THE GIRL FROM THE HOTEL w/ GAUGE

DXRKO:
Drown me 
I can't be alone so hold my breath
I'm bad for you
Choking on the pieces in my head 
Break free 
I can't be alone so hold my breath 
Back it up
Choking on the pieces in my head

XANDER CROWLEY:
You cut me up and sold me back pieces of my self
The pact you made was faustian but not without consequence
You'll have what you want it's running from the sun
And I'll be the light that takes you 
I'll force feed you misery
Show you everything that you did to me 
Force feed you misery
Show you everything that you did to me

DXRKO:
Drown me 
I can't be alone so hold my breath
I'm bad for you
Choking on the pieces in my head 
Break free 
I can't be alone so hold my breath 
Back it up
Choking on the pieces in my head

SERAMONIES:
Drowning
Down heavenly
Wash me away 
Endlessly

DROWN ME (DXRKO, XANDER CROWLEY, & SERAMONIES)

FREEDOMWASTHEPRICEOFPRIVACY [PROD.GRAVEDWELLER & IDIO]

TUCKED IN LITTLE MONSTER

LYRICS:

Please don’t ever leave me behind 
You’ll never not be mine
You see it in my eyes 
Don’t ever leave my side (x2)

Every time I gotta wake up without you
I just wanna go back to sleep
I just wanna see my fucking boo
I don’t wanna see nobody else

Am I in hell?
Nah, that would be more like home to me
Hoe can’t you tell
I don’t like you, get the fuck up from near me

Don’t hit on me, I’ll call up Sleep
Like “bro, I got another bitch for you”
My loyalty priority
Like hoe, don’t you got the fucking memo

Please don’t ever leave me behind 
You’ll never not be mine
You see it in my eyes 
Don’t ever leave my side

BOUND

LOYALTY

LOYALTY [PROD. WHYKIDDY & WARGUILT]

I want to walk to my truths
late at night

blood all on the floor, 
feel a little flawed? 
as a nigga ain't seen what I saw
now I'm feeling that my room is getting colder 
as I numb
feel a little better in a sense, go dumb huh

thinking that I'm something 
it's nothing to withstand 
as I'm nothing without war 
give the mask to me
I will send a bitch 
she can suck my dick 
than I dip uh

I want to walk to my truths
as I lie 
my blood is on the fucking floor 
I'm bleeding 
thinking that I'm something 

I'm nothing 
6x

xxhstd - cautious part 2                                    prod. volta! & xxhstd

production: @killoceans

lyrics:

cut me open, I'll sew me shut
writhing currents in my guts
with my stapled skin
tear off my garments

rip me to shreds
rip them to shreds
tear me to shreds
tear them to shreds
rip me to shreds
rip them to shreds
tear me to shreds
tear me to shreds

tear me

pull out my teeth, no need to bite my tongue
i called the mortuary and they wanna hear my song
pull out my teeth, no need to bite my tongue
i called the mortuary and they wanna hear my song

mascara on my cheeks
whisper, whisper to me
whisper, whisper to me
whisper, whisper to me...

pull out my teeth, no need to bite my tongue
pull out my teeth, no need to bite my tongue
i called the mortuary and they wanna hear my song
pulled out my teeth, no need to bite my tongue
i called the mortuary and they wanna hear my song

i called them
wanna hear my song?
i called them
wanna hear my song?
i called them
wanna hear my song?

i called the mortuary and they wanna hear my song
wanna hear my song?

mortuary [kill.oceans]

{prod. katabeats}


#FOXNEWS!! · Lil Pee Stane · Sindromity

#F1NDM3AN0TH3RXANAXD3ALER

℗ 2024 STICK EW PENIS IN EW BUM RECORDS

Released on: 2024-02-14

#FOXNEWS!! **staner x sindrom**

REMIX: @user-920808170

-- i grab her hand. shakily, she grasps onto mine. i say i love you, she loves me back. i say i'm sorry; it was not her fault. --
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░▒▓█►─♡ 𝒂𝒃𝒐𝒖𝒕 ♡─◄█▓▒░
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fawns are very dear to me, majestic. when i see a fawn or deer, i know it is a sign of good luck.
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fawn/freeze is an often overlooked (c)ptsd trauma response that i have and still struggle with to this day, but am working on it.
it is different for everyone.
it can appear as people pleasing, walking on a tightrope. hyperawareness.
attempting to do whatever you feel needs to be done to make yourself safe, small.
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i often feel like a ghost, like i do not exist or am pretending to be a human, but failing miserably.
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freezing mixed with fawn is my main response, and it is an uphill battle that i have been taking on.
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if you need additional resources, please feel free to email me, dm me on instagram, or even tiktok. you are not alone and neither am i. ♡

fawn ♡ ciroqlee remix

This song was made back in july of last year. I forgot we made this and even though the reasoning behind the song is outdated, I figured it should still see the light of day. Enjoy.

Dead Memories w/ ihynitro

https://soundcloud.com/scarletveilmusic/spirit-caller

bit short, but these wave beats be fun to make
trap metal and grimwave soon!

spirit

IDIO is an alternative solo artist from East Yorkshire, UK. Predominantly creating Dark Trap music, he doesn’t hesitate to dabble in other genres and sub-genres such as Alternative Rock, Metalcore, and many other out of the ordinary sounds. Being situated in multiple cities from the age of 18, IDIO has quite the experience of the UK underground music scene. Playing shows all over the country throughout all of 2023 and getting new listeners hooked on his ‘idiosyncratic’ discography.

Keep up with IDIO on Instagram: @gothidio

LOYALTY [PROD. WHYKIDDY & WARGUILT]

IDIO

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