lucille unreleased

Lucille

[i hope my scars are pretty to you]

lyrics:
go get my nails painted
put my choker on
am i pretty girl?
is this what you want?
(i hope you do)

cause my soul ugly as fuck!
and my mental is horribly fucked
so my brain falls out into mush...

and i know i'm delusional but i'm craving your touch
it feels like everyone around me are just shadows formed by lust
i take that blade into my psyche so i never think of us
i feel us drowning in the deep but i'm sinking tryna pull you up

(and i'll)
go get my nails painted
put my choker on
am i pretty girl?
is this what you want?

(somebody help me)
on my wrist there's just nowhere to cut
i done torn and ripped so much
and all i smell is blood
(i need your help)

i know you're delusional but you're craving my touch
you feel like everyone around you are just shadows formed by love
you take that blade into your psyche so you never think of us
you feel us drowning in the deep but you're sinking tryna pull me up

pull

[maybe she misses me as much as i miss her]

i just inhale another bottle of gin
i remember all the sorrow and the pain that i give
is it fantasies or lies that i've been wallowing in?
i still miss the taste of your bloody tongue kissing my lips
is enough not enough?
you're just covered in drugs 
just the cold metal touch of your dagger in us
am i something or nothing to you?
you could find other tools to use
i'd slay everyone in here just for you
without us what am i to do?

i hate when i'm sober
i love it when i'm drunk
i hate when i'm sober
i love it when i'm drunk

i just inhale another bottle of gin
i remember all the sorrow and the pain that i give
is it fantasies or lies that i've been wallowing in?
i still miss the taste of your bloody tongue kissing my lips
is enough not enough?
you're just covered in drugs 
just the cold metal touch of your dagger in us
of your dagger in us
tearing me up
(oh i love it)

inhale

lyrics:
bae im sorry i been poisoning my tongue
oh i hear the voices
(i hear them all)
ill be your poison, if you fix it all

you just wanna look cool you don't even care
probably why i'm misused abandon me here
tell me why i see you even in the mirror
i put that pistol in my mouth and now my brain is everywhere

i don't need
i don't need you
when i see the creatures
that lurk in your bed

you just wanna look cool you don't even care
probably why i'm misused abandon me here
tell me why i see you even in the mirror
i put that pistol in my!

bae im sorry i been poisoning my tongue
oh i hear the voices
(i hear them all)
ill be your poison, if you fix it all

fix it all

am i falling in love?
are we something or not?
i can tell something's wrong in my head
am i dead?
use your words of affection and lies to reflect it again
again

tell me what i'm waiting here for
any time they'll blow through that door
put it to my head,
put it to my
bullet through my head

she said that she's tired of this nonsense
tell me where i'm lost at
don't know where i started at
why's it so hard on us
tell me what's your purpose
just tell me it all
girl tell me i'm worthless
i deserve my scars

reflect

lucille - i dont want to rot

lucille - fuckin freak

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