fuck you bitch
im sick of your shit
whiny little slut
now im fucking your gut
where is your love
where is your heart
where is this love you told me once had
told you i love you, we could of had fun
now every time i see you i wish i had a gun
traded our friendship to suck some grease boi dick 
now your sitting over there with some STD

Ashtrey (prod. $IREN)

fuck your shit bitch
im a fucking misfit
smoke a lil bit
meet you in the moshpit X2

feeling insane
its tainting my brain
but painting my pain
sorry to my fucking veins

vision slowly turning red
living with burning dread
feel like im half dead
put a gun to my head

fuck your shit bitch
im a fucking misfit
smoke a lil bit
meet you in the moshpit X2

im-not-ok-ay X$
i keep screaming this over and over

my teenage misfit suicide (prod. Yung Vro) ver. 1

Update: it's really hard to make music when your dealing with suicidal thoughts and have little to no motivation to do so. Everytime I open my laptop to make some, I lose all motivation kowing that I can't sing but only scream and that there are more talented artists out there who are everything I would die to be who also don't get far in an over populated genre. I honestly dont know my place in this world. I have good lyrics and ideas but it's hard to get them on paper and beats. My plans in life was to get big so I can afford medication and a therapist but mainly to repay my family for my mistakes and shitty behavior before I would off my self one day, because let's be real, I don't see myself making it to 19 let alone 20. I honest to God think I have reached insanity and I'm not saying that to edgy but I do think I am mentally insane. My home life is dark, my head is dark and my world around me is dark. Hopefully I do get past this shit and go back to making music

lysergic meth 💊

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