Daily Drops

далеко [prod. CURTAINS x NAAWOJ]

nights like this

wintry synth-pop

go stream the album: ffm.to/limina
my ig: instagram.com/redhxrse

'in medias res'

introooo

.

the news dropped, and i’m blocked from the inside.
sitting in pitch black just waiting for myself to cry-
why does it feel too easy putting on a smile?
it ain’t like the movies - no sad music, just pure silence now.

it’s like i split in two and they see one of me!
how selfish i am to share the load...
gone too soon, an utmost tragedy.
it’s better if nobody knows, i’ll deal the fatal blow.
don’t let them see or i’ll weep the whole world over,
cos maybe then they’ll let me fucking breathe.

i need to see what’s wrong with me.
my hearts slow, but i’m breathing too fast
the world’s in the wrong place, feeling no type of way
can't help but keep losing my trust, and i’ll leave myself in the dust
yeah, we’ll put it all down to fate - surely i’ll see better days...

call myself an actor, they say it’s nothing to cry about.
now i seem way more mild-mannered, the smile is lost but not yet found.
it’s like i skip two steps then go back three, normal emotions aren’t my thing, you see :(
anything i’d do to get out! get me out!
it’s a fucking ghost town, the busiest around...
these thoughts that run past meeee, can’t help but let them keep me down.
 
it’s like i split in two and they see one of me!
how selfish i am to share the load...
gone too soon, an utmost tragedy.
it’s better if nobody knows, i’ll deal the fatal blow.
don’t let them see or i’ll weep the whole world over,
cos maybe then they’ll let me FUCKING BREATHE AHHHH-

dwell in the silence and it's crippling
dwell in the silence and it's crippling
dwell in the silence and it's crippling

i need to see what’s wrong with me.
my hearts slow, but i’m breathing too fast
the world’s in the wrong place, feeling no type of way
can't help but keep losing my trust, and i’ll leave myself in the dust
yeah, we’ll put it all down to fate - surely i’ll see better days...

written a while ago, but it hits harder now.

limina

silence

stream the mf song

what u mad bout w/pk (redluke & thomie)

@angelsflight 
Produced/Mastered by @okmurrrr 
Mixed by me < 3 
cover art by: strainah
enjoy 

And you always tell me 
That it just a bad dream 
Laying in your bed alone 
I just hope your better off
I don’t know where to go 
Making me feel so cold 
Throw me sticks and stones 
Water my eyes and let you go 

Why act so frustrated 
Can I just tell you later
Girl I know you hate it 
What you do about it 
Don’t know your language 
(I just)
Know that I’m your favorite 
All you do is doubt it
Bitch I’m an angel 
(Shut the fuck up)
Why you so damn hateful 
I can hear you shouting 
Lemme see your halo
(Go go) 
Hit you in the head with the drako 
Opps better stay low
Dial on the pad with the payphone

Halo (MURRRR)

@55depths
prod. me.

lyrics:
are you happy?
"not at the moment" she said
it lingers on and on
like a gun to her head
passing, like i'm the last in the room
drinking just enough to rid the taste of you

and this is how it starts
(the way you pull me down)
the way we fall apart
(but you don't make a sound)
you should have known it's hard
(oh babe, you pull me down)
i'm drowning in the dark
(i'm drowning in the dark)

so save me
i'm caught on the edge
alone with the dread
get out of my head
can you blame me
i wish i were dead
alone here again
i guess it's the end

fall into this game with you
you're nothing like my memory
can't undo the way you do
the things lead to an ending
i'm running through a list
and checking all the boxes
and sinking through again
like chasing golden foxes
i'm going through with it
i'm running out of options
no second chances
i'm forgetting what it costed

so save me
i'm caught on the edge
alone with the dread
get out of my head
can you blame me
i wish i were dead
alone here again
i guess it's the end

spotify

drowning in the dark

Mixed/Mastered By Me
-
Produced By Blossom
-
Lyrics
u said ur leaving me soon
so why u crying again 
It's all in my head
don't pretend that u care cause 
I know that u don't 
It's all in my head 

wanna see u again 
but it feels like ur miles away 
it sucks i see gray through my eyes 
I wish that I could change my life 

my whole life 

u said ur leaving me soon
so why u crying again 
It's all in my head
don't pretend that u care cause 
I know that u don't 
It's all in my head 

It sucks that it's all ending tonight
don't ever wanna feel alone
I don't wanna end up crying 
and have my head around your arms 

ur arms

u said ur leaving me soon
so why u crying again 
It's all in my head
don't pretend that u care cause 
I know that u don't 
It's all in my head 
X2

Spotify

it's all in my head (blossom)

★but i dont wanna believe you..★

[featuring]
@fijimar

[producer]
@sleepsx

[nitecore mix]
https://soundcloud.com/pogchampswagepicfrfr/i-wish-that-i-was-better-than-this-w-fijimar-prod-xysoftshade-nitecore-mix

[lyrics]

hook:
i dont wanna another fight
not today
i just wanna feel like im alright
that im okay

say that im just fine but i know
it wont stay
i dont want nothing else then for you
to just stay

verse:
i dont wanna know
what its like without you
i know its hard though

i dont wanna be
afraid of my own bed
tripping over words
i wish i said

i know that you wanna leave
but i dont wanna believe you

and it gets harder to breathe
when thinking of you and me
k i s s i n g
in this life what do you see

girl you're the reason i bleed
you cut so deep like the sea
in this life what do you see
k i s s i n g

repeat hook:
i dont wanna another fight
not today
i just wanna feel like im alright
that im okay

say that im just fine but i know
it wont stay
i dont want nothing else then for you
to just stay

ending:
i wish that i was better than this
i wish that i was better than this
i wish that i was better than this
i wish that i was better than this

ill pack my bags and run
far away from here
i can never face myself
and i hurt the ones i love the most

i wish i wasnt like this
i wish i wasnt like this
i wish i wasnt like this
i wish i wasnt like this

