Wasted

🧀

Snowboarding

shi twin

idek

rip jango

entry seven

Harry Was Here - The End.

mandy files

mandy - so?

jaydes - i miss u and im at this point in my life

literally nobody fucks with you or me demo

mandy - everything can be sillier

#7 - soft serenades

https://youtu.be/NqCo-_pVRTY?si=HcHl1xlRnIsP0WW4

stuck in the past, the present day don't really work out
hoping i dont spend my future in that jail cell
i'm moving fast, but not too fast to get my workout
i'd rather fast, i'm too depressed to do a workout, workout
was kinda hoping it could work out, work out
i cut myself don't even hurt now, hurt now
i'm feeling better guess it worked out, worked out

work out (music vid in desc)

Bleed

lucille - insane

jaydes - darkness

lucille - fuckin freak

imar nope your too late remix

breakdowns

jaydes - i plan to leave the internet

care

[LYRICS]
Sometimes I wish you never came
I was fine before I heard your name
But then you came around and changed me
Now I'll never be the same
Oh will I trust again
Troubled minds am I insane?
No you're the one to blame
No you're the one to blame
Girl you're the one to-
These nights I've cried my tears go fast
I've got nothing left for me to last
I can't take no more, of the lies oh can
I lean on you before I collapse
Still stuck in the past
Oh I might collapse
Sometimes I wish you never came
I was fine before I heard your name
But then you came around and changed me
Now I'll never be the same
Oh will I trust again
Troubled minds am I insane?
No you're the one to blame
No you're the one to blame
Girl you're the one to blame

(adlibs for 2nd drop)
Am I insane? please tell me now
I might collapse, my legs feel hollow
You let me fall you let me down
I can't get up myself please  tell me how

prod. Rick Hardy

collapse

Lost my reason, you want to check my phone for closure, but I got secrets
Havent introduced you to my second world, cause if I take you there, you would never leave it
I'm so dumb, why would I string you on? Knowing that I got so much going on
I'm sick, this little game I play has so much risk but little to no reward

Hello, hello, I'm not there, I'd have to cast a spell to feel a little pinch of remorse
I know, I know, I'm not fair, I really wish I was better and pray to God you still care

og song - hello juliet by clarion

juliet was a whore anyway

#1 - what a pathetic story

Why, you're wasting my time
Tell me how it felt to commit your crime
In my head I only hear your cries
And you're dead with the pills unadvised
I'm living a lie, I feel so livid all the time
Abandon me, you left for one night
Like a sick dog maybe I should just die
And I'm
Stuck inside a life, that I know isn't mine
Spit in my grave when I'm villainized
Shit never changed, guess I'll be this way until I die

I cannot just leave my past behind
It'll always come back to me, a remind
I can't take back your innocence, already intertwined
Carrying this weight on my shoulders, I've been so blind

Why, my dirty little mind
Plays tricks on me all the time
I need this I need that, no I fucking don't
I just need to take a break and regain all my self-control

My heart's pounding inside, I pray to God I don't die
What comes next for me will be fire
Cause I couldn't get over my desire

I'm living a lie, I feel so livid all the time
Abandon me, you left for one night
Like a sick dog maybe I should just die
And I'm
Stuck inside a life
That I know isn't mine

Prod xy1va

abandon

negative creep w/ imar

lucille - whatever (og)

prod. wolet

I needa get off the internet
The cycle's spinning — FUCK
Way too insiderate
I'll burn my ashes

Hearing and feeling it
I hit the car — I didn’t
Stain my carpet
With all your blood

A wasted life when you’re saving her
A carcass on the leaves — godly
Bedient, nobody listens
Wait till you see her

Blood from your wrist out
I’m such a loser, so pathetic
Parts of your gun
Decapitate your legs — now you're running for fun

Internet

i'm not really happy i'm, alive
often times i wish that i would, die
if i perish would that make everyone, smile
if that's true, then it's, time

in my, casket
give me, flowers
it's so, saccharine
leave me, sour

so bittersweet...

lucille - bittersweet

Letters - Blckk (Slowed)

prod.Saba Lagrange & Aidan Han

Spotify: https://open.spotify.com/track/1LD5aoGzVkqn0MExPMldBH?si=Vta9UY6sTo6MFDVcNiycfg

------LYRICS------

i fight my demons when i sleep
floatin' on through these anxious dreams
don't fall for me
they'll call for me
CONVERSATIONS CONSTANTLY 

medicate for every bitch i flake
cancer in my brain i ride this bullet to my grave
it got me cautious
CONSTANTLY NAUSEOUS
mentally ill
Oh god I'm so toxic

i medicate
to compensate
insomniac I'm lackin' on sleep to countin my days
a therapist would say it's all in my brain
coping with these drugs I sleep it all away

slippin' away frozen fear happens often
shadows that show from this blood i Keep coughing
SLEEPING AT NIGHT DOESN'T BRING ME PEACE
WHY DO THESE NIGHT TERRORS CLING TO ME?

conversations constantly 
berating out these thoughts I bleed
tempting hoes three foes I see
creepin through my dreams no sleep

alcoholic going schizophrenic 
nicotine addiction with this weed I'm always panicked
another bad habit gettin lost up in my way
cocaine on my face I'm always livin in a craze

Spent too many nights with no sleep
One too many nights they still creep
Got this curse since I'm out on my own
Check this hearse, no body, no soul

violence bleeding out the seams
when I'm floatin through my endless dreams
awaken to these shadows that I see
at 3 am there's no peace
NO SLEEP 

i fight my demons when i sleep
floatin' on through these anxious dreams
don't fall for me
they'll call for me
CONVERSATIONS CONSTANTLY 

medicate for every bitch i flake
cancer in my brain i ride this bullet to my grave
it got me cautious
CONSTANTLY NAUSEOUS
mentally ill
Oh god I'm so toxic

i fight my demons when i sleep
floatin' on through these anxious dreams
don't fall for me
they'll call for me
CONVERSATIONS CONSTANTLY 

medicate for every bitch i flake
cancer in my brain i ride this bullet to my grave
it got me cautious
CONSTANTLY NAUSEOUS
mentally ill
Oh god I'm so toxic

Internet

bastard