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sample flip ~ morning dew by bones xavier wulf

morning dew

FLESH ON FLESH

you damaged me i wish i didn’t like this
only thing i think about is when will my life end
demons inside of me i wish i could fight them
demons inside of me but they don’t fight fair

people try to talk to me like i’m supposed to care
why should i give a fuck when i’m in need nobody’s there
i don’t talk about how i’m feeling i don’t like to share
suicides an easy way out i need to grow a pair
suicide is selfish well bitch i’m helpless
don’t care if it’s selfish nobody’s ever there
what were you expecting i’m tortured everyday
so when i get the courage i’ll finally escape
my life is wretched i don’t need a blessing
have no confessions not going to heaven
constantly i’m suffering
hoping no one notice me
nothings ever comforting 
now it’s hard to go to sleep
i am full of misery 
i am living miserably
full of anxiety
all i feel is agony
when i kill myself don’t think it’d be a tragedy
hope that no one’s mad af me my life was a catastrophe 

what would you do if you were condemned to this torment
put yourself in my shoes but you’ve never worn them
put yourself in my shoes my soles worn out 
everything is my fault i feel the scorn now
damn i really need to get you off my mental
why do i still love you all the shit you put me through
but the way things ended wasn’t coincidental 
i did shit to so i can’t resent you
but what you did girl it was detrimental
the more you hurt me more i love you i am so pitiful
i love you more the more you hurt me like i was a masochist 
but i’m not getting off to this 
relieve me of my consciousness 
put me in sarcophagus
do your worst girl
punish me i’ll face the consequence
of you thought the world 
now i think the opposite 
loving you is punishment 
i said i was done with this 
still fell for you even though i knew what come w it
girl you left me wondering
what did you benefit
why was condemned to this
i hate it when we fight
love it when we’re intimate
want you by side
why you have to make it intricate 
i hope when i die 
it’ll be infamous
fuck that nevermind
i’m not worth the sentiment

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