all the songs i dropped in 2023!
(minus one for soundcloud copyright bs)

i hope u enjoy & stick around for next year

☆2023☆

☆songs im in!☆

☆it hits me when i'm all alone☆

[producer]
https://soundcloud.com/xenithxo

[artwork]
me lol

[nitecore mix]
https://soundcloud.com/cutemfontheblock/numb-prod-xenith-nitecore-mix

[lyrics]
Intro:
i'm just so numb
i wish I'd feel some
i'm not even filled with hate
what have I become

hook:
it hits me when I'm all alone
too depressed won't check my phone
i've been just so lost yeah
swear i'm still numb to the bone

but I'm out in the unknown
one wrong move you turn to stone
i've been just so lost yeah
swear I'm still numb to the bone

verse:
yeah
and it's all cause of you
made my words tied
and made me feel blue

aye but it wasn't ur intention
it's my misconception
on how you moved on
subverted attention

from me to him
did I not give affection enough
to you

but I swear that I tried
even still I know I cant
lie to you

bridge:
but consider this goodbye
so thanks for all those times
i spent so long with you
we can meet again in another life

repeat hook:
it hits me when I'm all alone
too depressed wont check my phone
i've been just so lost yeah
swear i'm still numb to the bone

but I'm out in the unknown
one wrong move you to stone
i've been just so lost yeah
swear i'm still numb to the bone

refrain:
aye i'm just so numb
i wish i'd feel some
i'm not even filled with hate
what have i become

outro:
somewhere
a clock just began to move
i hear the sound of the long hand moving
forward

★spotify★

★numb★ (prod. xenith)

scoob killed this one <333 hope you guys enjoy :))

break (feat.☆scøøb☆)(+xmichaelwarren)

☆i can see the light reflected through ur starry eyes!☆

[featuring]
https://soundcloud.com/bedhead2001

[producer]
https://soundcloud.com/jason22k

[artwork]
https://soundcloud.com/d33pcutx0

[nitecore mix]
https://soundcloud.com/cutemfontheblock/starry-eyes-w-bedhead-prod-jason22k-nitecore-mix

[lyrics]
hook: (scoobert)
i can see the light reflected
through your starry eyes
i just hope that you wont
ever try to waste my time

i get really scared
so i rarely go outside
but i feel so comfy with you
so lets go out tonight

i see ghosts of you
in everything i do
you said you see the same
and i hope that is true

and im down inside my bag
when im not there next to you
feining for you bad
i just dont what to do

verse 1 (scoobert)
yeah
im feining for your touch
trying so hard
but i miss you so much

i hate this ordeal
yeah i swear its a cru-

u-u-u-u-uu-uu-uu-uu-
uuu-uuu-uuu-uuu-uuuuuuuuch (dude wtf is even going on)
toss me like garbage
i know i am such

yeah

i cant go to bed
when i am so upset
i toss and turn all night
cause of words left unsaid

i cant see the best
nor can i just rest
all of this replays
even when i try hard to protest

bridge: (scoobert)
woah
im not over this
i want to move on
i want to be strong

repeat hook: (scoobert)
i can see the light reflected
through your starry eyes
i just hope that you wont
ever try to waste my time

i get really scared
so i rarely go outside
but i feel so comfy with you
so lets go out tonight

i see ghosts of you
in everything i do
you said you see the same
and i hope that is true

and im down inside my bag
when im not there next to you
feining for you bad
i just dont what to do

verse 2: (bedhead)
i was feeling rly bad 
for the way that u felt
cuz how could u love somebody 
if u never loved yrself

and my heart is just a toy 
u can keep up on the shelf
show it 2 the other boys 
when they’re coming 2 yr house

(how could u love somebody
if you’ve never loved yrself)

how could u be the person 
that u told me that u were
tucked me into bed so tightly 
i was rly rly hurt

and i think about it nightly 
cuz i wish that i was her
i don’t know why she wants 2 fight me 
but she’s winning that’s for sure

ending: (bedhead)
so keep all the notes
keep my old shirt
keep it 2 yrself 
cuz u kno what u deserve

and i love u like a wrestler 
loves the undertaker
baby can u dig it 4 me 
cuz i kno i’ll need a grave first

[little note]
i hope u all enjoy this song, its definitely one of my favs. shoutout bedhead for going absolutely bonkers on this. ily :) <3

★streaming★

★starry eyes★ w/ bedhead (prod. jason22k)

★..back tonight, with rocks at ur window!★

[producer]
https://soundcloud.com/uglyzucc

[artwork]
me lol

[nitecore mix]
https://soundcloud.com/cutemfontheblock/tonight-prod-uglyzucc-nitecore-mix

[lyrics]

intro:
i thought i used u 
this entire time
that doesnt matter
anymore okay

but i-
i called you fodder
how could u ever
forgive me for saying that

well i called u a monste-

i hate how ive been feeling
in my yead its on sight
at least i can be honest
i barely making progress

but i know one day
ill again find me some solace

hook:
i feel the touch
of ghosts from my past
im so scared but
i still will ask

when does it all
just fade to black
i can assure
that ill be back

tonight
with rocks at ur window
ill stop the time
and flow thru the limbo

just to find
my one true love tho
i cant define
what that still is so

verse:
miss ur kiss and that night
none of this is alright
i hate how ive been feeling
in my yead its on sight

at least i can be honest
im barely making progress

but i know one day
ill again find me some solace

yeah i find comfort in everything i do
watching anime while thinking of u
im still hung up yeah i guess that is true
u can tell me what should i do

bridge:
about how i feel (yahhh yahh)
when does it go away (yahh yahhh)
u left such an impact (yahh yahh)
and u know that its true

i still am inside
of my bag tonight
need u right by my side
till the day i die

repeat hook:
i feel the touch
of ghosts from my past
im so scared but
i still will ask

when does it all
just fade to black
i can assure
that ill be back

tonight
with rocks at ur window
ill stop the time
and flow thru the limbo

just to find
my one true love tho
i cant define
what that still is so

ending:
and now were even
im trying.. i am a monster
im trying!
no ur not

we gotta talk it out
u and have to think it thru
there must be places
we have to go

[p.s]
ily guys sm + s/o darling in the franxx

★tonight★ (prod. uglyzucc)

★everything is grey now, im feelin jaded!★

[featuring]
https://soundcloud.com/joshuasageart
https://soundcloud.com/blackfridvy

[producer]
https://soundcloud.com/fourteendays

[artwork]
https://soundcloud.com/d33pcutx0

[nitecore mix]
https://soundcloud.com/cutemfontheblock/jaded-w-joshuasageart-fridvy-prod-fourteendays-nitecore-mix

[lyrics]
why dont u try to understand 
i used try
why dont you try to understand
i said i did!

