lyrics

chorus:

I think ur love is a drug

i just cant get enough

yea ur dying to fuck

but im just dying for love

and yea i wna open up

but my head stuck in a rut

so im just stuck doin drugz

tryna forget bout ur love x2

verse:

livin with anxiety

this shit like a nightmare

i just reached be side me

and then realized ur not there

i just wna kms and i know that u dont care

contemplating suicide my life is goin nowhere

taking all this addarall

it nvr helps at all

even tho u fuckin hate me im still waiting 4 ur call

i really love doin all these drugz

but i might end it all

im still lookin at all of these photos of u on my wall.....

bridge:

i done ran the clock out theres no time now

but the voices in my head telling me blow my brains out

i done ran the clock out theres no time now

but the voices in my head telling me blow my brains out

Luv Is A Drug (prod. 5head)

lost again
where is my head?
i know I’m playing victim
lost again
where are my friends?
i know that they could care less
i know that’s a lie but I feel so alone
how the fuck do I have all my friends but I feel so fuckin alone
i guess it’s cause I don’t wanna bother them
i feel so embarrassed and annoying
I’m just a waste of space ima fuckin disgrace
i should off myself so no one has to see my face
just put me in a casket
and bury me 6 feet under
if I leave a suicide note nobody will have to wonder why
they’ll just know that I did it cause I hate me
my mind is the one who betrayed me
now I think that it’s too late to save me
all my demons yeah I know they’re gonna chase me

i
wanna die
why
do I try
write my name in my death note
too much trauma I can’t let go
episodes of depression
I been tired of rejection
and I got nothing to live for
depression got me feeling like life’s a chore
drunk passed out yeah I’m on the floor
i don’t give a fuck anymore

anymore
i don’t give a fuck anymore (x3)

suicide note

[Save me]
She know she's my nightmare
Baby that's not fair
Put me on the death chair
I know she don't fucking care (she don't fucking care)
Im bleeding out
In my room im all alone
Bitch u can't help
I know you don't want to
Help me
U just want to cut me in half yeah (help me)
U just wanna hunt me to death yeah (help me)

I don't wanna hear your lies again
I just wanna fall for you again
All the memories with you (is it too late right now)

I feel so much stress when I'm with you
I can not breathe until u let me to
I don't give a fuck bout nobody but you and i thought you'll say you too 
I know the loneliness still around me it never goes away
And you use my weakness as a weapon

Insecurity yeah
It kills me slowly
I beg for mercy
You never feel guilty
U don't feel sorry

Clean my head
Im trapped in your fucking mace 
Driving fast
I might just crash today
My blood's dripping down so don't play the victim
You are too evil your words are like venom to me

I don't wanna hear your lies again
I just wanna fall for you again
All the memories with you (is it too late right now)

I feel so much stress when I'm with you
I can not breathe until u let me to
I don't give a fuck bout nobody but you and i thought you'll say you Too 
I know the loneliness still around me it never goes away
And you use my weakness as a weapon

Save Me (prod.by Anata)

thank god i passed all my courses.

LYRICZ
Here i am at 4 am
I just finished my essay
What did i write? Amen

I dont, pray to god, but boy i need that luck
One night after work, 2000 words, still not enough
Up all night, til the break of dawn, early morning rising
I fucked up, n poorly planned, too late, hand in, no revising

Made mistakes that i cant take back
Grade got an F, and boy i hate that
Rate me zero, well bitch im sure i aint that
But if you say 10, ima ask you where your brains at

Annotated bibliography
Write it last minute what the fucks wrong with me
back n forth on school, work and love
Cant stay on topic like my essays, another gutter draft is done
Thats no fun, i must admit
I overthink til i feel like shit

2000 words [prod. mndls1600]

lyrics:

drugs in my nose
spent a hundred on a gram bag
nobody knows
in the k hole and im down bad
you only chose me cuz i got that loud pack
everyone dies inside their mind sometimes

so dance dance like its the last last night of your life life gon get you right

cuz baby tonight

ketamelldansen (prod. b4roquego4t)

