ℌ𝔬𝔪𝔢𝔱𝔬𝔴𝔫   🏘   [prod. k1ro + lilyforest]

manufacturing

that i'm owed w/ prayers

from last year, figured i would post this

there's nothing here that i really understand

i don't wanna feel this anymore
now i'm walking through the forest
i think the pills are working
did i overdose it?
oh, they won't notice
i don't need anything
scrape my memories
i dont want them
i love swallowing
benzodiazepines
stop my beartbeat
stop my heartbeat
been ill for a while
always feel death surrounding
something keeps weighing me down
something here leaves me drowning
and i don't think i care at all
think i'm better off feeling nothing
and i don't think i care at all
think i'm better off feeling nothing
didn't want to be like this
i swear i tried enough
didn't want to feel this bad
but everything just falls apart
didn't want to be like this
i swear i tried enough
didn't want to feel this bad
but everything just falls apart
blood drip stains on the pavement
200 miligrams i'm faded
no i don't want to be saved and
i don't want to fucking care at all
i don't wanna care at all
i don't wanna care at all
i don't wanna care at all
i don't wanna care at all
i don't wanna care at all
i don't wanna care at all

overdose

selfprod

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itll all be okay if i have u by my side
if you knew you make me cry
would you ease my pain

if im bawling out my eyes
telling you i wanna die
would you pick me up inside your arms and hug me tight

till i fall asleep
in a waking dream
im awake it seems
my minds tricking me
your skin glittering
you look heavenly
with you i dont feel see through
it seems full opacity

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by my side

the heron at duck village

1-dimension (bloodworth)

prod @xxkintsugi and @kggn

I'm going lake mode like a mosquito brood

mood [kintsugi x kuru]

Mellow Jersey

at the end of it all, i still couldn't save you. no matter how it plays out. and every waking moment i think about it. and i think about trying to follow you. and i cry. and i cry. and i keep crying no matter how hard i try not to. and no matter what, i can't help but blame myself. i wish we could share words, just one more time. and i could see you smile. such a beautiful smile

but there's constant ringing in my ears at this point (but everything i ended up doing, was all for me), and i don't know what to make of it. (and every scar, and every teardrop) i think fondly of the time we spent together (i hate that things had to turn out like this), and if i could say one more thing to you (i hope you can forgive me), i'd tell you: "even in death, i love you"

the heron at duck village

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