖉 𝖞𝖔𝖚 𝖏𝖚𝖘𝖙 𝖜𝖆𝖙𝖈𝖍 𝖆𝖓𝖉 𝖘𝖙𝖆𝖗𝖊
𝖜𝖍𝖊𝖓 𝖜𝖊 𝖈𝖔𝖚𝖑𝖉 𝖔𝖋 𝖍𝖆𝖉 𝖘𝖔𝖒𝖊𝖙𝖍𝖎𝖓𝖌 𝖙𝖍𝖊𝖗𝖊
𝖙𝖊𝖒𝖕𝖔𝖗𝖆𝖗𝖞 𝖑𝖔𝖛𝖊 𝖙𝖔 𝖘𝖕𝖆𝖗𝖊 𝖒𝖊𝖆𝖓𝖙
𝖑𝖔𝖘𝖎𝖓𝖌 𝖙𝖆𝖈𝖙 𝖜𝖍𝖊𝖓 𝖘𝖍𝖔𝖜𝖎𝖓𝖌 𝖈𝖆𝖗𝖊
𝖘𝖙𝖎𝖑𝖑 𝖜𝖔𝖓'𝖙 𝖘𝖙𝖔𝖕 𝖜𝖍𝖊𝖓 𝖘𝖕𝖑𝖎𝖙𝖙𝖎𝖓𝖌 𝖍𝖆𝖎𝖗𝖘
𝖙𝖍𝖆𝖙'𝖘 𝖜𝖍𝖞 𝖎 𝖈𝖆𝖓'𝖙 𝖍𝖊𝖑𝖕 𝖇𝖚𝖙 𝖈𝖔𝖒𝖕𝖆𝖗𝖊 '𝖊𝖒

(4𝖝)
𝖘𝖈𝖆𝖗𝖊𝖉, 𝖘𝖈𝖆𝖗𝖊𝖉, 𝖘𝖈𝖆𝖗𝖊𝖉
𝖘𝖍𝖔𝖚𝖑𝖉 𝖎 𝖇𝖊

𝖉𝖔𝖔𝖒𝖊𝖉 𝖋𝖗𝖔𝖒 𝖙𝖍𝖊 𝖌𝖊𝖙-
𝖌𝖔 𝖆𝖓𝖉 𝖇𝖊 𝖑𝖎𝖐𝖊 𝖆𝖑𝖑 𝖞𝖔𝖚𝖗 𝖋𝖗𝖎𝖊𝖓𝖉𝖘
𝖜𝖎𝖙𝖍 𝖆 𝖘𝖐𝖞 𝖔𝖋 𝖇𝖑𝖆𝖈𝖐 𝖆𝖓𝖉 𝖜𝖍𝖎𝖙𝖊
𝖎 𝖆𝖒 𝖙𝖍𝖊 𝖌𝖗𝖊𝖞 𝖙𝖍𝖆𝖙 𝖙𝖍𝖊𝖞 𝖈𝖔𝖓𝖓𝖊𝖈𝖙
𝖕𝖆𝖚𝖘𝖊 𝖆𝖌𝖆𝖎𝖓, 𝖆𝖕𝖕𝖑𝖆𝖚𝖉 𝖙𝖍𝖊 𝖘𝖐𝖊𝖙𝖈𝖍
𝖒𝖞 𝖍𝖊𝖆𝖗𝖙'𝖑𝖑 𝖜𝖗𝖊𝖓𝖈𝖍, 𝖇𝖚𝖙 𝖓𝖊𝖛𝖊𝖗 𝖇𝖊𝖓𝖉
𝖑𝖔𝖘𝖎𝖓𝖌 𝖎𝖙, 𝖞𝖊𝖙 𝖚𝖘𝖎𝖓𝖌 𝖘𝖊𝖓𝖘𝖊 𝖔𝖋 𝖕𝖊𝖆𝖈𝖊 𝖔𝖋 𝖒𝖎𝖓𝖉
𝖆𝖓𝖉 𝖇𝖎𝖙𝖙𝖊𝖗 𝖊𝖓𝖉𝖘, '𝖈𝖆𝖚𝖘𝖊

pavement.

