Man My Life has been rough recently.

------LYRICS------
Over and over again
I thought that you loved me but now we just friends
This gun to my head as I walk through the dead
But all of these memories cut by your thread
Nowhere to go for somebody like me
I’m closing my eyes as I float through the trees
All of these faces I see but nobody for me
Cause you left me so lonely I’m down on my knees
I tell her no she be begging me please
But you tore out my heart now I want you to leave
Please give me peace I just want you to leave
And this what she told me she be telling me please

Ridin round town in the back of a jeep
As we look at the stars I can tell what she sees
Blood on the sink is the image of me
I just wanna be free baby please let me be
Look at my eyes as we fly to the sky
I just wanna love you I don’t want you to cry
She say that she hate me but won’t tell me why
Every night I’m awake you make me wanna die

the ghost and the ghoul

sewerperson ft eric godlow - THE WORLD SHALL BLEED WITH ME (eric godlow) [MASTERED]

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Wit My Vamps

i could die today Pt. 2

I Kno (prod nihil)


If I die tomorrow im scorching the earth
I need some oujia boards up in that hearse
Cause im coming back and im hurting u first

I wear these lenses that cover my bloodshot eyes
I wrap this blunt and I pull in to park at the venue and im already fried
Its me and my mind like
I feel the temperature rising in here
I feel myself getting higher in here
Im way too geared to be catching a vibe in here  
Lately its no where to hide in here lets go
I could’ve been like 
I couldve been like 6’10
With the way that im squeezing inside of this Benz
Its only two seats I dont got any friends
I pull the brake and I whip the corner
Feel the rubber let go on the brick and mortar
 im doing alright for a pot smoker
This wood in my hand need a fire poker
I roll this paper up under the Kush inside it making my body numb lets go 
Im tryna fuck u I promise I aint leaving until that whole body hum
That table got resin clumps
I rip the bong and I need me some oxygen
Like pronto Im flying im dodging the pot holes
This pill in me making my eyes close
My phone just adjusted the time zone
Im in a 747 thats over the ocean
Im going over the bro code
And I come to find that u filled up with dirty emotions 
I couldnt worry about who had got me I knew u forever but what is it worth
If u do me dirty they doing me worse
I need his blood to be soaking his shirt
Every time its always something ruining my night lets go
Ping my phone so much its now like a nightlight lets go
What’s it worth me smoking if I dont get high no more
I think u purposely trying fuck my life up for sure
Every time I reach out I just get my arm smacked lets go
25 shows im leaving the tarmac lets go
I rock this shit and I dont need no guitar strap lets go
And I miss home so much but this just life on the road
Really my baby im losing my grip I took too many pills now im gonna be sick
I see a camera im breaking the lens no flash photos I shouldn’t here
How much I take of this shit in a year
Cant be too much cause im standing right here
I just dont think of my habits enough
Im already dead so what’s one more cup
Maybe u got in my head if it wasn’t for u than I would’ve been dead
I got this back and forth here in this lead
Im turning the carpet and drapery red
And really if nobody got me I got me but I would prefer if u stayed on my side
I got some problems thats trouble to hide
And u like the only person I confide in
Cause when it all falls down ill be somewhere in the dust
Baby lay that hand down cause I see right thru the bluff
They saying its no escape now cause I checked
Its locked down and were next 
So speak ur mind with ur chest
There’s no point saving ur breath
Firing mortars u gotta choose if u fight or just hide in the back of the corner
Planning my torture I see a car out my house and I know its an enemy soldier
Baby im losing my shit I could see in my future im deep in a ditch
Ok hold up now I gotta piss
I pour again but I darken the mix I darken the mix
Every time its always something ruining my night lets go
Ping my phone so much its now like a nightlight lets go
What’s it worth me smoking if I dont get high no more
I think u purposely trying fuck my life up for sure

LEAK6 (jabarionthebeat x theevoni x skipa)

Hoodie on top of my shirt alone is 7 bands
Blood on top my 32’s and 12 mens
She might be a demon but somehow she heaven sent
Soon as I stop my breathing she reach out and bite my neck

Soon as I finish work ill be there 10 ill make it happen
I cant help but stay up thru this night im off a gram of magic
Every time we fight I gotta tell myself u never mean it
I cant help but sleep as soon I mix my cup and see it bleeding
I cant help but sleep as soon as I do my cup and see it bleed
Its too hot in here im tryna recoup but I count breath
I fucked up the dose and now the drugs alone controlling me
I need u to lift me up and try to put back the soul in me
I got 20 bucks in the pocket of my diesel jeans
Im just tryna do whatever I could to be wanted
I could buy a deeg and relax while u holding me
Never in my life did I think id be a zombie
Marks on my hands I think doomsday upon me
Burns on my back scratch marks on my face
I got bruises on my waist but im still so cocky
Could u Help me with my heart cause I cant tell the bad apart from the good
Anymore
And even if I could would I wanna know which one I am

Hoodie on top of my shirt alone is 7 bands
Blood on top my 32’s and 12 mens
She might be a demon but somehow she heaven sent
Soon as I stop my breathing she reach out and bite my neck

Its racks on my head she wrapped round my head oh no
U got me in a headlock baby
If u couldnt wait how the fuck I stand a chance on my own
Its hard when half the people here hate me
Its good having shoulders around u until its elbows
U tryna take it left I know u tryna take it where I dont wanna go
U keep tryna take it personal and that game plan is starting get old
Im in the basement and im starting grow mold
I been here forever what’s a couple nights more
Ill keep waiting here and until im part of this floor
She reach over to feed and I just watch the blood pour

Hoodie on top of my shirt alone is 7 bands
Blood on top my 32’s and 12 mens
She might be a demon but somehow she heaven sent
Soon as I stop my breathing she reach out and bite my neck

luvbitez (jabarionthebeat x prodcrater x vogomusic)

produced by heylog

lyrics:
time will tell
pick the gun up and shoot in the head
don't worry
you don't have to get by playing pretend
tried to be nice 
but i ended up losing friends
i disappeared and don't ever wanna talk again

driving on the freeway
the same one i saw that look on your face
you told my boy it's been hard to reach me
"talking to log isn't easy"
stop tryna get me to hangout
without you i've picked up the pace now
just go ahead
select all, delete it
i'm done and i'm leaving
been a while, i wonder if you'd recognize me
always thought what we had was strong as concrete
spoke too soon and i shoulda moved on way long ago
don't know you and i can't believe we used to be close
tempted to pick the gun up and shoot him in the head
at the time all i wanted was for you to be dead
stupid bitch, you don't wanna live life playing pretend
don't be asking for guidance or for a hand to lend
swear it felt like yesterday
i don't recognize this place
it sucks that shit's permanent
and that scar won't go away
it don't matter where you are
at your house or in your car
i'm stuck there next to your hip
your fault you took it too far

the ghost and the ghoul

lxst.

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