i just discovered the "new" version on spotify. i actually love that one just as much as this one

That song is such a banger, I fucking love it

You and misan smapped too hard on this ❤️❤️

Shame on the body i just had a breakdown
a itch for a script am i that lost now
Beam me up, Scotty. i just to get out
at risk of a ditch, in my own ghost town
im downing the bottle i dont take sips out
im mixing drugs for short lived smiles
i see i a broken child
hallucination drive me wild

Molly on mind and she really got me trippin
Lucy on my tounge but i aint talking women
havent seen a real smile on me in a minute
I dont go chruch so you know that i be sinning

Hell boy Hell boy she got me in a spell boy
i've been on a trip for a minute cant u tell boy
lame boy lame boy heading to my grave boy
had with these old games girl i aint no game boy 

Ay you know i stay the same
almost 21 but you know that i never change
she knows im off the magic call me david blain
killing all these thought  like my name is sleye

Breakdown [Short Lived Smiles]

Cold Soul Club -
@llogansux
@soundcloud.com/arcadialane
@sloppyoxyscum
(PROD. hxrxkiller)

Lyrics:
Sloppy Oxy Scum-

Depression in decisions.
Ungrateful for what I'm given.
Beauty in our collision.
My personal addiction.

Tv on mute, 
Static in the back.
We fuck,
And I relapse.

No silver lining.
Nails I'm biting.
Not perfect timing.
Now your crying.

I miss the stupid cliches
Of all the shit that we'd say.
Spending every single day
To attached to fuckin stray.

Running to your house,
I thought youd make it out.
I still call your phone in doubt.
Your all I think about.

Standing at your door,
But No ones there.
For what it's worth I truly cared.

Arcadia lane - 

baby, can you feel my heart?
It’s been falling apart
pick it up off the shelf, dust it off, please save me from this hell
but I think I lost myself, I’m just a reject that you can’t help
now that I’m layin in my bed, stuck in my head
I found the solace in sadness
I’m sorry for all this
Depression in December, like 
All those fucking sleepless nights
but all I can see is the hell you put me through 
in every reflection, you know it’s true
and now I don’t know what to do.

llogansux - 

what do I do? 
I'm stuck on you
we saw this through
a time or two
I never knew
Itd hurt this bad
fuck yeah I'm sad
fuck yeah I'm sad

I know you're right
all we do is fight
and there's not a night
everything's alright 
that's just our plight
I think I might
I think I might

try to find myself
try to find what's wrong
try to live my life
and just move on
but it's not the same
everyday just rain
every day I drain
every fucking vein 
to feel the pain
to feel distain
and i feel insane 

I guess I give up
is that what
you wanted, us to break up
but I'm done now
that's my vow
you'll never see me around

Cold Soul Club ~ Solace In Sadness

To anybody who noticed the change of the prod. I replaced the beat with one made by me with the same guitar sample because the first one was sold. I hope you will like it.
Thanks to @nicoteenninyo for the collab, he's a really talented guy.

[gothurted]
Do you know how it feels like
Staying alone 
Do you know how it feels like
Nowhere's home
Do you know how it feels like
Crying again
Do you know how it feels like
To hide this pain

[nicoteen ninyo]
I sleep alone in my tears
thinking bout everything
wondering what my life would be like
if you were here with me

Then I wake up from my dream
Without you next to me
With this space in my chest

As a tear rolls down my cheek
I drown in my nicotine
To heal this black plague you left

But I'm still empty
And I'm only twenty
I wish you could hear me
I wish you could know
what it feels like

[gothurted & nicoteen ninyo]
Do you know how it feels like
Staying alone 
Do you know how it feels like
Nowhere's home
Do you know how it feels like
Crying again
Do you know how it feels like
To hide this pain

STREAM

feels like ft. nicoteen ninyo [prod. gothurted]

prod. svbertooth 

LYRICS:
I think it’s finally time I tried to pick up all of these pieces
 it’s been a year of wanting you now I don’t even need this 
most the time just fall apart don’t kiss me like you mean it
I’ve been fucken up since 
The first time I believed in you

