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Talking Heads - Psycho Killer (Jesse Bloch Remix)

For our forth mix we introduce Slimelight resident Dj Jo The Waiter, showcasing a taste of his set for our next event on the 08th of July.

Jo The Waiter has been a resident DJ for  Slimelight London, the longest running alternative club in the world, since 2012 and has also been a keyboard player for Dark Electro band Global Citizen.

He officially lost his DJ virginity in 2006 and has since built a great reputation for playing Dark Electro, 80's Electronic, Industrial, Goth and Post-Punk at some of the UK's best club nights including residencies for Unholy and AntiChrist. 
He has also played at Reptile, Synthetic Culture, Club Noir, Syn and twice along side his electro hero Gary Numan at The Electric Ballroom and The Scala.

SLIMELIGHT #004 - JO THE WAITER

lyrics

[Verse]
Put a leash on me
Like the dog I am
Treat me like the pig
Throw me in the can
Drag me through the mud
So I can lick your hand
You know it feels so good
To be a dirty  girl.

[Chorus]

tracing my hands over you
as my tong dances around you
merge as one into harmony
deeper and deeper in ecstacy
climactic endings you will see
what you fucking did to me

[Verse 2]
I'm your little toy
I'm your only fan
And you keep me safe
And you keep me fed
You can slap my face
And it makes me wet
as our fluids merge 
we become one
just  a toy
in your devious ploy.

[Chorus]
tracing my hands over you
as my tong dances around you
merge as one into harmony
deeper and deeper in ecstacy
climactic endings you will see
what you fucking did to me

[Chorus]
tracing my hands over you
as my tong dances around you
merge as one into harmony
deeper and deeper in ecstacy
climactic endings you will see
what you fucking did to me

[Bridge]
ICan someone help me
im drowning
in this memory of you
becoming the marytr
for everthing in life
wont you help me find myself
again.
Free myself encased in gold
fluids seeping now runs cold
we tangle our lips
liquid gold
i embrace you now
take me as i am

Smutt

lyrics

[Verse]
One more nail in my coffin
One more voice tellin' me that I'm rotten
I try and try to break this pattern
Every time
It's the same damn outcome

[Chorus]
Black sheep
They only want you when they need you
And
Baby
Believe me
I tried my best
Black sheep
There's always a flaw they can see in me
But I'll keep my dignity and head high

[Verse 2]
One more bridge
It was burning
I don't know if it's even worth saving
The more I try to fight against them
The more I give in
The more I let them win

[Chorus]
Black sheep
They only want you when they need you
And
Baby
Believe me
I tried my best
Black sheep
There's always a flaw they can see in me
But I'll keep my dignity and head high
I'll keep my dignity and head high
Black sheep

[Bridge]
There was always somethin' wrong with me
There was always somethin' wrong with me
There was always somethin' wrong with me
There was always somethin' wrong with me
There was always somethin' wrong with me
There was always somethin' wrong with me

[Chorus]
Black sheep
They only want you when they need you
And
Baby
Believe me
I tried my best
Black sheep
There's always a flaw they can see in me
But I'll keep my dignity and head high
I'll keep my dignity and head high
Black sheep
I'll keep my dignity and head high
Black sheep

My Darkness

lyrics

[Verse]
We've been conditioned to accept
That power only changes hands
If it's in a violent way
The human race is often tempted
To settle for war
Rather than have its say

[Chorus]
Brimming with fear amongst the turmoil
We're led by tears of rage
So when the world is
Burning like a furnace
Don't be the one who fans the flames

[Verse 2]
With the same mind
All else follows
Now we've reached the end of our rope
We've reached the end of our tether
What use is violence in a country
That could not be in more
Of a state of disorder?

[Chorus]
Brimming with fear amongst the turmoil
We're led by tears of rage
So when the world is
Burning like a furnace
Don't be the one who fans the flames

[Bridge]
It may be slow
But change is coming
Our time has come to an end
So when the world is
Burning like a furnace
Don't be the one who fans the flames

[Chorus]
Brimming with fear amongst the turmoil
We're led by tears of rage
So when the world is
Burning like a furnace
Don't be the one who fans the flames
19 November 2025 at 22:27

Brimming With Fear Amongst the Turmoil

lyrics 

[Verse]
Featherweight fingers take a tight hold
Let me lose my grip
I know you'll save my soul
See
I can change if you want me to
Lay me down and call me new

[Chorus]
Burn me at the altar
Make a martyr out of me
I'll go out with honor
Your blood on my rosary
I hope you will remember me

[Verse 2]
Kiss me soft as the sun rises
Draw me close and bring me in
Love me like I've never been
Take my body and let my spirit

[Chorus]
Burn me at the altar
Make a martyr out of me
I'll go out with honor
Your blood on my rosary
I hope you will remember me
[Bridge]
The power that I seek
The way you stare at me
The path that I walk down
The death is my birth
The end of the world
The people I let down
The one I can't keep
The one who makes me weak
The way that I love you
The blood in my hands
The ash on the sand
The way you pull me through
The weight of the cross
The pain and the loss
The way you bring me peace
The strength of the faith
The judgment I face
The love you have for me

[Chorus]
Burn me at the altar
Make a martyr out of me
I'll go out with honor
Your blood on my rosary
I hope you will remember me

Burn Me at the Altar

Kicking off this year’s 24-day giveaway series with something truly special. For Day 1, I’m opening the vault and sharing my unreleased remix of Benny Benassi’s iconic “Love Is Gonna Save Us" which was one of my secret weapons during this year's summer.

Thank you all for the constant support throughout 2025. This season is all about giving back, so download it, play it loud, and spread the love.

More giveaways dropping every day until December 24. Stay tuned.

Benny Benassi - Love Is Gonna Save Us (Indecent Noise Remix) [2025] [FREE DOWNLOAD]

Day 2 brings another heavy hitter from the archives. This is my 2024 remix of Hypetraxx’s legendary “The Darkside” - originally created exclusively for my Luminosity Festival set. This one caused absolute chaos at Lumi, and I’m finally giving it away to all of you.

Thank you for all the support throughout the year. Enjoy this weapon and stay tuned for Day 3 giveaway tomorrow!

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Hypetraxx - The Darkside (Indecent Noise Private Mix) [2024] [FREE DOWNLOAD]

Time for a true classic.

During the pandemic in 2021, I revisited one of trance history’s most exceptional classics: B.B.E.’s “7 Days & 1 Week.” But instead of going uplifting or nostalgic, I took it somewhere deeper and darker with pulsating 133 bpm hypnotic techno trance vibe.

I wanted to keep the original’s atmosphere intact, but translate that longing into something more mechanical, introspective, isolated, the way that time felt back in 2021.

This version was never intended for release. It lived only in my private playlists and today it finally escapes the archive.

Last year.

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