Lyrics:

okay clearly i dont think that we'll be making it thru
you got these thoughts in your mind and you dont clarify
time could expire but i'll still stay by your side
it's evident to me that you dont see what i see

i just tried to bury the hatchet but you dug my grave
embed it in my neck wont see another day
i just wanna be okay but i dont think i can
it's so strange to me how quick you found another man

[bridge]

okay clearly i dont think that we'll be making it thru
you got these thoughts in your mind and you dont clarify
time could expire but i'll still stay by your side
it's evident to me that you dont see what i see

i just tried to bury the hatchet but you dug my grave
embed it in my neck wont see another day
i just wanna be okay but i dont think i can
it's so strange to me how quick you found another ma--

[skrwd]

I see all the shit you say
I heard about him
He seems great
Bet he lays with you all day and knows exactly what to say
Pay attention to the signs
Know his hands don’t fit like mine
Might be gone inside your mind but you’re still alive in mine
I regret how I moved
Sometimes i wanna redo
No matter how hard you try
There’s just no stopping the truth
Might have a girl in the room 
But I still wish she was you
So anytime that you want
You can come thru
I been workin OT
Posted up in OC
Shawty want Chanel 
She can get it, girl you know me
Even after all this time I feel you in the late night

[getbetter]

okay clearly i dont think that we'll be making it thru
you got these thoughts in your mind and you dont clarify
time could expire but i'll still stay by your side
it's evident to me that you dont see what i see

i just tried to bury the hatchet but you dug my grave
embed it in my neck wont see another day
i just wanna be okay but i dont think i can
it's so strange to me how quick you found another man

hold me close for just a single night
time goes by as the stars change overnight
and i dont wanna be on the receiving side
i already gave too much of my life

so dont hold me down
while i try to seek out shelter
cause this life that im living it aint the same as it was
and im tryna find some shelter from the storm i know is comin

bury it ft. skrwd (branwen)

Lyrics:

lights out
i guess im tired
and i been fightin sumthin
im goin silence huntin
i just want a moment, give me a second to hone it
every day that i wake, i gotta sharpen the blade

oh you're takin it back like it was a typo uh
i guess i was never your type then huh
cause you only like em when they love you and then leave but i wasn't that cause i never did mistreat you
you put up your guard, defend
how do we start again
when every conversation we're havin ends in disgust
cause i got insecurities and i know you don't trust
but honestly baby i don't want it to be the end of us

every time that we start to get close you pull away
and i know that i still gotta say it right to your face
but i make time to make sure that i'm around
but you never called, even when i'm not im town
oh i'll stay here even tho i know that it's fake
and i guess that we tried but it's just not aligned to fate
honesty and regret abstained, i think i almost loved you

every body got an opinion, i will just shut down
cause maybe i don't wanna hear you out the picture run mouth
and baby if i'm honest, i think that you should run now
cause ain't it bout that time for us to get close and then bounce out
eyes bled red but i want hazel instead
i'm sorry that i wasn't there when you wished you were dead
axe grind, cut the line, let my neck snap
make sure that it's taut baby won't work if it's slack

overdose license, pure death i siphoned
bro said stick to the tests, don't give a fuck i did the rest
swallowed all dat shit to give my respitory a rest
i was doin shit that'd give a baby hair on chest
and no im not proud, but i escaped from that cloud
shut the fuck up, boy them voices aren't loud
all those numbers on the internet, but you can't pull a crowd
and if we post up on this side then you are not allowed

oh shit i gotta, lie down
im dyin here won't you pipe down
you always said that what goes around comes back
but orbital, that's not how i'd describe my path
cause i just looked ahead and i see distance in my past
and things ain't goin slow your just too used to movin fast
i still got a couple questions i'm afraid to ask
understand i would but right now ima let it pass

a_pattern_of_disaffection_ (prod secre fuck splashgvng)

prod raspo
mixed/mastered by getbetter

Lyrics:

rend it apart, i guess we'll move on now
i feel psychosis taking root in the scars you left
open hearts bleed courtesy of the knife 
i see my angel's wings shedding feathers in the moonlit night, okay i'm not alright