*intelligible*
why not!
whats wrong with running away from reality
if it sucks

hook:
feeling like a lost cause
i fucking hate it
everything is grey now
im feeling jaded

sitting in the background
my days are wasted
i cant breathe

feeling all too numb now
not even hatred
for everyone around me
i guess im faded

sinking down too low now
unmotivated
i cant breathe
tonight

verse one:
hiding away
who would've guessed it
falling apart
is right on the checklist

say that im lost
but then u'd expect
but im not
yeah

and im trying really hard
really hard do better
saying that im fine
that im fine whatever

knowing that you're not
that you're not forever
gets me down in the dumps

repeat hook:
feeling like a lost cause
i fucking hate it
everything is grey now
im feeling jaded

sitting in the background
my days are wasted
i cant breathe

feeling all too numb now
not even hatred
for everyone around me
i guess im faded

sinking down too low now
unmotivated
i cant breathe
tonight

verse two (joshuasageart):
feeling like a lost cause
i think you'll make it
i need some closure
some motivation

sometimes im anxious
i change the station
i think about why things
dont always stay the same

yeah you, yes you
are confused
you know what 
u can do

its gets dark
just a tomb
let it out
let your light through

repeat hook:
feeling like a lost cause
i fucking hate it
everything is grey now
im feeling jaded

sitting in the background
my days are wasted
i cant breathe

feeling all too numb now
not even hatred
for everyone around me
i guess im faded

sinking down too low now
unmotivated
i cant breathe
tonight

verse three (fridvy):
yeah its fine
yeah i guess it whatever
off a bean
i my goth money sweatshirt

live a dream
all these drugs make my head hurt
you cant sit with us
we the mean girls we the headers

european denim
love me for touch

posted up with weirdos
bitch i need benzo
they tryna fuck wit me
now im in by suvi jeans

the last five years
been a fever dream

★jaded★ w/ joshuasageart & fridvy (prod. fourteendays)

@joshuasageart
@g_rippo
@scoobisalright
@prodgreentop

Art: https://lizard-i.tumblr.com/post/667058201595953152/smiles-b

Lyrics:
(JoshuaSageArt)

I be stacking hundreds up
Girl come my way
I just ran ran that money up
I can’t explain
Prada back pack
I be chilling wasting time
Feel like I’m on track
Feel so close to the line

I’m on my own, I’m on my own
I can’t stop thinking on you
I can’t go home, it’s not a home
I know there’s things I can do

And baby not a rose you’re like a daisy
And things feel so complicated
So I pack my bags I’m waiting
Hopefully you see I’m staying 
For youuuu
I am waiting
It’s trueeee
I just feel so damn crazyyy a-about you
I be in a day dream and I can’t get you out my head

(Scoob)
ur love is like a daydream
yeah its so bright
i think its too bright
i feel safe  
when we talk like all night

i just think that
u only really deserve the best of me
so ill take some time
to discard the rest of me

and leave u with the best
its what you deserve

take two steps back
think it through
dropped a bag
on some new shoes

i think its time
that we both knew
that im all alone

so take my hand
hold it tight
we'll make it through
this awful night

but when u wake
im not in sight
im fading away

Spotify

Daydream (w/ ☆scøøb☆) [+rippo x greentop]

★i don't wanna be another face in crowd..★

[featuring]
@ihateshinigami

[producer]
@uglyzucc

[artwork]
me x @d33pcutx0

[nitecore mix]
https://soundcloud.com/cutemfontheblock/going-down-w-shinigami-prod-uglyzucc-nitecore-mix

[lyrics]
intro:
would you tell me?
would you tell me?
would you tell me?
would you tell me?

why have i been
working so hard all this time
after she
after hatsune gave me a reason to live

nothings changed
im still so powerless
not a damn things changed

hook: (scoobert)
remember
what you said
running through my mind
oh god not again

every single day
yeah i lose another friend
say it to my face
tell me will this ever end

remember
what you said
running through my mind
oh god not again

every single day
yeah i lose another friend
say it to my face
tell me will this ever end

bridge:
would you tell me?
would you tell me?

verse: (scoobert + shini)
would you tell me
if its worth it
im feeling like a ghost now
i guess ill fade away..

or not

but if i tell you the truth now
i dont think it would solve it
but i could be wrong
yeah

im so sick of waking up
feeling fucking empty
like a broken memory
i feel like you'll forget me

i dont wanna think about that

no

my life is like a rollarcoaster
and its going down
down to the ground
i dont wanna be another

face in the crowd
down to the ground
im not going up
im going down

bridge: (scoobert + shini)
down! (im going down)
down! (with my face in the ground)
down! (were going down)
down! (with my dogs in the pound yahh yahh)

repeat hook:
remember
what you said
running through my mind
oh god not again

every single day
yeah i lose another friend
say it to my face
tell me will this ever end

remember
what you said
running through my mind
oh god not again

every single day
yeah i lose another friend
say it to my face
tell me will this ever end

remember
what you said
running through my mind
oh god not again

every single day
yeah i lose another friend
say it to my face
tell me will this ever end

remember
what you said
running through my mind
oh god not again

every single day
yeah i lose another friend
say it to my face
tell me will this ever end

[extra thingy]
no lie making a song with shini has been like a dream since like 8th grade so im beyond fucking ecstatic to share this slapper with u guys. i hope u enjoy :) <3

★going down!★ w/ shinigami (prod. uglyzucc)

★now i stand here, looking starstruck!★

[featuring]
@bedhead2001

[producer]
@uglyzucc

[artwork]
@d33pcutx0

[nitecore mix]
https://soundcloud.com/cutemfontheblock/starstruck-w-bedhead-prod-uglyzucc-nitecore-mix

[lyrics]
intro:
i finally caught you
dont run away from me ever again
please tada
dont go where i cant reach you

stay with me forever!

hook:
i am feeling like an outcast
surrounded by the silence
calling out is all i do

why cant i fall asleep forever
i hate this more than ever
waking up is hard to do

ill scream out
into the void
yeah i know its all in vain
but i just cannot explain

why it helps me feel better

verse one (scoob):
every word that u said
has been scrambled in my head
swear u left a mess yeah
swear u left me staring

at the life that u lead
now im all alone in bed
swear i miss ur touch girl
swear i miss it all bad

now i stand here, looking starstruck
and i am cause u know i miss it so much
and im having nightmares, really bad ones
could u stop them, please come back n stop them!

bridge:
ill say this once
so i hope you'll forget it
ur on my mind still
i fucking hate it

so take ur leave girl.. because!

