Update: it's really hard to make music when your dealing with suicidal thoughts and have little to no motivation to do so. Everytime I open my laptop to make some, I lose all motivation kowing that I can't sing but only scream and that there are more talented artists out there who are everything I would die to be who also don't get far in an over populated genre. I honestly dont know my place in this world. I have good lyrics and ideas but it's hard to get them on paper and beats. My plans in life was to get big so I can afford medication and a therapist but mainly to repay my family for my mistakes and shitty behavior before I would off my self one day, because let's be real, I don't see myself making it to 19 let alone 20. I honest to God think I have reached insanity and I'm not saying that to edgy but I do think I am mentally insane. My home life is dark, my head is dark and my world around me is dark. Hopefully I do get past this shit and go back to making music

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beat maker.
Electric guitar player

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