i been playing in the dirt
i been rolling in the mud
scrub the stains out my shirt
and then i pour it in my cup
biting my style staying
sharper than a saber tooth
said i never had your back
you left me in the waiting room

i been shooting 3s
i been pouring 4s
need that long neck
bout to hit the land before
time is wasted 
money replace it
got so many problems
get high i don’t have to face it

i been doing bad things
baby i ain’t innocent
usually keep a masked face
u steady been lifting it
second feels like last place
i’m so used to winning shit
am i right or wrong?
i don’t understand the differences

buy the top shelf 
baby i’ll pop these bottles by my self
always worried bout my pockets
never worry bout my health
i been clutching on my pearls
provide my body an outer shell
this louis prada archive product
keep me stable as i melt

crash the function too drunken
i cant walk straight baby i’m stumbling
i can barely talk to you i’m mumbling
i think i’m succumbing, think i’m succumbing

i been shooting 3s
i been pouring 4s
need that long neck
bout to hit the land before
time is wasted 
money replace it
got so many problems
get high i don’t have to face it

i been doing bad things
baby i ain’t innocent
usually keep a masked face
u steady been lifting it
second feels like last place
i’m so used to winning shit
am i right or wrong?
i don’t understand the differences

i been ballin baby i don’t really need a job 
aint religious but lately been feeling like the son of god
i answer every time she call i really need to stop
cause i know that conversation always leads me to her spot

slow motion off these drugs i’m in love with the feeling
drink my piss and get a buzz if my plug isn’t dealing
i’m rolling, i’m floating
she naked, she soaking
i’m smoking, i’m poking
this bitch way too potent

i been shooting 3s
i been pouring 4s
need that long neck
bout to hit the land before
time is wasted 
money replace it
got so many problems
get high i don’t have to face it

i been doing bad things
baby i ain’t innocent
usually keep a masked face
u steady been lifting it
second feels like last place
i’m so used to winning shit
am i right or wrong?
i don’t understand the differences

waiting room (taurs x thislandis)

Sky Full Of Stars w/ Cboy1 (dercept)

puppet [wisssery]

🍂⌛️☕️🖤✨
fallen leaves on benches footprints in the mud hourglass adventures coffee shop love

c0ffee shop luv [+dead spyro]

turned 22 today, here's a song

produced by stonesowavy

mastered by @sastrp

LYRICS:

let me in let me out

tell me what you know
bout your life the shit u hide and tell me what u owe
forget about the time i got it start right from the go
lemme know your fears the trauma buried deep below
tell me bout the time u didn’t have a place a home
tell me bout the desperation of being alone
moving day to day where every day was seeming slow
every time the outcome of events was still unknown 
it’s unknown where we at
no time to react
speculation mixed with fact and the fad of attention in remission
cause it’s not about you and it never was
and it’s not about me that’s what troubles us
expecting compensation for a life that seems mistaken
and receiving nothing but impatience conflict illness degradation
seems unfair all this monotony performed with calculation 
comparing hatred
constantly racing
wonder what’s the purpose of the pain
dream of peace a stable life consistent pay
don’t ask for too much only take the things u need
tell me how you heal and how you bleed

can i tell you what i know
bout my life the shit i hide and what i owe
hope you got the time cause imma start right from the go 
i got a lot of fear and trauma buried deep below
i got a couple diagnoses probably a couple more they haven’t found yet
but the symptoms are apparent and the treatment done is negligent 
i’m stubborn almost arrogant in my ability to counter obstacles it’s evident
that i would benefit from therapy if i just fucking went
but i can’t even dial numbers start the journey of salvation
once my halo dusty now it’s broken down to yo sediment
i said i wanna change the world
she said that i can’t make that promise
i told her that i need approval
she said i might be a narcissist
cause i’m so focused on myself in such a troubling way
i can recognize the rot but i still let it decay
doing the bare minimum so i can get through the day
but i’m still desperate for some clapping hands to say it’s okay 
cause just the thought of doing what is right is not enough if i don’t actually do it
i want diplomas houses i blew it 
why does life feel claustrophobic when i just got on my feet
can i tell you how i heal and how i bleed

let me in let me out

i simply can’t believe in over sharing
given proper context humans tend to love comparing
situations lived and coping methods revel baring
honest nature of existence and precisely planning
what to filter rummage memories depression or your BPD
and anything that’s troubling the most open that you’ll ever be
but only let out what’s acceptable the limit of your history
is undefined when you first meet somebody you can vaguely see
being in your life extended time bond through little things
like breakups high school bullies neurons firing
to find the sweet spot not too overbearing sort of comforting
to know you’re not alone in this eventually the dam will break
testing the relationship by showing what is underneath
standing at a checkpoint in the bond you built so carefully
started off with how your parents were divorcing
to how you know the makeup that can help to cover bruising 
buzzwords key components of a conversation hold em in their mouth and let them out
when necessity to shows up 
know i’m here for you i care but question if they do believe that
in their head are they judgmental bout a controversial past

and maybe i’m just nosy bout your life
not always my business do or die
imma tell you something bout me
this is how i heal and how i bleed

let me in [prod. stonesowavy]

mastered by @wokely
Lyrics:

