x7kami Mallita

232323 +tekea

will probably delete lol
https://soundcloud.com/m2ntal/confession
@resolve1k

confession

First EP single!!!
1/? - 95

video ~ https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=4_MLzfLX_9I

- 
Where am I running to?
Im so confused
My mind is so stuck
Please...
Wake me up

I just want to make real 
The madness I created in my head
Just... 
And thus
Maybe I can rest

I look so weak 
Looking for something so empty
No matter the way
It's always the same
And I told myself
"How can you stand?"

Lost once again 
Emotions in phase
Tired steps 
Thoughts bothering me again
This pain has me so dazed

Daze

daze

Fairyland

Peachy World

goodnight lavender — crossfire

let me out through the backdoor
am i all that you've hoped for?
got you caught in the crossfire
to rid my heart of desire, yeah

i thought you were everything
the silence is deafening
just pull me out of the clouds
and fill my heart with misery

what we had wasn't special
you're just so superficial
i've been dreaming for so long
another fucking love song, yeah

i thought you were everything
the silence is deafening
just get me out of my clothes
and bring me back to the shadows
(i'll give you everything)

i caught your heart in the crossfire
(god knows i tried)
i caught your heart in the crossfire
i caught your heart in the crossfire
(our hearts collide)
i caught your heart in the crossfire

i'm hanging on by a thread
she brought me straight to her bed
secrets i hold in my head
i think that you've been misled

but i tried
(i tried)
i can't hide
(can't hide)
and inside
(inside)
i'm mortified

i gave you everything

Crossfire

Much thanks to Yenzzi for making this happen and of course Flixamon never fails to deliver <3

Listen on Spotify : 
https://open.spotify.com/track/1L4n88HNWt2wFgjv0oZVNE?si=305c81cabc904517

Yenzzi :
@user-175409741
https://open.spotify.com/artist/2rM1VUuELtmgcsXs0Wfk5p
@Flixamon


https://www.instagram.com/ali_alkazrji/

Unbound w/Yenzzi (ft. Flixamon)

2023-06-23 - 2023-06-26
created during Silkenwood's Sleepover 4 event


https://www.soundcloud.com/decoy-ankle/blue-skies-solo-writing

Blue skies

In this darkness (Jersey Club)

lambent
----
Lyrics:
I found light in your reflection
your star aligned in the moonwake

Lost in your twilight
Bayed across skylines
Thought i was searching for an answer to this
Rivers to oceans
Bathed in exception
I’ve never seen a light like this

(Seeing You)

In moonwake
A lambent glow
A question asked and answered
What does it mean to feel love?

Lost in your twilight
Bayed across skylines
Thought i was searching for an answer to this
Rivers to oceans
Bathed in exception
I’ve never seen a light like this

(Seeing You)

---
additional production @paarkdtc
additional vocals @snow_chant

Moonwake

>>> hold me, hold me close
>>> and don't let go

the first single from my upcoming album !!

cover design by Romeo Gilbert - https://twitter.com/logosbyromeo
abstract by ginko - https://twitter.com/gnkobiloba
character art by me

TEDDY BEAR

goodnight lavender — nameless monster

the day you came upon me i reflected on my choices
falling into dark, it's smothering me
for just one second i felt whole
changed the color of my soul

running from the truth that's hiding
deep within the darkness of your
eyes
eyes

i can't hear the voices
i can't kill the ghost of you
as silence destroys us
and every night i lie awake

if there is any purpose left to find i think i'll shove it
underneath your skin, clipped your dirty wings
you steal my oxygen away
leave my affairs in disarray

i hear you calling, you're calling
i'm falling, i'm falling

i can't hear the voices
i can't kill the ghost of you
as silence destroys us
and every night i lie awake
i can't stop the voices
i can't get too close to you
as violence destroys us
let's see how much more i can take

we kiss eachother one last time
and sing a song that's halfway mine
for just a second i felt whole
you changed the color of my soul

i'm falling
(a lie to angelize)
i'm falling
(a soul is fragmentized)
i'm falling
(as i am canonized)
i'm falling
(who will you vandalize?)

i can't hear the voices
i can't kill the ghost of you
i'm falling to pieces
and every night i lie awake
as silence destroys us
and i kill a part of you
surrounded by roses
but every night i'm wide awake

Nameless Monster

so unlike me

one with @xavimakesmusic
more stuff soon, cheers!

