https://open.spotify.com/track/6t95f30SwMn8yMhTBsLHKP?si=632ec3699b504c4b

🖤Johnny🖤 What You've Done - Ft {$amWitADollaSign} [Doesn't Matter To You] Track 4

my first song for 2022™️
w/ @kidmangx ❤️‍🩹🌹


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Kid Mango - Brutal Motions (p. Nitro)

#BACKSEATDRIVIN! (+ st1x51)

PRODUCED: HIELOWAYS
MIXED: BABYBLADE
MASTERED: BABYBLADE

RIDE [PROD. HIELOWAYS]

But U Like That (prod. @lonelyprinze)

lyrics:

See a smile on my face, so i’m doing great 
They ain’t see it underneath, when my heart aches
I been wondering how I got here in the first place 
Prolly started when I took some pills on a Monday
Woke up fucked up on a Tuesday 
More drugs, less love on a Wednesday
Done with the specifics cause I do this shit everyday 
Every day’s the same, swear I live my life on replay 
Okay, nose bleeding from the cocaine 
No way, I can feel it in my membrane 
Know it’s damaging my brain, I should really change 
When I don’t take a thing, I be feeling strange 
White wine, whole bottle to the damn face
Popped pills I just bought, hope it’s not laced
And i’m really tight with Mary Jane 
Put my lips on her, and I know she’ll take away the pain

I don’t have any friends 
But the drugs just pretend 
They pretend they’re my friends 
Soon they’re gonna be my end 
All the money that I spend 
Watch it blow in the wind 
Tried to quit but there’s a trend
I always do it again 

And i’m always alone, I wonder if it’s cause im not enough
Fighting sobriety, and praying to God up above 
Wish I could change the self destructive thoughts i’m thinking of 
And if i’m being honest, I think I just need more love  
Every night i’m fucking sad, but tears ain’t ever gonna shed 
And i’m fighting battles with myself, it’s all inside my head 
At least i’m still alive, there was a time where I wished to be dead
Unsuccessful when I tried, woke up inside the hospital bed
Instant regret, belt loop around my neck
Tight like a corset, blood rushing to my head 
DMT trip, life flashed before my eyes
“Shit this is it man, soon you’re gonna die”
That’s what I told myself, but I guess I lied
not ready die, i’m not ready to die 
not ready die, i’m not ready to die

I don’t have any friends 
But the drugs just pretend 
They pretend they’re my friends 
Soon they’re gonna be my end 
All the money that I spend 
Watch it blow in the wind 
Tried to quit but there’s a trend
I always do it again

FriEnd [prod. discent]

instrumental produced by soundcloud.com/puhf
vocals + mixing & mastering by me

lyrics:

everything i want is you

 i can see it in ur eyes u thinking bout the same thing too 

ion wanna be the kind to take things fast like usual

everything i got inside 

everything i got is true, this everything i always do


im feeling u & i, and i’m on another moon

the tension is desire, & ion wanna act a fool

so tell me if im right, tell me if u want me too

cuz everything i want is u




 look me in the eyes i wanna get a taste of you

n quit ur lies i know u love the way i look at u

im dancing in the fire n tryna make another move

baby ima die, no hating if its coming soon

 let’s just play it cool


creepin thru the night, stompin in my black boots

dungeon mistress bite, livin in a castle

sippin wine at the gravesite, hope i fucking die 


ima ass-hole woah

ima asshole, woah [bongrip.mp3]

i get past fast, no slowing the roll

i been known as a hoe

and i catch 8 no no

weed that im ashing, po-po

wish they could cash in, fuck no


im so entirely bashing in their skull

its not surprising after all

another moon (puhf)

GLaDOS (32ohzee)

Trash humanz

CL3AN

this is my first complete, professional album lol. welcome if you are new, welcome back if you remember me. blessings to you and yours!

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