Daily Drops

wintry synth-pop

go stream the album: ffm.to/limina
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'in medias res'

introooo

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the news dropped, and i’m blocked from the inside.
sitting in pitch black just waiting for myself to cry-
why does it feel too easy putting on a smile?
it ain’t like the movies - no sad music, just pure silence now.

it’s like i split in two and they see one of me!
how selfish i am to share the load...
gone too soon, an utmost tragedy.
it’s better if nobody knows, i’ll deal the fatal blow.
don’t let them see or i’ll weep the whole world over,
cos maybe then they’ll let me fucking breathe.

i need to see what’s wrong with me.
my hearts slow, but i’m breathing too fast
the world’s in the wrong place, feeling no type of way
can't help but keep losing my trust, and i’ll leave myself in the dust
yeah, we’ll put it all down to fate - surely i’ll see better days...

call myself an actor, they say it’s nothing to cry about.
now i seem way more mild-mannered, the smile is lost but not yet found.
it’s like i skip two steps then go back three, normal emotions aren’t my thing, you see :(
anything i’d do to get out! get me out!
it’s a fucking ghost town, the busiest around...
these thoughts that run past meeee, can’t help but let them keep me down.
 
it’s like i split in two and they see one of me!
how selfish i am to share the load...
gone too soon, an utmost tragedy.
it’s better if nobody knows, i’ll deal the fatal blow.
don’t let them see or i’ll weep the whole world over,
cos maybe then they’ll let me FUCKING BREATHE AHHHH-

dwell in the silence and it's crippling
dwell in the silence and it's crippling
dwell in the silence and it's crippling

i need to see what’s wrong with me.
my hearts slow, but i’m breathing too fast
the world’s in the wrong place, feeling no type of way
can't help but keep losing my trust, and i’ll leave myself in the dust
yeah, we’ll put it all down to fate - surely i’ll see better days...

written a while ago, but it hits harder now.

limina

silence

stream the mf song

@odece

feel like i didn't think this through
guess there wont be no me and you
i know its wrong i always knew
i still wished you would <3 me too

i dont wanna let go, just let me hold on to you
just let me show you what i mean
and maybe you'll like it, maybe you'll be excited
fuck
what am i doing, feel like i ruin everything we have
i just can't get you out my head
im such a mess, i'm so obsessed with you ._.

heart <3 me「odece」

are you sleeping alone again?

a day in the simulation w/ love jai + jomie (king theta)

#bornforlorn
https://www.instagram.com/5drae

lyrics:
(me)

chorus:

beat his ass with a crowbar
you won’t go far
see the dot on my chop
like a sonar
push me to the edge
ask em how his bones are
all my shooters got them hacks
they some all stars

verse:

yea the barrel has a laser beam
life is not what it seems
all my friends
plot on me
murder to the first degree
living in a wasteland
stepping out my house
keep a strap in my waistband

im so different
leave that boy heavensent
livin in purgatory
cuz these thoughts never end
look into my eyes
bitch i feel malevolent 
im the fuckin revenant
they say it’s irrelevant 

chorus x2:

beat his ass with a crowbar
you won’t go far
see the dot on my chop
like a sonar
push me to the edge
ask em how his bones are
all my shooters got them hacks
they some all stars

verse:

triple 5 terrorists
we always stayed equipped 
bitch i pop another script
m4 keep a 556
see you on my block
tax you like a fuckin bitch
rob ya drugs
have em shipped
all these pieces gettin
stripped

yea im
jumpin out
this CZ gunna rip n dip
fuck a hoe 
she let it slip
bands on me
she spendin it
raf simons 
sneakers bitch
my life is like a movie
shit like project x
your life got me snoozing

chorus:

beat his ass with a crowbar
you won’t go far
see the dot on my chop
like a sonar
push me to the edge
ask em how his bones are
all my shooters got them hacks
they some all stars

insta

SONAR (prod. tenoji)

@55depths
prod. me.

