goodnight lavender — “A Heart Lies Still” LP
a hostage in a predetermined narrative.

A Heart Lies Still

goodnight lavender — every july
a part of “i hope that you never forget me.” LP

artwork by sakire:
twitter.com/sakanfish

i hope that you never forget me.

every july (intro)

stream

goodnight lavender — re:try
a part of “afterstory.” LP

artwork by sakire:
twitter.com/sakanfish

violins played by @phritzmusic :)

lyrics

faces blurring, passing by
i've got nowhere left to run
another face in the crowd
autumn calling, i'm still falling

and i know that you'll never care
and you won't remember my name
and i know that i'll die alone
with nothing to show for

but i'll try anyway
i'll try anyway
and i'll cry through the night
i might not survive

now i keep trying
to take it back
the things i lost
i should've said

i'll come undone
vision fading
you were the one
my final call

and i know that you'll never care
and you won't remember my name
and i know that i'll die alone
with nothing to show for

but i'll try anyway
i'll try anyway
and i'll cry through the night
i might not survive

lately i've been lost
wandering in the dark
nothing in my thoughts
i was just fine today

re:try

bandcamp

goodnight lavender & revenant — the seconds
a part of “afterstory.” LP

artwork by sakire:
twitter.com/sakanfish

lyrics

i'm wide awake thinking of
all the things i did today
wish i could retake my mistakes
again

chasing your shadow
through all the noise
passing the seconds
tracing back your steps

i wish i'd never crossed that line
i wish i'd never said goodbye

autumn calling, i'm still falling
but still i can't forget your name

chasing your shadow
through all the noise
passing the seconds
tracing back your steps

i wish i'd never crossed that line
i wish i'd never said goodbye

i will cry another night
i will try another time

the seconds w/ revenant

goodnight lavender — re:trace
a part of “afterstory.” LP

artwork by sakire:
twitter.com/sakanfish

lyrics

i'm lost in your silence
reverting to violence
unravel the answer
set free to these voices

i'm lost in these feelings
oh, am i still dreaming?
unravel the answer
set free to these meanings

as the wind blows
this voice isn't my own
i will stay here
through the violence and the rain

i will carry, all your burdens
don't feel sorry, you can do this
through the darkness, reaching out
as i carry the weight of the world

re:trace

porter robinson — fullmoon lullaby (goodnight lavender x nila cover)
a part of “afterstory.” LP

artwork by sakire:
twitter.com/sakanfish

lyrics

hora, tsugi no asa
oto ni tsurare
hora, mado no soto
nani ga mieta?

tōi hoshi no sora ni
jūgoya wa michikake
natsukashii utagoe
nemuri ni tsuku made

kaerimichi no nioi
akari no kazu dake
fuwafuwa makura de
nemuri ni tsuku made

so tell me how it felt
when you walked on water
did you get your wish?
floating to the surface
quicker than you sank
idol, idol

fullmoon lullaby

official amv

fullmoon lullaby ft. nila

goodnight lavender — february sky
a part of “afterstory.” LP

artwork by sakire:
twitter.com/sakanfish

lyrics

there's no reason to carry on with this masquerade
as you carry the ending to this endless tragedy

i tried and i tried, but there was nothing left to hide
as i search for something more, i've got nothing to show for

you were the only one, but all is said and done
i dry my eyes again, will i remember you?

lately i'm alone again
you're out of range, but i tried to change
there's something in my heart again
i shed a tear, but does it help?

you were the only one, but all is said and done
i dry my eyes again, will i remember you?

