★..im sorry now..★

[producer]
https://soundcloud.com/claudesdiary
* extra guitars & synths tracked by me

[alternative versions]
https://soundcloud.com/pogchampswagepicfrfr/hope-ur-ok-cause-im-not-prod-claude-nitecore-mix

https://soundcloud.com/pogchampswagepicfrfr/hope-ur-ok-cause-im-not-prod-claude-slowed-lofi

[lyrics]

how long have u been standing there
i met your eyes and we both just stopped and stared
no matter what i promise that i cared
if that means anything, if that means anything

were not kids no more, im not 18
and the airs' so still, suffocating
i tried so hard it meant nothing
we cant go back but yr waiting

im sorry now
i know its all my fault, i know it
im just sick of pretending that its not now
and im sorry for everything guess ill go now

im sorry now
i know its all my fault, i know it
lie after lie soon u found out
im not great as i claim i should die now

★streaming★

★hope ur ok, cause i'm not★ (prod. claude)

★tell me if you could stay here.. cause im alone★

[featuring]
https://soundcloud.com/care_riley

[producers]
https://soundcloud.com/benjithemachine
https://soundcloud.com/yashio20k

[nitecore mix]
https://soundcloud.com/pogchampswagepicfrfr/love-w-care-prod-benji-the-machine-yashio-nitecore-mix

[lyrics]

intro:
i was afraid
i didnt want to tell you how i felt
because.. if i told you i loved you and you turned me down
then maybe we wouldnt be able to be friends anymore

hook:
i had your love then it all disappeared
ran outta luck oh this is what i feared
im not enough your everything my dear
forever stuck ill always still be here

cant stand to be awake another night, i know it
everything will heal given the time, ill show it
wanna stay right here right by your side, you know it
love is kept deep down you know inside, you show it

verse:
the shadows she left inside my room, they dont go away
when you ask me how i feel i dont know what to say
is it best for me to run away or disappear
girl i always feel enchanted when i have you near

is it hard to hide the things that you dont show
tell me if you could stay here cause im alone
everytime i fall in love it ends how i forebode
girl your like a language that i cant learn to decode

bridge:
cant stand to be awake another night
tell me if you could stay here cause im alone
cant stand to be awake another night
tell me if you could stay here cause im alone

repeat hook:
i had your love then it all disappeared
ran outta luck oh this is what i feared
im not enough your everything my dear
forever stuck ill always still be here

cant stand to be awake another night, i know it
everything will heal given the time, ill show it
wanna stay right here right by your side, you know it
love is kept deep down you know inside, you show it

★love★ w/ care. (prod. benji the machine & yashio)

★i'll scream until my lungs give out, cause its all i know★

[producers]
https://soundcloud.com/benjithemachine
https://soundcloud.com/lightwurrkk

[nitecore mix]
https://soundcloud.com/pogchampswagepicfrfr/melody-of-memory-prod-benji-the-machine-lightwurrkk-nitecore-mix

[lyrics]

hook:
you might as well erase me
in a shade of gray
i never meant much, i couldn't say much
all i'll be is a memory

one day you will all forget me
if not now then soon
if i try now, i'll never make it
all i'll be is a memory

verse:
i'll scream until my lungs give out 
cause its all i know
been so far away i can 
never remember home

they say home is where the heart is
and baby i'm your heartless
caught inside a crosshair
swear to god its not fair

often i'm dishonest
i'm never making progress
but there's something that i still miss
the feeling of your soft lips

on mine

repeat hook:
you might as well erase me
in a shade of gray
i never meant much, i couldn't say much
all i'll be is a memory

one day you will all forget me
if not now then soon
if i try now, i'll never make it
all i'll be is a memory

★melody of memory★ (prod. benji the machine & lightwurrkk)

★all that i've loved has died..★

[producer] 
https://soundcloud.com/xysoftshade

[nitecore mix]
https://soundcloud.com/pogchampswagepicfrfr/the-view-from-halfway-down-prod-xysoftshade-nitecore-mix

lyrics:
intro:
never thought i’d be here again
but i’ve been here so long before
this i know will be the last one
because i just can’t take anymore

hook:
i’m standing alone while i’m pushed to the edge
remembering words that were never said
chills in my bones as i picture the end
dissonante birds lay me down to rest

buried alive or so i allege
all those i’ve wronged guess this is revenge
and i can’t survive with this weight on my chest
been buried so long just let me play dead

bridge:
there’s something, that’s coming
so cold & so haunting
i fear that, its over
a small step, to closure

verse:
bury my dreams all that i’ve loved has died
running away disappear in the night
everything’s gone not a soul left in sight
i struggle to crawl but i go toward the light

i try to go on but its hopeless
doesn’t help when nobody seems to notice
as if i could hide that i was soulless
nothing helps in the end its always hopeless

hook:
i’m standing alone while i’m pushed to the edge
remembering words that were never said
chills in my bones as i picture the end
dissonante birds lay me down to rest

buried alive or so i allege
all those i’ve wronged guess this is revenge
and i can’t survive with this weight on my chest
been buried so long just let me play dead

★the view from halfway down★ (prod. xysoftshade)



