i've been through the parallels
i can't even think without you
i'm sorry you feel unwell
(i wish i could help)

ive been round your carousel
it so hard to breathe without you
i'm sorry you feel unwell
(baby it feels like)

it's just paranoia
all the times i forgot you here
is it my fault
all the time i forgot you here
think it's my fault

down the barrel with the pain that i caused
pull the trigger are you ready or not?

i'm sorry you feel unwell

it took all of my strength
to hold tears back and not cut my wrist
"tomó todas mis fuerzas"
to not give in to scarrin my shit

im this close to givin up
you never really gave a fuck
wait
i hope that you learn from us
or else your next will see you fuck it up
why cant you just turn to dust?
our memories just turn to dust
dont you act like you know bout trust
what could you know when you broke us?
i hope you know that you broke me
see that one night so vividly
it took all of my strength
to hold tears back and not cut my wrist
"tomó todas mis fuerzas"
to not give in to scarrin my shi
i know it pains you to see me ending up like this
don't think of running back
im sick of you, you stupid bitch

go stream!

tomó todas mis fuerzas

lucille + bastard - homerun (og)

natalis (prod. lucille)#gothamendment

lucille - myocardial (snippet)

faye webster - kind of (cover)

guitar: @beenhostile

who loved you first? who loved you last?
why do I even think of these things?
cuz I've always been the type to see
all the bad before all the good things
haven't written a song in a minute
haven't been in love in forever
but I'm looking at you, you're looking at me
at every single possible angle

i kind of wish i was faye webster but i suck

gho$t boy (prod jorko)

lucille - sigil tatted

lucille - ur so fucking annoying

(prod. duskydemise)

[dusk]
[fuck you, you creep],

blow my brains out on the floor,
i wanna touch your face cause i know your skin is warm
leave my room a bloody massacre, blood on the door
leave my body cold, when you're dead i'll miss your corpse

(its you that i adore)

i'm just a druggie put my body on the porch
and get the lighter from the bag and light it like a torch
i'm such a creep i know you hate me "yeah of course"
fenix is a fucking loser i know soon he'll meet the lord

you can see my crimson rivers start to pour
arteries cascade, bloody red you shook me to my core
apparitions circle ‘round me whisper secrets of the war
lamentations in my chest until my lungs begin to sore

i'm such a shitty person yeah, i'm like before
maybe i think we should put it to an end and get divorced
i know i wasn't enough cause you clearly wanted more
and i'm shackled to this torment and i'm here forevermore.

trapped within the labyrinth inside my fractured mind
haunted by the twisted choices, and the sins i can't unwind
i reach for fleeting solace, but it's out my sight
put the rope around my neck and tie me up, i wanna die

(seen me i'm gone you would never know
put the pistol inside my mouth and it blow
hang me on a tree, i know you're watching like a crow
and i'm sorry that i care so much i wished it never showed
never show, don't die
i can't handle it, please take away my knife
i never should've fell in love but you were way too nice
shoot me in the head maybe i'll forget the times)

sore (adore)

voices in my ear
to cut em out, i need to rest
to just clip your tongue (just clip your tongue)

don't wanna hold my breath
'till there's nothing left,
the way you knock my head,
through the walls it's evil
but i just stand
and i try to lose you but, i just can't

so
i'm feeling stuck
fight when it's stormy
was i enough?

think i gave this all i could!

lucille + bastard - homerun (og)

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