prod. @blurxy

you sat there with the knife in your hand
you told me dont worry,
itll work out in the end
sorry that im calling out to you
i cant breathe
i cant be


your knife

@morguee <3
https://open.spotify.com/track/7kOVGtJb5WBtcEOWTj2YUY?si=b6787e6db11f4a29

woody ft morgue - owe you everything (ikari) #lovesick

prod @etrnlondon prod @etrnlondon
yeah i spent that whole night yeah tryna call u
im just tryna make sure that i dont lose u
you know that i need u.. you know that i need u
you know ima lose it you know i be tweakin
i was gone for abit listen when im speaking
i swear i was out of it i had to find sum diff shi
i dont really fw nobody inside this music shit
but i know who i got i know who keep it real
ouais je suis avec etrnl et on est dans le centre ville
i be counting paper swear 2 god im counting bills
this shit is not green swear 2 god they fuckin gold
yeah i swear 2 god if i see money i gotta go
808s be knockin can u even hear my voice??
everybody turning up like they dont got no choice
when im on that perc im lookin so paranoid
when im on that perc i look just like marina joyce

marina joyce prod etrnl

prod me @topdown77 Thaank you for listening2 me❤️❤️❤️❤️

inebriated @topdown

This song sucks listen to my other music

Cover art by me
I'll always wish i knew what it meant 2 Be u
2025-07-29




I dont know what it would take to show you im not a monster
Tried to get her attention but i guess you lost her

your mouth is taped shut so i'll scream for you
Cuz You know everything you said, u know whats true
i'll always wish i knew what it means to be you
to feel something, to look at everything from your view
(x2)

instrumental break


I dont know what it would take to show you im not a monster
Tried to get her attention but i guess you lost her

your mouth is taped shut so i'll scream for you
Cuz You know everything you said, u know whats true
i'll always wish i knew what it means to be you
to feel something, to look at everything from your view
(x2)

Monster

prod me

(nekomi)
your words are not enough
i wanna hug you right through ur texts
your cadence brings me love
sakura treees remind me of you
i need to see you soon
sunlight right in my arms
you really do not understand how much you are 
just bring me close
i need every dose
of your previous love
of your precious love
i need every single second
just me and you
right along the moonlight
youre by my side

(koretta)
i'm trying not to avoid u
my heart beats right towards u
the light i see 
in the dark is u
my eyes can't blink
when i kiss u

i just can't ignore this love
my yearns just not enough
i'm not singing "just because"
allow me just this once
i'm serious this time
why can't u be mine?
why can't u be mine?
be mine




☆ your precious love! ☆ (feat. koretta 女の子 )

Self expression 

2025-09-09 


I couldn't imagine living a life like yours
hiding and never leaving closed doors
Always wanting go to back to before
Always wanting go to back to before

How could you live like that?
How could you live like that?
How could you live like that?
How could you live like that? x2

(instrumental break)

How could you live like that?
(how could you live like that?)
How could you live like that?
(how could you live like that?)
How could you live like that?
(how could you live like that?)
How could you live like that? x2

How could you try to hard to live another persons life
You're lost, and dumb, and stupid, you could never understand what's its like
I watched you walk in circles, repeating the same cycle
Again and again , again and again

Computer games

written & performed by @107sil & @sadpanda47
produced by @rabi
mix & mastered by @sadpanda47

∑( 口 ||

propane w/ ayxn (@rabi)

South USA (tainiykick & oneeighty2)

Sk8r Girl

Unrelated to album
Fuck this song

𓆝 𓆟 𓆞 𓆝 𓆟 𓆞 𓆝 𓆟 𓆞 𓆝 𓆟 𓆞 

I dont feel right
Next time you cut into my skin you should give me something to bite

i'll keep on looking for a sign
cause maybe you cared just a bit
be Careful when you come in 
Because Pity, you might Drown in it
I'll keep on praying for a night
That you get drunk and text me back
When i cant dry my eyes 
I hope youre there for everything i lack

Maybe if i scream loud enough youll hear it
But as the days go past i know its not happening
As the days go by i feel im afraid of everything
And as the days go by i know i wont have anything

How could i let you leave
without your texts on my phone how am i supposed to sleep
i dont wanna grieve
im a stupid dog thats always will be on your leash 

i'll keep on looking for a sign
cause maybe you cared just a bit
be Careful when you come in 
Because Pity, you might Drown in it
I'll keep on praying for a night
That you get drunk and text me back
When i cant dry my eyes 
I hope youre there for everything i lack

𓆝 𓆟 𓆞 𓆝 𓆟 𓆞 𓆝 𓆟 𓆞 𓆝 𓆟 𓆞 

2025-10-14  
2025-11-29

Leash (demo)

Everything by me

@spiritkey

You can also find me here
@circuitcare
@decayingdiaries

Computer games

June