Love You So

❔👀

envy

babe you crushed my heart
why do i still want you back?
her love will have you questioning your worth
and that's a fact
i feel my mental going
why'd u have to be so damn controlling?
i find myself in pain
girl why'd u leave me in despair?
put me in a broken place
maybe i can take you there
claiming that you needed space
while im the one pleading for air
i still remember what u said
i wish that you were dead
but i can't get you out my head
this shi had me seeing red

babe you crushed my heart
why do i still want you back?
her love will have you questioning your worth
and that's a fact
i feel my mental going
why'd u have to be so damn controlling?
i find myself in pain
girl why'd u leave me in despair?
i know it looks scary
but girl im right here
treated me unfairly
but girl for you i still care
i can tell by your eyes
that you don't really care
pondering about suicide
cuz im not mentally there

go stream!

can i take u to my broken place

i know that you're scared and you're tired of waiting
realize there's no point to keep on berating
i feel like this bond is begrudgingly fading
thinking of us is so damn irritating
cuz you-

i know that you're scared and you're tired of waiting
realize there's no point to keep on berating
i feel like this bond is begrudgingly fading
thinking of us is so damn irritating
cuz you make me feel some type of way
now the one who had my heart is just a friendly face
but i don't really want nobody else to take your place
i don't need nobody else to be a saving grace
take it back for a minute
swear this bitch act like the devil she a baphomet
with a attitude like yours, how could i forget
even with your imperfections making my heart skip

love's a beauty
but sour for some
i got the short end of the stick
guess i'll never find the one
this ain't a sappy story
im just as real as they come
don't bother asking "what's up?"
i'll take my pain by the cup

take my pain by the cup

@ripouturmolarsforme
girl i know how hard your life's been on you
i hope it's not too much
but i'll see what i can do
last breaths on the leaves
i'm hanging from a tree
girl have patience with me
see how loyal i can be

@ateurheartout
i can promise you'll find no one better (no one better)
don't you dare lie to me
need air to breathe
i know how hard it's been (i know, its been)
let me ease your pain (let me ease your pain)
reach from within (from within)
cuz i
i know

@ripouturmolarsforme & @ateurheartout
girl i know how hard your life's been on you
i hope it's not too much (not too much)
but i'll see what i can do (but i'll see what i can do)
last breaths on the leaves (last breaths on the leaves)
i'm hanging from a tree (hanging from a tree)
girl have patience with me (have patience with me)
see how loyal i can be
(ooooooh)

(what the f**k)

(um, hi, can you text me back?
like, why do you hate me?
why do you want me to die?
like...
nothings funny
sh*t is not sweet)

(you're so goddamn wretched)

last breaths on the leaves, vicious

yuhh, aye
you should know that actions speak louder than words
do you really love me back?
yuhh, aye
don't think i wanna try, cuz i tend to get curved
please don't treat me like that
yuuhh
try to stray myself from this pain
it's not right to live fast, yuh
shouldn't take my anger out on you, cuz of hoes in the past

woah
been from coast to coast
had to step away from pills, cuz we got way too close
almost overdosed
she said i do the most
healing with promethazine and oxycodone
they saying "holy grown"
i been getting blown
i can't stand the fighting, lately i been so alone
baby i don't know
where else to go
man i wish all of the struggle was just for show

i have no clue what kinda music people make in this genre

fear (ts is NOT dropping 💯)

lucille - unfamiliar (snippet)

lyrics:

said i miss your cigarette
leak blood and your wrists sore
it's not over yet

aww
i'm addicted too
i still stalk your page
i'm a creep for you

blades
tears
cuts
deep in my
skin
skin
i'll let ya meet the pistol
don't think i'll ever miss ya, right
now you're all crippled
crop you out the picture
blades
tears
cuts
deep in my
skin
skin
skin
skin
skin
skin

leave you with your wrists bloody
won't you let me pull it out of you
hate it all of the sudden
something i cant ever stomach
even if i ever could
i dont wanna fall apart
lord knows i ever should

then you'll meet the rifle
nothing left to cry for
wasn't my fault
now you're all gone
aww

blades
tears
cuts
deep in my
skin
skin
i'll let ya meet the pistol
don't think i'll ever miss ya, right
now you're all crippled
crop you out the picture
blades
tears
cuts
deep in my
skin
skin
skin
skin
skin
skin

skin

lucille - point blank range

lucille - i dont want to rot (snippet)

i still waited a while
i don't see you around 
life is so unfamiliar 
my head's in the clouds

oh i'd save you from hell 
if you wanted to salvage 
the torture & torment that you left around 

oh i love you so
let it decay, oh my skin and bone
my head is plastered with you, i know
oh with you my darling 

so irrefutable 
your scars are beautiful 

you'll be my poison 
i'll be your cure 

know death is certain 
i'll be unsure 

fear (ts is NOT dropping 💯)

bren