𝖜𝖍𝖊𝖓 𝖙𝖍𝖊 𝖌𝖗𝖚𝖇 𝖎𝖓 𝖙𝖍𝖊 𝖒𝖚𝖉 𝖑𝖔𝖘𝖊𝖘 𝖌𝖗𝖎𝖕, 𝖜𝖎𝖑𝖑 𝖎𝖙 𝖇𝖊𝖌 𝖙𝖔 𝖇𝖊 𝖉𝖚𝖌 𝖚𝖕?
𝖈𝖔𝖗𝖊𝖑𝖊𝖘𝖘, 𝖙𝖍𝖊𝖞 𝖉𝖊𝖏𝖊𝖈𝖙.
"𝖑𝖊𝖙 𝖎𝖙 𝖜𝖗𝖎𝖙𝖍𝖊 '𝖙𝖎𝖑𝖑 𝖎𝖙'𝖘 𝖌𝖔𝖓𝖊," 𝖓𝖔𝖙𝖍𝖎𝖓𝖌 𝖑𝖊𝖘𝖘.

𝖈𝖍𝖔𝖐𝖎𝖓𝖌 𝖚𝖕 𝖔𝖓 𝖒𝖞 𝖙𝖊𝖆𝖗𝖘
𝖎𝖙'𝖘 𝖓𝖔𝖙 𝖛𝖊𝖗𝖞 𝖐𝖎𝖓𝖉 𝖍𝖊𝖗𝖊
𝖕𝖆𝖙𝖎𝖊𝖓𝖈𝖊 𝖜𝖔𝖚𝖑𝖉𝖓'𝖙 𝖒𝖆𝖐𝖊 𝖎𝖙, 𝖘𝖔 𝖎 𝖌𝖚𝖊𝖘𝖘 𝖎'𝖒 𝖑𝖎𝖛𝖎𝖓𝖌 𝖑𝖎𝖌𝖍𝖙𝖞𝖊𝖆𝖗𝖘
𝖓𝖆𝖙𝖚𝖗𝖊 𝖈𝖔𝖚𝖑𝖉𝖓'𝖙 𝖘𝖍𝖆𝖐𝖊 𝖙𝖍𝖊 𝖋𝖔𝖗𝖊𝖎𝖌𝖓 𝖜𝖆𝖘𝖙𝖊 𝖆𝖓𝖉 𝖈𝖔𝖚𝖓𝖙𝖊𝖗𝖜𝖊𝖎𝖌𝖍𝖙 𝖔𝖋 𝖙𝖆𝖎𝖓𝖙𝖊𝖉 𝖌𝖔𝖔𝖉𝖘
𝖍𝖆𝖛𝖊𝖓 𝖜𝖆𝖑𝖑𝖔𝖜𝖊𝖉 𝖎𝖓 𝖆 𝖗𝖆𝖎𝖓 𝖔𝖋 𝖙𝖍𝖔𝖚𝖌𝖍𝖙,
𝖍𝖆𝖛𝖊 𝖎 𝖇𝖊𝖈𝖔𝖒𝖊 𝖆 𝖋𝖑𝖔𝖔𝖉?

𝖎𝖙'𝖘 𝖓𝖔𝖙 𝖙𝖊𝖗𝖗𝖎𝖋𝖞𝖎𝖓𝖌 𝖎𝖋 𝖘𝖙𝖗𝖚𝖈𝖐 𝖇𝖞 𝖙𝖍𝖊 𝖑𝖎𝖌𝖍𝖙𝖓𝖎𝖓𝖌 '𝖋𝖔𝖗𝖊 𝖞𝖔𝖚 𝖘𝖍𝖔𝖚𝖑𝖉 𝖈𝖔𝖒𝖊 𝖙𝖔 𝖍𝖊𝖆𝖗 𝖎𝖙
𝖎'𝖒 𝖈𝖔𝖜𝖊𝖗𝖎𝖓𝖌, 𝖞𝖊𝖙 𝖋𝖊𝖆𝖗𝖑𝖊𝖘𝖘
𝖕𝖗𝖔𝖓𝖊 𝖙𝖔 𝖊𝖏𝖊𝖈𝖙, 𝖘𝖔 𝖜𝖍𝖆𝖙 𝖘𝖍𝖔𝖚𝖑𝖉 𝖎 𝖊𝖝𝖕𝖊𝖈𝖙 𝖎𝖋 𝖙𝖍𝖊𝖞 𝖋𝖔𝖑𝖑𝖔𝖜 𝖒𝖊 𝖇𝖆𝖈𝖐 𝖔𝖓𝖊 𝖉𝖆𝖞?

