wstdyth & bedhead - bloodstained lips *2020*

★now i stand here, looking starstruck!★

[featuring]
@bedhead2001

[producer]
@uglyzucc

[artwork]
@d33pcutx0

[nitecore mix]
https://soundcloud.com/cutemfontheblock/starstruck-w-bedhead-prod-uglyzucc-nitecore-mix

[lyrics]
intro:
i finally caught you
dont run away from me ever again
please tada
dont go where i cant reach you

stay with me forever!

hook:
i am feeling like an outcast
surrounded by the silence
calling out is all i do

why cant i fall asleep forever
i hate this more than ever
waking up is hard to do

ill scream out
into the void
yeah i know its all in vain
but i just cannot explain

why it helps me feel better

verse one (scoob):
every word that u said
has been scrambled in my head
swear u left a mess yeah
swear u left me staring

at the life that u lead
now im all alone in bed
swear i miss ur touch girl
swear i miss it all bad

now i stand here, looking starstruck
and i am cause u know i miss it so much
and im having nightmares, really bad ones
could u stop them, please come back n stop them!

bridge:
ill say this once
so i hope you'll forget it
ur on my mind still
i fucking hate it

so take ur leave girl.. because!

repeat hook:
i am feeling like an outcast
surrounded by the silence
calling out is all i do

why cant i fall asleep forever
i hate this more than ever
waking up is hard to do

ill scream out
into the void
yeah i know its all in vain
but i just cannot explain

why it helps me feel better

and u told me that the old me
was the one was yr one and only
if it’s one and done then fosholy
i would hate for this to be boring

i’ve been staring at the ceiling
wallpaper peeling
my fingers bleed when i’m anxious

u thought that i was appealing
so what is the deal then
tell me right now i can’t take this

ending (bedhead + scoob):
ok maybe i can take it for a little while
i’d do anything for u baby to make u smile
there’s a reason i come to you from like any mile

i know it’s many miles
but u won’t need me til i’m gone

i am feeling like an outcast
surrounded by the silence
calling out is all i do

why cant i fall asleep forever
i hate this more than ever
waking up is hard to do

★streaming★

★starstruck!★ w/ bedhead (prod. uglyzucc)

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lyrics
Still got your picture on my nightstand
Said that we would be forever but you got up to go
I miss when we had matching black vans
Told that girl I really love her and never did that before

And you don’t wanna go fix the broken heart you left to die
You said you love me but I guess you didn’t mean it
I don’t wanna live this life like a lie
I cut my wrist yeah you’re the reason that I’m bleeding
Living so fast that I don’t even know it’s next up
Live for the past cuz as of recently I’m fucked up
I’m not my best I’m off of Oxys till the sun is up
Live for the past cuz as of recently I’m fucked up

Are we living like this are we living like that
You said that you didn’t know I said can you come back
Life is going so quick life is going so fast
I said why are you playing games when you see me like that
I don’t want to have to tell you that I hate my life
I wish I could go and tell you that I was just fine
But like I told you I can never live my life with lies
Just like I told you I can never live my life with a lie

fix the broken heart you left to die
You said you love me but I guess you didn’t mean it
I don’t wanna live this life like a lie
I cut my wrist yeah you’re the reason that I’m bleeding
Living so fast that I don’t even know it’s next up
Live for the past cuz as of recently I’m fucked up
I’m not my best I’m off of Oxys till the sun is up
Live for the past cuz as of recently I’m fucked up

fijimar - past

past

all plats

past [siemspark x 1heyrick]

kiss me thru ur window >~< (prod.Emogotchi Lord Wavy)

@ u (prod me)

https://soundcloud.com/goblinhaven/guarddown

on guard! w/ 8485 (+ remghost x twintailz)

girl next door +heads (shyburial)

@blackwinterwells
prod wstd
[wstdyth]
cold feet 
why u backing away from the trophy 
hopping out 
raf simons with the soul speed 
they be running their mouths but they don’t know me 
u know i won’t kick it with fakes 
that why i’m lonely 

rolling up that smoke all the time 
diamonds in the 9 
think that i just found a secret door feel like coraline 
get back into my life 
u shouldn’t even try 
dior sit on my wrist 
that gleaming hit my eyes 

every time i get lit 
these demons in disguise 
they be fucking hard with the kid 
but i dont socialize 
i don’t wanna look at my phone 
i’m seeing all these lies 
i can’t fall asleep in the night 
the sun is on the rise 

[wells]
and im flying under white light 
under hi speed cameras
baby hold tight and there wont be danger
try as i might, i know i cant change her
im a demon, not a savior
alchemy in a white room
wait and see how i transmogrify you
into red fumes, clock the speed of your soul
im so rapid you're like dough
and i dont need anyone who's never even opened a spellbook!

[wstd]
i been goin round and round a dark star 
and i’m tryna find my self that’s the hard part 
so i wrote what feel as fell far 
and i know that the end is always at the start

soul speed w/ blackwinterwells

prod me and that dude @ilypelican

looking through my head at everything I've ever done or said
I'm so annoying I hate everything I ever did
don't know why I would even tell you you don't give a shit
I finally understand the reason I don't see you
[HOOK]
you don't listen to me 
life feel like a fucking movie
I'm  thinking of ending things
maybe then you'll say you knew me
you just saying anything
don't know what you meant to me
blood all over everything
I don't want your sympathy
drag me through the dirt saying 
what happened to chivalry
I feel like your secretary
all the shit you give to me
I thought when it happened
wonder why you're picking me
I know why this happened
me and all my misery
[VERSE]
fucked up fucked up 
I get so
you're stuck up you're stuck up 
you don't know
I'm trying so hard to do this on my own
lying I said I'm good alone
stuck here and I'm faking I'm okay
I don't wanna wait another day
feels like they're lying to my face
just cant keep up I'm out of place
I know its temporary 
do it again and again
another January
I don't know how I should spend
tonight yeah more than ever
I feel like this is the end
they said it gets better
I don't know why they pretend
[HOOK]

im thinking of ending things ft 8485 (yurms + pelican)

yurms - i dont wanna be here anymore (yurms+ascii)

@d1vwv

AMV -- https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=cdlWmyshYTA&ab_channel=Sleepa
listen on spotify -- https://open.spotify.com/track/2i4YgfuhNFI1TCQ2lXIeKo?si=gGRQBDBSRB6hCjuyYWVEhQ

beat by lopoint @user-829649150

No 1 Else (w/ d1v)

20 | they/them
you'll always have a home with me.

nightcore versions: @cutemfontheblock & https://soundcloud.com/pogchampswagepicfrfr
b-sides @scoobert-doobert-1738

★starstruck!★ w/ bedhead (prod. uglyzucc)

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