repeat hook:
i am feeling like an outcast
surrounded by the silence
calling out is all i do

why cant i fall asleep forever
i hate this more than ever
waking up is hard to do

ill scream out
into the void
yeah i know its all in vain
but i just cannot explain

why it helps me feel better

and u told me that the old me
was the one was yr one and only
if it’s one and done then fosholy
i would hate for this to be boring

i’ve been staring at the ceiling
wallpaper peeling
my fingers bleed when i’m anxious

u thought that i was appealing
so what is the deal then
tell me right now i can’t take this

ending (bedhead + scoob):
ok maybe i can take it for a little while
i’d do anything for u baby to make u smile
there’s a reason i come to you from like any mile

i know it’s many miles
but u won’t need me til i’m gone

i am feeling like an outcast
surrounded by the silence
calling out is all i do

why cant i fall asleep forever
i hate this more than ever
waking up is hard to do

★starstruck!★ w/ bedhead (prod. uglyzucc)

★it feels live forever, its never getting better★

[featuring]
https://soundcloud.com/frankiedoppler

[producer]
https://soundcloud.com/uglyzucc

[artwork]
me lol

[nitecore mix]
https://soundcloud.com/cutemfontheblock/haunt-me-w-frankie-doppler-prod-uglyzucc-nitecore-mix

[lyrics]
intro:
it's raining
you should have gone home a long time ago
but if you came after i left then we wouldn't be able to meet here to play
there was no guarantee that i would come was there

yeah i swear you haunt me
i see you in my bad dreams
and i know your gone forever
but I swear your-

hook: (scoobert)
i don't wanna call back
if you won't answer
i'm getting really tired
of all these games

and i know that you know that
but you won't text back
oh i wonder if
i'll move along

yeah i swear you haunt me
i see you in my bad dreams
and i know your gone forever
but i swear it's killing me

bridge: (scoobert)
and i know your gone forever
but i swear-

verse: (frankie)
it feels like forever
it's never getting better
baby i just wish that i could hold you tight tonight

like when we first met
baby you were perfect
i knew the second that i looked into your eyes

baby just text back
i swear that i just wanna talk yeah
i swear to god
your all that i want
but everything's wrong yeah

all i need
is just hear you say my name yeah
your just like heaven
and it's driving me insane yeah

bridge: (scoobert)
every word that you said
is still fresh in my brain
but i have to move on
yeah i have to stay strong

and i know it'll be hard
but i'll be okay
i still have those memories
at the end of the day

i don't wanna call back
if you won't answer
i'm getting really tired
of all these games

and i know that you know that
but you won't text back
oh i wonder if
i'll move along

yeah i swear you haunt me
i see you in my bad dreams
and i know your gone forever
but i swear it's killing me

★haunt me★ w/ frankie doppler (prod. uglyzucc)

★never wanna speak to u again..★

[producer]
https://soundcloud.com/uglyzucc

[artwork]
https://twitter.com/vulpix4444

[nitecore mix]
https://soundcloud.com/cutemfontheblock/roaring-tides-prod-uglyzucc-nitecore-mix

[lyrics]
intro:
please just stay away
i- i mean you don't have to worry about me
just worry about ryou
she's your girlfriend, not me

who cares
your still my friend and your about to catch a cold
stop, I said no
leave me alone, just go away

don't bother with me anymore alright
go away

hook:
every word
i wish i never said it
but i did
and god do i regret it

you did me wrong
god your so pathetic
never wanna speak to you again

said i loved
but go on just forget it
but it stuck
you said I never meant it

but it's just a lie
but you won't give me credit
tired of all this now

don't ask me when
i'll come back
probably never ever
if i'm being honest

but i know that
all you said are lies
and i'm better off
all alone

bridge:
don't waste your time on me
you're already
the voice inside my head
(i miss you, i miss you)

verse:
the past two years
have all been for naught i guess
falling in and out again
don't know what went wrong

but i know it's for the better now

said hindsight twenty twenty
could've used that, long ago
but the damage is done, i've now moved on
i hoped i learned a lesson now

repeat bridge:
don't waste your time on me
you're already
the voice inside my head
(i miss you, i miss you)

repeat hook:
every word
i wish i never said it
but i did
and god do i regret it

you did me wrong
god your so pathetic
never wanna speak to you again

said i loved
but go on just forget it
but it stuck
you said I never meant it

but it's just a lie
but you won't give me credit
tired of all this now

don't ask me when
i'll come back
probably never ever
if i'm being honest

but i know that
all you said are lies
and i'm better off
all alone

ending:
don't waste your time on me
you're already
the voice inside my head
(i miss you, i miss you)

★roaring tides★ (prod. uglyzucc)

★..i'll tell you everything is copacetic..★

[producers]
@uglyzucc
@kkkarasu

[artwork]
https://twitter.com/vulpix4444

[nitecore mix]
soundcloud.com/cutemfontheblock/copacetic-prod-uglyzucc-x-karasu-nitecore-mix

[lyrics]

intro:
you'd rather pass in your sleep
than stay here with me
you told me to not take it personally
but i did

woah, i did
i did

hook:
you'd rather pass in your sleep
than stay here with me
you told me to not take it personally
but i did

woah, i did
i did

i thought that we were forever
but ties have been severed
never had thought that this would end never
but it did

woah, it did
it's gone

in silence i'm calling
out to you again
i just wish i could move on
and forget you

[bridge]
i'll tell you everything is copacetic

verse:
i've been thinking hard for awhile
but i was stuck in denial
staring at the ceiling tile
stuck inside my head

but it's not like you care now

i wish you the worst
(i wish you the worst)
you inflicted a curse
(you inflicted a curse)

now i can't stop thinking make it stop
(now i can't stop thinking make it stop)

bridge:
i'll tell you everything is copacetic
i'll tell you everything is copacetic
i'll tell you everything is copacetic
i'll tell you everything is copacetic

repeat hook:
you'd rather pass in your sleep
than stay here with me
you told me to not take it personally
but i did

woah, i did
i did

i thought that we were forever
but ties have been severed
never had thought that this would end never
but it did

woah, it did
it's gone

ending:
in silence i'm calling
out to you again
i just wish i could move on
and forget you

★copacetic★ (prod. uglyzucc x karasu)

★never felt better, guess i'll see u never★

[artwork]
myself lol

[producers]
@benjithemachine
@recyclexbin

[nitecore mix]
https://soundcloud.com/cutemfontheblock/never-felt-better-prod-benji-the-machine-x-recyclebin-nitecore-mix

[lyrics]
intro:
why you act so sad
guess you fucked up real bad
can't you see that

hook:
running out of options
so this is all i can do
write it in a song
how i wish i never met you

but thats all in the past
cause im doing better
never felt better
guess ill see you never

running out of options
so this is all i can do
write it in a song
how i wish i never met you

but thats all in the past
cause im doing better
never felt better
guess ill see you never

verse:
they just wanna see me go and fall
a few times
guess they always did when i look back
in hindsight

never wanted anything
more than this
guess it goes to show
which friends are ur closest

if u hate on me
then ur a goofy sorry
you think i wouldnt
hear the shit u talk

ha hardly

why u such a lame bro
u should go outside tho
maybe touch some grass
but its up to you tho

bridge:
you both stay here
while i go up yeah
i dont fuck with goofys
get out of my life quick

while i cop some new clothes
i dont care what the price is

repeat hook:
running out of options
so this is all i can do
write it in a song
how i wish i never met you

but thats all in the past
cause im doing better
never felt better
guess ill see you never

running out of options
so this is all i can do
write it in a song
how i wish i never met you

but thats all in the past
cause im doing better
never felt better
guess ill see you never