𝖜𝖍𝖔'𝖉 𝖐𝖓𝖔𝖜 𝖎 𝖜𝖆𝖘𝖓'𝖙 𝖍𝖊𝖗𝖊?
𝖋𝖔𝖗 𝖙𝖍𝖊 𝖘𝖆𝖐𝖊 𝖔𝖋 𝖆𝖕𝖕𝖊𝖆𝖑, 𝖈𝖔𝖛𝖊𝖗 𝖚𝖕 𝖆𝖓𝖞 𝖘𝖈𝖊𝖓𝖙 𝖙𝖍𝖆𝖙 𝖘𝖍𝖔𝖚𝖑𝖉 𝖊𝖒𝖎𝖙 𝖋𝖗𝖔𝖒 𝖙𝖍𝖊 𝖐𝖎𝖑𝖓
𝖈𝖚𝖙 𝖙𝖍𝖊 𝖇𝖚𝖗𝖉𝖊𝖓 𝖎𝖓 𝖙𝖜𝖎𝖓𝖊, 𝖒𝖆𝖐𝖊 𝖆 𝖑𝖆𝖛𝖊𝖓𝖉𝖊𝖗 𝖕𝖎𝖊
𝖙𝖍𝖔𝖚𝖌𝖍 𝖒𝖆𝖞 𝖎𝖙 𝖙𝖆𝖘𝖙𝖊 𝖔𝖋 𝖗𝖊𝖋𝖎𝖓𝖊𝖒𝖊𝖓𝖙, 𝖞𝖔𝖚 𝖆𝖗𝖊 𝖊𝖆𝖙𝖎𝖓𝖌 𝖒𝖞 𝖑𝖎𝖋𝖊

𝖜𝖍𝖊𝖓 𝖎 𝖉𝖔𝖓'𝖙 𝖜𝖆𝖓𝖓𝖆 𝖋𝖊𝖊𝖑, 𝖎𝖙 𝖒𝖆𝖐𝖊 𝖒𝖊 𝖋𝖊𝖊𝖑 𝖘𝖔𝖒𝖊 𝖒𝖔𝖗𝖊
𝖖𝖚𝖎𝖊𝖙 𝖒𝖎𝖓𝖉 𝖎𝖘 𝖇𝖑𝖔𝖔𝖉𝖘𝖍𝖔𝖙, 𝖋𝖎𝖌𝖚𝖗𝖊𝖘 𝖘𝖙𝖗𝖎𝖐𝖎𝖓𝖌 𝖍𝖔𝖗𝖗𝖔𝖗
𝖙𝖗𝖞 𝖞𝖔𝖚 𝖒𝖆𝖞 𝖙𝖔 𝖍𝖊𝖆𝖑, 𝖙𝖍𝖔𝖚𝖌𝖍 𝖘𝖍𝖔𝖚𝖑𝖉 𝖎𝖙 𝖙𝖚𝖗𝖓 𝖙𝖔 𝖌𝖔𝖗𝖊
𝖎𝖙'𝖘 𝖋𝖚𝖙𝖎𝖑𝖊 𝖙𝖔 𝖗𝖊𝖈𝖆𝖑𝖑 𝖔𝖋 𝖜𝖍𝖆𝖙 𝖎𝖘 𝖆𝖑𝖑 𝖙𝖍𝖆𝖙 𝖎 𝖉𝖊𝖕𝖑𝖔𝖗𝖊