i want you to hold me tight

cause the life that i breathe through these chapped lips of mine, 
won't ever be cause enough for me to not lie 
oh and god saw you break my heart again
and i swear to him you wont get away with it
oh i was there when nobody else was, and i saw the darkness in those stale bones

oh it's clear to me, that you'll discard our history
throwing up blood as my esophagus wears down
oh the pills they saved me but the pills they hate me
twice i've met the reaper why wont he take me

you were perfect to me in everything that you do
well then i took the medicine, and i know what you did
baby you twisted my words so you could carve upon my skin
and i hate to admit it but on this liquor i depend
your soul i would defend if you were ever in need

inaction forms these complacent thoughts of mine
vertebrae collapse when i try to carry the weight
my love for you predates the day we met

i relapsed i was jus tryna see you
i ruined my life while tryna wait for you
i wish i could torch the feelings and demolish the view

fuck the excuse its always somethin new
i'm so tired i could go comatose
honestly preferable to tying the noose

cause i just wanna slip away
please don't hear this and tell me i'll be okay

tenseiga_ (raspo)

prod secre and prophecy
mixed/mastered by me

Lyrics:

blood drips from my eyes
i still hate our mutual ties
heart beats fast while lines of powder
find their way inside 
i decipher lies
from the look upon your eyes
and i could find my way
but i won’t make on my own
i spill
my heart out on the line
i cry 
more when i can’t decide 
and i wish
that i made up my mind
before i went and 
carved your life from out my time

well you shouldn’t
and for that
i shouldnta stood it
you brought it up
shoulda kept that shit inside
cause how the fuck
you gon wish that i had died 
like i’m not perfect 
but i got an ounce of pride
and i still hold it in my heart
the words you swore were not a lie
but it’s still hard to decipher
i gotta dislodge the knife first 
gotta dislodge the knife first
not really much of a fighter 
and i hold my tongue back
but you jump at the spark of a lighter

_brighter_mood_ (secre x prophecy)

the ghost in my bed ft. cutdeep (secre x heyrick)

find me i been lost inside this nightmare
what's one more night with you
i want more life with you
i've shown you patience
you've shown me your graciousness

a young man fights all on his own
his children need a home
its the thought of a life not lived
and what he didn't receive as a kid
(himself)
it's a battle every day
a struggle just to pay the bills
what does your wife have to say
listen to mother too

please god
save us
cause i can't do this on my own
help me
please
before i let my little ones down
i'll fall to my knees i can't breathe this way
im prayin that somebody hears what i say
cause i don't know how much longer i've got in me 

it's the first of the month again
rent's due and the truck's been acting up
she says we'll get through somehow we always have
but they've been cutting back hours
and laying em off
no matter the dead end job though
it's never enough
can't see a way out of this
a few thousand in debt
he thinks this is it
maybe we're better off dead

(weary head, lay it down, get some rest)

please god
save us
cause i can't do this on my own
help me
please
before i let my little ones down
i'll fall to my knees i can't breathe this way
im prayin that somebody hears what i say
cause i don't know how much longer i've got in me

please, god

tell me i'm still worth the effort
tell me i'm better alive
fairies and gnomes in the distance
you are the love of my life
off of the sedatives
i feel at home again 
maybe i'll never be right
hard to be happy
whenever i breathe
you tell me it's better i die

nothing will break me
tell me you hate me
i'm so afraid for my safety 
you were the one 
who was scared from the moment
we started that i wasnt worth it
hold me a bit closer
look me in eyes
and tell me that it'll be fine
baby i gave you my heart to the end
don't you let all of this fall apart

back then, when i got home from work
you were always there waiting for me
and that was all i needed, just you
but on that day, when i came back home
the only thing there was that pocket watch
that and a small piece of paper that had just one word written across it
farewell

