what if i bled out 
would anybody come and save me 
rip my head off 
just so my minds finallly empty 
im a dead one everybody else looks cooler than me 
I just wish i was the one that everybody could envy 

I’ll take a lighter to my flesh just to ignore how im treated 
if its from you than i dont mind  but everybody else means it 
others ignore me when its you i just assume that your sleeping 
or im a fool and these old shoes gon kick the chair thats beneath them 

ouhuhhhuhh, Ouhhuhhh
Just waiting for my final reason 
ouhuhhhuhh Ouhhuhh
i hope your not my final reason 

Ive been trying so damn hard to live 
been hating everyday where i know i exist 
so basically im saying everyday here is shit 
i think of you for warmth but it’s still cold as it gets

youwillprollybemyfinalreason/deadone

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everytime i hit record my cat's chillin on the bed (my only friend), by the laptop where she rests her paws in fucking stead (my only friend), clicking key's till they're broken and they cant be fucking pressed, and these songs playing over and over inside her head, and she listens to my words never knowing what i said and i wonder and i wonder who will love her when im dead, when i step outside just to smoke a ciggarete, then i come back in see her waiting where i left, she be sleeping all day like its time well spent, and she'll always be a cat but my very best friend, and im kinda antisocial, friends, i dont text them lifes kinda lemonade when its bitter in the end.

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lynn