good things come to those who wait

lyrics
shaking at the knees 
like you wouldnt know
momma knows how i lie
about my alcohol 
he begs her hes nothing without her
how we laugh
but shes thinking about him
tell me how he lied so much
now i dont wanna lie to her
tell me how you played with him
no, i think you play with my heart
tell me how he cared so much
now i dont wanna care at all
he still in your phone
youre probably waiting for him to call
tell me how he lied so much 
now i dont wanna lie to her
told me how he cared so much
now i dont wanna care at all
stomach hurting
i dont wanna eat
i wanna die alone
i dont ever think he ever listens when i pray to him

im sick bout this girl, kill me

I know you're still with him and that's why I have these deeps cuts
and I don't have the guts. to tell you what went wrong
I didn't like you anyways, yes I liked you but anyways
I shoulda tied you down for my sake
but it's too late now I'm going insane

(🦉)
all plats 9/28/25🥹

anyways

I Loved her So Much

cackles & retry - i keep rotting in my bed im so fucking doomed

gossip

it's whatever gets me drunk from doordash #😱 (deleting later,

youre leaving me out 
like left overs
take a look at me
youll see my bent shoulder
shes running away
and i owe her
i pop my adderall and i get in my zone
its all for nothing 
my pretty girl youre bluffing
id luv u in the morning if my stomach wasnt turning
i hate you everyday
i swear to god i want you burning
oh i cant get enough of you
i swear im never learning
id haunt you in your bedroom 
in your kitchen
ill be lurking
i know im fucking gory, im ugly, and im disturbing
but would you fucking love me if i told you i was worth it
oh baby im not

id luv u if my stomach wasnt turning (im not)

i have a real real problem with being alone
i’m sensitive to energy please leave me alone
i feel emotions 2 strong until it shapes my core
she like whenever we fuck and i call her a whore
tie her by her wrists normal sex is bore
sometimes she comes late and i think i’m a chore
i’m bipolar i’m anemic i’m such an eyesore
at least look forward ain’t looking at the floor
i need a dose of heroine i'm tryna go away
i need a dose of heroine i'm tryna go away
i need a dose of heroine i'm tryna go away
ur like my dose of heroine so please don't go away
and i really hate this city wanna go to the woods
get lost find me if u even could
while ur walking past the trees i’m creeping round
i smell ur meat grab my knife grin a little smile
i smell ur scent it turns me on from a
mile
i hope ur ready for whats next this’ll be a while

eyeliner

Lyrics:
Well you think im kinda creepy I don’t fucking blame you
I been looking in your window for the perfect angle 
I been hiding by your shelf you know it by the table
I wanna kill myself but I don’t wanna end up disabled 
I put a belt around my neck and choked myself with a cable

you cant hide the truth (prod. y3tyyy)

gothprison