Raccoon

Past The Stars Ft Al5ton

Lyrics
Keep my keys in the freezer, I dont trust my own hands

Cant even trust myself
Nuh uh ion even know what to do with myself
Look in the mirror sometimes and I feel im broken
And no Im not talking bout health
U ever struggled to love yourself? yeah brodie, I dealt with that all my years
Yeah I dealt with that all my life
Like theres so much more I could do with myself
And Im not tryna get u confused but life been tough and I cant keep it going
How many times did I felt like a loser
How many times I wanted to shoot myself
I feel like ion belong in my skin
I feel like ion belong on this earth
I live everyday dont get what the point is
But I still go on I keep my focus
I feel like I wanna disapear but
But I see your judgey stares
Feel like a broken piece of who I was
A dumbed down lonely shell
Why my mental always beaten down
I dont know what to do with myself and
Dont know where to go from here and
Dont feel that like they really care yeah
Im broken beyond repair then
My memory cant even near now
Dont know what to do with myself and
Dont know where to go from here yeah
Dont feel that like they even care yeah
Im broken beyond repair now

I got a suicide note on my pc
I know they aint ever seen it
2024 broke me into pieces fuck it all Im fighting 25
Pain meds take it all up on the ride
Real pain yeah too numb to even cry
I spy with my little eye aint no way back from this ride
I see through every little lie 4am feel like Im up in the sky
My heart and soul cant lie my heart and soul they cry

Yeah but I feel your love provides
Yeah but I feel I love the violence
I feel I love the violence
I feel our love is timeless
I feel like my trauma dying
Trusted people my only crime
Hate u niggas till the day Im dying
Wanna overdose perky pills
Ion wanna know how that xanax feels
Yeah anxiety crumble my feelings
5am yeah Im writing this song
Havent had a damn hug in longest
Only seen yeah my family in summer
But I feel like Im going strong
Sometimes I just string along
Dont know what Im actually doing
Feels like Ill prolly get it eventually
Feel like Ill prolly get it fr
Remember when I said suicide note
Its not really a note its a song
Its not really a note its a song
I just wanna feel myself alive
Dont know what I did so wrong
But Im still living in this body
Dont know if anyone saw me
Cant believe anyone saw me

Keys keys I dont trust my own
Theres a crack in the mirror

I got a suicide note on my pc
I know they aint ever seen it
2024 broke me into pieces fuck it all Im fighting 25
Pain meds take it all up on the ride
Real pain yeah too numb to even cry
I spy with my little eye aint no way back from this ride
I see through every little lie 4am feel like Im up in the sky
My heart and soul cant lie my heart and soul they cry
Yeah but I feel your love provides
Yeah but I feel I love the violence
I feel I love the violence
I feel our love is timeless
I feel like my trauma dying
Trusted people my only crime
Hate u niggas till the day Im dying
Wanna overdose perky pills
Ion wanna know how that xanax feels
Yeah anxiety crumble my feelings
5am yeah Im writing this song
Havent had a damn hug in longest
Only seen yeah my family in summer
But I feel like Im going strong
Sometimes I just string along
Dont know what Im actually doing
Feels like Ill prolly get it eventually
Feel like Ill prolly get it fr fr

Its a trauma parade
And its here to stay
But every shade reminds me of a version I outgrew

Just Reflecting On Everything

you're already dead.
https://youtu.be/-AgGbNxUIl0

so icy freestyle.🍦 (prod. @itsdaveamigo) VIDEO IN DE$CRIPTION

Freshie - Surprise (prod. Gosuto x Lukrative)

codeine papi- lil flexico (prod rodey)

what i do (prod truckdriver)

Phone Tap (feat. 10Cellphones) (yeoj)

4LYFE (PROD GEEOHHS + STADTHOLDER)

SIMPSEASON - CUP 2 PINK / MAMA

ON ME FT.SLIME DOLLAZ

codeine papi- lil flexico (prod rodey)

GODBODY TV