light me on fire and open me up
dissect me and pull out my guts
u just really wanna see me dead
u just wanna see me dead


turn me into a mummy

tried something new have mixed feelings ab it tho 

don't leave me ima cut my brains out
put me on fire and light my face up
cut me in my heart and in my face yea

say pretty lies
i see it in ur eyes
u say excuses
u are right
i think of u all day and night
and i stalked u for half of my life

wasted

killer

i fucking hate my life
for real
a muttered chill
escapes from my breath
i might just find u crumbled up where i left
i wish i could
but i cant
as i talk to u that day
i felt something different
in my fucking head
i might just be a dick
i fucking hate my life

if i had a question to ask you it would be how to kill myself

Dont know how to let my tears
I got a long way from here I fear
Im getting signals and they arent clear
I dont know when Im gonna disappear

I shouldnt hold on to the past you say
I let my old friends just go away
Couldnt let my wants just go astray
Had to let myself know Im okay

Come on wont you give me a break
I got a lot of damn time that you just wanna take
I got a lot of damn songs that I just wanna make
I gotta finish in time before its too late

I gotta ruin my mind I do it day by day
If Im not doing it right then I just get crossfaded
I gotta forget everything you said
Cause even while your gone its getting to my head

And sometimes its just way too much
And sometimes I just wanna feel a rush
And sometimes I feel like Im getting crushed
But thats because of you baby

spotify

all cause of you

mistreated

@madokamagenta
1. amor - we are basically the same person w/@magenta<3
2. malevolent cover
3. back when i needed you demo
4. skel lovefool cover
5. shitty take you away cover
6. photograph of u inna hallway (skel cover)
7. tell you sum
8. far away

magenta 📻 radio #magentaradio #mix

eatmydust

prod aphex twin

i dont wanna get paid to lose
i wanna win

ill make u cry if u dont have my love 
i get so high i dont know how to function
these niggas lame im ballin for myself
its like my lifes not mine and i cant help it
i dont wanna be trapped for 3 more years
bitch shut that shit ur torturing my ears
torturing my ears 
that loud had me finding my swag
those people had me facin my fears
i know what its like to be hurt but son u gon have to wipe yo tears
no u cant be done yet 
this is nothing like the rest
id rather die with my satisfaction than have to live with regret
ill make u cry if u dont have my love 
i get so high i dont know how to function
these niggas lame im ballin for myself
its like my lifes not mine and i cant help it

if i had a question to ask you it would be how to kill myself

goth