an endless cycle, i'm in denial

cause i still dream of tomorrow
you were the only one, but all is said and done
all my dreams filled with sorrow
i dry my eyes again, to hide the pain inside

february sky

goodnight lavender & clayekea — daze
a part of “star festival.” chapter one

@clayekea

artwork by sakire:
twitter.com/sakanfish

somehow i've ended up back here
to the worlds i wanted to leave
in the night time the rumors start to fly
and i can never sleep

a shut in for all these years
used to all the words that hurt me 
i still feel engulfed in fear
from all the ghosts that cursed me
my body is feeling weak
but i cannot close my eyes
and i can never sleep

a letter centered on my desk
from a lifetime feeling out of place
envelopes with untold words
all just to tear them up again
for a second i felt whole again
you put the pieces back into their place
an eternity of sleepless nights
you'll never, ever see

a shut in for all these years
used to all the words that hurt me 
i still feel engulfed in fear
from all the ghosts that cursed me
my body is feeling weak
but i cannot close my eyes
and i can never sleep

daze w/ clayekea

goodnight lavender — 0% angel
a part of “afterstory.” LP

artwork by sakire:
twitter.com/sakanfish

lyrics

it’s taking over me
it’s taking everything i have
to keep myself from wanting to be apart of you

inside my ailing mind
i bribe myself to think that
i am made for you what can i do for us to make it through

i know it’s hard to see / the wounds inside of me
i’m hiding underneath all my suffering
and even if i cry / i’ll never close my eyes
to see through all the lies you bestowed to me

when all is clarity / the hate you gave to me
with all sincerity hurts like a disease
the wings that brought you here / will take you far and near
but you will always be no angel to me

you fill me with distrust
i’m writhing in disgust as i
am told another person has loved you till it hurt

i want to seep inside
i want to sleep beside you when
your heart depends on stranger’s touch just to feel alive

i know it’s hard to see / the wounds inside of me
i’m hiding underneath all my suffering
and even if i cry / i’ll never close my eyes
to see through all the lies you bestowed to me

when all is clarity / the hate you gave to me
with all sincerity hurts like a disease
the wings that brought you here / will take you far and near
but you will always be no angel to me

0% angel

porter robinson — trying to feel alive (goodnight lavender cover)

artwork by sakire:
twitter.com/sakanfish

lyrics

do you feel better now?
i thought i'd run until the sky came out
and with the sunlight on my face
something changed

and just trying to feel alive
you climbed a mountain, are you satisfied?
as you stand at the top
you already wanna do this
one more time

maybe it's a gift that i couldn't recognize
maybe i don't really need to feel satisfied
maybe it's a gift that i spend all this time
just trying to feel alive
maybe i don't really wanna be satisfied
maybe it's a gift that i couldn't recognize
maybe this all, maybe this was all
just trying to feel alive

and just trying to feel alive
you climbed a mountain, are you satisfied?
as you stand at the top
you already wanna do this
one last time

and then somebody somewhere finds
the warmth of summer in the songs you write
maybe it's a gift that i couldn't recognize
trying to feel alive

maybe it's a gift that i couldn't recognize
maybe i don't really need to feel satisfied
maybe it's a gift that i spend all this time
just trying to feel alive
maybe i don't really wanna be satisfied
maybe it's a gift that i couldn't recognize
maybe this all, maybe this was all
just trying to feel alive

trying to feel alive

goodnight lavender — starry eyes
a part of “star festival.” chapter one

artwork by sakire:
twitter.com/sakanfish

ever since i laid my eyes on you
didn't think my words were coming through
couldn't stop myself from feeling blue
oh, with you i'll start anew

every time i see your smile
i feel the urge to let you know
how i really feel inside
before i'm on my own again

let's run away
we'll run away

those long days looking for someone like you
if you're not beside me no one will do
that silence when you asked where we would go
we'll run to a place that no one will know

i think i know, i think i know
i think i know

every time i see your smile
i feel the urge to let you know
how i really feel inside
before i'm on my own again
every time i close my eyes
i feel it blossom in my heart
how i'm meant to feel inside
to make me feel alive again

don't walk away
don't walk away

starry eyes

goodnight lavender — lielielie
a part of “star festival.” chapter one

artwork by sakire:
twitter.com/sakanfish

you say i'm not who i used to be
well, you say that i fucked up everything
but the things you ask of me
are so far out of reach
if you tell me any other lie
i'll make sure to kill you in your sleep

waiting for something, someone, somewhere
i look around and see you nowhere
waiting for something, someone, somewhere
beat me back down like nothing mattered

the lights we've been chasing ever since then
we can't go back to that sky full of stars
something inside this heart has died
will we make it out okay?

