ruel - younger (JWMD2020)

Rooftop session No one else - ost reset

🎧 Track Title: Sorrowful Smile

A silent scream behind the grin—Sorrowful Smile fuses the raw vulnerability of R\&B, the emotional punch of rock, and the shadowed intensity of metal. This track digs deep into the fractures we hide with a smile, exposing the weight of unspoken pain and the chaos within. From melancholic solos to ambient distortion, every section bleeds with feeling and truth. It’s not just music—it’s a breakdown in real time.

🌑 Genre: R\&B / Rock / Metal Fusion
🌀 Style: Ambient synths, heavy guitars, soulful and strained vocal delivery
💔 Tone: Emotional, gritty, internalized
🎚️ Tempo: Shifting mid-tempo (\~85–105 BPM)

🩶 Cry with it. Burn with it. Let the mask fall.

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📥 Drop a 🥀 if you've ever smiled through the collapse

⚙️ Stay Real, Stay Reaching:

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📼 Tag a soul who hides it well
Comment 🎭 if you know what it's like to wear the mask
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📝 Lyrics (for the ones who smile through the storm):

[Verse 1]
Sadness is creeping below our minds,
Inner thoughts leaking through the grinds.
Fractured haze is deepening connects,
Relay our thoughts to my reflections.

Verbal words cannot sway the likes of me,
You can't use that to make my mind bleed.
Suffocating me is an endless race,
You do not have any place here.

[Guitar Solo – blues-infused bends, slow melodic phrases with ambient delay]

[Pre-Chorus]
You look at me and see a deep smile. 
Not on my face but deaths embrace awhile.
Working that smile like a pro, 
But fear is under the masks roll.

A Plastic plastered smile on my fearful face,
It's just a man made expression replayed.
No gruges or any feelings in the way,
A way to live & not bringing feelings to bay.

[Chorus]
Infared is seeping all over us,
There's no rush to bring us down.
Demons are crawling up to make me rust,
But no feelings can make me go down trust.

Why is there a fracturing cloud here?
It doesn't matter to me my dear.
Hey what is that on your face?
It's just a sorrowful smile of embrace.

[Synth/Piano Solo – layered ambient pads with emotional minor chords and subtle metal guitar textures fading in]

[Verse 2]
Hey why don't you get help?
I don't need any and it won't mend me.
But you are putting on a smile, 
No I don't need that for awhile.

Come on just one try friend, 
I told you that I don't need to mend.
The chaos is crawling in our minds,
There's no way to find anything here.

[Guitar Solo – gritty distortion with echo, echoing despair, and fading sustain]

[Pre-Chorus]
You look at me and see a deep smile. 
Not on my face but deaths embrace awhile.
Working that smile like a pro, 
But fear is under the masks roll.

A Plastic plastered smile on my fearful face,
It's just a man made expression replayed.
No gruges or any feelings in the way,
A way to live & not bringing feelings to bay.

[Chorus]
Infared is seeping all over us,
There's no rush to bring us down.
Demons are crawling up to make me rust,
But no feelings can make me go down trust.

Why is there a fracturing cloud here?
It doesn't matter to me my dear.
Hey what is that on your face?
It's just a sorrowful smile of embrace.

[Final Solo – hybrid metal & R&B guitar solo with ambient feedback, dark harmony layering, and emotional bends]

[Ending]
Why won't you get help for this?
It's because nothing seems to bend right.
All it was to us is a face of dread, 
A Sorrowful smile to each others end...

[end]
[fade out – Ambient outro solo: reversed guitar textures and soft Rhodes keys fading into static]


Sorrowful Smile

[Verse 1]  
흰 눈이 내려와 나를 감싸안고  
무슨 말 하는지 난 들었다  
사랑스런 말로 나를 감싸안고  
속삭이던 그 말 난 들었다  

[Pre-Chorus 1]  
그래 그렇게 잊고 살아야 해  
그래 그렇게 잊자  

[Chorus 1]  
너를 사랑하고 너를 아껴주던  
그댈 잊고 살아야 해  
첫 눈이 오는 날에 함께 할거란 약속  
지키지 못한 저린 나의 가슴만 용서해  

[Verse 2]  
가늠할 수 없는 그리움의 무게가  
솜털이 되어서 흩날렸다  

[Pre-Chorus 2]  
그래 그렇게 잊고 살아야 해  
그래 그렇게 잊자  

[Chorus 2]  
손이 시리도록 힘이 드는 날에  
항상 곁에 있을거라  
따뜻한 커피처럼 녹여 줄 거란 약속  
지키지 못한 여린 나의 마음만 기억해  

[Bridge]  
흰눈이 녹는다 추억에 스민다  
흘러내려 하염없이  
아무도 밟지 않은 자욱눈 내리더라  
아무 말 하지 말고 그냥 떠나가  

[Chorus 3]  
너를 사랑하고 너를 아껴주던  
그댈 잊고 살아야  
첫 눈이 오는 날에 함께 할거란 약속  
지키지 못한 야속했던 시간이  

[Outro]  
발걸음 덮는 자욱눈 온다

자욱눈 (Blanket of Snow)

Flame Beacon

Spring Steps

Zone

Frame's Empty" is a gorgeous, late-night confession wrapped in cinematic Trip-Hop. This track is defined by its mood: minimal lo-fi textures, a gentle kick and handclap rhythm, and synths that swell like forgotten memories. The vocals shift from an intimate whisper—where you can almost feel the air in the room—to a huge, reverberating chorus that cuts deep. It's a poetic meditation on the space left by a lost connection, capturing the feeling of holding onto small objects and echoes when the "forever" you built was just an "empty frame." Perfect for when the silence demands a song. 💔

Frame's Empty

wanting to say something like (Instrumental)

Save Me

(Verse 1)
The air smell like peonies 
when i'm standing here,
My favorite serie is playing,
But I won't be listening a thing
Every breath (every breath), every words (every words)
Makes me wanna give you my heart (Ooh-ooh)
I be crushin' on you, baby (Ooh)
I don't want to leave you again, 'cause

(Chorus)
I always knew, I always knew
You'd be the one to show me how good I can be
I always knew, I always knew,
You look like a dream come true
You are my sunlight, 
Sunlight

(Verse 2)
I kiss his forehead as i'm praying he stays there,
He's making me feel like Blair with some Waldorf in my life,
If the stars shine as bright as our love,
The earth will never see night again
Feels his hands (feel his hands) on my hips (on my hips)
Makes me wanna lose myself to him (Ooh-ooh)
I be fallin' for you, vavy (Ooh)
I don't want to stop again, 'cause

(Chorus)
I always knew, I always knew
You'd be the one to show me how good I can be
I always knew, I always knew,
You look like a dream come true
You are my sunlight, 
Sunlight
Baby, you rise me up 
You are my sunlight, 
Sunlight

(Outro)
He's so gentle, he makes me smile
Tryna kiss in the back of his car and just block all my friends
Sweet like candy, he is such a man
He knows just what to do to make me feel good
I'm getting weak from the touch of his hand
I'm sittin' besides him, laughing and giggling,
And he calls me "Sunlight" too

자욱눈 (Blanket of Snow)

Orange Clockwork