★i can see it in ur eyes★ w/ lil ego (prod y-axis)

★moving on is hard ill just forget you..★

[producer]
https://soundcloud.com/benjithemachine

[nitecore mix]
https://soundcloud.com/pogchampswagepicfrfr/all-i-know-prod-benji-the-machine-nitecore-mix

[lyrics]

intro:
dont forget who u are
yeah yeahhh
yeah yeahhh

hook:
she said that she love me i know she dont
my head is spinning round just like a merry go
ill just keep it going its all i know
stuck inside my head but ill never show

its what i said
its been going on
but i dont feel a thing

cant trust anyone
cause i dont know
if they're bound by a string

and you know were done
its gone cause
you treat me like a fling

still i try to run
it hurts but
your words they always sting

verse:
every word you said
left me down in bed

never thought that it'd be like this
but im still right here to make the best of it
and i know

now im sick of being right
you were a waste of my time
i wish i could just rewind

used to blame myself for things that you do
moving on is hard ill just forget you

bridge:
you were my everything
now i miss everything

repeat hook:
she said that she love me i know she dont
my head is spinning round just like a merry go
ill just keep it going its all i know
stuck inside my head but ill never show

its what i said
its been going on
but i dont feel a thing

cant trust anyone
cause i dont know
if they're bound by a string

and you know were done
its gone cause
you treat me like a fling

still i try to run
it hurts but
your words they always sting

★streaming★

★all i know★ (prod. benji the machine)

★every word cuts like a duller knife..★

[featuring]
https://soundcloud.com/camertin

[producer]
https://soundcloud.com/benjithemachine

[nitecore mix]
https://soundcloud.com/pogchampswagepicfrfr/apologize-w-camertin-prod-benji-the-machine-nitecore-mix

[lyrics]

hook:
now its too late to apologize
i pretend but im not alright
every word cuts like a duller knife
left me here to start a better life

now its too late to apologize
i pretend but im not alright
every word cuts like a duller knife
left me here to start a better life

verse:
empty handed with another lie
i wanna talk but I’m not alright 
i wanna love but this isn’t right
leaving you not a decision I like

what’s been new since i’m gone in ur life
ain’t been the same since ur not by my side
not giving up i just hope you decide on me
another night rest my head and i cannot sleep

repeat hook:
now its too late to apologize
i pretend but im not alright
every word cuts like a duller knife
left me here to start a better life

now its too late to apologize
i pretend but im not alright
every word cuts like a duller knife
left me here to start a better life

★apologize★ w/ camertin (prod. benji the machine)

★all that i have loved has come to die..★

[producer]
https://soundcloud.com/y4ndere

[nitecore mix]
https://soundcloud.com/pogchampswagepicfrfr/layinginthedirt-prod-yandere-nitecore-mix

[lyrics]
hook:
nothing really matters when ur laying in the dirt
rotting like a corpse i got blood up on my shirt
everything u did yeah i guess u were the worst
now were both alone but u did it to me first

nothing really matters when ur laying in the dirt
rotting like a corpse i got blood up on my shirt
everything u did yeah i guess u were the worst
now were both alone but u did it to me first

verse:
all that i have loved has come to die
feel ive wasted all my life
at least i can say i tried
but we both know thats a lie

said it all before yeah u said it gets better
ive been holding on but i cant forever
look me in the eyes tell me when it gets better
disappear a ghost ill be gone forever

bridge:
forever and ever
lets make this last forever
forever and ever
lets make this last forever

forever and ever
lets make this last forever
forever and ever
lets make this last forever

repeat hook:
nothing really matters when ur laying in the dirt
rotting like a corpse i got blood up on my shirt
everything u did yeah i guess u were the worst
now were both alone but u did it to me first

nothing really matters when ur laying in the dirt
rotting like a corpse i got blood up on my shirt
everything u did yeah i guess u were the worst
now were both alone but u did it to me first

★layinginthedirt★ (prod. yandere)

