music video:
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=F3SJzD2rgew

thought about you for a long time
with whiskey and a bonfire
shouldn't really be alone tonight
but i got me some cocaine it's keeping me up straight
i really made you hate me
i really made you leave again
i don't wanna go outside without my flask filled
there's a chain on the gate babe
i flooded the intake
this engine won't be going anywhere for a while no
you and i know
you know too well

i can't afford to chase you anymore i'm tired now
i got whiskey and a bonfire
shouldn't really be alone tonight
but i got me some cocaine it's keeping me up straight
i really made you hate me
i really made you leave again

if i die bury me in the desert
i don't know if my mom prefers that or cremation
but if i buy another gram and it kills me
could you spread my ashes in texas yeah 
if i die bury me in the desert
won't you bury me
won't you bury me yeah

thought about you for a long time
with whiskey and a bonfire
shouldn't really be alone tonight
but i got me some cocaine it's keeping me up straight

spotify

up straight [extended version] (p. unlucky + nick cassidy)

overseas (when i cry)

the background noise was cuz of my girl, i was on facetime when i recorded this :3

lyrics: dirty fucking boots inside the booth
dirty fucking thoughts when im with you
girl, i cannot get away from you
and i fucking love the way u move

watch fall asleep and not wake up
i just wanna find my way up 
while making sure that i can make up
with everyone that i fucked up 

but that shit is too much to ask for 
the past haunts me but the future i adore 
one day they'll come straight to my front door
accusing me of shit, i will always endure 
life has been feeling like a chore
overdose in the ocean 
wash up on the shore
i can never get what i ask for
but they expect me to break my back for the things they prefer

life's not fair
life's not fair
and im ready to end it all

too much to ask for (prod. dash)

Reece x Chillies

prod. @killedmyself

The way you make it look so easy 
Girl you blow my mind 
This is the life u always wanted 
Girl u know u mine
I'm putting in all of the work it feels like overtime 
You gotta stop with all that talking 
Bitch I'm way to high (2x)

As I'm smoking by myself 
Filling my mind with all these doubts 
I clearly needed someone's help 
But your where always staying out 
I wish I never ever felt 
But that's  what life is all about 
If you would look me in my eyes 
You would see I was somewhere else  
I'm sorry that you never cared
I  couldn't fight this by Myself 
I Numbed the pain for so damn long 
Im feelin like I am someone else 
I'm Punching holes in all the walls
Looking to find my way on out 
I Lasted way to fucking long 
It's time i who see who made my route

Message To The Old Me prod. killedmyself

Hey everyone, this is going to be the last single before my EP drops on 2/11/18!! Make sure to mark your calendar's!! Thank you so much @l1lbiscuit for letting me use this beat! You are all so special to me, i cannot believe i make music and people actually listen to it, that just blows my mind! Thank you so much, i can't say that enough to satisfy myself! But i truly appreciate everyone of you! Anyway, here are the lyrics i hope you enjoy the song!!

Lyrics -

You can't tell me what to feel
You can't tell me what is real

You take me, higher than I want to go
You break me, when I'm with you I'm alone
Soul taker, I'm left feeling like a corpse
I said I hate you and she said of course
You take me, higher than I want to go
You break me, when I'm with you I'm alone
Soul taker, I'm left feeling like a corpse
I said I hate you and she said of course

You can't tell me what to feel
No I'm sick of this
I want something real
You can't tell me what to feel
No I'm sick of this
I want something real
You can't tell me what to feel
No I'm sick of this
I want something real

You take me, higher than I want to go
You break me, when I'm with you I'm alone

FOLLOW LIL BISCUIT

i'm not myself when i'm with you (Prod. lil biscuit)

[Sleye]
i won't put the pen down
i was at a friend's house
you just broke the news to me yeah
i can never live now
i been getting lifted
got me coming down from this cloud
i been living still inside a town i never get out

i get low on everything i need to keep the mood down
got me going crazy like i'm losing all my cool now
and i'm just saying lately get the picture i'm a fool
i'm counting petals on the roof
and you don't love me but i knew that

i wish i could go back
tell you what it's like
i took a knife to every tie
i think about you all the time
and i hit you never wrote back
cut me out your life
now it's got me feeling so bad
i want you to know that

i want you to know that
got me feeling so bad

hit you never wrote back
wish that I could go back
cut me out your life
yeah
and I don't wanna lie
i think about you all the time

[Brady Amour]
picture you inside your room
it's monday afternoon
pick up the phone and call for you
but you won't let me through
 
i know i said that i was better
but now i wish i never met her

i know the last time that we talked it wasn't easy 
yeah
i wish that i could change
and just be me again
i know the last time that we talked it wasn't easy yeah
i wish that i could change
and just be me again..

just be me again
x3

you left a cigarette still burning on the table 
fell asleep and then that’s all you can remember
i try to say i'm sorry for losing my temper
i try to say i'm sorry for early november

[Sleye]
i won't put the pen down
i was at a friend's house
you just broke the news to me yeah
i can never live now
i been getting lifted
got me coming down from this cloud
i been living still inside a town i never get out

(you left a cigarette still burning on the table 
fell asleep and then that’s all you can remember
i try to say i'm sorry for losing my temper
i try to say i'm sorry for early november)

Follow Brady Amour

Counting Petals w/ Brady Amour (prod. Sleye)

youth (prod. xtravulous)

mixed personalities (prod. tsurreal x luvcrtny)

Suicide Watch (Prod. Discent)

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3hr production challenge I gave myself bc I haven't made a song in like 4 months wow

✨ LYRICS ✨
you got me tied up,
i've been out my mind, love
wastin all my tiiiime
no liiiie
oo, you got me tied up
i've been out my mind, love
wastin all my time with ya
i've been on my grind 

i don't know how to say i love you
and it hurts
ended up diggin my grave
and dumpin in the dirt
i'm tryin
the pressure's buildin up,
gettin worse
with my hands on her body
feelin under that skirt
she a bad lil mamacita
i can't spend these bands, n*gga
i might need em
take u somewhere in Japan
that's a plan
i can count that on my hands
if u need it I'm ur man ahhhhhh

U AIN'T GOT ME TIED UPPP
i've been out my mind, love
wastin all my time
no lie
OO, U ain't got me tied upp
i've been on my grind, love
wastin NO MORE TIIIIME
NO LIIIIE
OO, U, U, U, U

OO, yuh, we at it again
whippin a 500 Benz,
YAH YAH
candy paint up on that corner
on some rims 
YAH YAH
finna hit the Macarena wit yo b*tch
YAH YAH
pull up, slow loud and bangin w/ some twins YAH

HANDS UP
why u trippin lil n*gga
pull ya pants up
catch ya down b*tch
wishin I was her mans
i- might tie her hands behind her back
read her Mirandas
i ain't standardddddd

HOO, i'm the typa n*gga
come swipe yo chain up
ay
i'm the typa n*gga
come wipe yo gang up
ay
pull up, blue ferrari
woo, slide yo main up
ay...

i'm not okay, i'm not okay

u got me
tied up...
i've been out my mind, love
wastin all my tiiiime
no liiiie, oo woah
u got me tied up
i've been on my grind, love
wastin all my time, w/ ya
i've been on my grind, love
woah woah woah WOAH

(push me, don't break me, till i get closer to the edge, my friend)
(i've been so angry, so long, i don't know when the pain might end)
(push me, don't break me, till i get closer to the edge, my friend)
(i've been so angry, so long, i don't know when this pain might end)

💔

Message To The Old Me prod. killedmyself

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