★never felt better★ (prod. benji the machine x recyclebin)

★ghosts will call ur name..★

[producer]
@uglyzucc

[artwork]
twitter.com/vulpix4444

[nitecore mix]
https://soundcloud.com/cutemfontheblock/i-watched-the-ghosts-dance-prod-uglyzucc-nitecore-mix

[lyrics]

intro:
if we kiss
it'll probably hurt
a lot

well, did it?
yeah a little
kinda rough and dry
but also burning hot

hook:
we watched the ghosts dance
and fly away with you
you took everything i had
then dipped right out of the blue

but here and now
i guess will have to do
i'll call you out
on what you put me through

we watched the ghosts dance
and fly away with you
you took everything i had
then dipped right out of the blue

but here and now
i guess will have to do
i'll call you out
on what you put me through

ghosts will call ur name
then give back all you gave
i hope ur ready
as the time will come soon

bridge:
i hope ur ready
as the time will come soon

verse:
i know every lie you said
but it wasnt quite enough
u thought u were in the clear
that no one would call ur bluff

so just go and play the victim
yeah i guess u had it rough
but when everything is done
i'll make sure u had enough

i got my stacks
and i got my racks up
ur boyfriend such a lame
all he does is fucking act tough

say u want me back huh
dont even make me laugh yuh
im a pretty bitch
cuter than u with some make up

yah yahhh

bridge:
i hope ur ready
as the time will come soon

repeat hook:
we watched the ghosts dance
and fly away with you
you took everything i had
then dipped right out of the blue

but here and now
i guess will have to do
i'll call you out
on what you put me through

we watched the ghosts dance
and fly away with you
you took everything i had
then dipped right out of the blue

but here and now
i guess will have to do
i'll call you out
on what you put me through

ghosts will call ur name
then give back all you gave
i hope ur ready
as the time will come soon

ending:
we could always try again
if you want

★i watched the ghosts dance★ (prod. uglyzucc)

★ROSES ON THE DANCEFLOOR★ + @scoobyisalright (ohmygon!)

★but i dont wanna believe you..★

[featuring]
@fijimar

[producer]
@sleepsx

[nitecore mix]
https://soundcloud.com/pogchampswagepicfrfr/i-wish-that-i-was-better-than-this-w-fijimar-prod-xysoftshade-nitecore-mix

[lyrics]

hook:
i dont wanna another fight
not today
i just wanna feel like im alright
that im okay

say that im just fine but i know
it wont stay
i dont want nothing else then for you
to just stay

verse:
i dont wanna know
what its like without you
i know its hard though

i dont wanna be
afraid of my own bed
tripping over words
i wish i said

i know that you wanna leave
but i dont wanna believe you

and it gets harder to breathe
when thinking of you and me
k i s s i n g
in this life what do you see

girl you're the reason i bleed
you cut so deep like the sea
in this life what do you see
k i s s i n g

repeat hook:
i dont wanna another fight
not today
i just wanna feel like im alright
that im okay

say that im just fine but i know
it wont stay
i dont want nothing else then for you
to just stay

ending:
i wish that i was better than this
i wish that i was better than this
i wish that i was better than this
i wish that i was better than this

ill pack my bags and run
far away from here
i can never face myself
and i hurt the ones i love the most

i wish i wasnt like this
i wish i wasnt like this
i wish i wasnt like this
i wish i wasnt like this

★i wish that i was better than this★ w/ fijimar (prod. xysoftshade)

★cause theres nothing.. that you wouldn't do★

[artwork]
@junixo

[producer]
@prodgrayskies

[nitecore mix]
https://soundcloud.com/pogchampswagepicfrfr/dance-with-me-prod-grayskies-nitecore-mix

[lyrics]

verse:
ive been picking these flowers
to know that.. she loves me
but oh my god
i guess i got tied in my words

bridge:
i can feel it
when your talking to me
all of my worry is gone

chorus:
cause theres nothing
nothing
that you wouldnt do
(that you wouldnt do)

cause theres nothing
nothing
that you wouldnt do
(that you wouldnt do)

just to feel me too

verse:
but i know that you care
but im lost in my ways
a symbol of regret

cause i wish i was better
and treated you best
better than.. anyone could

bridge:
i can feel it
when you talk to me slow
cause all of my worry is gone

chorus:
cause theres nothing
nothing
that you wouldnt do
(that you wouldnt do)

cause theres nothing
nothing
that you wouldnt do
(that you wouldnt do)

just to feel me too

ending:
so wont you go and just
dance with me
silently
feels like im lost

wont you
dance with me
silently
feels like im lost

please just
dance with me
silently
feels like im lost

when you
dance with me
silently
feels like im lost in you

★dance with me★ (prod. grayskies)

★..your smile fades in the summer..★

[producer]
@shikixo
@noahmadethiss

[nitecore mix]
https://soundcloud.com/pogchampswagepicfrfr/i-know-that-u-feel-me-prod-shiki-xo-noahmadethiss-nitecore-mix

[lyrics]

intro:
fate fell short this time
your smile fades in the summer
place your hand in mine
i'll leave when i wanna

hook:
since when do i talk like that
had conviction but it all fell flat
hide my feelings in a brand new tat
i know that you feel me

im lit but my songs all sad
stats up so my cheque is fat
driving fast dont know where im at
i know that you feel me

verse:
cause theres something in my head
but i cannot seem to lose it
i dont wanna feel like
im going through the motions

i dont wanna be
just another memory
(just another memory)
(just another memory)

ill change enough
till i think im getting better
but i dont know where to start
with these letters

fall back to my old self
unless i take measures
i dont wanna give
you back your sweater

bridge:
fate fell short this time
your smile fades in the summer (so lost in these illusions)
place your hand in mine
ill leave when i wanna (so lost in these illusions)

repeat hook:
since when do i talk like that
had conviction but it all fell flat
hide my feelings in a brand new tat
i know that you feel me

im lit but my songs all sad
stats up so my cheque is fat
driving fast dont know where im at
i know that you feel me

ending:
fate fell short this time
your smile fades in the summer
place your hand in mine
ill leave when i wanna

★i know that u feel me★ (prod. shiki xo & noahmadethiss)

★..just so i can hold on to all of this..★

[producer]
https://soundcloud.com/kingtheta

[artwork]
myself lol

[nitecore mix]
https://soundcloud.com/pogchampswagepicfrfr/all-of-this-prod-king-theta-nitecore-mix

