feelings

fake scenarios

nerves

something real

where do I begin

I used to know her name

gone like summer

watch it burn

where do you hide?

middle of july

a good way to stay sad forever

Made these songs during a weird stretch of life. Heart kinda broken, mind kinda everywhere, but music kept me steady. It’s sad, it’s chill, and it’s honest. Hope it finds whoever it’s meant to find.

Stay toastie homies xoxo 

<3 Bryden

sad in love

https://ffm.to/findwhatyoulove
https://findwhatyoulove.org/

PART I
verse 1:
here we go again, you never try to speak 
then ill end up chasing you right down the street
leading on myself, dont know what to believe
all the doubt i dealt before my soul depletes
but do you know just how it feels?
to be ignored like im not there
when everyone just turned their backs on you
and so i bottled up my tears

chorus:
looked my way but i dont think she wants to
talk to me, and i dont think she even
thought of me, but id feel better
if you talk to me, could you talk to me?
bones now left to rust, consuming every part
right from my lungs, and im slowly losing
all my fuckin trust, cuz everything i did
was all for what? was all for what?

verse 2:
why cant yall show me that yall ever care?
like when i just try to talk, its like yall are never there
and i dont even really wanna compare
but the shit i do for yall, its like yall are never fair
like what the fuck? i noticed
that every word feels hopeless
am i a burden cuz it
hurts that we just turned to strangers
but yall—

chorus 2:
looked my way but i dont think they want to
talk to me, and i dont even think they
thought of me, but id feel better
if yall talk to me, could yall talk to me?
bones now left to rust, consuming every part
right from my lungs, and im slowly losing
all my fuckin trust, cuz everything i did
was all for what? was all for waahahaha fuck

PART II
chorus:
and then youre pulling me apart in pieces
while im at my worst then you gave your reasons
our spot is where you left me bleeding
and you shushed my mouth when you were speaking
like good for you, you found your worth
but why did you just make it worse?
left me bleeding by the trees and
you apologized but do you really mean it?

verse:
dnd, on a dinner with death
and i told him all about your regrets
im not the one you deserve i bet
just sucks cuz youre the one i wanted
and now youre pulling me apart
you tore my limbs and took my heart
and now im seeing who you are
and now im seeing who you are

chorus:
and then youre pulling me apart in pieces
while im at my worst then you gave your reasons
our spot is where you left me bleeding
and you shushed my mouth when you were speaking
like good for you, you found your worth
but why did you just make it worse?
left me bleeding by the trees and
you apologized but do you really mean it?




find what you love and let it kill you

16.04.21