Why can’t we touch like we touch on the weekends been thinking so much that it’s time to believe to be leaven
Club closes at two and know you knew the whole evening 
Crawl in my sheets my sheets fall asleep I’m not sleepen 
Fall in love with being numb and shit 
You gotta gum a bit to really feel it hit 
I’m finna call it quits if she don’t call in the morning 
Thought I was your winner but still I’m in mourning 
How do I go from forever alone to haven a friend then driven alone on the interstate fuck it guess for me love comin late
fuck it guess for me love coming late
Reminisce the kiss can’t believe in it
I just can’t pick up the phone I might need a bit 
Thought that it would mean so much more but you're keepen in low
Keep my name fuck out of your perfect lips and darling I just bought of fifth of whiskey to remember how they tasted 

I think it’s finally time I tried to pick up all of these pieces
 it’s been a year of wanting you now I don’t even need this 
most the time just fall apart don’t kiss me like you mean it
I’ve been fucken up since 
The first time I believed in you

Spotify

Pieces (prod. svbertooth)

[chorus]
World is a beautiful place when I'm not sober
Everybody left now I'm just a loner
My heart tells me I should looking forward
I don't kill myself cause I'm a fucking coward
I'm a coward, crying into the backyard
I was happy, got distracted and u got far
Found the love then I lost it at the same time
Lost my reasons to live, I got a thousand to die

[verse]
Got a thousand to die and you're one of them
Had to deal with the sadness without even a friend
Without even a person that was by my side
I was screaming for help but everybody hidden away
I'm all alone again

[chorus]
World is a beautiful place when I'm not sober
Everybody left now I'm just a loner
My heart tells me I should looking forward
I don't kill myself cause I'm a fucking coward
I'm a coward, crying into the backyard
I was happy, got distracted and u got far
Found the love then I lost it at the same time
Lost my reasons to live, I got a thousand to die

coward [prod. yung vro]

[+] every time you lookin' at the stars, it's me.

MUSIC VIDEO: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Mj_2y8j_czw

* prod by jody *

IG: www.instagram.com/seejayxo
TW: www.twitter.com/seejayxo
DISCORD: discord.gg/VRcvcdf
LYRICS:

[intro:]
i went to the future just to watch you die
i don't want to think about the reasons why
baby you know i'm a dark angel
i got blood dripping down my halo

[hook: 2x]
every time you lookin at the stars, it's me
i know you ain't die but you be hauntin me
you the one that made my heart shatter
but i don't think i really ever mattered

[verse:]
she just want my dick and it's alright
i know you ain't never gonna call right
so i'm just gonna fuck this bitch
and when you hearin this
i know you gettin sick, yea

feelin like i never really mattered
but i be in the cut like a dagger
drugs on me baby im on saturn
floating thru space off a ladder

hauntin me

music video

hauntin me (music video in desc)

Lyrics:
https://genius.com/No-handshake-vampire-gold-version-lyrics

Vampire (Gold)

@pposture <3

Lyrics:
[verse]
I'm getting bad to tell to someone I love you
'Cause every time I do so they leave
I'm getting insecure about what I will do
'Cause every time I try the world seems
To stop me to hate me to make it worse
To fool me, suffocate me, make me fall
I remember the good times me and you
I remember we calling in the afternoon 

[Bridge]
Now everything is gone
Now everything is gone 
Now everything is gone
And I know that you won't come back

[Chorus]
Pick up the phone I miss your voice
One more time I can't live without you
Tired of being the second choice
Nothing can keep me away from you
Pick up the phone I miss your voice
One more time I can't live without you
Tired of being the second choice
Nothing can keep me away from you

[Verse]
I tried to move on but that's not easy at all
I tried to go ahead but nothing seems to work
I think I've tried everything that I could
But seems like I'll never come back to you
You told me that you loved me
What's the point?
Did you just try to fuck me up?
Life has never been easy and you made it even worse

[Bridge]
Now everything is gone
Now everything is gone
Now everything is gone
And I know that you won't come back

[Chorus]
Pick up the phone I miss your voice
One more time I can't live without you
Tired of being the second choice
Nothing can keep me away from you
Pick up the phone I miss your voice
One more time I can't live without you
Tired of being the second choice
Nothing can keep me away from you

Pick Up The Phone [prod. gothurted x pposture]

Lyrics

Why don't I feel alive?
No life in my eyes
I've died many times
Why do I still try?

