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myheart

Rblxkillee

regret ft t1de & sadkawaii

vk.com/xolxnerxo
inst: @xolxner
         @wenarx

Лёд (+ WENARO)

Hxxic999 - Душа(nightcore by hiikkii_)

DIAMONDS

Favorite Drug

https://t.me/zlgworldwide
https://instagram.com/aquagwap?igshid=MzRlODBiNWFlZA==

AQUAKEY - Cocteau Twins

In the shadows don't want recognition
I just really want someone to listen

Searchin' for happiness,
I've been wastin my time
Started movin' on so I can't even mind

Hoodie with numbers on it, N9
I don't know if she fuck wit me  or my style
Is it really hard to make me smile
All it took for me to fall back was a call

Relapsin back to my wrongs thought i had it all... i was wrong

(i keep comin back to u like a song..)



( prod. @cl6udly )

likeasong (prod.cloudly006)

ВАЛЮТА СКУРАТОВ - 964 beta (bonsaiii speedup)

Final Battle

Damn, it's a fucked-up scene when that bag's gone MIA
nigga tried to fuck me over, now he in the 🤫
Left him crying like a bitch
Told his hoe to off herself,
She somewere in the ditch yeauh

7 fuckin' slits, 2 pints forget w every sip
And you know you finna 
And you know you finna nod to this one
Eat up every lie i fuckin' say yuh

Why yo bitch on me
Puttin kids to waste
Said she likes the expensive taste
ch on me that's everydayyy

(prod.vinogradov)

INSTAGRAM

ig: https://www.instagram.com/1traumadoll/
spotify: https://open.spotify.com/artist/4h5f7eFlxJjw3wYr5hLF7g

mix + master: @xxclov3r

lyrics:

im leavin blood on the floor
no i cant get enough
i wanna see you again 
but im such a fuck up
demons in my ear
tell em shut the fuck up
bleeding on the floor
god you're such a whore
i gave you everything you needed
now my body's on the floor
laying here defeated
i only feel like myself when im bleeding
cutting on my wrists just 4 u
ill leave your name here

no i cant run away
im stuck feeling this way
4 u
4 u
yeah im cutting till my bones fall out
yeah i ran outta options
inhaling your toxins
kill myself to run away
but it wont work
overdose and watch my body decay
it hurts

scars all on my body ill make them worse
i did everything i could for you
you made it hurt
i wanna see you dead on the floor
cut up
chop your body into pieces (blood blood blood)
i lose my mind dont have a reason
you changed on me just like the seasons
and now im calling on you
cus i dont know what to do
yeah im trapped in my mind
all i know is blood blood blood

im leavin blood on the floor
no i cant get enough
i wanna see you again 
but im such a fuck up
demons in my ear
tell em shut the fuck up
bleeding on the floor
god you're such a whore
i gave you everything you needed
now my body's on the floor
laying here defeated
i only feel like myself when im bleeding
cutting on my wrists just 4 u
ill leave your name here

all i know is blades blades blades on my skin
cutting till my heart stops ill do it again
no i dont leave my room anymore
scream in agony my hearts to sore

<3

bleed4u

bleed4u (takuori)

ig: https://www.instagram.com/1traumadoll/

mix + master: @xxclov3r <3

lyrics:
i dont know myself
so i just scream for help and no one answers
i try to search but cant remember
who i was before you broke me
you would hold me
and tell me im the only
i still recover from the lies that you told me
fuck you
yeah your words cut so deep
in my skin
every day i cant escape the violence
tell myself to give it up im tryin
look into your eyes and im blinded by the silence
razorblades yeah i cut till im dyin

wanna run 
run
run away
i got blood blood blood on my brain today
imma run run run till the sun escapes
run run till you're out my sight
i-i-i-i-i-i-i (huh huh)
i tried
bodies on the dancefloor tonight (huh huh)
i-i-i-i-i-i-i (huh huh)
i cried
i know im not the only girl by your side (huh huh)

i-i-i-i-i-i-i 
i tried
bodies on the dancefloor tonight 
i-i-i-i-i-i-i 
i cried
i know im not the only girl by your side
i-i-i-i-i-i-i 
i tried
i-i-i-i-i-i-i 
i tried
i-i-i-i-i-i-i 
i tried
bodies on the dancefloor tonight

bodies on the dancefloor! (probelad)

prod. me but inspo from mystory

u switched up on me
and u said ud never change but u changed up on me
but i guess its me to blame since i cldnt really see
left me all alone by my misery
i dont answer calls ts on dnd
always think about the things that u said to me
like wat even made u wanna b w me
what do u see in me?
ur my hearts, keeper i dont feel this way so easily..

あなたは自分とどうやって生きるのですか i cant live with myself.. @crysuke

featuring: @omgartixan @kets4eki @m1v @xovanity
produced by: @omgartixan
mixed and mastered by: @iwannabemissed
artwork by: @vuelure on instagram

[Intro: cy4ne]
Baby, can you treat me right
I just want to see the light
Without you, I'd rather die
I just want to feel alive

[Verse 1: cy4ne]
Can you feel the silence of midnight?
Or find in darkness some kind of light?
Striving freedom, shouting into the void
Sold my soul, now I'm getting toyed
Your blue-eyed gaze reflects my deadly sins
Stuck in this tempest, where would you begin?
Craving liberation, a path to simply vanish
Will this anguish persist until I'm banished?

