The Story Thus Far

~ discography ~

Collabs

~ songs i've worked on with other people ~

~ collaborations ~

goop house song!!

collab szn

prod. natureplayer + indigo smith oles (https://indigosmitholes.bandcamp.com)

lyrics:

(indigo)
tried to be the person i talk about in my sleep
but i still couldn't sleep at night
contradiction folds in, no hands left to hold the sun 
time passed me right by 
reinvent the obvious spokes of vicious cycles and 
hope the snow can hold you in this fire
repurpose your maladaptive cognitive devices as art for the lowest buyer

bought and sold, bought and sold
bought and sold, bought and sold

(natureplayer)
forgot about the deals i made with the devil
and it's too late to renegotiate
i been stayin trapped in the meta makin art about it
placate my faith and disassociate

comfort without sunlight, get into a dumb fight
string it out and i might be clear enough in hindsight
can i pull it off? not quite
it's a knife into a gunfight
i miss the target outright

but at least the stage fright fades away into the mist
what do i really see through my eyes
glimpse of a shimmer in the distance
i'll do my best to ruin the surprise

(both, then indigo)
bought and sold, bought and sold
bought and sold, bought and sold

bought n sold (w/ indigo smith oles)

natureplayer, Jsilver, nshvll - bloons

from the 3hr @ih8bleachh make up yr mind remix battle







LYRICS

(pre-chorus)
slow down
you’re talkin way too fast now
jus relax 
take a second
before you pass out
what u mad about?
oh you hate me now?
(huh)
well in the end we jus gon laugh about it.

(chorus)
would u jus make your mind up?
wish i could rewind 
back and forth u jus can’t decide 
why wasting all my time ? x2

(verse)
can’t pick up the phone, jus can’t find the words
scared of what you’ll say, probably make it worse 
i spent far too long jus looking for the answers,
what went wrong?
finally realized that shit jus never mattered all along.
leave all that shit in the past , uh
no it’s not easy to grasp,
head spinning - i gotta relax
feel like i’m gonna crash , yeah
really, there’s no going back now 
i mean it, it’s all that i have now
you’ll see it one day that’s a fact

would u just make ur mind up?
would u just make ur mind up?
would u just make ur mind up?
would u just make ur mind up?

can’t make my fuckin mind up 
trying to get everything lined up
my good luck is winding down
it’s as fine a time as I’ll ever have to shine
I’m wound up askin where is my mind?
am I at the top of a building that’s blowin up?
I’m a dog sayin its fine
im fuckin up but at least I’m dressed to the nines 
from the outside I’m a mine in a box locked from the inside

(prechorus)
(chorus)

would u just make ur mind up?
can't make up my mind
would u just make ur mind up?
can't make up my mind
would u just make ur mind up?
can't make up my mind
would u just make ur mind up?
can't make up my mind

bleachh - make yr mind up (natureplayer remix)

in this house we goop idk never listened to it before

arcuti, natureplayer - audience

Godtierfeer, Natureplayer, Nachi, Machima, Gorgi, Deltacommagreen - 909s & Hard Break

'as we once were', the 2nd album by Inflake

555 (i see things clearly now) [with nshvll]

@oncill @maae-ko @eva-nge-line @nshvllmusic @ridoy @clothespin_music

13 writers putting pen to paper, 65 musicians composing pieces inspired by their writing, and 26 visual artists tying everything together with a cover illustration. From April 23rd to May 13th, 2023, these 104 creatives came together with one goal: to tell a story. The result amounted to thirteen beautiful tracks, rich with emotion, excitement, and wonder.

Stories take on infinitely many forms. A child's drawing. A home-cooked meal. A recount of the day given by someone returning home to their spouse. They do not have to be written, nor spoken with any amount of poetry or decorative language; they simply exist. Here's to the stories we tell. Whether written, drawn, or sang, whether a fantastic fable or a solemn look into the human experience, they all carry weight. We have no greater obligation than to simply tell them in whatever way we know how. 