[lyrics]

verse one:
you dont have to say another word to me
i know when to call it quits, theres clarity in all of this
cause i was too stubborn and had to be right
i never could listen, without a fight

pre chorus:
but all that i wanted in here in my arms
im sorry for everything i know its been hard
i promised a change and i swear that its true
it may take some time but i want it more than anything

chorus:
i cant, remember that
guess i have to write it in pen
that i am the cause of this
just so i can hold onto all of this

i cant, remember that
guess i have to write it in pen
that i am the cause of this
just so i can hold onto all of this

verse two:
you know that i care,
im just shit at showing it
the stitch is undone 
and i am sowing it

cause after everything you said
i took some time to self reflect
way way back to when we met
before i fucked it up

pre chorus:
but all that i wanted in here in my arms
im sorry for everything i know its been hard
i promised a change and i swear that its true
it may take some time but i want it more than anything

chorus:
i cant, remember that
guess i have to write it in pen
that i am the cause of this
just so i can hold onto all of this

i cant, remember that
guess i have to write it in pen
that i am the cause of this
just so i can hold onto all of this

ending:
just so i can hold onto all of this
just so i can hold onto all of this

★all of this★ (prod. king theta)

★..but theres no one listening..★

[producers]
@kkkarasu
@sdssssssssssssssss

[nitecore mix]
https://soundcloud.com/pogchampswagepicfrfr/replay-w-9souls-prod-karasu-x-sds-nitecore-mix

[lyrics]

hook: (scoob)
I know things I shouldn't know
wish that I could just let go
tap out of my life for good
but its not that easy

I feel tempted everyday
my attempt is on replay
I wish that I didn't fail
but its never easy

I've been calling out
but there's no one listening
I've been screaming loud
but I guess no ones listening

I've been begging loud
but there's no one listening
guess the time is now
because no one listening

verse: (9souls)
find out things you shouldnt know
ill do whatever you say so
gossip girl but ur not privy
9souls scooby we so pretty

pretty pretty pretty pretty pretty

you think im a monster now
because my skin is glistening
we whisper secrets loud
like no ones listening

repeat hook: (scoob)
I know things I shouldn't know
wish that I could just let go
tap out of my life for good
but its not that easy

I feel tempted everyday
my attempt is on replay
I wish that I didn't fail
but its never easy

I've been calling out
but there's no one listening
I've been screaming loud
but I guess no ones listening

I've been begging loud
but there's no one listening
guess the time is now
because no one listening

★replay★ w/ 9souls (prod. karasu x sds)

★..we will never touch the ground..★

[featuring]
@lilwetwet2001

[producer]
@nightclub

[nitecore mix]
https://soundcloud.com/pogchampswagepicfrfr/touch-the-sky-w-lil-wet-wet-prod-nightclub20xx-nitecore-mix

[lyrics]

intro:
so you really are back
its only hitting me now
that I actually see you
welcome home!

chorus:
touch the sky!
touch the sky!
we wont ever touch the ground

touch the sky!
touch the sky!
i will always be around

everything is good tonight
with I you I just feel so high
no matter what ill always try
you just make me feel alive

verse:
feeling something
I've never felt before
I'm drawn to you
I just wanna see

everything there ever was
to know about you
you've become my muse
and girl i swear that its true

i don't wanna stay awake
i know you don't too
what is going on

reading in my palm
make ur way thru my life line
reflecting in the glass
like it’s pure as the white wine

i looked down n i looked up
and ur meeting my eyeline
golden shimmer pure
pourin down from the skylight

the touch of ur hands
when we kiss like it’s closure
the possibility that
this dance could be over

always on my line
like i don’t even know her
a thought in the nighttime
a chance to be sober

repeat chorus:
touch the sky!
touch the sky!
we wont ever touch the ground

touch the sky!
touch the sky!
i will always be around

everything is good tonight
with I you I just feel so high
no matter what ill always try
you just make me feel alive

touch the sky!
touch the sky!
we wont ever touch the ground

touch the sky!
touch the sky!
i will always be around

everything is good tonight
with I you I just feel so high
no matter what ill always try
you just make me feel alive

ending:
i know i said it already
but I'm glad to see your doing okay
now I've got someone id give anything for
and I've never really felt like this toward anyone before

i hope he realizes how lucky he is
let's stay like this, just a little longer

★touch the sky!★ w/ lil wet wet (prod. nightclub20xx)

★pull me closer than you have before..★

[featuring]
https://soundcloud.com/blackfridvy
https://soundcloud.com/familypet

[producer]
https://soundcloud.com/prodgrayskies

[nitecore mix]
https://soundcloud.com/pogchampswagepicfrfr/spend-the-night-w-fridvy-familypet-prod-greyskies-nitecore-mix

★spend the night!★ w/ fridvy & familypet (prod. greyskies)

★..nobody knows me well..★

[featuring]
https://soundcloud.com/dylaanlotus

[producer]
https://soundcloud.com/kingtheta

[artwork]
me lol (s/o sony)

[nitecore mix]
https://soundcloud.com/pogchampswagepicfrfr/anomaly-w-dylan-lotus-prod-king-theta-nitecore-mix

[lyrics]

intro:
in every other universe
gwen stacy falls for spiderman
and in every other universe
it doesn't end well

verse one:
nobody knows me well
at least as well as you do
I don't have no one to tell
I just wanna talk about you

bridge:
I'm sick of everything and I don't feel like fronting
leave me in the trash cause I'm not worth nothing
nobody knows me.. no one does
nobody knows me well

chorus:
and I cant breathe, without you by my side
its hard to see, when the end is not in sight
I feel like I'm losing any sense of self
I'm trying all without your help

I hate the cards that I've been dealt

verse two:
pull the queen of the hearts and bitch you knew that
oh we were two of a kind and then you drew back
no one knows.. where the plot will go..

tear me up and break my fucking bones
turn me to a vessel no one knows..

bridge:
I'm sick of everything and I don't feel like fronting
leave me in the trash cause I'm not worth nothing
nobody knows me.. no one does
nobody knows me well

chorus:
and I cant breathe, without you by my side
its hard to see, when the end is not in sight
I feel like I'm losing any sense of self
I'm trying all without your help

I hate the cards that I've been dealt

and I cant breathe, without you by my side
its hard to see, when the end is not in sight
I feel like I'm losing any sense of self
I'm trying all without your help

I hate the cards that I've been dealt

ending:
well.. there's a first time for everything right?