waiting for something, someone, somewhere
i look around and see you nowhere
waiting for something, someone, somewhere
beat me back down like nothing mattered

so tell me, tell me what you see
reflecting in those starry eyes
and tell me who i used to be
before i'm on my own again
so tell me, tell me what you see
reflecting back into those eyes
and tell me who i need to be
to make you meet my eyes again

lielielie

goodnight lavender — home
a part of “star festival.” chapter one

@thosesistersyouknow

artwork by sakire:
twitter.com/sakanfish

my blood's infused with you
these signs draw a line to you
i just don't know what to do
i'll just take a chance and leap

this wasted time we can never get back
i close my eyes and my heart turns to black
still waiting for someone to carry me there
as i wither away in this place i call home

i'll meet your eyes, once again
we'll hide away, you'll be okay
of all the times, the chances that
i didn't take, i need a break
still in the dark, a tiny spark
i'll be alone, an empty lie
of all the times, the chances that
i didn't take, i need a break

this wasted time we can never get back
i close my eyes and my heart fills with dread
still waiting for someone to carry me there
as i wither away in this place i call
this wasted time we can never get back
i close my eyes and my heart turns to black
still waiting for someone to carry me there
as i wither away in this place i call home

i tried (i tried)
i tried (well, i tried)
i tried (i tried)
one more night (but i lied)
i tried (i tried)
well, i tried (i tried)
i tried (but i lied)
well, one more night (but i lied)

home ft. candace

goodnight lavender — static reign

tear apart all of my insides
i've got nowhere left to run
go ahead and see right through me
twist the knife into my heart

broken memories back to haunt me
read the writings on the wall
go ahead and rip the page out
hold on for dear life

kill all the lights in my head
i think they'll rip me to shreds
a spark, burn it out
let the static reign

and though you stumble
all the damage has already been done
i think i'd rather be here
with you

send me to my execution
hail of bullets, watch them fall
go ahead and burn my passion
twist the knife and watch it bleed

broken feelings, twisted reasons
bloody writings on the wall
go ahead and rip my heart out
hold on for dear life

kill all the lights in my head
i think they'll rip me to shreds
a spark, burn it out
let the static reign

and though you stumble
all the damage has already been done
i think i'd rather be here
with you

i know that i'm falling apart
i think i might rip my heart out
i don't think i'll last much longer
i think i might rip my heart out

you can't take this life
give it back to me
feel the hurt inside
when they set me free
cutting through the noise
crimson memory
i fall out of grace
better off this way

(let the static reign)
(let the static reign)
wake up
(let the static reign)
(let the static reign)
wake up

wake up

Static Reign

goodnight lavender — The Death of Us

The light behind your eyes starts fading
I can hear the sirens wailing
Someone, somewhere, come and save me
Crimson hands will soon enslave me
The static in my heart will fester
Save my soul before disaster
Buried in a bed of roses
I can't keep my heart from breaking

Drown in the choices that you've made
You'll scream as the feelings numb away

As the dealer of dreams leads you astray
The memories return to haunt you
As your shadow fades and keeps the light away
There's no choice, find your way back

Home is a feeling that you hate
Love is a poison that we've made

Draw your blade
Fight your faith

And I know it's far too late (too late)
And I know they'll spill our blood (your blood)

So drown in the choices that you've made
You'll scream as the feelings numb away

As the dealer of dreams leads you astray
The memories return to haunt you
As your shadow fades and keeps the light away
There's no choice, find your way back

