thinking if i did right while i write this song
do i really see fine, is my vision flawed
doubting if i played my moves or if stalled
now i cant call, anxiety. mask on

my vision is blurry
i was such in a hurry
that i called out for help
to a person that couldnt
and wouldnt at all
not because its their fault
but cuz all their traumas created them from
the ground up
now im in the honda
elements in body rocking like thunda
ponder why i tried it at all
wishing for a last date near the pond

Avoidant detachment

GNZI