★hope my heart will start to mend..★

[producer]
@xysoftshade

[nitecore mix]
https://soundcloud.com/pogchampswagepicfrfr/lethargy-prod-xysoftshade-nitecore-mix

lyrics:
intro:
don’t know what they expect from me
have a stable life by 23
i’m trying my best but no one seems to see it
and i don’t get much rest…

hook:
i just don’t know where to go
all this time nothing to show
time ticks by but never slow
paralyzed and turned to stone

working hard right to the bone
but i guess i have never grown
what i’ve done i’ll never know
paralyzed and turned to stone

bridge:
when im waking up, i don’t feel enough
but i have to keep on going forward
and i know its rough, you can call my bluff
now im just surrounded till im cornered

if i told you everything
i don’t know if you’d believe it
walk around a zombie 
yeah i swear you have to see it
everydays the same
and i swear to god i mean it

if i told you everything
you have to swear you won’t repeat it

now im falling down again
tell me will this ever end
ive been trying to pretend
hope my heart will start to mend

bridge:
you tell me i’m dreaming now
you tell me i’m dreaming

repeat hook:
i just don’t know where to go
all this time nothing to show
time ticks by but never slow
paralyzed and turned to stone

working hard right to the bone
but i guess i have never grown
what i’ve done i’ll never know
paralyzed and turned to stone


★lethargy★ (prod. xysoftshade)

i don’t know what I’m doing with my life (qryy)

★i fell in love on the dancefloor..★

[producer]
@benjithemachine

[nitecore mix]
https://soundcloud.com/pogchampswagepicfrfr/as-the-stars-are-falling-prod-benji-the-machine-nitecore-mix

[lyrics]

hook:
love drunk, too fucked
fall in love as the stars are falling
brown eyes, club lights
dance around only you i'm watching

just spend the night
please be mine
just press your lips
hard against mine

verse:
press your candy lips against mine
forever now intertwined
have your back ill have your spine
take this dance oh just tonight

i fell in love on the dance floor
feelings strong i just can't ignore
lipstick stains on a rose red door
december cold strung out on the floor

bridge:
strung out on the floor
strung out on the floor
strung out on the floor
strung out on the floor

repeat hook:
love drunk, too fucked
fall in love as the stars are falling
brown eyes, club lights
dance around only you i'm watching

just spend the night
please be mine
just press your lips
hard against mine

★eternal sunset★ (prod. yotocapone & flojy)

★did you ever really stop... to think of how i feel★

[producers]
https://soundcloud.com/y4ndere
https://soundcloud.com/maknae

[artwork]
@ch.ameiio on instagram

[nitecore mix]
https://soundcloud.com/pogchampswagepicfrfr/dont-forget-prod-yandere-maknae-nitecore-mix

[lyrics]

intro:
last night i dreamt about the past
when we were both still children
i guess...
its because of that old letter i found

hook:
did u ever really stop
to think of how i feel
guess ur kinda stuck
i know its not ideal

but tell me is it true
was any of this real
i always tried my best
so tell me whats ur deal

i dont wanna look inside
another fragment of a memory
an attempt to fill the void
i'm not just ur old acessory 

u always did me wrong
but i called it love thats irony
expect me to go on
but i wont go down so quietly

verse:
i've been i've been
holding on too long
i've been i've been
feeling something wrong

don't know what is left of me
all i'll ever be
the piece of you
that i found as i was falling down

i've been i've been
holding on too long
i've been i've been
feeling something wrong

you have whats left of me
home i'll always be
because of you
i cant bare stand up off the ground

repeat hook:
did u ever really stop
to think of how i feel
guess ur kinda stuck
i know its not ideal

but tell me is it true
was any of this real
i always tried my best
so tell me whats ur deal

i dont wanna look inside
another fragment of a memory
an attempt to fill the void
i'm not just ur old acessory 

u always did me wrong
but i called it love thats irony
expect me to go on
but i wont go down so quietly

★don't forget★ (prod. yandere & maknae)

★uhuh touch me plz...★

[producer]
https://soundcloud.com/joalisho

[artwork]
@ch.ameiio on instagram

[nitecore mix]
https://soundcloud.com/pogchampswagepicfrfr/pretty-bitch-prod-joalisho-nitecore-mix

[lyrics]

hook:
uh uh
on my knees
spill my drink designer jeans

so fucked up
i can't find peace
foreign car 
my brand new piece

uh uh
touch me please
pretty bitch i'm such a tease

press ur lips
and feel my teeth
lipstick stains
all on my tees

verse:
pretty bitch in makeup
yeah i got it going on
see the tears run down ur face
babygirl what is wrong

i can't bare to see you like that
girl tell me c'mon
swear ur like an angel
babygirl ur like a swan

eyesight meet eyeline
i cant stand another night
one more pill i feel alright
babygirl lets die tonight

starlight in skyline
baby ur my shining light
miss u bad i'll catch a flight
everything just feel so right

repeat hook:
uh uh
on my knees
spill my drink designer jeans

so fucked up
i can't find peace
foreign car 
my brand new piece

uh uh
touch me please
pretty bitch i'm such a tease

press ur lips
and feel my teeth
lipstick stains
all on my tees

★pretty bitch★ (prod. joalisho)

21 | they/them
you'll always have a home with me.

nightcore versions: @cutemfontheblock & https://soundcloud.com/pogchampswagepicfrfr
b-sides @scoobert-doobert-1738

Just a shy emo Mexican making sad & crappy music that some people to listen to and enjoy 

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