Home is a feeling that you hate
Love is a poison that we've made

Take my heart, I'll give it to you
Now you own me, all I am
You said you would never leave me
I believed you, I believed
Take my hand, I'll give it to you
You're forever out of reach
Razor sharp teeth
I can't hear you

I tried, I tried
I tried, I tried

The Death of Us

goodnight lavender — Fallen Angels

In a bed of lies, I call your name
Drawn into a spell, I'm yours
Falling into light, a mark of shame
Buried in the dream, it's gone
Oh, oh

Don't look back
There's nothing left
It's make or break
Fake

Let it flood and wash away
Run from every heart you take
And will the sky return to gray
If I let your heart decay

If I let your heart decay

In a room of red, she turns to stone
Sinking in the stream, Icarus
Caught in ebb and flow, will you take me home?
A perpetual impulse

A ghost, a machine
The end of the dream
I'm stuck in between
I'm stuck in between

A ghost, a machine
The end of the dream
I'm stuck in between
I'm stuck in between

A ghost, a machine
The end of the dream
I'm stuck in between
I'm stuck in between

A ghost, a machine
The end of the dream
The end of the dream
The end of the dream

Wake up, wake up
Wake up, wake up

Let it flood and wash away
Run from every heart you take
And will the sky return to gray
If I let your heart decay
Is there nothing left to say?
Are things better if I stay?
And will the sky return to gray
If I let your heart decay

If I let your heart decay
If I let your heart decay

Fallen Angels

goodnight lavender — Hazard Pay

Say hello to the empire
Hear them break through the door
Drain you like a vampire, baby
And you'll be coming for more

Gimme some more
Gimme some more
Gimme some more
Gimme some gore

Oh, you've got a temper
We're coming for you

Say hello to the empire
The telephone's got a tap wire
Walk into the gunfire, baby
You fell in love with a vampire

Gimme some more
Gimme some more
Gimme some more
Gimme some gore

Natural selection
Natural selection

Hazard Pay

goodnight lavender — Breathe Today

I'm stuck in my room again, dreaming
Just the way it goes, it's not living
I'm wasting the days away sleeping
Always seeing the end in beginnings

Just breathe
You can live just a little
Just breathe
No lights, heavy metal
Just breathe
We're all meant for the devil
Don't leave
Wake up, little rebel

We're all meant for the devil
We're all meant for the devil

Been living through days without feeling
I give up the ghost, there's no meaning
Put my feet to the floor, the boards creaking
Is it all in my head, I can't breathe in

Just take your time
Take your time

I was just fine today
I was just fine today
I was just fine today
I was just fine today

Just breathe
You can live just a little
Just breathe
No lights, heavy metal
Just breathe
We're all meant for the devil
Don't leave
Wake up, little rebel

I'll give you everything
I hide under your skin
I won't regret a thing
I'll let myself in

breathe today

Breathe Today

goodnight lavender — Twentyseven

The taste of innocence
Still lingers on my tongue
No sense of imminence
Live fast and die young

I feel numb, I feel numb
I feel numb, I feel numb
I feel numb, I feel numb
I feel numb, I feel numb

The damage has been done
Escape myself
It's better to fade away
Than burn out

I'm miserable, miserable
Self destruction
It ain't livable, livable
Dark impulsion

I feel numb, I feel numb
I feel numb, I feel numb
I feel numb, I feel numb
I feel numb, take the gun

A quiet blissfulness
Tonight I come undone
I've grown so dissonant
This is my final song

I feel numb, I feel numb
I feel numb, I feel numb
I feel numb, I feel numb
I feel numb, I feel numb

Tomorrow I'll be cold
Erase myself
It's better to fade away
Than burn out

I'm miserable, miserable
Self destruction
It ain't livable, livable
Dark impulsion

I feel numb, I feel numb
I feel numb, I feel numb
I feel numb, I feel numb
I feel numb, take the gun

Oh, father
Oh, father
Oh, father
Oh, father
Oh, father
Oh, father
Oh, father
Oh, father

Twentyseven

goodnight lavender — It Ends With You...