★streaming★

★i wish that i was better than this★ w/ fijimar (prod. xysoftshade)

no more locking your doors when u get scared of the height ⋆୨୧˚૮ ＾ﻌ＾ა˚୨୧⋆

prod/written by me
additional composition by @goodbyex2002
https://twitter.com/evansasha_

cover art taken by athena: @aithuia 
https://twitter.com/aithuiasound

lyrics:
walking outside i see blood on the floor from all the 
things that you hide no more locking your doors when you get
scared of the height see the fear in your eyes 
guess there's nothing to hide nothing to hide

call on the phone you said you know you're not invincible
and i've heard it all no where to go don't make this difficult
a note on your car text on your phone just always know you're not alone
and when we're far were always close those are the things that mean the most

invincible

all gone

all gone [+uglyzucc & ggravee]

prod uhoh and guccig0th
lyrics:

i feel so weak i think i’m done i wanna wanna fall apart
cant even speak i feel so dumb i’m gonna shut my mouth
i won’t make it out 
don’t wanna let you down
stuck underneath a frozen lake 
i think i’m gonna drown

it’s getting harder to breathe when i’m around you 
it’s coming apart at the seams we’ve sown through 
it’s easy loving don’t have to tell me nothing
and if you want it you better go and get it

don’t make a sound 
(i could never really hear you)
we’ll figure this out
(wrote a letter hope you get it)
the rains falling down 
(i’m drowning in the water)
as your tears hit the ground
(better not forget it)

i hear the thunder 
i see the tunnel
ahead
i lost the feeling
pick up the pieces 
you left
i couldn’t reach you
i went to see you instead
i tried to tell you 
i don’t know how to confess

it must be something that i did it wasn’t what i said
i’ll burn it down until it’s ash until there’s nothing left 
i feel defeated 
i think it’s meaningless 
it’s been deleted 
and now there’s nothing left 

don’t make a sound 
(i could never really hear you)
we’ll figure this out
(wrote a letter hope you get it)
the rains falling down 
(i’m drowning in the water)
as your tears hit the ground
(better not forget it)

i’ve been waiting my whole life just wasting away 
i’m sick of chasing these feelings so i can feel okay

light sleepr + sleep talk - rainfall

Contagious Prod Methboiswag

where do i go?

produced by @remghost
mixed and mastered by @polearm
and @eunhae

running out of time for myself
running out of time to get help
i'm starting to get sick and it's all my fault
wish i could make it up to you, i don't wanna be another downfall

it hurts so bad and i'm sick of it
i can't believe i thought i'd be used to this
every morning i wake up i feel sick
i die in my dreams then wake up to my reality

tell me that it's all my fault
tell me you don't have to call
i'll talk the blame, i know now
everything you do, ends up my fault

if i never met you
i'd never feel this pain
so why don't i kick you out?
for you i'd feel it again

and i wish i didn't want to
but everything i do is for you

tell me that it's all my fault
tell me you don't have to call
i'll take the blame, i know now
everything you do ends up my fault

it hurts so bad and i'm sick of it
i can't believe i thought i'd be used to this
every morning i wake up i feel sick
i die in my dreams then wake up to my reality

blame ! prod. remghost

☆i'm falling, don't catch me!☆

[producer]
https://soundcloud.com/uglyzucc

[nitecore mix]
https://soundcloud.com/cutemfontheblock/aschente-nitecore-mix-prod-uglyzucc

[lyrics]

(intro)
it's the ideal world you've always dreamed of
the world of games disboard!
you see everything in this world is decided by a simple game
government, politics, even the lives of its people

who are you?
me? they call me tet i'm a god!

(hook)
i came to 
where are we
but the land is
such a beauty

i'm falling
don't catch me!
cause im diving
head first with full glee!

i see it
right in front of me
truly endless
possibility!

if you dont like it
come find me
we can make a deal
best of 3

rule the land
im a king to be
sit on the throne
staring at the sea!

by my side
a total cutie
always side by side
thats a guarantee

(bridge)
and i
always try my hardest
but always end up
down bad

but she always got my back
and we wont ever stop
until were at the top yeah

(verse)
cause until we make it!
grinding hard cause we cant quit!
make it through just on our wit
even when its tough we wont switch up yeah!

shit goin bad now
and i aint talking cash now
i lost my other half
and i think im going crazy

but i aint let it phase me
i put all my faith
in the heart of the cards
distracts me from the scars

(bridge/sample)
hear this my people
your apart of a long legacy
the wisest of the races
one that can become anything because

we came into this world with nothing!
yeah!!!!

(repeat hook)
i came to 
where are we
but the land is
such a beauty

i'm falling
don't catch me!
cause im diving
head first with full glee!

i see it
right in front of me
truly endless
possibility!

if you dont like it
come find me
we can make a deal
best of 3

rule the land
im a king to be
sit on the throne
staring at the sea!

by my side
a total cutie
always side by side
thats a guarantee

(ending)
let's all have fun and play together!
hahaha

★spotify★

★aschente!★ (prod. uglyzucc)

20 | they/them
you'll always have a home with me.

nightcore versions: @cutemfontheblock & https://soundcloud.com/pogchampswagepicfrfr
b-sides @scoobert-doobert-1738

★i wish that i was better than this★ w/ fijimar (prod. xysoftshade)

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