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goodnight lavender — without a trace
a part of “i hope that you never forget me.” LP

artwork by sakire:
twitter.com/sakanfish

lyrics

everything was fine
until you came around
you took me off the ground
i was lost and now i'm found

searching day by day
for the thing you've left me with
you found me in the dark
and took me to the light

(i still think of you)
(in my dreams, my dreams)

and on the night before
you were my all
my final call

there's something in your eyes
you're yearning for
something more

i can't keep on waiting anymore
when every july i'm still here
reaching for an answer
struggling to break free

i can't keep on waiting anymore
when every july i'm still here
longing for your return
i'll try to reach a little more

following your steps
where did you go?
where's your shadow?

following your steps
it's just not fair
i'm sorry though

(i still think of you)
(in my dreams, my dreams)

and on the night before
i was alone
you're all i know

i wish i'd see your eyes
reflecting like
that starry sky

i can't keep on waiting anymore
when every july i'm still here
reaching for an answer
struggling to break free

i can't keep on waiting anymore
when every july i'm still here
longing for your return
i'll try to reach a little more

following your steps
where did you go?
where's your shadow?

following your steps
it's just not fair
i'm sorry though

so carry on, carry on
there's more than this, more than this
so carry on, carry on
you're not alone, not alone

i hope that you never forget me.

without a trace

stream

goodnight lavender — february sky
a part of “afterstory.” LP

artwork by sakire:
twitter.com/sakanfish

lyrics

there's no reason to carry on with this masquerade
as you carry the ending to this endless tragedy

i tried and i tried, but there was nothing left to hide
as i search for something more, i've got nothing to show for

you were the only one, but all is said and done
i dry my eyes again, will i remember you?

lately i'm alone again
you're out of range, but i tried to change
there's something in my heart again
i shed a tear, but does it help?

you were the only one, but all is said and done
i dry my eyes again, will i remember you?

an endless cycle, i'm in denial

cause i still dream of tomorrow
you were the only one, but all is said and done
all my dreams filled with sorrow
i dry my eyes again, to hide the pain inside

february sky

bandcamp

Weight

Push

distance

goodnight lavender — as the leaves turn red
a part of “star festival.” chapter one

artwork by sakire:
twitter.com/sakanfish

all the words i couldn't say
emotions die when you are near
this world i keep inside my head
a kiss goodbye to blur the line
a gaping wound that never heals
an open void inside my heart
i wish that i could disappear
i'll close my eyes and face the fears
silently

if i close my eyes tonight
would i disappear?
when i'm by myself again
will you disappear?

so many things i know nothing about
talking to your voice in my head
i see your eyes and my heart fills with doubt
oh, did i even know you at all?

your shadow on my skin
a feeling from within
my heart will die again
don't leave here alone
oh, you will never know
why i couldn't go
this feeling i can't show
why can't i let you go

if i close my eyes tonight
would i disappear?
when i'm by myself again
will you disappear?
i'll close my eyes tonight
as the leaves turn red
i'll close my eyes tonight
and i'd rather be dead

i'd rather be dead
i'd rather be dead

as the leaves turn red

232323 +tekea

starting over

will probably delete lol
https://soundcloud.com/m2ntal/confession
@resolve1k

confession

everything comforting

This year, I’ve lost a lot of people who I used to call my friends.  The type of friends you’d hang out with for years on end and the ones that you could trust with everything you had.   At times it was hard to sleep at night and I would find myself still awake at 6 o’ clock in the morning thinking about it.  Since then, I've moved on while connecting with people that actually care about my well being.  Big thank you to JUE for the enormous help on this one and arid for such an amazing ft.

prod. me & jue,
spotify & other links: 
https://songwhip.com/bento5/the-reaper

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Lyrics:

(Bento)
I cut deep
You know me
Can’t see through all these boundaries

Don’t tell me
girl maybe
Why we've grown distant lately

Cold nights and I can't let you leave me
Lowlights but I'm scared that you'll see it again
Hold tight but I can’t seem to keep her
She stole my heart now I'm calling the reaper

