eyes wide shut

prod. flesh

sample: artist vs poet - like kids

lyrics:
from the moment that I woke up
I've been tryna see the sun
gotta wait a bit it's not up yet whoa
I've been throwing bricks into the pond
I'm just tryna skip all of the upset yea
I don't get a say in what I want
but I don't wanna end up on the doorstep uh
cuz then I get stepped all on
nah n I don't wanna stress too long

I remember it like it's yesterday
I'm still in it in the memories
swear to god I'll give them everything
but they'll never take the rest away
so I'll keep chasing notes I dreamed I wrote

I take my card and receipt
pack all my things into my bag then I step out in the heat
it takes longer than I want
and though it's hard as it seems
it's only everything I wanted
everything I wanted to be

Not up yet

(30 in my cup i can feel my heart beat
i just wanna make u mine
came 2 the party just 2 c u
but its dark and i cant find u and i realized i wasted my time
we were on the molly and u didnt turn the lights off
talking 2 u felt like a ghost
it was like a nightmare or a fairytale
thinking i could hold u close)
u sit there w yr arms wrapped round yr knees
wanna scream so loud in the library
hot pink dyed hair hope no one sees
staring off into nothing but the neon green
1 cough 2 hi not a clear lung
public spaces u dont rly fear none
u would trade places if u knew sum1
made the same paces less close 2 the sun
boxes ive packed myself in
release my soul for profit
dont kno just y it happened
think i need 2 get off this
train on a loop of a track going 1 way
always never coming back around in the wrong way
right time 4 it but i saw it on the wrong day
next stop on the timelines such a long way
away from me u moved yrself
i had 2 b w sum1 else
2 realize the mental hell
yr in is where i am as well
and if its in yr interest well then
hope the leave yr taking will treat u well then
im a whole other person than how i felt then
treat me like u deserve me i never felt it
i guess i just dont deserve 2 b treated well then
holding grudges like yr climbing out a well then
mix the metal w fire just like im welding
i just never know what 2 do cuz i cant b selfish
familiar w the feelings u felt 4 the fact i held them
longer than the hope that i had 4 u c it seldom
anything thats valuable 2 me yr saying sell them
u kno u would b the lowest bid at the auction
how low will u go now
yr hands dirty the ground
yr on shakes @ the sound
u scream but never loud
enuff 4 them 2 hear
check back w u in a year
c where im @ cuz i kno that
neither of us can stay here
(how will i get 2 u and tell u heart 2 heart
theres a 30 in my cup
and i need u and i need u 2 feel my love
how do i get 2 u and tell u heart 2 heart
theres 30 in my cup
and i need u and i need u 2 feel my love)
trash bag like yr throwing me away
bagged up bagback i’ll be gone for days
i still smell your clothes here i’m want for waste
i can’t tell if ur sincere in trauma chased
on gang i’m rolling the wrong way
your holding on to my face
i’m blowing like pompeii
swerving the marque
it’s always a dark day
read it all in my face
i’m trying i can’t change :/
i found a way to be with someone
who would never leave me for
that seasons that became before
ur still moving the same way
of course
i still touch in the rain
the force
scars can’t measure the pain
we walked over the lane
it’s in the back of my brain
i can’t give up anything that i claim
forever the same

written by bedhead, lil wet wet, and Reghan Patynski (borrows from heart2heart/30inmycup https://soundcloud.com/2envii/h2hfinal)
performed, mixed, and mastered by bedhead and lil wet wet
produced by cascadia
recorded at the gloss temple and the dollhouse 03/04/2023
art by bedhead

ALL PLATFORMS

neon green w/ lil wet wet (+ cassie) [2envii sample]