A lie caught in my throat
A feeling that you loathe
Everything feels grey
A memory stowed away
I'm thrown into the fray
There is no antidote

I slip out of frame
And I can't breathe

I'm already dead
You hold the end
Buried in red, in red
The end of a dream

A lie, intertwined
As all is left behind
Dissolving all the same
The room starts to spin
It slowly pulls me in
Forever nothing

You can't take this life
Give it back to me
Feel the hurt inside
When they set me free
Cutting through the noise
Crimson memory
I fall out of grace
Better off this way

Fray from the light
Return to nothing
It all ends with you
In truth, my heart lies still

It Ends With You...

goodnight lavender — The Last Light

As my shadow dies and disappears
A lifelong dream you'll never see
What a shame, what a shame
Intertwined, you're gone

Will you see what you've done?
As you fade into light
Can't you see it's begun?
There's no end in sight

No goodbyes
Now and forever
Heartless
(Poisoned by the seeds you've sowed)

Cutting all ties
Losing your temper
Loveless
(Denied of the debt you owe)

So hide until you're dead, you're dead
So hide until you're dead, you're dead

As you faced your demise
Was I placed in your mind?
All I've graced was a lie
What a waste of time

Can you hear me now?
I'll never be the same
Can you feel the end?
The world is mine

And I fear I'll lose it all
And I fear it's not enough
Oh, drag me down and pull the plug

No goodbyes
Now and forever
Heartless
(Poisoned by the seeds you've sowed)

Cutting all ties
Losing your temper
Loveless
(Denied of the debt you owe)

So hide until you're dead, you're dead
So hide until you're dead, you're dead
So hide until you're dead, you're dead
So hide until you're dead, you're dead

The Last Light

goodnight lavender — Eclipse

Can't you hear them weeping?
Yearning for a dream
Infinitely reaching
Stuck between the seams

Can't you feel the calling?
Fleeting thoughts and fears
As our souls expire
Splitting from the stream

You've found your place, it's gone
Without a trace, move on
You've healed your heart before
It's far too late, you'll change

Eclipse

goodnight lavender — Absent Space

You never cared for friends
But you can play pretend
Another to adore
To make me feel once more
Yeah, yeah

Cause' I would crawl until the ends of earth, oh
The things I'd do for just one taste of you, oh

How sick have I become
Just to be someone
Oh, I can't see the end
Yeah, I can't, yeah, I can't, yeah, I can't
Oh, I can't, can't, can't

Cause' I would crawl until the ends of earth, oh
The things I'd do for just one taste of you, oh

Twenty million thoughts in my head
"Why'd you have to go and make me feel your pain in your stead"
Now I'm crawling on the floor and there is blood on my hands
Why'd you have to go and beat me when I'm already dead

Twenty million thoughts in my head
"Why'd you have to go and make me feel your pain in your stead"
Now I'm crawling on the floor and there is blood on my hands
Why'd you have to go and beat me when I'm already dead

Cause' I would crawl until the ends of earth, oh
The things I'd do for just one taste of you, oh
And I would write a thousand words for you, oh

Absent Space

goodnight lavender — Moonlight Requiem

Stare at the moon, you follow through
Razors pain you, your dream comes true

She said "Hold my hand", scraping me off the floor
Leave the ghosts outside, don't let them kill the light
She said "Don't let go", what are you hiding for?
Are we just young and dumb, fading into a lie

A darkened room, your time is due
In endless gloom, it ends with you

She said "Hold my hand", scraping me off the floor
Leave the ghosts outside, don't let them kill the light
And she said "Don't let go", what are you fighting for?
Are we just young and dumb, fading into a lie