★anomaly★ w/ dylan lotus (prod. king theta)

★..forever just you & i..★

[producers]
@benjithemachine
@gaugemountedthisone

[nitecore mix]
https://soundcloud.com/pogchampswagepicfrfr/youi-prod-benji-the-machine-x-gauge-nitecore-mix

[lyrics]

intro:
just you and i
just you and i

chorus:
i-i-i've been up now it's goodbye
i see it all in your eye
take off so long and goodbye
forever just you and i

i see the strength in your stride
pretend like your out your mind
face it your biding your time
forever just you and i

verse:
guess i'll never know
falling down so slow
pick up what i wrote
never found a home

do whatever helps you keep it all together
all the stormy night will pass for brighter weather
grab you by the hand and you know it for the better
if you hold on tight then we will fly forever

bridge:
just you and i
just you and i

chorus:
i-i-i've been up now it's goodbye
i see it all in your eye
take off so long and goodbye
forever just you and i

i see the strength in your stride
pretend like your out your mind
face it your biding your time
forever just you and i

ending:
just you and i
just you and i

★you&i★ (prod. benji the machine x gauge)

@joshuasageart
@scoobisalright
@taylor

Stay tapped in: https://www.instagram.com/joshuasageart/

HyperFollow

Heaven is just right through the door. (w/ ☆scøøb☆) [prod. taylor morgan] ☆♱🎧🫧

★..almost anything to get me by..★

[producer]
https://soundcloud.com/benjithemachine

[artwork]
me lol

[nitecore mix]
https://soundcloud.com/pogchampswagepicfrfr/get-by-w-joshuasageart-prod-benji-the-machine-nitecore-mix

[lyrics]

hook:
i've tried everything to pass the time
almost anything to get me by
two steps forward as im left behind
watch u slowly fade away tonight

theres no solace im hollow inside
if i cry too loud im outta line
it pulls me down i know i wont survive
sinking deeper all alone tonight

verse: (josh)
so sick of the changes, it’s so complicated far too long
remember the days when, this life felt amazing
now I’m trynna go back to where we start
oh where we start

all my innocence is ripped right from me
it feel like everyone wanna judge me
but i know it’s not my fault
i know we’re not far apart

repeat hook:
i've tried everything to pass the time
almost anything to get me by
two steps forward as im left behind
watch u slowly fade away tonight

theres no solace im hollow inside
if i cry too loud im outta line
it pulls me down i know i wont survive
sinking deeper all alone tonight

★get by★ w/ joshuasageart (prod. benji the machine)

★..destiny is calling me..★

[producer]
https://soundcloud.com/recyclexbin

[nitecore mix]
https://soundcloud.com/pogchampswagepicfrfr/mr-brightside-the-killers-cover-prod-recyclebin

[lyrics]
verse:
coming out of my cage and I've been doing just fine
gotta, gotta be down, because I want it all
it started out with a kiss, how did it end up like this?
it was only a kiss, it was only a kiss
now I'm falling asleep and she's calling a cab
while he's having a smoke and she's taking a drag
now they're going to bed and my stomach is sick
and it's all in my head, but she's touching his

bridge:
chest now, he takes off her
dress now, let me go
and I just can't look, it's killing me
they're taking control

hook:
jealousy, turning saints into the sea
swimming through sick lullabies, choking on your alibis
but it's just the price I pay, destiny is calling me
open up my eager eyes, 'cause I'm Mr. Brightside

verse:
i'm coming out of my cage and I've been doing just fine
gotta, gotta be down, because I want it all
it started out with a kiss, how did it end up like this?
it was only a kiss, it was only a kiss
now I'm falling asleep and she's calling a cab
while he's having a smoke and she's taking a drag
now they're going to bed and my stomach is sick
and it's all in my head, but she's touching his

bridge:
chest now, he takes off her
dress now, let me go
'cause I just can't look, it's killing me
they're taking control

hook:
jealousy, turning saints into the sea
swimming through sick lullabies, choking on your alibis
but it's just the price I pay, destiny is calling me
open up my eager eyes, 'cause I'm Mr. Brightside

ending:
i never...
i never...
i never...
i never...

★mr brightside★ (the killers cover) [prod. recyclebin]

★..my intentions are pure if held up to the light..★

[featuring]
https://soundcloud.com/hunnyuwu

[producer]
https://soundcloud.com/benjithemachine

[nitecore mix]
https://soundcloud.com/pogchampswagepicfrfr/lowquall

[lyrics]

hook:
tell me everything you wanna do
i could watch forever wont you show me how you move
you could call my bluff, babygirl you know its true
wanna fall asleep forever always next to you

when were together everything is so golden
dont wanna leave ever since that i rolled in
everythings fine if you just spend the night
i cant say no when i look in your eyes

im falling hard and i swear that i know it
think its a lie but just wait till i show it
my intentions are pure if held up to the light
im in too deep and im losing my sight

verse:
my gaze is locked on you
when you walk into the room
interlock our fingers and our lips
tell me you want nothing more than this

n-n-n-nothing more than this

tell me everything everywhere you wanna go
nothing isnt nothing when im beside you my love
they all pushed me to the side but you gave me peace of mind
i would give up my whole life for a little bit more time
with you

repeat hook:
tell me everything you wanna do
i could watch forever wont you show me how you move
you could call my bluff, babygirl you know its true
wanna fall asleep forever always next to you

when were together everything is so golden
dont wanna leave ever since that i rolled in
everythings fine if you just spend the night
i cant say no when i look in your eyes

im falling hard and i swear that i know it
think its a lie but just wait till i show it
my intentions are pure if held up to the light
im in too deep and im losing my sight

★i’ll dream of you..★ w/ hunny (prod. benji the machine)

★..it all has to end..★

[producer]
https://soundcloud.com/benjithemachine

[nitecore mix]
https://soundcloud.com/pogchampswagepicfrfr/avalon-prod-benji-the-machine-nitecore-mix

[lyrics]

intro:
it all has to end
it all has to end
it all has to end

it all ha- for no one

time waits for no one
time waits for no one
time waits for no one

hook:
you say that you want me but never i found
you looking out for no one but yourself
i tried everytime but without a doubt
no one can change the hand that your dealt

i guess ill stay up stay up
imma fuck up fuck up
i guess ill stay up stay up
imma fuck up fuck up

verse:
every word i ever said, led to something i regret
toss and turn inside my bed, now im all alone again
holding on just by a thread, you dont know whats inside my head
sinking deep im tied to led, i cry and cry it had to end

just breathe
it all has to end..
time waits for no one, we'll all meet our end

just breathe
and catch your breath..
enjoy yourself till you take your last breath

bridge:
merlina..
every world has its end.. i know that’s kinda sad 
but that’s why we gotta live life to the fullest in the time we have 

at least, that’s what i figure

repeat hook:
you say that you want me but never i found
you looking out for no one but yourself
i tried everytime but without a doubt
no one can change the hand that your dealt

i guess ill stay up stay up
imma fuck up fuck up
i guess ill stay up stay up
imma fuck up fuck up

★avalon★ (prod. benji the machine)

★forever so lost but ill never let go..★

[producer]
@benjithemachine

[nitecore mix]
Pogchampswagepicfrfr – Spellcaster-prod-benji-the-machine-nitecore-mix