★if u ever feel alone baby hit my line!★

[featuring]
https://soundcloud.com/joshuasageart

[producer]
https://soundcloud.com/benjithemachine

[nitecore mix]
https://soundcloud.com/pogchampswagepicfrfr/waste-my-time-w-joshuasageart-prod-benji-the-machine-nitecore-mix

[lyrics]

hook:
i've been tryna find a way to waste my time
no matter what i do ur still on my mind
swear im losing sight cause of how u shine
ever feel alone baby hit my line

i've been tryna find a way to waste my time
no matter what i do ur still on my mind
swear im losing sight cause of how u shine
ever feel alone baby hit my line

verse:
i've been tryna focus on the better things
i dont wanna run away from everything
digging at the pain that i was burying
feels so discomforting.. why does this happen to me

and im doing it actually
shes an angel, baby i need u with me
i dont wanna feel like this casually
i can free you like a dove inside of my hands

bridge:
you say your fine when im not there
its all alright if you dont care

repeat hook:
i've been tryna find a way to waste my time
no matter what i do ur still on my mind
swear im losing sight cause of how u shine
ever feel alone baby hit my line

i've been tryna find a way to waste my time
no matter what i do ur still on my mind
swear im losing sight cause of how u shine
ever feel alone baby hit my line

★waste my time★ w/ joshuasageart (prod. benji the machine)

★..im sorry now..★

[producer]
https://soundcloud.com/claudesdiary
* extra guitars & synths tracked by me

[alternative versions]
https://soundcloud.com/pogchampswagepicfrfr/hope-ur-ok-cause-im-not-prod-claude-nitecore-mix

https://soundcloud.com/pogchampswagepicfrfr/hope-ur-ok-cause-im-not-prod-claude-slowed-lofi

[lyrics]

how long have u been standing there
i met your eyes and we both just stopped and stared
no matter what i promise that i cared
if that means anything, if that means anything

were not kids no more, im not 18
and the airs' so still, suffocating
i tried so hard it meant nothing
we cant go back but yr waiting

im sorry now
i know its all my fault, i know it
im just sick of pretending that its not now
and im sorry for everything guess ill go now

im sorry now
i know its all my fault, i know it
lie after lie soon u found out
im not great as i claim i should die now

★hope ur ok, cause i'm not★ (prod. claude)

★tell me if you could stay here.. cause im alone★

[featuring]
https://soundcloud.com/care_riley

[producers]
https://soundcloud.com/benjithemachine
https://soundcloud.com/yashio20k

[nitecore mix]
https://soundcloud.com/pogchampswagepicfrfr/love-w-care-prod-benji-the-machine-yashio-nitecore-mix

[lyrics]

intro:
i was afraid
i didnt want to tell you how i felt
because.. if i told you i loved you and you turned me down
then maybe we wouldnt be able to be friends anymore

hook:
i had your love then it all disappeared
ran outta luck oh this is what i feared
im not enough your everything my dear
forever stuck ill always still be here

cant stand to be awake another night, i know it
everything will heal given the time, ill show it
wanna stay right here right by your side, you know it
love is kept deep down you know inside, you show it

verse:
the shadows she left inside my room, they dont go away
when you ask me how i feel i dont know what to say
is it best for me to run away or disappear
girl i always feel enchanted when i have you near

is it hard to hide the things that you dont show
tell me if you could stay here cause im alone
everytime i fall in love it ends how i forebode
girl your like a language that i cant learn to decode

bridge:
cant stand to be awake another night
tell me if you could stay here cause im alone
cant stand to be awake another night
tell me if you could stay here cause im alone

repeat hook:
i had your love then it all disappeared
ran outta luck oh this is what i feared
im not enough your everything my dear
forever stuck ill always still be here

cant stand to be awake another night, i know it
everything will heal given the time, ill show it
wanna stay right here right by your side, you know it
love is kept deep down you know inside, you show it

★love★ w/ care. (prod. benji the machine & yashio)

★i'll scream until my lungs give out, cause its all i know★

[producers]
https://soundcloud.com/benjithemachine
https://soundcloud.com/lightwurrkk