[Pre-Chorus: cy4ne]
Famous yet isolated, life feels like a simulation
Abusing all these Xannies because I cannot resist temptation
Living all this lavish lifestyle, riding in that Jaguar
Ion really care 'cause I'm next to be a superstar

[Chorus: cy4ne]
Pop a pill to numb the pain
Life's a bitch in every way
Demons in my mind connive
Every day tryna survive
"End it now?", I ponder still
Fight is over, lost the will
Voices shoutin' take the dive
I just want to feel alive

[Verse 2: kets4eki]
I'm tired as shit, finally done with this bitch
I don't wanna be right here, I just wanna fall asleep
Fall asleep but forever, want to keep myself in a safer place
So I don't have to feel your touch, don't fave to feel frustrated
Fucked with my head three years straight, still got scratches on my health
God, I wish it never happened, I just wish we never met
Someone bury me alive, never found someone who cares
I've been thinking bout my future, now 'bout how to end myself

[Verse 3: vanity]
Finished another pack of Claws
I just seen ya man on ya story, I'm so lost
I could never feel how I felt before
Girl, I still want ya, why I need ya?
Fuck it, pack it up, I want amnesia
I was lost in your eyes
Never wanted compromise
Never saw what I'm becoming
No sleep, fucked up now
Too geeked to speak, I'm coming down
Never, I never felt at home
I'm sober again, stuck in my hole
Feel my gut wrench, I know you're scared for me
But if you felt like how I felt, tell me could you be
I just wanna set free, tell me I just flee
I don't think it stops 'til I'm fucking buried

[Pre-Chorus: cy4ne]
Famous yet isolated, life feels like a simulation
Abusing all these Xannies because I cannot resist temptation
Living all this lavish lifestyle, riding in that Jaguar
Ion really care 'cause I'm next to be a superstar

[Chorus: cy4ne]
Pop a pill to numb the pain
Life's a bitch in every way
Demons in my mind connive
Every day tryna survive
"End it now?", I ponder still
Fight is over, lost the will
Voices shoutin' take the dive
I just want to feel alive

[Chorus 2: m1v]
I don't pop no Xans, but a molly when I sleep
I don't wanna dance, but I dance like a creep
I don't wanna see you when I trip every time
Overstimulating, I feel wired like a mime

[Verse 4: m1v]
Dance, dance, dance revolution in a trance
Blurry fucking vision when I try to take a glance
I don't even try, I don't even take my chance
Giving up on life, that's the only thing I can
Giving up on life, that's the only thing I can
I don't see a future, but I think I got a plan
Please leave me behind hate attachment more than fans
Maybe I take one or maybe two Xans

[Chorus 2: m1v]
I don't pop no Xans, but a molly when I sleep
I don't wanna dance, but I dance like a creep
I don't wanna see you when I trip every time
Overstimulating, I feel wired like a mime
I don't pop no Xans, but a molly when I sleep
I don't wanna dance, but I dance like a creep
I don't wanna see you when I trip every time
Overstimulating, I feel wired like a mime

[Verse 5: artixan]
'N my head beating out of my skull, feel the buzz down
Baby gave me drugs and I shove 'em up my nose now
So I gave her all the love that I had in the world
She a pretty lil' slut 'n we fuckin' to our own songs, yeah
So I'm taking all her clothes off, yeah
That's because I stole her whole heart
'N the drugs just keep us whole now, yeah

alive [+artixan +kets4eki +m1v +vanity] [artixan]

lyrics

we only made each other worse
the way i see the end, it hurts
there's a feeling that i doubt
i don't know what it's about
for a second thought you left me cursed
but i guess it deflected 
soul unaffected
don't try a second time
cus the soul that i kept is all mine
it's all mine

i have a one way ticket to hell
i'll be back for you
but in the end you're still the same
every time i think i'm back, i hear you say
it's not me, it's still you
you control what i do
i feel a knife interwine my spine this time
i just pray you fall and it takes your life

guess i'll just let you be my one mistake
and it hurts so bad, won't let you stay
with me, i hope you see your life play out
the way you hoped it wouldn't
no way i thought you'd do this
no way, i really shouldn't
can't feel that way about myself
no way, i really couldn't

only a matter of time
i hope you come figure out
your soul will always be mine
i want you running back to me
cause i would always decline
you're in distress, god i'm so stressed
just know i'm always inside
i'm in your head again
just know it never ends
the way you made feel
is the same way i'd leave you dead

i have a one way ticket to hell
i'll be back for you
but in the end you're still the same
every time i think i'm back, i hear you say
it's not me, it's still you
you control what i do
i feel a knife interwine my spine this time
i just pray you fall and it takes your life

guess i'll just let you be my one mistake
and it hurts so bad, won't let you stay
with me, i hope you see your life play out
the way you hoped it wouldn't
no way i thought you'd do this
no way, i really shouldn't
can't feel that way about myself
no way, i really couldn't