All proceeds from Storybook: Chapter 2 will be donated to Active Minds, an organization supporting mental health awareness and education for young adults. 

Active Minds: https://www.activeminds.org/
FORM: https://artbyform.com/
Cover by dove_xiii & Choco: https://twitter.com/dove_xiii, http://twitter.com/chocographix
Story by FYTR: https://twitter.com/potassiumlovers
Read the full story: https://storybook2.artbyform.com/

[Verse 1: lillybug]
You want to be the savior of the damned
To heal the wounds deep within this broken land
Can you see past all your faults through your vengeful lens
There’s a reason that you fail over and over again

[Chorus 1: Evangeline and Oncill]
Hover in the centre of a hole
Holder of the new age sword, inner shifting form
Ever-changing
Haldur waning
Ever-changing
Heart awaiting

[Verse 2: Evangeline and Oncill]
You act like you’ve got the weight of the world on your hands
But it’s not that hard, not that hard, no
The sword you speak to and the fight on broken land
Can you attest to all that you said?
Marionette with tangled strings
Will you wrap back around into me
It’s not that hard, not that hard, no
(Angel in the centrefold)
It’s not that hard, not that hard, no
(Angel in the centrefold)

[Bridge: nshvll]
For the lie I take with me
All I’ve done was be there for you
Now it's done

[Chorus 2: lillybug, Evangeline, Oncill]
(In the centre of a hole
Of the new age sword, inner shifting form)
(Drop your hands and Take my hands and
Take your marks and Pierce the land in)
(when you find yourself back here
I'll be waiting, I'll be waiting)

View/Download/Stream

Oncill, lillybug, Evangeline, nshvll, ridoy & clothespin. - Journey Across The Mountain

-Alow
@alowofficial
https://open.spotify.com/artist/7lQNJ3exR2Q1QVjPATyyzW?si=0aMt_92rQjeUkeW7hrMmvw

[lý]
@ly_is_music
https://open.spotify.com/artist/7CkrIbgqT6QaeVOP0tUYZZ?si=udiAZskFRKeYlLk7pCgAdQ

aephyn
@heyaephyn 
https://open.spotify.com/artist/6wBZgfO8VgAQoLgaVs347e?si=UtLdGHl-TD2gVHP2MFaDbA

captiive 
@snowstormbass 
https://open.spotify.com/artist/0Sg2wke9WuOCLSIR0EjLhC?si=DSNqVB3GQ--v_7Ki5PnDIw

Chalbért
@chalbert-official
https://open.spotify.com/artist/4FT9BEb9pme1bdYx4PkBAl?si=gdBcMkGKSkmBkra2ns2q5Q

euphorian
@iameuphorian 
https://open.spotify.com/artist/5tJLTMFKacE45vOMiX0sSN?si=HyENBSuwRH6gWzMrAKxa0A
https://twitter.com/iameuphorian
https://instagram.com/iameuphorian

flareinthesky!
@flareinthesky 
https://open.spotify.com/artist/2QuBxbF3XTU8hUQquSOxdM?si=j1G0ym3aQDi_WsCZdgd9dw

jhl
@jhlofficixl 
https://open.spotify.com/artist/6IX7He83XWRn8L0Y8Worte?si=4Ftfx7H7S-2z8l1Y_6aGtQ

kuatari
@kuatari
https://open.spotify.com/artist/6H7jlTuWnCsx4UIH8xuBx0?si=dkgWM3VoTvesIsIUz5HMlg

lillybug
@maae-ko
https://open.spotify.com/artist/4E2TcTjE4vNGZ8eNtMzQ7U?si=dPDY3kcNStGqEGtyUbX6Pg

nshvll
@nshvllmusic 
https://open.spotify.com/artist/5OCs1gGF0klSFBioSPr0Fp?si=N7UvjFBtRxuH6A6y46VUew

papa meelo
@theycallmemeelo 
https://open.spotify.com/artist/5oIMJottkowGnLHSC2tkch?si=nU--0VogT46epT8XSflOxA