lyrics:
are you happy?
"not at the moment" she said
it lingers on and on
like a gun to her head
passing, like i'm the last in the room
drinking just enough to rid the taste of you

and this is how it starts
(the way you pull me down)
the way we fall apart
(but you don't make a sound)
you should have known it's hard
(oh babe, you pull me down)
i'm drowning in the dark
(i'm drowning in the dark)

so save me
i'm caught on the edge
alone with the dread
get out of my head
can you blame me
i wish i were dead
alone here again
i guess it's the end

fall into this game with you
you're nothing like my memory
can't undo the way you do
the things lead to an ending
i'm running through a list
and checking all the boxes
and sinking through again
like chasing golden foxes
i'm going through with it
i'm running out of options
no second chances
i'm forgetting what it costed

so save me
i'm caught on the edge
alone with the dread
get out of my head
can you blame me
i wish i were dead
alone here again
i guess it's the end

spotify

drowning in the dark

2023 we goin up fr (spotify: https://open.spotify.com/track/5bA9xEK1E9WFGSHlTEApup?si=qgrJFN8FSLy0IL8C3L1Jtw)
@1crusafix
@mycorpsebridee

@terastic :
i be gettin bread ya
i cant be upse-e-et
cant get outta bed but i gotta count my checks ya
shots up at his ne-eck
headshot now he dead ya
u said that u know me but u not my fuckin friend nah

u is not my friend, lil boy u just pest
yea they wanna be me cuz they know that im the best ya
i know that im next up, i been feelin fed up
she wan take a picture wit me i know she a fan ya (x2)

countin all my paper
she say im her savior
i feel like im @twikipedia because im a money maker
im a bag chaser
smokin on that vapor
dont u waste my time i cant fuck with a time waster

@1crusafix :
she said im her savior
im an angel, yea im an hater
i cant ever care tho, i cant ever save her
yea im fuckin fed up, pulling up wit lasers

yea tell me i should stop, i-i dont give a fuck
cash in my account, ive been countin bucks
talkin on da gang uh-uh, hit him with the pump
shit wont ever change, cause u know im fuckin up

i-i could never switch
you can shut ur mouth-outh
ima air it out-out
tryna steal my sound-ound
yea u going down

@terastic : 
u is not my friend, lil boy u just pest
yea they wanna be me cuz they know that im the best ya
i know that im next up, i been feelin fed up
she wan take a picture wit me i know she a fan ya (x2)

countin all my paper
she say im her savior
i feel like im delta because im a money maker
im a bag chaser
smokin on that vapor
dont u waste my time i cant fuck with a time waster

fed up w/ 1crusafix (tera & mcb)

https://open.spotify.com/track/0SmkZC1tpVXBRyoSCSO9jB?si=ee68482675f04351
ty spark & maxflynn

can you tell what part you don't understand
I've been picking up the piece but it falls between your hands
so I gotta get away from you
too many problems that have gotten in the way of you

you got some bad habits
baby can you tell me why you mad at it
you make it difficult cause all you do is snap at it
I don't wanna get attached but im so bad at it
you make me wanna run away and just act like idk you
now that we stopped talking what is next, like what you gon do?
now im not beside you, you got no one else to go to
when I look into your eyes, can you tell me how you feeling when you telling all those lies

we still got problems all the time
say you didn't mean to do it but you do it when you lie
it really wouldn't been an issue, but you do it every night
every time we talk about it, you just put it to the side, now im cutting all our ties.

gotta go to her cause you never were around
yeah as soon as I learn all your plans are going south cuz
you keep begging me to stay but I just wanna leave
you made it clear to me, that its just never what it seems
back then we would do it again
but you still go to someone other no I don't want to pretend
that I can love you anymore,
no I cant trust you anymore.

you got some bad habits
baby can you tell me why you mad at it
you make it difficult cause all you do is snap at it
I don't wanna get attached but I'm so bad at it
you make me wanna run away and just act like idk you
now that we stopped talking what is next, like what you gon do?
now I'm not beside you, you got no one else to go to
when I look into your eyes, can you tell me how you feeling when you telling all those lies


(I know that you still want us to be together)
(But we got problems every time)
(But we got problems every time)
(But we got problems every time)

bad habits (siemspark maxflynn)

skillcape +emorave (wells+flood)

