it's gud!!💯💯☠️☠️☠️🖤🖤🖤🖤🖤🖤

* Sophie & Simon

By myself 
Mountain top
Slide down and lay down at the bottom
Wild flowers pollen in the wind 
Blue sky I think hear the laughter of the children
And then the wind starts gusting x2
I think a storm is coming x2
 There’s fire in prairie x2
God doesn’t treat me fairly x2

Black clouds and thunder claps 
Lightning strikes and rain tapping on the glass 
The glass breaks trees de limbed 
I float up and I’m gone with the wind 
And then I keep on floating x2
I see the world below me x2 
I have just one more question x2
Am I going to heaven? x2

Fire In The Prairie

NEET - locked inside

Repost of Mildheadaches' alternate version of I guess it never really mattered.

I guess it never really mattered repost (alternate edition)

track 15 of 16.
made in early 2022.

my 16 track album "suicidetape" will release on streaming in 2024. features 3 lost songs. #techclub

The Cure cover.

boys dont cry

@1heelflip
im dropping out of class
im never going back when
im a fucking spaz 
and everything's so trash when
i get my head on
ill write good songs
ill right all of my wrongs
or ill blow my face off
dropping out of school
evreryones tryna act cool
but theyre all fucking fools
using eachother as tools
and i guess never knew
what you could put me through
im dropping out
im falling out again
dropping out of class
im never going back cause
im a fucking spaz
i want a heart attack
i want to end my life
nothing ever feels right
ive got so much dumb spite
say its better its lying
im always crying
waste no time on dying
im falling out
im calling out my friend

im a fuckin spaz
theres no going back
everything is ass
i hate my life
i wna fuckin die
commit suicide
say bye
say bye

act stupid
act annoying
why does everything seem so pointless
was wasting energy on shit thats stupid
feeling so useless always abusing
me i hated me 
i was crying
i rly felt like dyin
but my brains still gone its frying
losing hope
i wanna die 

i'm dumb as rocks
my brains filled with fucking dust
everyone's scum
always tweakin' on sum dumb shit
i can't feel me on some numb shit
m16 to my head type shit
you come up to me expecting something in return
but i dont give a shit
i just wanna burn
cuz im a fucking spaz 
im a spaz
x2
everything went wrong just wanna lie down & die

spaz ft heelflip (techclub)

TECHCLUB2K24

TechClub Comp Vol. 2 
4/20/24

Can't escape my mind
I just can't feel alright
People really kill my night
It's like this all the time
Fear is seeping 
Sweat is dripping 
My heart is beating 
Cannot be myself 
I've been weeping
Need to sleep in, why
can't i have no fun

Can't have no fun
I haven't seen the sun
And my fear has won
I really fucked myself 
Just wanted to go out with you
I know you can't understand my view 
But I swear I'll go next time with you
But for now i think I'll stay low

I really wanna b w u
I really shouldn't make a noose
But these thoughts stick like glue
I fucking hated school
And i wish i could go back
Or have a heart attack
I need these thoughts to shut down
I fucking wish i knew how

Can't escape my mind
I just can't feel alright
People really kill my night
It's like this all the time
Fear is seeping 
Sweat is dripping 
My heart is beating 
Cannot be myself 
I've been weeping
Need to sleep in, why
can't i have no fun

I really wanna b w u
I really shouldn't make a noose
But these thoughts stick like glue
I fucking hated school
And i wish i could go back
Or have a heart attack
I need these thoughts to shut down
I fucking wish i knew how

Why can't i feel alright 
Just get me out of sight
I'm so scared all the time
I fucking want to die

FEAR RIDDEN

you know you dont have to, have to
nothing can stop the daylight
do you listen?
cause i dont know
conversations, you only know

running, i am running back
to far, the love you give
do you mean, that i belong?
i know everytime
you'll be lost at sea

Running Back

@techclub @1heelflip

my life's in shambles
my posts just ramble
these people they're assholes
i'll make them all pretty headstones
one batch two batch
one bitch down flat
two bitch dead ass
three bitch shot down
four bitch dumb clown
3-2-1 now my clip's gone all out

these reasons hit me in the brain
fill me up w/ major pain
i guess my minds just buggin' out
there's no reason to it
there's no reason to it
can't figure out what it's all about!

grenades and gasoline
i won't leave a crime scene
poisoned water supply
no survivors all will die
no one can stop me
catch me in 2050
i'm long gone still hurtin'
bc nobody loves me

these reasons hit me in the brain (i'm finalizing my mistakes)
fill me up w/ major pain (i made the distance i will take)
i guess my minds just buggin' out (consume my soul)
i guess my minds just buggin' out
uvalde prom night ghost town!

uvalde prom night ghost town feat heelflip

new album soon

art by candyacne

vocals by oragami (https://soundcloud.com/oragami-oragami)

instrumental by w4str

original song by blink-182


lyrics:
its alright to tell me
what you think about me
i wont try to argue
or hold it against you
i know that youre leaving
you must have your reasons
the season is calling
your pictures are falling down
the steps that I retrace
the sad look on your face
the timing and structure
did you hear he fucked her?
a day late, a buck short
im writing the report
on losing and failing
when I move, Im flailing now
and its happened once again
ill turn to a friend
someone that understands
and sees through the master plan
but everybodys gone
and Ive been here for too long
to face this on my own
well I guess this is growing up
well I guess this is growing up
and maybe Ill see you
at a movie sneak preview
youll show up and walk by
on the arm of that guy
and Ill smile and youll wave
well pretend its okay
this charade, it wont last
when hes gone, I wont come back
and itll happen once again
youll turn to a friend
someone that understands
and sees through the master plan
but everybodys gone
and youve been here for too long
to face this on your own
well I guess this is growing up

Dammit (feat. Oragami)

✞My internet heaven. Maybe you'll like it.✞
(update: I'm still alive. Broken guitar so until I get another, no music till then. :'(  )

* Sophie & Simon

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