I'm so stupid ★

Sorry I Forgot, Ok

@deepblumusic is on here
i was really promising as a kid
but things just didnt turn out how they all said it should've been
im feeling embarrassed
im feeling fucking pissed
im gonna flip the fuck out
gonna break some fucking shit
i got nothing to do
all my dreams are crushed
i need a girlfriend now
and you know that that's a must
im an incel
and im stuck thinking of you
im an incel
whatever shall i do
im an incel
and im stuck inside my room
im an incel
dont have the balls to talk to you
im so fucking sick and tired of this shit
cus things just didnt turn out how they all said it shouldve been
starting to think that its over
i need a brand new life
im ready to throw it all away so ill see you on the other side
i got nothing to lose
all my friends are gone
ive got to kill them all
cus my life is fucking done
im an incel
and im stuck thinking of you
im an incel
what the hell am i supposed to do
im an incel
ive gone outside my room
im an incel
im gonna shoot you fucking too

Incel (feat. deepblu)

freaks

Download: https://wirdmusic.bandcamp.com/track/writing-it-down-for-you
Pop Unknown cover
_______________________________
Take from me the apple of my eye
Distort the reasons why
She comes back again and again to me
Find me on the ground
Looking upside down at you
You're everything to me
I need to find out if I'm anything to you

Don't believe everything you hear
It's clear the reason why
She leaves me again and again you see
Knock me to the ground
Looking upside down at you
You're killing me
You're killing me

Writing It Down for You

irl negative xp cover/ irl negative xp downgrade :(

 i guess i felt sorry for  you
you looked sad and blue, you looked torn and bruised
then i took a closer look at you
there were marks on you, with paint and tattoos
i thought you were misunderstood 
but then i knew you weren't any good
never met a worse person than you
i never met a worse person than you

we met up irl taking photographs to tell your tale
well, no one wants your autograph
except your autistic, special ed cabal
hell, you look really fucking dumb
anyone can play a guitar or drums
you met up irl
it was f-a-i-l
it was f-a-i-l

you sat around all day long
listening to all those boring songs
you fucked around all day long
ripping off the bong and everyone
i thought you were misunderstood
but then i knew you weren't any good
never met a worse person than you
i never met a worse person than you

 we met up irl taking photographs to tell your tale
well, no one wants your autograph
except your autistic, special ed cabal
hell, you look really fucking dumb
anyone can play a guitar or drums
you met up irl
it was f-a-i-l
it was f-a-i-l

instrumental 

i guess you need a bad guy to be in your life
i guess you can't say goodbye without suicide
i guess you got some problems, well I got mine
i guess I'm pretty fed up with all your lies

you met up irl
it was f-a-i-l
it was f-a-i-l
you met up irl
it was f-a-i-l
it was f-a-i-l
you met up irl
it was f-a-i-l
it was f-a-i-l
you met up irl
it was f-a-i-l
it was f-a-i-l

I’m so angry
And so upset
Cause you can’t
See me at all
And I’m all alone
And we’re stuck in our homes
When I’m without you
There's nothing to do
I wanna be with

You In my arms
I wish you were
Really here with me
But you are
Still stuck In my screen
Just come out

I lost all respect
So how do I expect
To get a job or life
When you can be my wife
I’ll throw my life away
Just to see your face
How could I go back
It felt so right and real
I dreamt of having

You In my arms
I wish you were
Really here with me
But you are
Still stuck In my screen
Just come out

How did I get this way
Dictated by anime
Obsessed with one girl
Who never will love me
I’ve killed the chance to belong
And now I’m stuck with

You In my arms
I wish you were
Really here with me
But you are
Still stuck In my screen
Just come out
I can’t live without
You In my arms
I wish you were
Really here with me
But you are
Still stuck In my screen
Just come out

I WISH YOU WERE REAL

sexual tension between my car and a telephone pole (first make)

I can't smile anymore
I can't sleep anymore
I can't live anymore
I lost my imagination
I got lost in this fucking hole
I blow my head off with a shotgun
I'm sorry for all this blood

i lost my imagination

An old song that i decided to release
originally written in october 2021
recorded on 4track cassette on about june 2022

Don't Waste Your Time On E Girls

"[REDACTED] should kill themselves fan club"
song abt a bitch i REALLY hate 

--
lyrics

sorry no one wanted to fuck you 
but it’s cause you asked them not to 
sorry no one really likes you 
but you know we really tried to 

starving for attention 
starving for the tension 
encouraging your friends to starve with you 
encouraging your fucked up point of view 

stab your friends in the stomach 
you stab them in the back too
sorry you think everyone loves you 
you only really like you

starving for attention 
starving for the tension 
your brother is the password child
your friendship isn’t worthwhile

i hate you and you should hate yourself too

Today wasn't a good day 
Yeah, it was such a shitty day
No purpose in my life
I think I'm freaking going nuts
I guess it will end up like this

Six-pack is where I belong
It's like that cool gezebelle song:
Doesn't matter if I die drunk,
Doesn't matter if I die young
Like shit all my life stank

It really sucks to be 17
Nobody ever wanted me
Now I'm sleeping on the floor
My green fluids near me
I'm really really diying tonight

Vomiting My Stomach Out

its about oyasumi punpun, chill on me

You show me your scars
bled on the backseat of the car
midnight drive committing crimes
both of us know its our time
dont like where u cut urself
only I should see u bleed
your dad hates it when i talk to you
he doesnt know about ur thigh tattoo

stick a needle in my eye
i'll never tire of your cries
you say i'll get cut if i leave
empty words dont mean a thing

hold a knife to my neck
i get cut if i misbehave
when you're gone i'll go right back
to where the cops had a wellness check
small disputes drive me insane
a noose is ready, its all in vain
when i die, im in isolation
flames burn dim compared to my separation

Abuse is a form of love

n4zi gf :3

FUCK SOUNDCLOUD 
IM ON SPOTIFY APPLE MUSIC AND OTHERS.

SUCK MY DICK

Nyaatural Selection (Greens on Toast Cover)

K

this time im gonna do it 
no more turning back no more
this time im gonna do it 
slit my wrist drop on the floor

and i dont understand 
how youd move on so fast
i fucked up real bad
and now youre gone and now im sad
and all the times we had
are gone and in the trash
i wish we couldve last
but now your with another man

this time im gonna do it 
no more turning back no more
this time im gonna do it 
slit my wrist drop on the floor

this time i'm gonna do it.

my contribution to the basement tapes comp...

she’s got a cottage-core profile picture on twitter
she’s gonna tell you her opinion on Israel
crucifix between her cute collar bones
pretend to not like her but I really wanna kiss her

cause she’s so based
she’s so based 
she’s so based
she’s so based

her portfolios all in on crypto
she’s gotta a big network yeah she’s really in the know
cigarette burns on her shooter tshirt
smoking outside the show on the patio

yeah I know, I should probably say no
but shes even read notes from the underground
haven’t felt this way in forever
cause I think we’d be so cool together

cause you’re so based
you’re so based
you’re so based
you’re so based

cause she’s so based
she’s so based 
she’s so based
she’s so based

she's so based...

idk what i am

im not incelcore
and i cant feel anymore
ive been super numb
since i turned 24
and ever since that time
its been a fucking lie
all of those fucking cries for help
you said that that you would die
its not
fun to go out anymore
and i
i just shot out my brains
are you feeling okay

i'm not incelcore (willow cover)

Frustration and Animosity

Girls (Incel Anthem)

18 yo 
I make tags and pictures for ur music
ig hauntedtillidie
dm for work

I'm so stupid ★

gorecell