sorry for the inactivity, working on some better music!

without you my day sucks (guda)

since the start [michael harrison]

i guess its okay... [+heydium]

EARTHY PROD TAYLOR MORGAN

better not dead ft. soLuvSig (puhf x zekiro)

Lyrics: 

i dont wanna fight, i just wanna be by your side uhh
please don't leave me alone, won't you hold me through the night uh uhhh
cause my brain always tells me, that life's not worth living
and i can't decide whether to keep on creating
and honestly i can tell i'm the only one hating
but still i can't get it out of my mind
cause i'm lost in thought yea lately i been ruminating 
on the chance that i might end my suffering

i can't save it 
oh im finally facing
the inevitable end of our relationship
and ain't this what you wanted
don't tell me that your haunted
by the ghost of your decisions 
oh this time around was harder

cause i been feeling like im in a loop again
honestly i just think i need new friends
cause all of mine still hate me 
and the rest they tried to play me
every time i text you ain't been gettin replies lately
all these burdens i'm stressed out
i just wanna be held down
baby i'm so sorry i know it hurts you when i carve my arm now 

oh they're caught in my throat
all these words i'm tryna say
baby i'm teary eyed, and i'm fuckin terrified
i just want you to hold me
i'm so tired of always bein lonely
honestly i didn't think i'd make it this far
if i don't see you now then i'll catch you in the next form
we only text so it gets lost in translation
but i hope you know that when i check up on you it means i miss you
and baby i can't deal with all this fuckin distance
but when you don't text me all day oh it makes me worry 

cause i gotta respect myself enough to speak my mind
i can't go a day without hearin from you and just be fine
that's not how love works baby i need your attention
i need to know if you care or if you're just pretending
these thoughts are running all around inside my mind
and no matter how hard i try i just can't stop thinking 
and i don't know, oh should i give up now, or hold on until the end

i cant stop thinking (tied for silver x flesh)

yeyeheadass

LYRICs!#$$#%$#%

I aint give a fuck ive been running up n grinding
Ive been in my bag, my plays still declining
You can watch, just see where i go
And If thats somewheres, its somewheres coming slow
journeys far, roads not painted gold
And when i'm finished ill be old

I aint finna quit
Slow me down no not a bit
Yeah no duh im fuckin loser
better hide yo bitch
Yeah im coolin, why u switch
Jk i aint even care, you can get ur knees n suck my mother fuckn dick

Yeah my ego getting tall, but anxiety gon call
When i make a wrong move and back down i fall
Im subject to it all, when you call me
When You call me back and say im faulty

got alotta issues, i just shove em to the sidelines
gotta deal with em, but right nows not the right time
When you call me, and say im faulty
I aint give a fuck, ive been running up
Girl you haunt me, when you want me
Ive been grinding on my music but its taunting
I aint getting lotta plays, but u know i stay away
Girl you want me, i aint want you
I wish that was the case, we all got thoughts too
i aint really know now, im filled with indecision
I aint got a choice, so surely no precision 
When you call me, say im faulty
Anxiety gon get a grip, i'm falling
I aint give a fuck, ive been running up
Girl you haunt me, when you want me
Ive been grinding on my music but its taunting

Guess i need you, i aint really want to
I was building up my ego, now thats lost too
Look into the future, i aint got a lot to say
despite all my grinding i go down in plays
that dont matter, im happy for the real ones
If youve been by my side, we finna feel up 
Just pretend that you got money, you got hoes n that your funny
You can play pretend all you want truth is that ur nothing
Try ur hardest i aint quit, my music sucks n sounds like shit
But i aint care yeah not a bit, ill probably never make a hit
so when i cry my tears i tell myself this

idgaf [prod. saint mike]

wish me luck (prod. 02ashes)

@jeffjenkem

i've been missing something in my life
it's like i'm out of my element all the time
cause i don't know how i'm supposed to react
when i'm going in blind

circled by the vultures they're pecking me dry
it won't happen till i'm older but the thought of it might
i wish i could just be bolder and follow the light 
yeah i got sick of the act so i left it behind
 
it's so cold my body shaking
and i find it hard to find the warmth in something i've mistaken
could you check my vital signs i'm tryna find oasis
if it's beating fine i'll crawl across the desert till i make it

i saw all that i could take and still i move along
encumbered past my breaking point it's doing harm
i don't wanna make it about me at all
it's just something i've awakened and i'm too alarmed 

i should probably get some rest
like the rest 
buzzin till my heart beat straight 
out my chest
tell me why this fog still rolling in my head?
i need a lighthouse
i don't want this ship to wreck

lighthouse (jeffjenkem x flesh)

lyrics:

whatever you say now
i cant remember what your face looks like 
but you will always be my home 
i cant get a text back 
(oh oh oh oh oh no)

looks like someone really wanna hit me 
and she aint think that she would miss me
and i am talkin cruel shit 
shawty would you even kiss me
its ugly with the tool bitch
shawty tryna get her shit split

i got a lot of insecurities 
that i dont even talk about
baby wanna get on the rage
i said lets talk it out

oh oh yea
shawty said that i could keep the ring
but i dont want that
i am gunna go up to the mountains
adirondack 
i just cut my finger on a chrome hearts chain
baby leave it alone and it will all be okay

(…)

oh oh oh oh
never thought i would see snow
and i think that theres two ways 
that they’ll finally just let us go
and let me just escape 
without a thought or trace up in this hoe

(i cant do it…i cant do it anymore)

its on my tongue yea
i cant get rid of it
shawty got sick of it

(…)

(yea yea yea)

(oh my god)

better not dead ft. soLuvSig (puhf x zekiro)

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