[bridge]

tell me i'm still worth the effort
tell me i'm better alive
fairies and gnomes in the distance
you are the love of my life
off of the sedatives
i feel at home again 
maybe i'll never be right
hard to be happy
whenever i breathe
you tell me it's better i die

nothing will break me
tell me you hate me
i'm so afraid for my safety 
you were the one 
who was scared from the moment
we started that i wasnt worth it
hold me a bit closer
look me in eyes
and tell me that it'll be fine
baby i gave you my heart to the end
don't you let all of this fall apart

forest folk

empty ft. greenwood

oh the siren she calls me now
share me your heart love oh say it out loud
im okay spending this night alone
as long as you're back in my bed by the morning
dont you know im not only at home when you're near me
but also when you're far away
call for me i'll be there in moments
you'll trust that i'm never more than just a second away
uhh you're everything i've always said that i need
hold for a minute i'll love you pieces now
things are a little more peaceful now, that you're around
all of my heart, i'll give it up freely
cause you my love are the only one i know that sees me
i am afraid, that i'll never be more than i am at this bare moment
if that's how you call me, i'll love you forever
eternity, that we will know 
oh to the sun that you speak
you're the one i will need
when you finally let me go

home pt.2

27 bones

listen to me

cover of brecken's "sorry company"
it's been stuck in my head for like a month now

stay up lately wait until we grow
changing pages saving where you show
please don't leave me here out in the cold
last i heard you hadn't let me go   

wish i could cover my eyes
spent 5 months wondering why
i let you into my life
and now i gotta redesign
told me we don't have much time
let me look back in your eyes
always had thought you loved me
now i'm just sorry company

wait til i come out from hiding
ill find the brightest star shining
beautiful eyes in any lighting
nothing to find, but tired of fighting

but it made sense when you left me the first time
even on the third time
but that wasn't the worst time 
no that wasn't the worst time

left me on the roadside
never heard from you ever since
wish i never lost my mind
that's really all that i did

sorry company (cover)

*** Unfinished - The Lost Hard Drive Tape ***


This is UTLHDT, a collection of really shitty unfinished songs dating back to April 2023 that I never got the chance to finish.
These songs were recovered in part from private uploads to my soundcloud and I have no way of finishing them.
I didn't want to just throw all of this away, even tho most of it isn't very good at all, so here it is. 

Feel free to not enjoy it at all, they really do suck lol.

This music was a part of my life at one point, and having the ability to release them even in part, is still a bit cathartic.
I was devastated when I lost all of my music. I'm happy to at least have these though.

If you did listen, I appreciate you endlessly. 

- getbetter <3




apnea (UTLHDT)

roots (UTLHDT)

shame (UTLHDT)

arrogant (UTLHDT)

afraid (UTLHDT)

saudade (UTLHDT)

care (UTLHDT)

bulletproof (UTLHDT)

decomposing ft. lil booj (UTLHDT)

ether (UTLHDT)

fall (UTLHDT)

clock hands (UTLHDT)

cerebrum (UTLHDT)

amnesty (UTLHDT)

arms strong enough to hold me (UTLHDT)

rot (UTLHDT)

commit (UTLHDT)

nevermore (UTLHDT)

ive tried everything to fill this hole (UTLHDT)

i feel nothing
everything will turn into something, that's what you said
hollowed out dust where the creatures live
concave heart, we're sensitive
wisdom abound but it's buried in time
how do i push through the withering night
cause there's no such thing as a fearless man

can't you see now as it breaks against the rocks
over dunes over mountains men are lost
guess it's hard to become one with
all the life that we felt then
don't they call us, tell me don't they see it
cause i swear i still hear sirens in the distance
are our angels deaf to cause

is it worth the longer run  
to try to prove that we're not wrong
we are weak so we sow sons
the men they are we hope are better ones
but it's flawed in all conception cause from us it's where they come
never knowing of another way, stem and seed, they are one

this isn't what you'd expect from the human race
weakness you'd never find a man who would predicate
believe the illusion that if you medicate you never have to feel again
well i've known many men who lived like that to the end
and i can't say
i can't say that i live it a different way
cause i spent 90 nights with a bottle in my hand
swear i can't feel right without my hand upon a can
so what's different between me and the man
oh it's priceless
holdin on to something from the past just so i don't feel alone
diggin every grave deeper just to find a home
coffins sound nice when you're one foot in the grave

uh uh oh
uh uh oh
uh uh oh, i don't feel well
uh uh oh, heard it all before, bottle on the floor, build a new shell
uh uh oh, will i ever escape
uh uh oh, when i stood up i fell
uh uh oh, verse the man i'm the same
uh uh oh, it's just the story we tell

getbetter

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