[chorus] 

scratching at my dry eyes for the last time
i know, that you despise, when i cry 
so i, try my best to, try my best to lie
so you don’t hate me for the last time

[verse]

slumped on my desk hoping that somebody wakes me up
this ain’t what u want, but that’s okay I always mess it up
haven’t slept for over 5 hours, in 5 years 
maybe it would be better if i could see clear

i been hurting myself for a while
throwing up every single day before a shower
what a disaster, i feel myself losing all of my power
headaches every day cuz i want music louder

hate going in my living room, cuz everybody thinks i wont be living soon
hate my voice so i try my best to cover it up in autotune
hate myself, i hate to loom, when that’s all i know how to do
i hate the way i think, so i hate my attitude 

[verse 2]

going down i know, that you probably hate me
i don’t blame u either, cuz i also hate me
everything i make is garbage and ez
that’s why nobody likes it lately

i been going crazy, i don’t even want to do this anymore it hurts me
yeah, it hurts me, i don’t even want to do this anymore 
it makes me feel weak 
and i can’t even stand this for one more week

it’s really hurting deep
my soul is not cheap, but right now it might be
i really hate this feeling
so can you take it please, can you take it please

[chorus]

scratching at my dry eyes for the last time
i know, that you despise, when i cry 
so i, try my best to, try my best to lie
so you don’t hate me for the last time

dry i's (killedmyself)

ibleedicare - https://soundcloud.com/slaughter-tone-records/sets

Only You w/ IBleedIcare

better not dead ft. soLuvSig (puhf x zekiro)

i don’t ever feel better
than when im grabbing on her waist
we would be so good together
but we live at a different pace
roll this sticky clear my mind
until i start to elevate
far up in the atmosphere
the only time that i feel safe

give me a break just cut me some slack
u said thats ur girl but she told me that ur so fucking wack
sorry babe i drank too much and im forgetting how to act
if they awarded bad manners i’d probably have a platinum plaque

i can see ur face thru the window pane
she can take ur place but it won’t feel the same
got a couple aces tucked inside of my sleeve
if i can’t fill the space this life is wasted on me

i need a smoke i need a pick me up
treat me like a joke body bag me baby zip me up
favored memories of early mornings 
when our lips would touch
but i was never good enough im sick i had to give it up

live it up for my homies who won’t get the chance to do the same
she just wanna fuck she grabbed my pants before she knew my name
sorry baby i’m just here to get fucked up and try to mute my brain
cause lately i’ve been crowned the king of ruining everything

i don’t ever feel better
than when im grabbing on her waist
we would be so good together
but we live at a different pace
roll this sticky clear my mind
until i start to elevate
far up in the atmosphere
the only time that i feel safe

give me a break just cut me some slack
u said thats ur girl but she told me that ur so fucking wack
sorry babe i drank too much and im forgetting how to act
if they awarded bad manners i’d probably have a platinum plaque


its too bad we have nothing left to do 
my time is worth more when im spending it with u
this feeling was never meant to be ever lasting
crumbling on the verge of collapsing

i can hear the angels calling
i can see the raindrops falling
i can hear the angels speaking
asking what i’m doing this evening

u cleared the tar out of my lungs and help me breathe again
ur such a star, let ur light shine it’s creeping in
my favorite spot is right behind u when we’re sleeping in
my favorite spot is right behind u where i can breathe again

i don’t ever feel better
than when im grabbing on her waist
we would be so good together
but we live at a different pace
roll this sticky clear my mind
until i start to elevate
far up in the atmosphere
the only time that i feel safe

give me a break just cut me some slack
u said thats ur girl but she told me that ur so fucking wack
sorry babe i drank too much and im forgetting how to act
if they awarded bad manners i’d probably have a platinum plaque

star_gazing (scottysplash)

KMS 4 U (murgine)

this is a shitpost account now

@hollowbodyco
mgmt: @luckeyknows
https://www.instagram.com/goneafteraugust

it's gonna be okay

waiting room (taurs x thislandis)

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