So fire at will
But you'll never kill
What lingers inside
Believe me, I've tried
I'm drowning in pills
This room makes me ill
But you'll never kill
Yeah, you'll never

So don't look back, letting go of the fear
Lost in your starless eyes, bring me into the light
No, don't let go, trapped in a web of lies
And when your eyes have dried, tell them you'll win this time

Moonlight Requiem

goodnight lavender — Starless Eyes

Standing on a corner on a road just out of town
Flowers in her hands, oh, it was just like on the screen

A break in the silence, they go unnamed
Poisoned with violence like tears in the rain
No one remembers, no one remains

A break in the silence, they all look pained
I hear the sirens calling their names
Turning to embers, nothing remains

Making my way over I felt something take control
Pleading as I smother out the light behind her eyes

A break in the silence, they go unnamed
Poisoned with violence like tears in the rain
No one remembers, no one remains

A break in the silence, they all look pained
I hear the sirens calling their names
Turning to embers, nothing remains

But does anyone care?
Even a single prayer would do
But does anyone notice?
Oh, does anyone know this

I hate you

Starless Eyes

goodnight lavender — Kill the Witch

Everything
Well, everything is in it's place
Is this really happening?
Oh, no, no, no, I won't let go

Oh, I'm stained, unnamed
Bury me tonight
Oh, I'm blamed, disdained
Shotgun, it feels so right
And I feel it calling
Oh, I feel it calling
I feel it calling
I feel it calling

Nothing
Well, is there nothing I can do for you?
Everything is happening
So fast, so fast, so fast, so fast

Oh, I'm stained, unnamed
Bury me tonight
Oh, I'm blamed, disdained
Shotgun, it feels so right
And I feel it calling
Oh, I feel it calling
I feel it calling
I feel it calling

You say I'm always on your mind
But I see something in your eyes
Well, you say I'm always on your mind
Oh, how could I have been so blind?

I'm stained, unnamed
You buried me in red
Cause I'm stained, I'm stained
I'm stained, I'm stained

Kill the witch
Plastic bitch

I'm stained, unnamed
Bury me tonight
Oh, I'm blamed, disdained
Fuck you, and fuck your lies
And I feel it calling
I feel it calling
I feel it calling
I feel it calling
Ah, ah, ah, ah, ah

Kill the Witch

goodnight lavender — Airhead (ver. 2)

old and faded polaroids
were you real at all?
led astray by your memory
it brought me to your grave

so lost and i don't know how to air out these thoughts of mine
throughout this endless summer, all just to say goodbye
so lost and i don't know how to air out these thoughts of mine
throughout this endless summer, all just to say goodbye

the lights i've been chasing ever since then
we still reside under that same night sky
a memory bottled in a dream
will i ever be the same?
all just to say goodbye

lately i'm alone again
maybe there's something i can do?
led astray by your memory
it brought me to your grave

so lost and i don't know how to air out these thoughts of mine
throughout this endless summer, all just to say goodbye
so lost and i don't know how to air out these thoughts of mine
throughout this endless summer, but these hopes get lost to time

all just to say goodbye

look into my heart
hollow reflections
a whisper in the dark
empty-hearted lies
destined for the stars
a feeling that is ours
dreaming in july
all just to say goodbye

lately i can hear your voice
i guess there's something i could do
led astray by your memory
it brought me to your grave

Airhead (That Same Sky)

Nine Inch Nails - The Hand That Feeds (goodnight lavender Cover)

Check, check

You're keeping in step in the line
Got your chin held high and you feel just fine
'Cause you do what you're told
But inside your heart, it is black and it's hollow and it's cold

Just how deep do you believe?
Will you bite the hand that feeds?
Will you chew until it bleeds?
Can you get up off your knees?
Are you brave enough to see?
Do you wanna change it?