T.K.A
@t_k_a 
https://open.spotify.com/artist/71fimNsMJq5SBVPOvFBL7L?si=L9UpwVGDQw6Sbgunsqi_6g

What the PUP!
@whatthepup 
https://open.spotify.com/artist/1Uti1MlTR0fRL0u0vI6zl9?si=6Sj-0t7SSIynytTdKAlI9w

yanky
@yyankyyy

Lyrics:

dust
im just a speck to everyone else
ive had enough
if you could see me you would know i need help

oh please give me something to believe in
oh please dont tell me theres no hope
im tired of living underneath and
all i ask for is some repose

and i fly away
im leaving a trail of feathers on my wake
i feel inviolable
i know when you're not around
i know if you'll make a sound here

and i fly away
im leaving a trail of feathers on my wake
i feel inviolable
i know when you're not around
i know if you'll make a sound here

Take a breath and relax
Take a moment to yourself
Watch the flowers as they blossom
And cherish your own health

Let gravity take over
From all that transpired
Take your time
And you
You'll go

It’s all just fallen leaves and petrichor yeah
I’m left with nothing yet i dont come crawling back for more yeah
Its so exhausting feeling constantly like not enough
Caught in oblivion, fall back i get left in the dust
Its my mistake i shouldve never gotten comfortable
Pray that the stars align and hope i gain back all control
If you could stay for a second
And save my time
I could catch my breath
And believe im fine

Just uncover the leaves and bramble
dirt under my finger tips
God i wish it were that easy
you told me id be safe 
Sing a swan song and hope she hears you
a rover on a sinking ship
I swear im trying please believe me
yet to lose his candle's flame

Wild animal 
Caught in natures stride
Ill go rabid on sight
You cant run nor hide

You cant escape much longer
Dont try to fly away

and i pray for love
all i've done
i pray for you
all you are

chordata - animalia

our song for @artbyform's all nighter vol. 8. we sadly did not get in, but we wanted to release it either way, so we hope you like it <33

ali
https://soundcloud.com/iamalimusic1
https://www.instagram.com/ali_alkazrji/
https://twitter.com/ali_alkazrji
https://open.spotify.com/artist/2p6NsR6YwNYPI7Wf2ll4d0

nshvll
https://soundcloud.com/nshvllmusic
https://instagram.com/nshvllmusic
https://twitter.com/nshvllmusic
https://www.youtube.com/c/nshvllmusic
https://nshvll.bandcamp.com/music
https://open.spotify.com/artist/5OCs1gGF0klSFBioSPr0Fp

echoed
https://soundcloud.com/itsechoed
https://www.instagram.com/echoed.music/
https://twitter.com/shyboyevan
https://musicfromechoed.bandcamp.com/
https://open.spotify.com/artist/03vKh3Df2bOM28nZx0sEOW

-alow
https://soundcloud.com/alowofficial
https://www.instagram.com/alow_official_/
https://twitter.com/Alow_Official
https://open.spotify.com/artist/7lQNJ3exR2Q1QVjPATyyzW

adxy
https://soundcloud.com/adxymusic
https://twitter.com/ADXYmusic
https://www.youtube.com/channel/UCp13JSB84TMN2shoAu-nfjA
https://adxy.bandcamp.com/
https://open.spotify.com/artist/4ZIzHTFDGCTwIM7eNmnYBq

flixamon
https://soundcloud.com/flixamon
https://twitter.com/flixamon
https://www.youtube.com/Flixamon
https://open.spotify.com/artist/4wvB2QMY95dHRGKHYCbYGF

reeka
https://soundcloud.com/thisisreeka
https://www.instagram.com/thisisreeka/
https://twitter.com/thisisreeka
https://open.spotify.com/artist/4ZJcoCZnmBVWbNlw2AAZR7

small house in spain
https://soundcloud.com/smallhouseinspain
https://www.instagram.com/smallhouseinspain/
https://twitter.com/smallhousespain
https://open.spotify.com/artist/01LlC2Jl3vftvXbVH3zDSq

