Songs

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Snowboarding

shi twin

idek

jaydes - distant

@jaydes song
dm for takedown
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=UbhRW-cALQY

Clown

mandy files

mandy - clown

mandy - so?

mandy - must b Stupid

jaydes - i miss u and im at this point in my life

literally nobody fucks with you or me demo

mandy - everything can be sillier

original version of mandy skeleton - who really gives a fuck what its called anyways / mandy skeleton - again

mandy/jaydes - again (og)

#7 - soft serenades

https://youtu.be/NqCo-_pVRTY?si=HcHl1xlRnIsP0WW4

stuck in the past, the present day don't really work out
hoping i dont spend my future in that jail cell
i'm moving fast, but not too fast to get my workout
i'd rather fast, i'm too depressed to do a workout, workout
was kinda hoping it could work out, work out
i cut myself don't even hurt now, hurt now
i'm feeling better guess it worked out, worked out

work out

Bleed

lucille - insane

jaydes - darkness

lucille - fuckin freak

imar nope your too late remix

breakdowns

jaydes - i plan to leave the internet

care

[LYRICS]
Sometimes I wish you never came
I was fine before I heard your name
But then you came around and changed me
Now I'll never be the same
Oh will I trust again
Troubled minds am I insane?
No you're the one to blame
No you're the one to blame
Girl you're the one to-
These nights I've cried my tears go fast
I've got nothing left for me to last
I can't take no more, of the lies oh can
I lean on you before I collapse
Still stuck in the past
Oh I might collapse
Sometimes I wish you never came
I was fine before I heard your name
But then you came around and changed me
Now I'll never be the same
Oh will I trust again
Troubled minds am I insane?
No you're the one to blame
No you're the one to blame
Girl you're the one to blame

(adlibs for 2nd drop)
Am I insane? please tell me now
I might collapse, my legs feel hollow
You let me fall you let me down
I can't get up myself please  tell me how

prod. Rick Hardy

collapse

Lost my reason, you want to check my phone for closure, but I got secrets
Havent introduced you to my second world, cause if I take you there, you would never leave it
I'm so dumb, why would I string you on? Knowing that I got so much going on
I'm sick, this little game I play has so much risk but little to no reward

Hello, hello, I'm not there, I'd have to cast a spell to feel a little pinch of remorse
I know, I know, I'm not fair, I really wish I was better and pray to God you still care

og song - hello juliet by clarion

juliet was a whore anyway

#1 - what a pathetic story

Why, you're wasting my time
Tell me how it felt to commit your crime
In my head I only hear your cries
And you're dead with the pills unadvised
I'm living a lie, I feel so livid all the time
Abandon me, you left for one night
Like a sick dog maybe I should just die
And I'm
Stuck inside a life, that I know isn't mine
Spit in my grave when I'm villainized
Shit never changed, guess I'll be this way until I die

I cannot just leave my past behind
It'll always come back to me, a remind
I can't take back your innocence, already intertwined
Carrying this weight on my shoulders, I've been so blind

Why, my dirty little mind
Plays tricks on me all the time
I need this I need that, no I fucking don't
I just need to take a break and regain all my self-control

My heart's pounding inside, I pray to God I don't die
What comes next for me will be fire
Cause I couldn't get over my desire

I'm living a lie, I feel so livid all the time
Abandon me, you left for one night
Like a sick dog maybe I should just die
And I'm
Stuck inside a life
That I know isn't mine

Prod xy1va

abandon

#2 - what a pathetic story

I bet you want my drugs, my teeth, my lips buried in your skin
You look like someone I met from my past but I just can't put my tongue on it
Our friends don't know we're sick in the head
So much shit I've done that I regret
If I could I would change it all but I digress
Cause right now we're off the shrooms
And that be feeling the best

I'm going back to L.A. this summer
I'm stuck chasing a feeling that makes me feel younger
As I grow older I get a little dumber
My heart can't love right, it gets a little numb-er
Can I see you in L.A. this summer?
It sounds like a good plan, I'll regret it after
I wanted a good time, we got a disaster
The joke is on me, I'll be the stock for your laughter

Am I just an option? I learned my lesson long ago
I'm just being cautious, I've lost so much love to these hoes
I start feeling better till she starts ringing on my phone
I can't help but answer cause I hate living so alone

should've bit my tongue w/ overtonight

lucille - whatever (og)

prod. wolet

I needa get off the internet
The cycle's spinning — FUCK
Way too insiderate
I'll burn my ashes

Hearing and feeling it
I hit the car — I didn’t
Stain my carpet
With all your blood

A wasted life when you’re saving her
A carcass on the leaves — godly
Bedient, nobody listens
Wait till you see her

Blood from your wrist out
I’m such a loser, so pathetic
Parts of your gun
Decapitate your legs — now you're running for fun

Internet

i'm not really happy i'm, alive
often times i wish that i would, die
if i perish would that make everyone, smile
if that's true, then it's, time

in my, casket
give me, flowers
it's so, saccharine
leave me, sour

so bittersweet...

Internet

bastard