Overflow [w/Xavi]

this track is one of my favorites, we started it when Seth came to visit in April, hope you enjoy it.

https://open.spotify.com/track/3T5RPQxrcoTNp1YpeJj3vW?si=3c53d63596584169

@adxymusic
twitter.com/ADXYmusic
soundcloud.com/adxymusic/

www.Instagram.com/ali_alkazrji

Ali & ADXY - Drowning Sorrows

album art by dossy <3

Follow dossyx: 
https://twitter.com/dossyxmusic
https://soundcloud.com/dossyx
https://open.spotify.com/artist/28XlUtvOPiT96u72mJftyS 

Follow SILKENWOOD: 
https://twitter.com/WEARESILKENWOOD
https://www.instagram.com/wearesilkenwood/
https://soundcloud.com/wearesilkenwood

Also, big thanks to @overblur for recording the rhythm guitar 💚


Lyrics (written by dossy):

apathy towards the truth i
dont think you care if it isn't bout you
you make me hate every moment
even the ones cherish
no
more of this
sweet condensed brutality
cus you know when you do it like that
i feel powerless

DONT MAKE IT ABOUT YOU
SQUEEZE THE TRUTH TILL YOU MAKE IT
EVERYTHING HOW YOU WANT IT TO BE
DONT YOU LIE TO YOURSELF 
CUS YOU DONT REALLY GIVE A DAMN ABOUT ME

YOU HATE THAT ABOUT YOU
IT FEELS BETTER WHEN YOU FAKE IT
EVERYTHING HOW YOU WANT IT TO BE
DONT YOU LIE TO YOURSELF 
CUS YOU DONT REALLY GIVE A DAMN ABOUT ME

take a moment to breathe
cus everything is going fast and i dont know how to sleep 
under the pressure
make it last cus i cant do forevers
i cant do togethers
not when im with you because it feels like its a never
ending
not a happily ever after but that's not what im after
after everything that you just made me do

and i deserve to be more than another chapter
but now my pages are just covered with the stain of your coffee
what a shame

DONT MAKE IT ABOUT YOU
SQUEEZE THE TRUTH TILL YOU MAKE IT
EVERYTHING HOW YOU WANT IT TO BE
DONT YOU LIE TO YOURSELF 
CUS YOU DONT REALLY GIVE A DAMN ABOUT ME

YOU HATE THAT ABOUT YOU
IT FEELS BETTER WHEN YOU FAKE IT
EVERYTHING HOW YOU WANT IT TO BE
DONT YOU LIE TO YOURSELF 
CUS YOU DONT REALLY GIVE A DAMN ABOUT ME

YOU DON'T REALLY GIVE A DAMN ABOUT ME
(don't you lie to yourself)

lying to yourself (feat. dossyx)

Limbx :
@limbxo
www.instagram.com/rezamgstr/
SlushSoPretty :
@rvb666
https://www.instagram.com/slushsopretty/
Ajixxx :
https://www.instagram.com/resikokunci/
Lyric :
[limbx]
can you stop wasting my time and tell me what you need?
oh baby, honestly i never wanted you to leave
but all the lies from you have always been deceiving me
oh now your poison in my system and it's killing me
you got me anxious, ruining my canvas
already gave you a lot of chances
but you went and burn it all like it don't even happen
up all night, tryna find an answer
and i see your face when i look up to the sky
and i need more time just to get you out of my mind
leave it all behind, hide it all under the ground
up all night, tryna find an answer

[slushsopretty]
up all night tryna find you an answer
but you spared me no time just to listen
but i don't mind
all that shit don't even matter 
i'm falling way too deep so i know it's my fault
waiting for all the wounds to heal into scars
when the minutes turns to hours or my heartbeat stops
just know i did it all for you
for you that i put all in the past now
put all in the past now
your love make me nauseous
don't give me advice now
girl you think you flawless
i don't wanna hear you tell me-
list all of my faults
when all you do is complain
enough dissin' all of my efforts
you don't think you ever hurt my feelings
what kind of thoughts do you have on your head?
do you ever think of me even just for a minute?
every second getting older
wasting all that time with you

[ajixxx]
turning the lights off cause i'll fight with my mind
i bring all the demons to roll with
all lies and the falsehood you gave me
makes me ruined, its a shoo-in, oh
the day when you called, said you're waiting so long
and tryna proof that you ain't wrong
i know it's just a bluff from you to see me and cuff me, oh girl
now i'm closing myself
i'll leave it all behind
i know you will be lonely
you don't need to be worry
i know you'll find another me on somebody else
you need to know how to behave,
don't make him disenchanted
or this thing could be uncounted
i want you to stop bring a disease
and broke someone into pieces, yeah
now let me here alone, all alone, all alone

Haxsews & Limbx - Disenchanted (Acoustic Ver.) ft. SlushSoPretty, ajixxx

he//him
#balls #codm #game #peler #anjing

Nameless Monster

goodnight lavender

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