2 old ass song wit @bedhead2001 n @benjithemachine

Fall Back Wit bedhead P Benji

petscop

me n u <3

what i hear in the dark [prod. cutspace + g0bln]

prod. flesh x tommy hydra

lyrics:
i'm so back, round 2
i'd be down again, i can trust you
all of our regrets made us who we are 
there's no going back so i just keep making these songs

for myself, lately i've been having fun
i unfurl, bloom until i see the sun
a spiral, really i'm just warming up
promise kept, i'm not going back

cuz i slept all of the time that i had
it's so hard when you always forget
i keep letting down all of my friends
i confess, i know i've been such a-

i think that i waited way too long
walking on the walls i been glued on
healing up while it's peeling off
once again, on the ceiling i
made a friend, yeah i wish
we could talk, we're the same
you and i, when you sing
so do i, i bet that's why we're so alive

i made a bet, i will not quit when i'm dead
i'll just keep on coming back, i am the voice in your head
i'm keeping tabs, so much i'm feeling the lag
i think i figured it out, i keep on moving them back
i keep on jumping the gun, been on my shit from the jump
i gotta go out the way to figure out where i belong
i think it's in the garage, doing whatever i want
tangled all up in the web that i spun

spider

spider (flesh x tommy hydra)

Lyrics:

Everyone said that they wouldn’t, but they switched up
Fuck em all anyways, I hope that they all spill guts

Everyone said that they wouldn’t, but they switched up
Fuck em all anyways, I hope that they all spill guts
Walking through a daydream, it’s more like a nightmare
Gotta watch my back or otherwise leave ‘em stitched up

Everyone said that they wouldn’t, but they switched up
Fuck em all anyways, I hope that they all spill guts
Walking through a daydream, it’s more like a nightmare
Gotta watch my back or otherwise leave ‘em stitched up

And you said everything would get better
I tried but the feeling stays forever
And my heart can’t take anymore damage
All my friends switched up, another wound to bandage

I 
I don’t wanna fight anymore
Left my trust with my body in the morgue
Don’t need an open casket
No one gonna show up
No dissatisfaction 

Tell my mom I’m sorry, I just gotta go
Imma go cold like the winter snow
Walk into the grave with my Gucci coat
Ain’t nobody show me love when I need it most

Everyone said that they wouldn’t, but they switched up
Fuck em all anyways, I hope that they all spill guts
Walking through a daydream, it’s more like a nightmare
Gotta watch my back or otherwise leave ‘em stitched up

Everyone said that they wouldn’t, but they switched up
Fuck em all anyways, I hope that they all spill guts
Walking through a daydream, it’s more like a nightmare
Gotta watch my back or otherwise leave ‘em stitched up

This is why you'll find us in the morgue w/ willow.x (p+ noahmadethis x jolst)

hamilton - clarity (prod. radkoun)

★..destiny is calling me..★

[producer]
https://soundcloud.com/recyclexbin

[nitecore mix]
https://soundcloud.com/pogchampswagepicfrfr/mr-brightside-the-killers-cover-prod-recyclebin

[lyrics]
verse:
coming out of my cage and I've been doing just fine
gotta, gotta be down, because I want it all
it started out with a kiss, how did it end up like this?
it was only a kiss, it was only a kiss
now I'm falling asleep and she's calling a cab
while he's having a smoke and she's taking a drag
now they're going to bed and my stomach is sick
and it's all in my head, but she's touching his

bridge:
chest now, he takes off her
dress now, let me go
and I just can't look, it's killing me
they're taking control

hook:
jealousy, turning saints into the sea
swimming through sick lullabies, choking on your alibis
but it's just the price I pay, destiny is calling me
open up my eager eyes, 'cause I'm Mr. Brightside

verse:
i'm coming out of my cage and I've been doing just fine
gotta, gotta be down, because I want it all
it started out with a kiss, how did it end up like this?
it was only a kiss, it was only a kiss
now I'm falling asleep and she's calling a cab
while he's having a smoke and she's taking a drag
now they're going to bed and my stomach is sick
and it's all in my head, but she's touching his

bridge:
chest now, he takes off her
dress now, let me go
'cause I just can't look, it's killing me
they're taking control

hook:
jealousy, turning saints into the sea
swimming through sick lullabies, choking on your alibis
but it's just the price I pay, destiny is calling me
open up my eager eyes, 'cause I'm Mr. Brightside

ending:
i never...
i never...
i never...
i never...

★streaming★

★mr brightside★ (the killers cover) [prod. recyclebin]

20 | they/them
you'll always have a home with me.

nightcore versions: @cutemfontheblock & https://soundcloud.com/pogchampswagepicfrfr
b-sides @scoobert-doobert-1738

★mr brightside★ (the killers cover) [prod. recyclebin]

☆scøøb☆

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