[nitecore mix]
https://soundcloud.com/pogchampswagepicfrfr/melody-of-memory-prod-benji-the-machine-lightwurrkk-nitecore-mix

[lyrics]

hook:
you might as well erase me
in a shade of gray
i never meant much, i couldn't say much
all i'll be is a memory

one day you will all forget me
if not now then soon
if i try now, i'll never make it
all i'll be is a memory

verse:
i'll scream until my lungs give out 
cause its all i know
been so far away i can 
never remember home

they say home is where the heart is
and baby i'm your heartless
caught inside a crosshair
swear to god its not fair

often i'm dishonest
i'm never making progress
but there's something that i still miss
the feeling of your soft lips

on mine

repeat hook:
you might as well erase me
in a shade of gray
i never meant much, i couldn't say much
all i'll be is a memory

one day you will all forget me
if not now then soon
if i try now, i'll never make it
all i'll be is a memory

★melody of memory★ (prod. benji the machine & lightwurrkk)

★all that i've loved has died..★

[producer] 
https://soundcloud.com/xysoftshade

[nitecore mix]
https://soundcloud.com/pogchampswagepicfrfr/the-view-from-halfway-down-prod-xysoftshade-nitecore-mix

lyrics:
intro:
never thought i’d be here again
but i’ve been here so long before
this i know will be the last one
because i just can’t take anymore

hook:
i’m standing alone while i’m pushed to the edge
remembering words that were never said
chills in my bones as i picture the end
dissonante birds lay me down to rest

buried alive or so i allege
all those i’ve wronged guess this is revenge
and i can’t survive with this weight on my chest
been buried so long just let me play dead

bridge:
there’s something, that’s coming
so cold & so haunting
i fear that, its over
a small step, to closure

verse:
bury my dreams all that i’ve loved has died
running away disappear in the night
everything’s gone not a soul left in sight
i struggle to crawl but i go toward the light

i try to go on but its hopeless
doesn’t help when nobody seems to notice
as if i could hide that i was soulless
nothing helps in the end its always hopeless

hook:
i’m standing alone while i’m pushed to the edge
remembering words that were never said
chills in my bones as i picture the end
dissonante birds lay me down to rest

buried alive or so i allege
all those i’ve wronged guess this is revenge
and i can’t survive with this weight on my chest
been buried so long just let me play dead

★the view from halfway down★ (prod. xysoftshade)



★hope my heart will start to mend..★

[producer]
@xysoftshade

[nitecore mix]
https://soundcloud.com/pogchampswagepicfrfr/lethargy-prod-xysoftshade-nitecore-mix

lyrics:
intro:
don’t know what they expect from me
have a stable life by 23
i’m trying my best but no one seems to see it
and i don’t get much rest…

hook:
i just don’t know where to go
all this time nothing to show
time ticks by but never slow
paralyzed and turned to stone

working hard right to the bone
but i guess i have never grown
what i’ve done i’ll never know
paralyzed and turned to stone

bridge:
when im waking up, i don’t feel enough
but i have to keep on going forward
and i know its rough, you can call my bluff
now im just surrounded till im cornered

if i told you everything
i don’t know if you’d believe it
walk around a zombie 
yeah i swear you have to see it
everydays the same
and i swear to god i mean it

if i told you everything
you have to swear you won’t repeat it

now im falling down again
tell me will this ever end
ive been trying to pretend
hope my heart will start to mend

bridge:
you tell me i’m dreaming now
you tell me i’m dreaming

repeat hook:
i just don’t know where to go
all this time nothing to show
time ticks by but never slow
paralyzed and turned to stone

working hard right to the bone
but i guess i have never grown
what i’ve done i’ll never know
paralyzed and turned to stone


★lethargy★ (prod. xysoftshade)

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main: https://soundcloud.com/scoobisalright

21 | they/them
you'll always have a home with me.

nightcore versions: @cutemfontheblock & https://soundcloud.com/pogchampswagepicfrfr
b-sides @scoobert-doobert-1738

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