i hate it with my heart

wanna sacrifice 

everything i’ve got

inside of my mind

tell me you’ve been good

tell me you’ve been fine

don’t wanna lose my mind

cause i wanna find you out

skin itching off my chest

wanna bleed out make a mess

wanna find out wheres your body

you say that you hate me godly

its a wave of the death

i’ve been feeling the mesh

i wanna find all your body parts

i’ve been feeling the earth and i dont know where were heading too

i wanna rip you apart and find out where were headin too

i wanna rip you apart and find out where were headin too

sacrifice

cause girl you make it so absurd

you're bringing bodies to the floor

if it's just me i know you're cold 

you're waiting just to die more 20x 


i'm always waiting for some more

they always coming through the door

kill everyone inside


shoot them up

you load them up

inside my gun

I’ll throw your body

Look it happens to be a disaster

moree

your thighs are bleeding everywhere

my blood touch smeared up in your hair

your tired then fuck me anyway

burn your cigarettes all on my back

all on my back 3x

burn ur cigs

bruises

lucille - burden (snippet)

space

lucille + bastard - homerun (og)

happy birthday to me ig :/

so many days that my life turned out bad

so many nights that u been up in my head

its hard to not think about what u said

i cant forget that i used to take them meds

i hated waking up at 6am

when i could of been sleeping in

i didnt wanna go to school

but i went to see my friends

its my birthday in 9 days

but i dont really feel like my age

as a kid i didnt feel pain

like i do now


some people say when u get older

that your problems will fade away

its another birthday where i feel nothing

i know that it wont change into something

space

bren