Prod me😜🔥🔥 holy mother of Moses🔥🔥🔥

yoku verse:
Maybe you should figure it out
I think I’m done giving fucks now
And maybe I just wanna give up
And maybe I just don’t wanna show it
Say I want nothing with you
But I know for a fact I was lying
Should’ve left you in the past 
(No idea what I’m saying here at all tbh)
Maybe I should figure it out 
Maybe I should stop trying but idk how
Tell me what am I supposed to say
Idk cause these words just never come out 
And then I think about it maybe I’m just better alone
And maybe it’s because the fact that no one hitting my phone

It’s so conflicting, these thoughts in my head now
I just really wanna be in your bed now
It’s been so long
Haven’t thought bout you in months
Idk why I’m doing it now
Fuck it, maybe we should work it out
Idk why I changed my mind you don’t deserve me now
Idk why I said that I know I’m not perfect now

Yonker chorus:
I don’t know why 
Bae no please don’t lie
Say what’s on your mind 
(Yonk auto tune moaning)




@riensu
my thoughts, wont let em out
cus if i did, u wouldnt like me anymore
but thats alright because i think that ill fine
without you
i think that ill fine
without you



@josiahsvlone
I thought I’d be fine without it
But I don’t know what to do anymore
I don’t wanna lose anymore
Please don’t make me choose anymore
And I can’t stand the silence
Now I can’t get off the floor
You’re the only one I adore
And to lose you I can’t afford 
I said to lose you I can’t afford
And I try my best but it just isn’t enough for you
But I really gotta know, do you hate me?
The way you roll your eyes when you’re angry uh
And I just can’t get enough
Are you over me or what?
I didn’t wanna fall
I swear it’s not my fault

blossom w/ riensu & kise

whts the prblem if im dead asl
everybody tries to be me i js wish em well
everybody knows i fell so deep inside this wishing well
if you lived with what i lived with youd wish you was in hell
yeah im on my chronyc shit im smoking on my toxic shit
its hard as fuck to gts cus im paranoid
sleep on my baretta cus i mean business
dont sleep on my bayonetta i mean business  
huh i cant even love rn im on another planet
sry if im rough i really didnt plan it
its really fuckin hard to not get up and 
get up
stop settling
and, "oh yeah, i owe you"
yeah u fuckin do
last week u stole my kid like wht the fuck it do?
thought u were my bro
thought were my brother
thought u were my blood
thought u were my one 
to hold onto when everything is fucking shit
when it goes dark when the lights turn out and i cannot see the spark
when i cant lie no more
when i cant breathe no more
when i cant stand more
when i pass out and im damn near dead but i really couldnt care no more
ive given up my body's laying on your floor
do whatever you want to me cause i just cant fight no more
i feel like i should feel bad but i dont know why or how yeah
and i cant get turned on, cus..


hey, dork
posted with a toy
you be shootin bbs 
i be smoking real joints
ion even see u as a person rn
i see u as a monster and its freaking me out
ay
the voices in my 
the demons in my
like to talk, i hear tapping n scratching on the wall
i shouldnt say that
ill drive a maybach.

ＯＬＥＡＮＤＥＲ

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ＯＬＥＡＮＤＥＲ （ＰＲＯＤ．ＣＨＲＯＮＹＣ）

introvert cover (prod.kbl)

lyrics:
go i don't wanna see ur face anymore
cry your eyes out when you see me in a morgue
i miss you yet i hate you 
all my adoration for you it's a double edged sword

i'm sinking all the way to the bottom
"aura shouldn't care that's what i taught him"
black diamonds in my pocket is it see thru
not a scapegoat puppet is it crystal clear to you

i loathe the way, i feel every day
used to running from my problems and pushing them away
there's no escape, girl im stuck in place
last option cock a pistol and aim at my face

double-edged sword (neverforever)

my personal favorite
produced by my friend @everythingmackk
<3

lyrics:
it started then
n now we’re here again
dont want a friend
we cant be close again
lets not pretend
dont wanna go thru that again

with all the time passed,
nothin rly changes anymore
now i digress;
leaving what i’ve got before its more
i need to find that
i cant see the sunlight thru the storm
u know no matter the weather
im always back to that letter