Why do I try? 
When I know it's all a lie
In the end you'll say goodbye
No one ever by my side

Will I end in suicide?
These are things inside my mind
That I always try to hide
But it's hard to always fight

So I'll let it all be known
Show some things I've never shown
Learn some things you've never known about me
Evil in me

I've done things I'll never cope with
Might be bad to show this
I take back what I said
I'm keeping it all in my head

I won't love again
Stuck in the pain, I been smothering
Nothing to hope for in life except for the end
Don't think that my pain is a trend
I been so lost in the thoughts of my mental
How in the fuck did I get so far away from myself? It don't make sense
I'm in love with the fact that I hate shit
Took shit so long ain't no wonder I take shit
Hood on my head, don't you look at my face, I'm not confident, I cannot take it
I'll never be fine because you wasted my time
You played with my mind, thought you were a dime but that's a lie
You left me alone and I wanna know, bitch why?

Why don't I feel alive?
No life in my eyes
I've died many times
Why do I still try?

Why do I try? 
I know it's all a lie
In the end you'll say goodbye
No one ever by my side

why don't i feel alive? | Produced by Raspo

prod: @caustyk

I can't talk to anyone, anyone its so cold

Lyrics:
Ive been up real late
Thinking bout mistakes
Fingers through your hair
But i know you dont care

Why am i so broken on the inside
Years go by
No time to cry
Bottle up these feelings so finite
Tension high, anxious and my chest tight


I died when i realized that nothings ever changed
Always on the edge, every week its the same
And im so insane
I know its not healthy but i think i love the pain
I hate feeling empty, so theres liquor in my veins

She the one i want, but the one i cant save
Pictures that i cropped, shawty your my cocaine
i feel overclocked, i can feel my heart race


I dont like this
Overwhelmed and tired of it
I feel like im losing everyone
Everyone thats close

Since the time skip
More burdens that i cant fix
And i cant talk to anyone
Anyone its so cold 

Ive been up real late
Thinking bout mistakes
Fingers through your hair
But i know you dont care

Why am i so broken on the inside
Years go by
No time to cry
Bottle up these feelings so finite
Tension high, anxious and my chest tight

I thought i died last night 
Ashes fall its like
Everytime im in a dream
I can see it slowly bleed

I cant let go 
But i might break my bones
I wish i could know
But this my only road


Crashing down with my potion
Losing feeling in my body like its stolen 
So why you down, tell me why u feelin hopeless 
So much shit in life left me feelin so broken
x2

she's the one i want, but the one i can't save (prod. caustyk)

https://soundcloud.com/idleglance lyrics/amv: youtu.be/l57sbfuaYzA 


https://soundcloud.com/unknxwn7

lyrics

(bbyk9)
Girl my heart’s already broken
I want closure why you stole it
Bust my hand up I’m so lonely
Do your damage kill me slowly

And I just did a half line
Didn’t call me up today that’s a bad sign
Lately it feels like you're just a pain in my backside
Lately I just live in constant pain but I act fine

I don’t know why I try saw you in a past life
Wish that I could go back there one last time
Love’s a loaded gun girl hit me like a landmine
You just tear my heart out, then you think it’s snacktime

Used to tell me how you loved me, you gon hate me in the end
Got a chip up on my shoulder, never learned to make amends
Girl I just think it’s funny, how I’d do it all again
Got the same shit fucking with my head

Tongue tied, and I’m anxious what do you expect
Cut the shit, turn the lights off put you all to bed
If you won’t get the door girl then I won’t knock again
Even when I’m feeling not bad I’m still fucking dead

(Unknwxn)
Girl my hearts already broken
Don't waste time on me, it's hopeless
Tried my best so I hope you notice
I'm a fucked up mess with the words of a poet

I don't really like the fucking path that I'm going
Talking bout my past really just tryna hold it
If I get a chance, I'ma put in the trash
I don't feel like I deserve to be better than I am

Cause I'm fucked up, I had enough of
All of the fake love that's stuck inside of my mind
Tough luck, I don't give no fucks, I got my hopes up, I don't think I'ma be fine
Notebook full of my fucked up thoughts that I had when I sat in the back of a class
I put all of my hate in a glass in the back of my mind ain't no wonder I'm bad

I'm a ghost stuck in the snow
Where do I go? I don't know
I don't like life anymore
How do I cope? I'ma smoke
I'm a joke, fell for a hoe
How I give her my heart and I get it back broke?
I can't wait to get high to get out of this low
That I'm feeling inside of the core of my soul

Not happy and you can't make me
Life's crappy and you can't save me
Might crash on purpose maybe
So I don't have to deal with the shit that's daily

I lost my mind in my own, it's built to destroy
Chaos is my only joy
I hope I don't die alone in the end
I just wanna connect, I just want a friend

coward [prod. yung vro]

gothurted

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