KILLSOLOMON - HEADSHOT FREESTYLE [PROD. 47]

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artwork by @studiojooby

Wispy

AMNESTY [prod. foxwedding]

undxxd - Gyro (prod. crpsprtty)

throat so wide #semenshit [prod. wellfed]

REMIX: @user-920808170

-- i grab her hand. shakily, she grasps onto mine. i say i love you, she loves me back. i say i'm sorry; it was not her fault. --
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░▒▓█►─♡ 𝒂𝒃𝒐𝒖𝒕 ♡─◄█▓▒░
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fawns are very dear to me, majestic. when i see a fawn or deer, i know it is a sign of good luck.
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fawn/freeze is an often overlooked (c)ptsd trauma response that i have and still struggle with to this day, but am working on it.
it is different for everyone.
it can appear as people pleasing, walking on a tightrope. hyperawareness.
attempting to do whatever you feel needs to be done to make yourself safe, small.
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i often feel like a ghost, like i do not exist or am pretending to be a human, but failing miserably.
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freezing mixed with fawn is my main response, and it is an uphill battle that i have been taking on.
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if you need additional resources, please feel free to email me, dm me on instagram, or even tiktok. you are not alone and neither am i. ♡

fawn ♡ ciroqlee remix

PaPER jaMz 2012

Prod. By Tem3nos
LYRICS:
Simple hoes, they hear this and they gasp
They like “what”, confused 
Sound gon dose my piers up with some gas, 
They steady jump, let lose 
I’ve been zoned, everyday I go and get what the fuck I choose
I’ve just been making sure everything in the future isn’t gonna stay bein screwed 

Strait energy
Creates winnin streaks 
I’m so in tuned n shit, cause I ain’t from this place  
I glow I’m luminous, you see the moves I make 
The life that I was faced
Turned me to this shape 

Even tho it was never seen what the fuck I had 
I knew if I was to keep movin I’d alchemy their laughs 
Chemically alter them to fads 
Their hands stay reaching for cash 
They never listened, until I continued to move up on the graph 

Not crashin, no conflict 
I’m just spazzin on this shit 
I’m surpassing everyone that I have ever looked to quick 
this grass is rolled in sticks 
I’m scratching all yalls itch 
Now y’all clappin, tryna be braggin that you have some more Tem pics 

Strait energy
Creates winnin streaks 
I’m so in tuned n shit, cause I ain’t from this place  
I glow I’m luminous, you see the moves I make 
The life that I was faced
Turned me to this shape 

Changed me into this state, where I was chasin constant break throughs
No one was ever awake, to the mistakes that made decay ensue 
I removed all the summited, for betterment they hate, refuse 
Hard to find those that’s committed, to somethin bigger then to pay dues

I had to get it all
I Hurdled all the walls 
What was told to me was false 
You don’t have to live default
New program I have installed
Old ones gon fall
Now I’m standin 10 feet tall
New species I am called 

Strait energy
Creates winnin streaks 
I’m so in tuned n shit, cause I ain’t from this place  
I glow I’m luminous, you see the moves I make 
The life that I was faced
Turned me to this shape 

Strait energy
Creates winnin streaks 
I’m so in tuned n shit, cause I ain’t from this place  
I glow I’m luminous, you see the moves I make 
The life that I was faced
Turned me to this shape

WINNIN STREAKS

I SEE THROUGH YOU
YOUR EMPTY WORDS
THE LIVES YOUVE TRIED

RED MOUND

REDMOUND

production and mixing: @zyrom

lyrics:

pills and potions
pills and potions
hold up, listen to me get sober

Sisyphus, stop pushing up that boulder
not every burden is yours
the weight is catching up to you
you're running on sheer adrenaline, my dear
living life on a calorie deficit
everyone and everyone
i'm dead and gone
dead and gone
i'm dead and gone

i know you can make it
you've done it a million times before
you can do it
just get it together, surrender

clots on my shower floor
knees to my chest
woe is me, you're so poor, so so poor
get it together
feel your chest and fucking surrender
this repetition, it's a bore
stop pretending that you're so sore 
clots on my shower floor
with knees to my chest
knees to my chest

living life on a calorie deficit
everyone and everyone
everyone, dead and gone
i'm dead and gone
dead and gone

you're living life on a calorie deficit

fawn ♡ ciroqlee remix

Larina

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