𝖈𝖍𝖔𝖐𝖎𝖓𝖌 𝖚𝖕 𝖔𝖓 𝖒𝖞 𝖙𝖊𝖆𝖗𝖘
𝖎𝖙'𝖘 𝖓𝖔𝖙 𝖛𝖊𝖗𝖞 𝖐𝖎𝖓𝖉 𝖍𝖊𝖗𝖊
𝖕𝖆𝖙𝖎𝖊𝖓𝖈𝖊 𝖜𝖔𝖚𝖑𝖉𝖓'𝖙 𝖒𝖆𝖐𝖊 𝖎𝖙, 𝖘𝖔 𝖎 𝖌𝖚𝖊𝖘𝖘 𝖎'𝖒 𝖑𝖎𝖛𝖎𝖓𝖌 𝖑𝖎𝖌𝖍𝖙𝖞𝖊𝖆𝖗𝖘
𝖓𝖆𝖙𝖚𝖗𝖊 𝖈𝖔𝖚𝖑𝖉𝖓'𝖙 𝖘𝖍𝖆𝖐𝖊 𝖙𝖍𝖊 𝖋𝖔𝖗𝖊𝖎𝖌𝖓 𝖜𝖆𝖘𝖙𝖊 𝖆𝖓𝖉 𝖈𝖔𝖚𝖓𝖙𝖊𝖗𝖜𝖊𝖎𝖌𝖍𝖙 𝖔𝖋 𝖙𝖆𝖎𝖓𝖙𝖊𝖉 𝖌𝖔𝖔𝖉𝖘
𝖍𝖆𝖛𝖊𝖓 𝖜𝖆𝖑𝖑𝖔𝖜𝖊𝖉 𝖎𝖓 𝖆 𝖗𝖆𝖎𝖓 𝖔𝖋 𝖙𝖍𝖔𝖚𝖌𝖍𝖙,
𝖍𝖆𝖛𝖊 𝖎 𝖇𝖊𝖈𝖔𝖒𝖊 𝖆 𝖋𝖑𝖔𝖔𝖉?

𝖎𝖙'𝖘 𝖗𝖆𝖎𝖓𝖎𝖓𝖌, 𝖎𝖙'𝖘 𝖕𝖔𝖚𝖗𝖎𝖓𝖌
𝖎𝖒𝖕𝖔𝖗𝖙𝖆𝖓𝖈𝖊 𝖎𝖘 𝖘𝖓𝖔𝖗𝖎𝖓𝖌
𝖘𝖔 𝖜𝖗𝖎𝖙𝖊 𝖒𝖊 𝖆 𝖘𝖙𝖔𝖗𝖞 𝖔𝖋 𝖞𝖔𝖚, 𝖆𝖓𝖉 𝖎
𝖜𝖍𝖊𝖗𝖊 𝖙𝖍𝖎𝖘 𝖊𝖛𝖎𝖘𝖈𝖊𝖗𝖆𝖙𝖎𝖔𝖓 𝖗𝖊𝖕𝖑𝖎𝖊𝖘 𝖜𝖎𝖙𝖍 𝖊𝖑𝖆𝖙𝖎𝖔𝖓
𝖆𝖓𝖉 𝖌𝖚𝖙𝖘 𝖊𝖛𝖊𝖗𝖞 𝖒𝖔𝖗𝖘𝖊𝖑 𝖔𝖋 𝖘𝖕𝖎𝖙𝖊

(𝖜𝖍𝖞 𝖉𝖔 𝖎 𝖙𝖗𝖞)

gore.

𝕾𝖒𝖔𝖐𝖎𝖓𝖌 𝖊𝖛𝖊𝖗𝖞 𝖓𝖎𝖌𝖍𝖙 𝖇𝖆𝖇𝖞
𝕴'𝖑𝖑 𝖉𝖔 𝖒𝖞 𝖇𝖊𝖘𝖙 𝖙𝖔 𝖐𝖊𝖊𝖕 𝖎𝖙 𝖍𝖔𝖓𝖊𝖘𝖙
𝕴 𝖙𝖆𝖑𝖐 𝖒𝖞 𝖘𝖍𝖎𝖙, 𝕴 𝖙𝖆𝖑𝖐 𝖒𝖞 𝖌𝖆𝖗𝖇𝖆𝖌𝖊
𝕸𝖞 𝖋𝖆𝖒𝖎𝖑𝖞 𝖐𝖓𝖔𝖜𝖘 𝕴'𝖒 𝖋𝖚𝖈𝖐𝖎𝖓𝖌 𝖍𝖊𝖆𝖗𝖙𝖑𝖊𝖘𝖘

