I'm so stupid ★

Nothing Ever Happens

I Don’t Wanna Die

I Wanna Say the N-Word on TV

I’m so angry
And so upset
Cause you can’t
See me at all
And I’m all alone
And we’re stuck in our homes
When I’m without you
There's nothing to do
I wanna be with

You In my arms
I wish you were
Really here with me
But you are
Still stuck In my screen
Just come out

I lost all respect
So how do I expect
To get a job or life
When you can be my wife
I’ll throw my life away
Just to see your face
How could I go back
It felt so right and real
I dreamt of having

You In my arms
I wish you were
Really here with me
But you are
Still stuck In my screen
Just come out

How did I get this way
Dictated by anime
Obsessed with one girl
Who never will love me
I’ve killed the chance to belong
And now I’m stuck with

You In my arms
I wish you were
Really here with me
But you are
Still stuck In my screen
Just come out
I can’t live without
You In my arms
I wish you were
Really here with me
But you are
Still stuck In my screen
Just come out

I WISH YOU WERE REAL

I can't smile anymore
I can't sleep anymore
I can't live anymore
I lost my imagination
I got lost in this fucking hole
I blow my head off with a shotgun
I'm sorry for all this blood

i lost my imagination

An old song that i decided to release
originally written in october 2021
recorded on 4track cassette on about june 2022

Don't Waste Your Time On E Girls

K

this time im gonna do it 
no more turning back no more
this time im gonna do it 
slit my wrist drop on the floor

and i dont understand 
how youd move on so fast
i fucked up real bad
and now youre gone and now im sad
and all the times we had
are gone and in the trash
i wish we couldve last
but now your with another man

this time im gonna do it 
no more turning back no more
this time im gonna do it 
slit my wrist drop on the floor

this time i'm gonna do it.

Semi-Aquatic and Armed

Active Shooter - Penguinband

original song finally 

lyrics

could be bpd
thats why im so mean
could be adhd 
i cant do anything
why bother with doctors
im self diagnosing
they already told me up on my phone screen
oh im autistic
let me sperg about my special interest
im going nonverbal
im ticking im stimming
all of my symptoms
they just seem to fit in
schizophrenia
self diagnosis
you cant blame me when im in psychosis
if i did something bad it wasnt me
it was my alter i have did
meet my system 
its hard to keep up
please believe me 
even with the slip ups
and a buzzfeed test
told me that im bipolar
you cant call me retarded
yeah its really immoral
and im neurodivergent
you are neurotypical
we want you to feel like we are divisible
if theres not something wrong with you
then theres something wrong with you
the quizzes and videos
they are all calling you

self diagnosis

what made you think id ever get over you
now you're gone I have nothing left to lose
a maniac is loose and shoots on sight
shoot to kill is all thats on his mind

A gun in my hand 
and voices in my head 
theyre in my head

All I wanted was you to stay
didnt want things to end this way
on my way to a shooting spree
death by cop will be the end of me

A gun in my hand 
and voices in my head 
theyre in my head

A Gun in My Hand and Voices in My Head

My song for the Domestic Terrorism tape

Nobody likes you
Cause you don't know how to write good songs
And nobody wants to
Be friends with
Someone who is always wrong

Nobodies laughing
Except at you, when you turn your back
And the time is passing
It's not ok to cut yourself some slack

I think I'm out of time
Suicide by wasted time

I never learnt how to sing
The reality still stings
Oh God, I've fallen back into sin
Please free me from these things

I haven't learnt anything
I'm stuck just as I've been
Maybe my problems aren't that big
You're still a fucking prick

I don't care about compliments
Cause they never feel genuine
The depth is always paper thin
And nothing ever breaks the skin

So give up, maybe try again
Say something that'll stick in my head
I don't really have anyone
That I'd consider as a friend

Embarrassing myself

Zoning Out Ruined My Life

Fried by Screentime

Fried By Screen Time

Girls (Incel Anthem)

18 yo 
I make tags and pictures for ur music
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this time i'm gonna do it.

NotOkGhost

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