[lyrics]

dont forget who u are
i-i-i-i-

hook:
ive been lost so im falling faster
every night i go ghost like casper
scared to death of what comes after
warlock shit bitch im a spellcaster

ive been lost so im falling faster
every night i go ghost like casper
scared to death of what comes after
warlock shit bitch im a spellcaster

verse:
i got my money up but you dont care
everytime we're going out they all stare
flexed and i be fitted now i got flair
faded and im fallin down i need a prayer

a witch cast a spell it was murder she wrote
try to resist at the end of the rope
forever so lost but ill never let go
forever so lost and ill never let go

bridge:
i'm alright
i'm alright

repeat hook:
ive been lost so im falling faster
every night i go ghost like casper
scared to death of what comes after
warlock shit bitch im a spellcaster

ive been lost so im falling faster
every night i go ghost like casper
scared to death of what comes after
warlock shit bitch im a spellcaster

★spellcaster★ (prod. benji the machine)

★moving on is hard ill just forget you..★

[producer]
https://soundcloud.com/benjithemachine

[nitecore mix]
https://soundcloud.com/pogchampswagepicfrfr/all-i-know-prod-benji-the-machine-nitecore-mix

[lyrics]

intro:
dont forget who u are
yeah yeahhh
yeah yeahhh

hook:
she said that she love me i know she dont
my head is spinning round just like a merry go
ill just keep it going its all i know
stuck inside my head but ill never show

its what i said
its been going on
but i dont feel a thing

cant trust anyone
cause i dont know
if they're bound by a string

and you know were done
its gone cause
you treat me like a fling

still i try to run
it hurts but
your words they always sting

verse:
every word you said
left me down in bed

never thought that it'd be like this
but im still right here to make the best of it
and i know

now im sick of being right
you were a waste of my time
i wish i could just rewind

used to blame myself for things that you do
moving on is hard ill just forget you

bridge:
you were my everything
now i miss everything

repeat hook:
she said that she love me i know she dont
my head is spinning round just like a merry go
ill just keep it going its all i know
stuck inside my head but ill never show

its what i said
its been going on
but i dont feel a thing

cant trust anyone
cause i dont know
if they're bound by a string

and you know were done
its gone cause
you treat me like a fling

still i try to run
it hurts but
your words they always sting

★all i know★ (prod. benji the machine)

★every word cuts like a duller knife..★

[featuring]
https://soundcloud.com/camertin

[producer]
https://soundcloud.com/benjithemachine

[nitecore mix]
https://soundcloud.com/pogchampswagepicfrfr/apologize-w-camertin-prod-benji-the-machine-nitecore-mix

[lyrics]

hook:
now its too late to apologize
i pretend but im not alright
every word cuts like a duller knife
left me here to start a better life

now its too late to apologize
i pretend but im not alright
every word cuts like a duller knife
left me here to start a better life

verse:
empty handed with another lie
i wanna talk but I’m not alright 
i wanna love but this isn’t right
leaving you not a decision I like

what’s been new since i’m gone in ur life
ain’t been the same since ur not by my side
not giving up i just hope you decide on me
another night rest my head and i cannot sleep

repeat hook:
now its too late to apologize
i pretend but im not alright
every word cuts like a duller knife
left me here to start a better life

now its too late to apologize
i pretend but im not alright
every word cuts like a duller knife
left me here to start a better life

★apologize★ w/ camertin (prod. benji the machine)

★all that i have loved has come to die..★

[producer]
https://soundcloud.com/y4ndere

[nitecore mix]
https://soundcloud.com/pogchampswagepicfrfr/layinginthedirt-prod-yandere-nitecore-mix

[lyrics]
hook:
nothing really matters when ur laying in the dirt
rotting like a corpse i got blood up on my shirt
everything u did yeah i guess u were the worst
now were both alone but u did it to me first

nothing really matters when ur laying in the dirt
rotting like a corpse i got blood up on my shirt
everything u did yeah i guess u were the worst
now were both alone but u did it to me first

verse:
all that i have loved has come to die
feel ive wasted all my life
at least i can say i tried
but we both know thats a lie

said it all before yeah u said it gets better
ive been holding on but i cant forever
look me in the eyes tell me when it gets better
disappear a ghost ill be gone forever

bridge:
forever and ever
lets make this last forever
forever and ever
lets make this last forever

forever and ever
lets make this last forever
forever and ever
lets make this last forever

repeat hook:
nothing really matters when ur laying in the dirt
rotting like a corpse i got blood up on my shirt
everything u did yeah i guess u were the worst
now were both alone but u did it to me first

nothing really matters when ur laying in the dirt
rotting like a corpse i got blood up on my shirt
everything u did yeah i guess u were the worst
now were both alone but u did it to me first

★layinginthedirt★ (prod. yandere)

★if u ever feel alone baby hit my line!★

[featuring]
https://soundcloud.com/joshuasageart

[producer]
https://soundcloud.com/benjithemachine

[nitecore mix]
https://soundcloud.com/pogchampswagepicfrfr/waste-my-time-w-joshuasageart-prod-benji-the-machine-nitecore-mix

[lyrics]

hook:
i've been tryna find a way to waste my time
no matter what i do ur still on my mind
swear im losing sight cause of how u shine
ever feel alone baby hit my line

i've been tryna find a way to waste my time
no matter what i do ur still on my mind
swear im losing sight cause of how u shine
ever feel alone baby hit my line

verse:
i've been tryna focus on the better things
i dont wanna run away from everything
digging at the pain that i was burying
feels so discomforting.. why does this happen to me

and im doing it actually
shes an angel, baby i need u with me
i dont wanna feel like this casually
i can free you like a dove inside of my hands

bridge:
you say your fine when im not there
its all alright if you dont care

repeat hook:
i've been tryna find a way to waste my time
no matter what i do ur still on my mind
swear im losing sight cause of how u shine
ever feel alone baby hit my line

i've been tryna find a way to waste my time
no matter what i do ur still on my mind
swear im losing sight cause of how u shine
ever feel alone baby hit my line

★waste my time★ w/ joshuasageart (prod. benji the machine)

★..im sorry now..★

[producer]
https://soundcloud.com/claudesdiary
* extra guitars & synths tracked by me

[alternative versions]
https://soundcloud.com/pogchampswagepicfrfr/hope-ur-ok-cause-im-not-prod-claude-nitecore-mix

https://soundcloud.com/pogchampswagepicfrfr/hope-ur-ok-cause-im-not-prod-claude-slowed-lofi

[lyrics]

how long have u been standing there
i met your eyes and we both just stopped and stared
no matter what i promise that i cared
if that means anything, if that means anything

were not kids no more, im not 18
and the airs' so still, suffocating
i tried so hard it meant nothing
we cant go back but yr waiting

im sorry now
i know its all my fault, i know it
im just sick of pretending that its not now
and im sorry for everything guess ill go now

im sorry now
i know its all my fault, i know it
lie after lie soon u found out
im not great as i claim i should die now

