lovely harmony with the backing vocals :)

sunrise/slowdown (demo)

i lay here

made in 8 hours on a sunday after a very bad week.
this project is in 7/4 (mb gang)

-lyrics-
**n33t and hidden contact talking**
**me recording myself in my room**

went far to see the sun rise
i saw her climb into the sky
if things go wrong its alright
i know it gets better with time

do you know what its like
to be cast aside (i know)
wanted to say so much more
im out to give the warmth

what can i do if its me
if things go wrong its alright
i know it gets better with time

what if its me

stream Freak Out: https://ffm.to/streamfreakout
visualizer: https://youtu.be/0ZYSbsEqIkc
prod. Soutjay & Cole Calico 
artwork by Azucena

Lyrics:

intro:
(much love)

verse 1:
head is spinning round again
all my life I've been out of it
tried talking but it's counterfeit,
couldn't beleive it
but it's all in the way that I think that

pre-chorus:
I got everything I wanted
what am I gonna do now
you kept thinking of everything
you couldn't say out loud

chorus:
and I let you down a little
you watched me Freak Out
I can't help but hope that
you'll stick around (woah)

verse 2:
I can't describe this feeling
these words bounce round and around
till the find some meaning, yea
they always come out blue
tell me again why I just 
couldn't see it through
now I'm afraid to lose you
and I'm dodging the truth
it seems I've made you the reason
I need to think that

pre-chorus:
I got everything I wanted
what am I gonna do now
you kept thinking of everything
you couldn't say out loud

chorus:
and I let you down a little
you watched me Freak Out
I can't help but hope that
you'll stick around (woah)

(freakin out, you'll stick around x4)

Freak Out

find me in the graveyard searching for a truth
see me through the dirt, i was naked

needles fill my tilted toes as tepid arms embrace me
a rotting, lifeless body hanging from the branch

stare into its sunken eyes
don't be surprised when it won't fight
it fucked you, how is that comfortable?

skin: bone
skin: bone
skin: bone
skin: bone

a name without a face
you took a hammer to its grave and swallowed the rubble

nothing special, nothing new
your crooked fingers: necrotic

skin: bone
skin: bone
skin: bone
skin: bone

it’s in your veins, it’s in your blood
it’s in your veins, it’s in your blood
it’s in your veins, it’s in your blood
it’s in your veins, it’s in your blood

boneyard

shoutout wishlane fr

https://soundcloud.com/wishlane/burlap-scars

wishlane - burlap scars (half cover)

lyrics (mostly) written by @jacobtravels
put to song by me

i die, at night, in the dark
surrounded by my own self pity
i’ve died, a few times, before this
surrounded by the shields i’ve built

alone

comfort is commodity
i miss when you would lie to me
i’m not as hopeful as i ought to be
i know

collapsing as a sign
it’s a circle one of mine
i was built to spread some message
not one that I could live to

myself

all i want is something to give to you
all i want is something to give to you

jacob song

art by @vai5000

i want to know everything about you
i hope you know how much you mean to me too
i wish i could hold you
but you'll never know
from this far away I'm blinded by your light
we could sit around for hours and talk through the night
if only i could love you
but you'll never feel the same

so i must accept
that your hands will never be mine to hold
so i hope i find someone just like you

i can feel my heart beating like I've never known
wish i could tear it out so i can be happy alone
but it's not that easy
it's never that easy
i love every second i spend with you
but it's not worth it to think about what could have been
it only makes things worse
and it already hurts

so i must accept
that your hands will never be mine to hold
and i know damn well
I'll never have you as my own
but you, oh you, are happy just where you are
so i hope i find someone just like you

oooooooooooohhhh

but one day, I'll move on
and maybe this will all feel silly
it's not like i ever lost you
and one day, I'll be fine
and the heartache won't just kill me
to be your friend is all i could ever ask for

just like you

emotional driver
drive all night
your worries have been 
mechanized
from dashboard dreaming

clutching onto the 
centre console
your body’s been 
in cruise control
for several seasons

thinking back to the 
way it was
think we missed that exit
but you’re always on my mind

popping up in the
rearview mirror
objects are much closer 
than they appear

hydroplane, lose power steering
what would happen if
I told you I needed you here

needed you here

the colours flushing through our breath
you push your face against mine
I’ll strain my synapses attach
to try and store the place and time

I fixate on doom
but your headlights are cutting through
you light up a room
haven’t told that to you

the colours flushing through our breath
you push your face against mine
when we pull back the rift has cracked
try not to see it as a sign

and we know the truth
that’s not something I can do
you light up a room
and I told that to you

emotional driver

lyrics:

take it all down 
leave the walls bear and white
look what i found 
it’s the words that you wrote they don’t sit quite right

read them out loud
i hold them up to the light
scream and shout 
i hold you just out of sight
you hold me just out of mind

your words taste sour 
when you twist the truth into lies
i miss the sound 
of you spilling thoughts on the carpet sometimes

take a look around 
i stare change right in the eyes
it consumes it devours
i hold it just out of sight
you hold it just out of mind

i want you to say
i miss you
i don’t want to say
i miss you

spare change

this is my version of @user_n33t & @dobimusic - try!

this version is produced & performed by me.

original song: https://soundcloud.com/bitbird/n33t-x-dobi-try

sunrise/slowdown (demo)

gordon snyder

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