Lucille

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lucille / ilostmari

my love, you blamed the gun?

grief (from gretel)

even when you feel alone just know i'm by your side
i hate hearing voices lurking scratching in my mind
think i wanna die

take me out, take me out, take me out
think i wanna die, think i wanna die

take me out, take me out, take me out 
(take me out)
take me out, take me out, take me out 
(take me out)

now my wrists are bleeding for you
i thought we we're law
and i can't take this pain no more
i wish you'd end it all

take me out

you left me hanging like a corpse on a tree
look myself in the mirror, i don't wanna be me
put a bullet right through you, said you wanted to leave
i'm so tired of disguises caught you lying through your teeth

caught you tearing your skin, don't apologize (think i'm tired)
i'll atone for sins baby i don't mind (i'm tired)

[mage]
i travel mile after mile just to, hear you scream
skin starts to scatter as your blood hits the leaves
and i hate myself wanna control alt delete
every bone in my body, i don't wanna be me

let me set you free

hang me on the oak tree (ft. mage)

i tried it gets harder
yeah i been the problem
i hope you can solve it, my darling

don't shoot us down (don't shoot us down, don't shoot us)
please
don't shoot us down (don't shoot us down, don't shoot us)
la la la la
la la la la
don't shoot us down (don't shoot us down, don't shoot us)
don't shoot us down  
la la la la
la la la la

inside my brain you're killing me
i'd slay them all so easily
these razor blades keep tearing me
i'd rather leave i'm so naive
it's something i couldn't believe
all of this weight you put on me
all of this weight you put on me
you put on me

don't shoot us down

it doesn’t matter at all
play with my psyche my,
brains in a spiral for love
love.
love.
love.

wolf in a sheep’s skin
if i die, bury me with all your sins
did you try?

i don’t think you ever did
is it my fault see a different lense

now it’s all gone
yea it’s turned to shit
now my life is shit

would it even matter if i found the end?
i wish i could kill em all and start again
voices gettin louder as a i slit my wrists

matter (love)

i tasted your razor blades
i hope these words cut deep
cause you’re not subject to change

you’re such a
evil conniving lil slut
i hope they rip out your guts
i hope you go grab that pistol and turn your brains into mush

you whore

i hope you’re somewhere just rotting
in my mind i’m fantasizing 
me in the woods really quiet
waiting for you in the silence
so i could rip all the skin from your body

you’re undeserving of love
you shake my bones with disgust
i swear i’ll catch you don’t run
and stab you until you gush

@torturedskin - dying w/ me (snippet)

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