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i whispered this shit drunk at 3am
prod by remi12gauge 2021

wasted

wasted (2021)

Good Side

Diamonds (prod. athainn & liv!)

location feat. Jack 88

prod. @notmorgn featuring @i_x_t_a_i_l_s

listen on youtube: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=gFHw9ImuMok

guccihighwaters:

side not ps im not sober
its not a part of my big plan to be older
she wanna she wanna know my secrets
bullet with your name on it let me be the reason
let my brain explode 
watch them fly let the memories unfold
you better bury me with gold 
cause if not imma rot all alone

rot all alone cus i stay locked in my home
i only see the fucking light when my friends are getting stoned

i don't smoke that shit my brain to fucked up
if i could i would i always seem to the worst luck
anxiety embedded in my bones
when i turned 10 man i always felt all alone

9 years later you know im still floating
above the rough ocean treading in emotions
sippin on the potion plan to turn my ghost in
i will fade away no one ever fuckin knows me

9TAILS:

side note ps i would go back
to the scenes i keep seeing in my flashbacks
on the nights when i dream it never makes sense
cross the line and hurry back like im defense

breathe swallow air then i dive in the deep end
calmer under water love when everything is silent
seeing faces even when im not dreaming
tell me are they real i really hope that you can see them

side not ps im not sober
its not a part of my big plan to be older
she wanna know my secrets
bullet with your name on it let me be the reason
let my brain explode 
watch them fly let the memories unfold
you better bury me with gold 
cause if not imma rot all alone

side note (feat. 9TAILS)

blessed are the forgetful

produced by @notmorgn
with @cpt_sad and @guccihighwaters

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in the wind (w/ yesterday and guccihighwaters)

produced by @notmorgn

@guccihighwaters

lyrics:

(guccihighwaters)

where my friends?
all i see is ghosts with drug addictions
im floating well but i will sink with this affliction

and that night they found u dead right in the kitchen the sharp needle pushed like a piston

come feel come feel

(9TAILS)

come feel the beat of my heart
is it fast and should i be scared
bitch i been falling apart

ur friend hit a rough patch
bitch i BEEN falling apart
i could teach em how to deal with that
i could show em where to start

it really isnt that hard
put the work raise the bar
i treat the game like a football
kick that shit all 53 yards

catch up to me thats a trek
far trek no picard
u aint really been thru enough
take a look at these scars

im falling
through the cracks
back breaking
under the pressure u had put up on my back

love bites purple onto my neck
with no love its boring
wish i could feel something

(guccihighwaters)

i wish i could
i wish i could
i wish i could
just a fragment of my heart
is all that u left me
how many times
cus girl i been stressin

no friends just vices around me
they only help me block out my surroundings
19 but my heart is in fragments
now every night i just sleep in the casket

(9TAILS & guccihighwaters)

im falling
through the cracks
back breaking
under the pressure u had put up on my back

love bites purple onto my neck
with no love its boring
wish i could feel something

9TAILS & guccihighwaters - scars (prod. notmorgn)

prod. @killedmyself

The way you make it look so easy 
Girl you blow my mind 
This is the life u always wanted 
Girl u know u mine
I'm putting in all of the work it feels like overtime 
You gotta stop with all that talking 
Bitch I'm way to high (2x)

As I'm smoking by myself 
Filling my mind with all these doubts 
I clearly needed someone's help 
But your where always staying out 
I wish I never ever felt 
But that's  what life is all about 
If you would look me in my eyes 
You would see I was somewhere else  
I'm sorry that you never cared
I  couldn't fight this by Myself 
I Numbed the pain for so damn long 
Im feelin like I am someone else 
I'm Punching holes in all the walls
Looking to find my way on out 
I Lasted way to fucking long 
It's time i who see who made my route

Message To The Old Me prod. killedmyself

youth (prod. xtravulous)

Sew the soil 
Dig a hole 
Plant the seed 
Watch it grow 
give it rain 
Give it sun 
you can change 
What it becomes 
itll flourish 
If u nourish it 
Discouragement 
encouragement
Will it blossom 
Will it wilt 
if I just bought some 
Would it still 
Mean as much
As if I grew them 
Through the seasons in the garden
Just for you to sit outside with me 
And breathe
I could pick a thousand flowers 
And have a beautiful bouquet 
But the stems would still all die 
Without the root
and I could plant a rotten seed 
And water it with holy water 
But I still would get a tree with rotten fruit  
And I could fill a vase with water
in a transparent attempt to prolong the inevitable 
As if my inability to artificially preserve 
Something organic is unacceptable
so I watch th flowers die a little more every day 
all the reds and the yellows and the blues turn to grey 
but even when they’re dead I can’t throw em away 
cause as long as they’re there its okay

÷☥X♵♹♳♵X☥÷ - FLORAL

blade901 - @blade_901
IG - @_blade901
TWITTER - @blade901

OCCASION <///3

u say u hate me 
but fuck me on occasion
still not gettin sleep
get no rest on vacation
paint ya nails red
i see the pain that u takin
yeah let me take it from u
let me take it from u
i dont want nobody else to go die on me
heart on my sleeve
its there for u to come cry on me
still a lonely boy 
and lonely is all i'll ever be
i thought i wanted this shit
but does this shit want me
i thought i wanted this shit
i thought i wanted to flex hoe
my mind on a spiral going down
i dont got much time left
so im gon talk my shit
and if u fuck wit me 
then fuck wit me till my last breath

-emo fruits aka i dont miss her as much i think

VIVIWORLD 

occasion (prod. blade901)

[hook]
Burning eyes I don't want another break down
What's the meaning of the life have you ever found 
Before you start to cry
before your eyes go dry again
Another day that I don't want to see your face
to hear your voice in my mind

[verse]
Do you know how many things that I've done for you?
Do you know how many people did I leave for you? 
Do you know how many tears do you know how many scars?
Do you know how fucking hurts having all those spars?
So please tell me that you love me one more time
Breaking up my heart with just one line
All this shit makes me sad even if u don't mind

[hook]
Burning eyes I don't want another break down
What's the meaning of the life have you ever found 
Before you start to cry
before your eyes go dry again
Another day that I don't want to see your face
to hear your voice in my mind

Message To The Old Me prod. killedmyself

SHYLER

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