★hope ur ok, cause i'm not★ (prod. claude)

✨ · ˚ . ✫. ˚✧ · ˚✧ ·✫. ˚✨ ·
✨ · ˚ . ✫. ˚✧ · ˚✧ ·✫. ˚✨ ·
✨i just wanna have fun✨ ·
✨ · ˚ . ✫. ˚✧ · ˚✧ ·✫. ˚✨ ·
✨ · ˚ . ✫. ˚✧ · ˚✧ ·✫. ˚✨ ·

★fade away into distant memories★ (prod. odece)

☆spending time w/ a total cutie!☆

[producer]
https://soundcloud.com/uglyzucc

[artwork]
https://soundcloud.com/1teenwitch

[nitecore mix]
https://soundcloud.com/cutemfontheblock/total-cutie-nitecore-mix-prod-uglyzucc

[lyrics]
Intro:
I'm going to tell you my dreams, i haven't told anyone else
I want to work and go to college, I think i could study lots of things
And during all that, i want to have a serious relationship with the man i love
And get married on a tropical island
And live in a house with a big yard and get a big dog
I'll cook and live happily with my husband
And when were old, were gonna drink tea everyday by the garden

Hook:
Say you care but baby that's the old me
Why don't we go and find a movie
Get some snacks like popcorn and green tea
Spending time with a total cutie

Blushing so hard really hope she can't see
How I'm nervous might get queasy
Never leave i'll be begging on my knees
Know i'm simping lemme do this please

When i'm with you i feel so free
All my sadness goes and flees
Lock my heart up and throw away the key
Make a wish they only come in threes

Refrain:
Say you care but baby that's the old me
Why don't we go and find a movie
Get some snacks like popcorn and green tea
Spending time with a total cutie

Verse:
Yeah!

I'll spend the rest of my days
Spending it with you in any way
But i know you don't even really gotta say
One day i'll die but i will delay

I won't decay
My mind will stay
Even when the light
Suddenly turns to grey

I will still pray
That i will be with you for just another day

Refrain:
Say you care but baby that's the old me
Why don't we go and find a movie
Get some snacks like popcorn and green tea
Spending time with a total cutie

Repeat Hook:
Say you care but baby that's the old me
Why don't we go and find a movie
Get some snacks like popcorn and green tea
Spending time with a total cutie

Blushing so hard really hope she can't see
How I'm nervous might get queasy
Never leave i'll be begging on my knees
Know i'm simping lemme do this please

When i'm with you i feel so free
All my sadness goes and flees
Lock my heart up and throw away the key
Make a wish they only come in threes

Outro: (its really hard to hear in the mix but it's there i promise)
By a man i love, i meant you
Right now it's just a dream but it's important to me
So i want to make all my dreams come true one by one
with you at my side.

★total cutie!★ ^.^ (prod. uglyzucc)

☆+please dont evr give back my sweater!+☆

[Producer]
https://soundcloud.com/wstdyth

[Artwork]
https://soundcloud.com/ihatekamisama

★tell me how u really feel★ (prod. wstdyth)

☆\: so my heart tears, and im feeling so scared :/☆

[Producer]
https://soundcloud.com/yungprenup

[Artwork]
myself lol

★mementos★ (prod. yungprenup)

@joshuasageart (1st verse)
@scoobisalright (hook)
@yung-jza-shawty (2nd verse)
#DigiCore

LITE-STARZZ (w/ ☆scøøb☆ x YungJZAisDead)

☆spread your wings, just like a fairy!☆

[featuring]
https://soundcloud.com/adharmasatru

[producer]
https://soundcloud.com/uglyzucc

[nitecore mix]
https://soundcloud.com/cutemfontheblock/fairy-w-adha-prod-uglyzuccnitecore-mix

[lyrics]
intro:
ever since i heard you lost your wings
but still did your best to not give up
to try to face him regardless
i wanted to hold u just like this 

i know how hard it must've been
im proud of you

hook: (scoobert)
spread your wings
just like fairy
when ur not with me
the world seems so scary

feeling surrounds me
leaving me wary
days roll on by
the love it may vary

from day to day
but still i will need it
heal me with time
the pain will be needles

missing ur touch
a drug that i cant quit
say that im fine
if on the surface

i know what to say
until i see u
holding u tight
promise we'll get through

all of the shadows
as they are shallow
but who will know
as love is so fallow

bridge:
spread your wings
just like fairy
when ur not with me
the world seems so scary

feeling surrounds me
leaving me wary
days roll on by
the love it may vary

verse: (adha)
fairy wings on an angel
when im with the worlds less painful
i feel confident and i am able
to love myself could u make me so grateful

you build me up
and you changed my life
and i fell so hard
i didnt even have to try

years pass, tears fall
waiting for your call
but ur calling me
like every night

i wish that i could find
the words to say to you
although i tried
nothing comes closer than

i love you

repeat hook:
spread your wings
just like fairy
when ur not with me
the world seems so scary

feeling surrounds me
leaving me wary
days roll on by
the love it may vary

from day to day
but still i will need it
heal me with time
the pain will be needles

missing ur touch
a drug that i cant quit
say that im fine
if on the surface

i know what to say
until i see u
holding u tight
promise we'll get through

all of the shadows
as they are shallow
but who will know
as love is so fallow
--------------------------
happy new year ily <3

★fairy★ w/ adha (prod. uglyzucc)

☆please be wary, tread with caution!☆

[producer]
https://soundcloud.com/jason22k

[artwork]
https://soundcloud.com/dead-gio

[nitecore mix]
https://soundcloud.com/cutemfontheblock/exausted-prod-jason22k-nitecore-mix

[lyrics]
hook:
down bad but u know
im still breathing
heart broke on the floor
im bleeding

but soon i promise
ill be leaving
passed out from fear
but im dreaming now!

know that i am out of options
please be wary tread with caution

verse:
everyday i wake up
exhausted, honest
cant take much more
not the strongest, promise

yeah i know im not
what u wanted
but still i try
my absolute hardest

i can reach the top
will i make it?
tell me when it stops
cant take it

cant control the sobs
cant shake it
ohh i know

bridge:
everyday i wake up
exhausted, honest
cant take much more
not the strongest, promise

yeah i know im not
what u wanted
but still i try
my absolute hardest

repeat hook:
down bad but u know
im still breathing
heart broke on the floor
im bleeding

but soon i promise
ill be leaving
passed out from fear
but im dreaming now!

know that i am out of options
please be wary tread with caution

★exhausted★ (prod. jason22k)

20 | they/them
you'll always have a home with me.

nightcore versions: @cutemfontheblock & https://soundcloud.com/pogchampswagepicfrfr
b-sides @scoobert-doobert-1738

☆scøøb☆

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