𝕾𝖒𝖔𝖐𝖊 𝖋𝖎𝖑𝖑𝖘 𝖒𝖞 𝖑𝖚𝖓𝖌𝖘 𝖊𝖛𝖊𝖗𝖞 𝖓𝖎𝖌𝖍𝖙
𝕴𝖙'𝖘 𝖙𝖍𝖊 𝖔𝖓𝖑𝖞 𝖙𝖍𝖎𝖓𝖌 𝖙𝖍𝖆𝖙 𝖐𝖎𝖑𝖑𝖘 𝖙𝖍𝖊 𝖙𝖎𝖒𝖊
𝕱𝖊𝖊𝖑 𝖑𝖎𝖐𝖊 𝖑𝖎𝖋𝖊 𝖎𝖘 𝖑𝖔𝖔𝖐𝖎𝖓𝖌 𝖇𝖊𝖙𝖙𝖊𝖗 𝖍𝖎𝖌𝖍
𝕾𝖔𝖒𝖊𝖙𝖍𝖎𝖓𝖌 𝖏𝖚𝖘𝖙 𝖆𝖎𝖓'𝖙 𝖋𝖊𝖊𝖑𝖎𝖓𝖌 𝖗𝖎𝖌𝖍𝖙
𝕭𝖆𝖇𝖞, 𝖙𝖊𝖑𝖑 𝖒𝖊 𝖜𝖍𝖞 𝕴 𝖜𝖆𝖓𝖓𝖆 𝖉𝖎𝖊
𝕿𝖍𝖊𝖞 𝖜𝖔𝖓𝖉𝖊𝖗 𝖜𝖍𝖞 𝕴 𝖘𝖙𝖆𝖞 𝖎𝖓𝖘𝖎𝖉𝖊
𝕴 𝖘𝖜𝖊𝖆𝖗 𝖙𝖍𝖆𝖙 𝕴 𝖏𝖚𝖘𝖙 𝖐𝖎𝖑𝖑 𝖙𝖍𝖊 𝖛𝖎𝖇𝖊
𝕴'𝖛𝖊 𝖇𝖊𝖊𝖓 𝖔𝖓 𝖒𝖞 𝖋𝖚𝖈𝖐𝖎𝖓𝖌 𝖌𝖗𝖎𝖓𝖉

𝕴 𝖌𝖚𝖊𝖘𝖘 𝕴'𝖒 𝖏𝖚𝖘𝖙 𝖍𝖔𝖗𝖗𝖎𝖇𝖑𝖊
𝕾𝖙𝖆𝖗𝖎𝖓𝖌 𝖆𝖙 𝖆 𝖋𝖚𝖈𝖐𝖎𝖓𝖌 𝖜𝖆𝖑𝖑
𝕷𝖎𝖋𝖊 𝖎𝖘 𝖑𝖔𝖔𝖐𝖎𝖓𝖌 𝖙𝖊𝖗𝖗𝖎𝖇𝖑𝖊
𝕴 𝖌𝖚𝖊𝖘𝖘 𝕴'𝖒 𝖏𝖚𝖘𝖙 𝖍𝖔𝖗𝖗𝖎𝖇𝖑𝖊

𝕴 𝖌𝖚𝖊𝖘𝖘 𝕴'𝖒 𝖏𝖚𝖘𝖙 𝖍𝖔𝖗𝖗𝖎𝖇𝖑𝖊

hrtlss pt2.

åtárī

sick & tired

over that

lie to me

This song was written about falling in love but not feeling that love in return and basically not knowing what to do and eventually it leads to singing "I just need to let go" which is what is said after expressing the pain that is inside you due to the other person. Just go basically means self harm to get away from the pain and anger from them leaving. Enjoy my struggle <3

LYRICS
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How do I know that were gonna end?
How do i tell you that were just friends?
This darkness inside me it needs to end
Still remember the day you left for him

Blood Eyes
Can't cry
Wont die
It feels right oh baby don't you lie
(Baby dont you lie)

Knew you'd fall out with me
I know that's hard to believe
Baby can't you see
All this pain in me?
All this time alone
I think I need to come home
I think I need to just go

Just go
Just go
Just go

Go 
Just go
Just go

Go
Just go 
Just go

Just go 
Just go
Just go

(Go 
Just go
Just go
Go 
Just go
Just go
Go 
Just go
Just go)

I just need to let go...

How do I know that were gonna end?
How do i tell you that were just friends?
This darkness inside me it needs to end
Still remember the day you left for him

Blood Eyes
Can't cry
Wont die
It feels right oh baby don't you lie
(Baby dont you lie)

lxst.

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