https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=3hJsFZpAEMU&ab_channel=goldenhour

lost n found

just a guy playing wit his willy- guitarrr i mean geetar 

prod.michaelmoty

leerics:
Oh god I'm out of touch
Ive got no love I'm out of luck 

You say got me but you don't 
You say you'd talk to me and stay
You said you'd talk to me and go
You rid my Heart of all my pain

Its so hard for me to stop and move on
Its so hard for me to run away

I hope you will call
Follow

Girl, you rid my heart of all my pain
Girl, you rid my heart of all my pain
Its so hard for me to stop and move on
Its so hard for me to run away

Run as fast as you can till you break 
Run as fast as you can with your legs

You rid my Heart of all my pain girl
You rid my Heart of all my pain
Its so hard for me to stop and move on
Its so hard for me to run away

ztay

static nerve endings shock me at the end of the creek

self sabotage

Words n shi

I saw a tear run down your face
I took my thumb to wipe off
Me and you alone in this place
A very special part of me was lost

You told me loving me had got you lost
You told me loving me and got you lost 

What did I do to deserve what you did to me
Butterfly’s on a perfect earth, Is what you looked like to me
Questioning, my own worth, my eyes see you speak
Justify, a rebirth, but my ears don’t hear a thing

Why did you do that to me?
why did you do that to me?

I’ve tried to fill this void
Since that loving side of me was lost
Another way to fill this void 
Admit that loving you had got me lost 
But if I move on I’ll forget 
The feeling of losing you would make me sick
I’d rather sit through what you do to me 
Then move on from everything 
Self destructive in my ways
Everyday I’ll feel the same 
I will tell myself that’s it’s okay
Since I can still see your face 

Why do I do this to me
Why do I do this to me

you hurt me in so many ways 
you never wipe the tears off my face
You’re never there for me
The way I’m there for you
You never ask me to stay
 When you know I wanna die with you
It’s sad but it’s true, you keep me around because it’s easy for you
Is this all I am to you?
Something easy to use

You told me loving me had got you lost 
Loving you had got me lost too
Why did you do that to me
Why do I let myself get used
I guess it’s both of our faults
We push the blame but what did we expect 
I have no self respect 
And you are unable to self reflect 

Why do you do this to me
Why do I do this to me

If you relate to this im sorry

why am i such a dick

words 

I spend my nights better alone
So please stop calling my phone, 
cause I don’t want you
I get high better alone 
Without always stressing 
about if you’re in a mood
Spend my nights better alone
So baby stop calling my phone, 
cause I don’t want you
I get high better alone
Without overthinking 
about if you’re in a mood

Baby I don’t wanna get high in a bad state 
Steady fucking buggin my phone because I’m out late
“Self project on me it’s fine” I said it that way
Then they ran off and they cried, “I’m in bad state”

Help me see the better side of everything
I wanna go I wanna see
I wanna go I wanna see
I wanna go I wanna see 
I wanna  (sh)

Spend my nights better alone
So baby stop calling my phone, 
cause I don’t want you
I get high better alone
Without overthinking about if you’re in a mood

Why you always on my dick, I know you like that
Breathing up and down my neck, you think I like that?
Why you always holding shit over my head 
Let me fucking live my life, not trying to fight ya

You really know how to kill my vibe 
(You really know how to kill my vibe)
Drinking dark liquor just to clear my mind
You really know how to kill my high 
I’m just trying to get you out of my life 
(I’m just trying to get you..)

Help me see the better side of everything
I wanna go I wanna see
I wanna go I wanna see
I wanna go I wanna see 
I wanna  (sh)

I spend my nights better alone
So please stop calling my phone, 
cause I don’t want you
I get high better alone 
Without always stressing 
about if you’re in a mood
Spend my nights better alone
So baby stop calling my phone, 
cause I don’t want you
I get high better alone
Without overthinking 
about if you’re in a mood

i get high better alone (feat. aWannabe)

Inhale me like nicotine
I’m all that your body needs
You’re fragile like my self esteem 
Crumbling beneath my feet
Every-time you look at me
Our eyes they always meet
Your eyes are like an open sea
Ready to pull me beneath

I hate the way they look at me
You know exactly what I mean
Everything they say to me
They think I’m some kinda of freak 
Everything they say is mean
They always hurt my self esteem 
They know how to get to me
Because these people they’re just me 

Inhale me like nicotine
I’m all that your body needs
You’re fragile like my self esteem 
Crumbling beneath my feet
Every-time you look at me
Our eyes they always meet
Your eyes are like an open sea
Ready to pull me beneath

I love the way you look at me 
Your love it helped me see
Everything that’s make believe 
All the thing that reside within me

i hate the way they look at me

oops

Left me for the sunrise

How do you think this bit would sound with guitars?
Pretty bloody good, actually, Adam!

DRAGON5  [MIX:05/12/20.25]

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sock monkey 

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