i gotta find me
i don’t know the person i’ve become
i see the lightning
striking while ur finding other love
i haven’t felt like this in a long time
i don’t exist in ur life while u haunt mine

breathing is slow,
winter is cold
say idk i don’t like that
what do u know
making our bones
told u that i couldn’t fight back
& every time we drove past thru Verona
the cold summer snow was reflecting ur aura
she said to take it outta me
the words i never said
so i went thru our dichotomy
& struck a nerve again
maybe it was fuckin cowardly
to sit where u had spent
but the wage i work is hourly
& u live in my head
right, you live in my
head on backwards
the lanes mix up
& the game’s unmastered
hey the plans break up
but we can make up
all the facial expressions
were never enough
to show u

with all the time passed,
nothin rly changes anymore
now i digress;
leaving what i’ve got before its more
i need to find that
i cant see the sunlight thru the storm
u know no matter the weather
im always back to that letter

i gotta find me
i don’t know the person i’ve become
i see the lightning
striking while ur finding other love
i haven’t felt like this in a long time
i don’t exist in ur life while u haunt mine

learning to lose

i might be invisible [mackk]

spotify & apple music!

Mixed/Mastered By Me
-
Produced By Blossom
-
Lyrics
u said ur leaving me soon
so why u crying again 
It's all in my head
don't pretend that u care cause 
I know that u don't 
It's all in my head 

wanna see u again 
but it feels like ur miles away 
it sucks i see gray through my eyes 
I wish that I could change my life 

my whole life 

u said ur leaving me soon
so why u crying again 
It's all in my head
don't pretend that u care cause 
I know that u don't 
It's all in my head 

It sucks that it's all ending tonight
don't ever wanna feel alone
I don't wanna end up crying 
and have my head around your arms 

ur arms

u said ur leaving me soon
so why u crying again 
It's all in my head
don't pretend that u care cause 
I know that u don't 
It's all in my head 
X2

Spotify

it's all in my head (blossom)

closer [prod. taylor morgan + 4evr + bloodworth]

unreleased

want ur luv demo

★but i dont wanna believe you..★

[featuring]
@fijimar

[producer]
@sleepsx

[nitecore mix]
https://soundcloud.com/pogchampswagepicfrfr/i-wish-that-i-was-better-than-this-w-fijimar-prod-xysoftshade-nitecore-mix

[lyrics]

hook:
i dont wanna another fight
not today
i just wanna feel like im alright
that im okay

say that im just fine but i know
it wont stay
i dont want nothing else then for you
to just stay

verse:
i dont wanna know
what its like without you
i know its hard though

i dont wanna be
afraid of my own bed
tripping over words
i wish i said

i know that you wanna leave
but i dont wanna believe you

and it gets harder to breathe
when thinking of you and me
k i s s i n g
in this life what do you see

girl you're the reason i bleed
you cut so deep like the sea
in this life what do you see
k i s s i n g

repeat hook:
i dont wanna another fight
not today
i just wanna feel like im alright
that im okay

say that im just fine but i know
it wont stay
i dont want nothing else then for you
to just stay

ending:
i wish that i was better than this
i wish that i was better than this
i wish that i was better than this
i wish that i was better than this

ill pack my bags and run
far away from here
i can never face myself
and i hurt the ones i love the most

i wish i wasnt like this
i wish i wasnt like this
i wish i wasnt like this
i wish i wasnt like this

★streaming★

★i wish that i was better than this★ w/ fijimar (prod. xysoftshade)

no more locking your doors when u get scared of the height ⋆୨୧˚૮ ＾ﻌ＾ა˚୨୧⋆

prod/written by me
additional composition by @goodbyex2002
https://twitter.com/evansasha_

cover art taken by athena: @aithuia 
https://twitter.com/aithuiasound

lyrics:
walking outside i see blood on the floor from all the 
things that you hide no more locking your doors when you get
scared of the height see the fear in your eyes 
guess there's nothing to hide nothing to hide

call on the phone you said you know you're not invincible
and i've heard it all no where to go don't make this difficult
a note on your car text on your phone just always know you're not alone
and when we're far were always close those are the things that mean the most

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