[Life Style]
Funny
Now u talking shit
But you used to be my bunny
Hop around and tell everybody that u love me
But now i fucking know that u just fall in love with money
Now im smoke dope im at the top tier , u lost me 
I hate being touched
I keep getting greens , but run out of luck
If I knew was you i wouldn't call
Bitch u got me sick i wanna throw up

Hit me on my phone like u really give a fuck bitch
Like 'where the fuck are you' , bitch im balling like im kobe
Break my heart fuck around then u lost me 
Got another girl fuck her up in the beatseat
Yeah this is my life style
Yeah i can't do shit bout it u can't fix my life
Im already made my mind up
Nonsense, bunch of nonsense

So im switch up the flow
Then i hit it right back in
U think my heart broke but i can't be lacking
Say the like on my photo is a misclick
Girl deep down u know u a mistake
All these bitches think im cool as fuck cause i'm a mystic
None of them slide into my DM, that's so tragic
I don't need no chorus in this fking song
Verse after verse who tf are you to tell me I'm wrong

fuck can i do, i know it's awful
but u talk a lot of shit for me that's a no no
I got another girl , she do what i say so
So i send her to heaven , gave her a halo
She do what i say so 
(she do what i say so)
Don't u tryna fuck with me
I pull out that eagle
Bitch i'll shoot your eyes out
U can't find no nemo

🔞Life Style🔞

HelloKitty w/ pinky (prod. whyconor)

lyrics:

days fade to black
the more i reach 
the further out of range you get
i been gazing through the cracks in the wall
to the other side
it looks just like mine but not quite
and i wish my mind would just shut off & die
maybe then i would no longer cry
baby wipe the tears out of my eyes
for me

can you stand it?
the way i never even planned it
to turn out this way
had it been any different
i would be nowhere close to here

i only have 2 fears
one is being without you
and the other is being alone

i thought i could handle the damage 
but oh i cant go on

i only have 2 fears
one is being without you
and the other is being alone

out of Range (prod. the sound clown)

2 old ass song wit @bedhead2001 n @benjithemachine

Fall Back Wit bedhead P Benji

(prod. Strive & Jkeiloops)

lyrics:

No don’t tell me I can’t 
Its all part of the plan
You wish I was dead
Im out of my head
I got thousands of people their singing my songs
Why the fuck do you think that im so wrong
So why can’t you tell me you love me
Bump all my songs and support me
 
Yea life been feeling like a chore
They’re blowing up my line yeah they begging me for more
But she dont understand it
she will never get it

Im trying my best to fly through the rest
Its the ultimate test 
I won’t let you down im better than that
You think its just sound and im fucking depressed 
I built this alone put myself on the map
Put myself on the map but you don’t get that
So why do I try, these feelings inside
Ill kiss them goodbye,  I won’t think twice

No don’t tell me I can’t 
Its all part of the plan
You wish I was dead
Im out of my head
I got thousands of people their singing my songs
Why the fuck do you think that im so wrong
So why can’t you tell me you love me
Bump all my songs and support me

mom..

watch out
cuz i rlly wanna die right now don't get in the way
i'll find out
if you're really ready
ready or not
we don't got time to waste
i'm strung out
cuz i don't got much left to feel it doesn't matter at all
i'm tongue tied
i guess i'm way too high to know but it's not my fault

i guess it doesn't matter anyway
ima crush it and mix it and take it anyway
i been trying i'm trying to think of better days
and i've been looking for something that i can never change
i want you to help me find it out
i rlly wish i could control myself
i been crying out but no one ever helps
i just wish that i was someone else

a.w - in_the_way.mp3

I record at home, mix my own song.
Fuck i really want to record in the studio.

🔞Life Style🔞

Lil sJeep

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