What if this whole crusade's a charade
And behind it all there's a price to be paid
For the blood which we dine
Justified in the name of the holy and the divine

Just how deep do you believe?
Will you bite the hand that feeds?
Will you chew until it bleeds?
Can you get up off your knees?
Are you brave enough to see?
Do you wanna change it?

So naïve
I keep holding on to what I wanna believe
I can see
But I keep holding on and on and on and on

Well, can you get up off your knees?
Can you see?
Can you see?

Will you bite the hand that feeds you?
Will you stay down on your knees?
Will you bite the hand that feeds you?
Will you stay down on your knees?
Will you bite the hand that feeds you?
Will you stay down on your knees?
Will you bite the hand that feeds you?
Will you stay down on your knees?

The Hand That Feeds

goodnight lavender — airhead
a part of “i hope that you never forget me.” LP

artwork by sakire:
twitter.com/sakanfish

lyrics

old and faded polaroids
were you real at all?
led astray by these memories
they brought me to your grave

so lost and i don't know how to
air out these thoughts of mine
throughout this endless summer
all just to say goodbye

so lost and i don't know how to
air out these thoughts of mine
throughout this endless summer
all just to say goodbye

all just to say goodbye

lately i'm alone again
maybe there's something i can do?
led astray by these memories
they brought me to your grave

so lost and i don't know how to
forget these thoughts of mine
rewind this endless summer
all just to say goodbye

so lost and i don't know how to
forget these thoughts of mine
rewind this endless summer
but these hopes get lost to time

all just to say goodbye

look into my heart
hollow reflections
nothing in my thoughts
empty-hearted smiles

though i know it's not my fault
that view still stuck in my head
now i'm singing the same songs
all just to say goodbye

lately i can't hear your voice
i guess there's something i could do
led astray by your memory
they brought me to your grave

airhead

goodnight lavender — something more
a part of “i hope that you never forget me.” LP

artwork by sakire:
twitter.com/sakanfish

lyrics

the pain in my heart
starts to unfold
do you feel what i feel?

so bright, that sight
i still recall
that fright, i might
cry tonight

every july, it's still cloudy
still i wonder, if i'll forget?
every july, it still haunts me
now i wonder, who you used to be

sometimes i feel
like i'm on my own
even by your side
longing for something more

sometimes i feel
like you're still right there
still by my side
longing for something more

something more
something more
something more

but i'm right here still next to you
the past is in the past
and the future holds your dreams
your dreams

push through and through and through and through and through and
through and through and through
you've got to let go

push through and through and through and through and through and
through and through and through
you've got to push through

something more

goodnight lavender & clayekea — reach
a part of “i hope that you never forget me.” LP

artwork by sakire:
twitter.com/sakanfish

@clayekea

lyrics

are you here with me?
though all i saw was the stories
thinking about what i don't believe
like the spirit i'll never see

though we'll never meet
i cannot stop thinking bout how i'd
finally set you free
let you finally part from me

i still think of you in my dreams
though we'll never meet
drowning in these thoughts

i still think of you in my dreams
longing for an ending
that you'll realize my thoughts

so why is it that i can't reach for you?
and why is it that you're so far from me?
so why is it that i can't feel your touch?
and why is it that you're so far away?

why do you linger, why do you stay?
it's been a long one for us today
what keeps you here from fading away

though time keeps moving, we still stay the same
stuck in my dreams, why do you stay
what keeps you here from moving on
from this place

i'll stay alive
alive, alive

i still think of you in my dreams
though we'll never meet
drowning in these thoughts

i still think of you in my dreams
longing for an ending
that you'll realize my thoughts

so why is it that i can't reach for you?
and why is it that you're so far from me?
so why is it that i can't feel your touch?
and why is it that you're so far away?

i really don't know
why won't you ever go?
we called this place home
as i look for your ghost
so why can't i let you go?

reach

reach w/ clayekea

goodnight lavender & bendel — starlight
a part of “afterstory.” LP

artwork by sakire:
twitter.com/sakanfish

@bendelofficial

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