into yesterday

I hope you enjoy this one as much as we did

https://open.spotify.com/track/2nJjO2sa3dg5zeSfQmKmAl?si=c6b24b15c0294ff7
https://music.apple.com/us/album/to-hear-your-voice-feat-reeka/1720048450?i=1720048452

echoed.
@itsechoed
open.spotify.com/artist/03vKh3Df2…edSjeYxtJjSQntIQ
twitter.com/shyboyevan
instagram.com/echoed.music

nshvll
@nshvllmusic
instagram.com/nshvllmusic
twitter.com/nshvllmusic
www.youtube.com/c/nshvllmusic
nshvll.bandcamp.com/music
open.spotify.com/artist/5OCs1gGF0klSFBioSPr0Fp

reeka
@thisisreeka
www.instagram.com/thisisreeka/

Ali, echoed. & nshvll - to hear your voice (ft. reeka)

I asked if i can make this he was like bet so i did lol

All nighter is a CHARITY event hosted by artbyform where you have 24 hours to make a track...

bh - better off (Jsilver remix)

This could be a Memory that we later consider delightful.

Memories

Missed Calls

my first live set

oh boy

track list:
intro
100 gecs - ringtone (p.h.f remix)
Charli XCX - claws (LVPS remix) x some sample that sounded cool at the time
bh - growth 
Sebastian6- 2020 (the woods)
Brock Hampton - 1999 wildfire x are u that somebody (underscores remix)
fromtheheart - 5t4ytru (Jsilver Drum and Run remix) [unreleased] 
clearlew - expression x ClariS - irony (Porter Robinson edit)
Jsilver - Missed Calls
rustie - Big Catzz (Porter Robinson edit)
Underscores - meme (xXX_wnakīss_ÜXXx)
torr - my sleep paralysis demon
Fromtheheart - MIDWESTEMO2
madeon x Porter Robinson - home (huntroxic's shelter live remake)
shawn wasabi - Tokyo tea
Jsilver - memories
Circuit hour - LOVE x Underscores - set you off (365)
summet - 2pm
internet shit post 




Jsilver @festopia after party 2020

bh - Staring At The Ceiling (Jsilver Remix)

Legacies (outro//entry 3) [feat. Maddie Huwe]

I apparently do pop now lol

this is my best transcript of the lyrics imma double check they might get changed 

lyrics:
I do not want to go that way
all these people say they do not love my style and that's ok
I just wanna live rightfully 
maybe then I'll give my song a tune to
but I know its hard for us to live
but I don't want to fall down and trip
maybe we can find something we'll kiss about
about
take my word for it
we'll be something if we try our hardest
I've been hurt like shit
and I don't know how to recover from it
tell your friends that we both cry and sing 
at the side of your bed
but I'm so lost 
it feels like it was made up in my head 
but why
do you tell me honestly
but why (why)
can we never be

Together (w/ Hovis)

From ambient vibes to noise trap

ONWARDS final album is Everything

one last hoo-rah for the family as we bring this project to an end. THANKS for all the support even through our many changes in management!! Hopefully like the legend of the phoenix something amazing will be born from the collective's ashes, be it in our members personal projects or something bigger what ever the future holds we are happy to be apart of the journey getting there. <3
-ONWARD management

Jsilver & Isonant - JACKET!

We participated in a  24 hour charity event it was sooo fun

Haven - Single

Jsilver & Mockingbird - Haven (anv6)

when the

https://soundcloud.com/100gecsbiggestfan https://soundcloud.com/epic-labs https://soundcloud.com/djnyanarchy https://soundcloud.com/jsilvxr https://soundcloud.com/mockingbirdofficial

KILLiNG ME

the goop house is a community of musicians where everyone has a week to make a song a based on a piece of cover art. 

founder: @c4_tboy ♫

natureplayer, Jsilver, nshvll - bloons

GOOP HOUSE