(arid)
It all went into my head and I ain’t even notice
I try to make you tell me why but you still wouldn't show it 
I know I left it all behind but I still keep it going
I keep it going I wish that I could hold it now 
You’re  taking all of my time don't think I’ll be alright 
Yeah I had to rewrite 
Over again yeah until the end 
I try to pretend oh it's not what I intend

(Bento) X2
I cut deep
You know me
Can’t see through all these boundaries

Don’t tell me
girl maybe
Why we've grown distant lately

Cold nights and I can't let you leave me
Lowlights but I'm scared that you'll see it again
Hold tight but I can’t seem to keep her
She stole my heart now I'm calling the reaper

You cannot save me
I'm still lonely

Stream

The Reaper (ft. arid)(Bento + JUE)

Fairyland

Peachy World

In this darkness (Jersey Club)

Limbx :
@limbxo
www.instagram.com/rezamgstr/
SlushSoPretty :
@rvb666
https://www.instagram.com/slushsopretty/
Ajixxx :
https://www.instagram.com/resikokunci/
Lyric :
[limbx]
can you stop wasting my time and tell me what you need?
oh baby, honestly i never wanted you to leave
but all the lies from you have always been deceiving me
oh now your poison in my system and it's killing me
you got me anxious, ruining my canvas
already gave you a lot of chances
but you went and burn it all like it don't even happen
up all night, tryna find an answer
and i see your face when i look up to the sky
and i need more time just to get you out of my mind
leave it all behind, hide it all under the ground
up all night, tryna find an answer

[slushsopretty]
up all night tryna find you an answer
but you spared me no time just to listen
but i don't mind
all that shit don't even matter 
i'm falling way too deep so i know it's my fault
waiting for all the wounds to heal into scars
when the minutes turns to hours or my heartbeat stops
just know i did it all for you
for you that i put all in the past now
put all in the past now
your love make me nauseous
don't give me advice now
girl you think you flawless
i don't wanna hear you tell me-
list all of my faults
when all you do is complain
enough dissin' all of my efforts
you don't think you ever hurt my feelings
what kind of thoughts do you have on your head?
do you ever think of me even just for a minute?
every second getting older
wasting all that time with you

[ajixxx]
turning the lights off cause i'll fight with my mind
i bring all the demons to roll with
all lies and the falsehood you gave me
makes me ruined, its a shoo-in, oh
the day when you called, said you're waiting so long
and tryna proof that you ain't wrong
i know it's just a bluff from you to see me and cuff me, oh girl
now i'm closing myself
i'll leave it all behind
i know you will be lonely
you don't need to be worry
i know you'll find another me on somebody else
you need to know how to behave,
don't make him disenchanted
or this thing could be uncounted
i want you to stop bring a disease
and broke someone into pieces, yeah
now let me here alone, all alone, all alone

Haxsews & Limbx - Disenchanted (Acoustic Ver.) ft. SlushSoPretty, ajixxx

ally anthem (Pride 2024)

TH3 M34N1NG !!

goodnight lavender & clayekea — reach
a part of “i hope that you never forget me.” LP

artwork by sakire:
twitter.com/sakanfish

@clayekea

lyrics

are you here with me?
though all i saw was the stories
thinking about what i don't believe
like the spirit i'll never see

though we'll never meet
i cannot stop thinking bout how i'd
finally set you free
let you finally part from me

i still think of you in my dreams
though we'll never meet
drowning in these thoughts

i still think of you in my dreams
longing for an ending
that you'll realize my thoughts

so why is it that i can't reach for you?
and why is it that you're so far from me?
so why is it that i can't feel your touch?
and why is it that you're so far away?

why do you linger, why do you stay?
it's been a long one for us today
what keeps you here from fading away

though time keeps moving, we still stay the same
stuck in my dreams, why do you stay
what keeps you here from moving on
from this place

i'll stay alive
alive, alive

i still think of you in my dreams
though we'll never meet
drowning in these thoughts

i still think of you in my dreams
longing for an ending
that you'll realize my thoughts

so why is it that i can't reach for you?
and why is it that you're so far from me?
so why is it that i can't feel your touch?
and why is it that you're so far away?

i really don't know
why won't you ever go?
we called this place home
as i look for your ghost
so why can't i let you go?

reach

reach w/ clayekea

he//him
#balls #codm #game #peler #anjing

as the leaves turn red

goodnight lavender

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