J. Cole Freestyles Over "93 Til Infinity" & Mike Jones' "Still Tippin" - L.A. Leakers Freestyle

J. Cole LA Leakers Freestyle Over "93 Til Infinity" & Mike Jones' "Still Tippin"

bones on top of bodies and decomposing flesh

I wish that you can see me now 

Know that I got rod of those intrusive thoughts that brought us down 

I’m living in my own world now 

Where my feet stay 10 toes down 
But my head above 9 clouds 
In the shape of your presence 
I still wonder what we could’ve been 
Now turn i it into paraffin 
Memories of you I crumble 
Like the cookies that u used to cure my hunger 
Wishin i can take it back 
All the words that I said 
In response to my traumas 
I shoulda kept it instead 

All the words that I said 
You never wanted the drama 
I shoulda shut up instead 


I got a lot on my mind still 
Carefully how I’m stepping cuz my mind is a mine field 
I gotta loosen my grip still 
I’m holding on so hard that I be thinking your mine still 

That’s the thing with possession 
You just thinking that it’s yours just because of it’s presence 
But really 
It can leave any second and now your getting jealous that somebody else is getting presents

She was never yours to begin with 
It was just your turn 


I still wonder what you up to 
Reading all our messages when you would say I love you 
Now I’m waking up to no text 
I go flex 
Then post it 
But really I just miss the apex 
Of our relationship 
Reciprocating with my cadence seemed to be so fake and I just wonder why you jaded from me
Was I really problem 
Were you really with yo homies when you went to the mall and 
Why you posting some more 
Know that you done updated ya social why posting  more 




We sitting down at the bench 
Talk about our differences when living in villages 
Opposition to the cities that you grew up in
And how it transition to how you wanna be intimate
And that’s why we split  
You grew up to fast 
I just wanna see the world right before I crash 
You just wanna relax 
I just wanna build a legacy my kids can 
have 


I wish that I can take you down
From the pedestal I put you in the summertime
But now that the summers ending 
the leaves have fallen 
the sun goes down no more light nowhere to be found 
I’ll see you when the sun come back around 
Hopefully 
Maybe I’ll be different then 
Maybe you’ll be different 
Hope that we try again 

Maybe I should just let go

a song about self destruction

SEVEN!